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Nothing can undo 2 weeks of cupping quicker than going to a dinner and being forced to sit in the middle of a booth

#i literally threw up in the parking lot #i can feel my blood trying to break out of my veins

Hung out with some new friends for the first time after we met and I actively can't do this

#like i dont always love this lone wolf life #but dang it just seems like that's all I'm capable of #how am i supposed to make friends #why is it so hard #why am i stupid and unlikable

kosmogrl

I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.

My hs reunion is next week, im gonna send them my obit

#not that i remember them anyways #but i cant #the fb message #the small talk #the “its so good to catch up”#“its so good to see you”#“we really need to reconnect”#puke

Every time my brain just thinks about the idea of toying with the idea of coming out the universe saves me by having a family member say something super egregious and that is a good, hard reminder to tighten it up.

Literally don't know what's stopping me from driving and knife right into my brain

The gentleman gave me 4 margaritas and apparently a free shot in each and dint charge me for them

#hell yeah #ask me anything #ama #right #i love being tipsy #is alcoholic bad when you dont have any interesting factors or personality otherwise?#taylor thougts #taylor thoughts #taylor's thoughts #gell yeah #what a good frisay night #drunk

God help us

#legit terrified #i cannot believe #i am so sickeningly disappointed

Holy hell this day is testing me

#Lord beer me strength

Even though my job is horrific, I don't smoke cigarettes. My version of a smoke break is going into the bathroom and running my hand under cols water for as long as i can. The only possible break I can get, and even then, i can't push it.

#there are literally cameras plastered evefywhere #so this is the best option for now

carfuckerlynch

anybody else in here feel like they're constantly and involuntarily calculating their every thought and action. and doing it wrong

I would love someone to talk on the phone about our days and trash talk our enemies the other one doesn't know and play keep talking and Noone explodes and have lunch FaceTimes and late night movie dates and all of it

#i am so lonely #everthing in me is building pressure #pressure cracks #taylor thoughts #taylor's thoughts #jesus christ #friends #does anyone have any tips or bave used the bubmle friend app thing?#im bscoming desperate

Went grocery shopping with my mother in my Ben Platt tour shirt, with the Honeymind cover on it. Honestly, nervous out of my mind.

#idk why i did that #just wanted a comfy shirt to wear out today in the rain #but this area?#i usually wear those at the house only #like the ashnikko sam smith etc #esPECIALLY when it has two men kissing on it #gosh im so im the closet its not even funny.#i got all these shirts from towns hours away #and was still nervous then #jezzum louise

I had a nightmare last night that I came out to someone at work

#ive felt so self conscious all day #i would never #i COULD never #i have to remind myself these people are not my friends #its definitely Stockholm syndrome being with them all day and having to play safe #scary #just haunting my brain as of late

Why do I feel guilty about calling out of work tomorrow

#like #these people are draining the life from me #i just asked off for a few hours in the morning #its my brothers birthday #i wish i could just turn off my thoughts and feelings anf get some sleep #duck

not Snapchat filters giving me gender dysphoriaaaa

My new coworker gives Posterboy-for-closeted-religeous-man

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