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blargh!!!

[liambf]

how would success change you, if success could be achieved by just an individual? birthed in the empire, you could lose yourself in what you can trade with other people. it always feels like stealing to me. i’d agree i don't deserve a head start. i’m probably weaker than you. one day i'd like to give back materially, because i've taken so much; for the past 5 years thats my image of making it. i am trying to concentrate. my best friend can hear me. its not enough that you're loyal to me, if you're also loyal to people who disrespect my best friend. it's not enough that you're loyal to me if you disrespect my best friend. for every person that i miss, there are several that scare me. i’m righteous from a survival instinct, there's only so much i can give up before i give up on life. i inherited some bitter guilt that i can't shed in this house. it echoes off the walls. who else has spent a year pacing like this? i'm ashamed that i'm ashamed of my failures. but i don't have much to say other than the few things i’m obsessed with. like lying and stealing my way to being alone. floating down tidal creeks. the history of colonial industrial exploits that led to this mass extinction and misery. and plotting for your happiness. i am humbled by your resistance. i'm 24. i'm old now so i can wait until you and me are both ready. it’ll be more intuitive soon, i got a feeling about it.

[liambf]

If you asked me a dollar to dull my senses, i hope I'd say no cuz if i walked for a thousand miles without seeing a spring, a drink would be worth more than money. If you told me my life was worth a price in this place of space, i guess id tell you you're standing on stolen land, and so am i. Cuz the earth knows more than accounting and science to the point that they don't count . If i was practical in this society i wouldn't write. I couldn't be right. I couldn't say if this was real life, because today i ate strictly from the store. I could be tanner than your mom on the farm and still be as white as a sheet. Cuz this life is codified by your melanin, and how your junk hangs. My excuse can't be abuse cuz i got a deck overlooking the woods. And if at the end I'm still a conscious creature, well id guess its just a feature on the screen that shows how human we can be not seeing each others eyes in the theatre on stage. If the history of dominance could shake off its prominence I'd wear a watch of our lost growth afloat in the rising sea levels'  insistence that natures rules is the only real type of existence.  Hang on i gotta take care of this customer . A real life manifestation of a need to keep acquiescent towards our role as peasants. You might have it so much harder than me, and i can't sleep until were finally free to be with our natural needs

[liambf]

1.27.16 @ ACLT north side, Southern Maryland

[liambf]

Joe Henderson - “Fire” (1974)

[liambf]

you’d come up as the least assuming character i could think of, somehow immediately talking about all of the issues anyone could really be feeling about & dig right into the core laughing like the incarnate receptive, i can’t even imagine what you saw in me: so harsh and cold . except we were all fucking aliens, or the only people in an alien world . jesus jesus jesus christ those demon spirits in the scum filled pond

 left like leaf litter in the rotting heat we let redefined onto a shore, everybody putting their love into a box . waves crashing so horny and ready for the fucking change we'd become, me so closed in and scared of the change i’d let come, off the street we went over every meaning those sounds could have meant and somehow you’d find a way to crack that chin grin the entire time . i couldn’t even hear all those people singing the words i wrote two years later, you were so far beyond me at your age 19, the age i might have also become enlightened, and all i knew was how sad it was that this generation we define our spirituality by the drugs we take. you don’t know how bad i would die to talk to you at nineteeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn today or tomorrow looking at you in the eyes i just needed to go on a fucking drive i needed to traverse the street but all i could do was we all know i couldn’t accept the reality that there is this idea called ‘adult’ and i’m still imagining how to reconfigure. like of course you’d leave us when you were right at that moment. you could embody the ecstasy of a boundary undone, you leave me hanging with this struggle for true experience, you lived a humble appreciate off the noggin indetermine just be simple, you can never not be perfect because you’re a ghost

this year i’ll be at my peak the month you were born

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peanuts and kiddie molotov cocktails on a starved stomach on sunday afternoons. i’ve got tobacco allergies, and a bloody tongued cat lick tickling the li'l piggy peeping out of a size and a half ago shoe. i watch myself in the fishtank mirror in the corner. all the fish died for friday’s fish fry. i’m watching a sunken ship. one sunday, like a likeable bully, he pulls to a picnic and builds a fire. december embers trickle up, set roots in soil sky as january’s stars.

[liambf]

one sunday, like a likeable bully, he pulls to a picnic and builds a fire. december embers trickle up, set roots in soil sky as january's stars

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8.14.15 :: moss on hardwood roots @ ACLT south, southern maryland

[buliwvyf]

“Human beings are the only animals who have to work, and I think that is the most ridiculous thing in the world. Other animals make their livings by living, but people work like crazy, thinking that they have to in order to stay alive. The bigger the job, the greater the challenge, the more wonderful they think it is. It would be good to give up that way of thinking and live an easy, comfortable life with plenty of free time. I think that the way animals live in the tropics, stepping outside in the morning and evening to see if there is something to eat, and taking a long nap in the afternoon, must be a wonderful life. For human beings, a life of such simplicity would be possible if one worked to produce directly his daily necessities. In such a life, work is not work as people generally think of it, but simply doing what needs to be done.” -Masanobu Fukuoka

[liambf]

i just realizedd it might have always just been the mirror i was saying “fuck you” to, not the image of myself. i’m so excited that i will never live here again

[liambf]

winter 14/15

shoulda got some pictures of bobby and brandon j...

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winter 14/15

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winter 14/15

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by Alexey Ulturgashev

[palaeopedia]

The Minorcan hare, Nuralagus (2011)

Phylum : Chordata Class : Mammalia Order : Lagomorpha Family : Leporidae Genus : Nuralagus Species : N. rex

Pliocene (5 - 3 Ma)

1,2 m long and 22 kg

Island of Minorca

Minorcan giant lagomorph is an extinct rabbit that lived in the island of Minorca from the Messinian until around the middle of the Pliocene, when it became extinct (5 to 3 million years ago) when Majorca and Minorca were united as one island, letting the goat-like ungulate Myotragus balearicus colonize Nuralagus's habitat.

Fossils have been found of individuals which could have weighed up to 23 kg, although the estimated average body mass of the species is about 12 kg. They had small ears, tiny eyes, short legs and a short straight rigid vertebral column, very unlike their living relatives.

According to paleontologist Josep Quintana Cardona, N. rex didn’t hop much if at all, as evident by its relatively short stiff spine. No fossil remains of any rabbit eating predators have been found, so it is suggested that without predators they did not need to maintain speed and agility, and could evolve to larger sizes.

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lydford gorge, devon.