surveillance recommended.

𝚁𝙰𝙶𝙴    :   violent,  uncontrollable  anger.

[licanthropic]

#licanthropic   ,   a  blog  dedicated  to  bianca  feldman,   an  original  werewolf  character  based  within  the  realms  of  the  vampire  chronicles,   though  this  blog  will  mostly  be  amc's INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE  based  as  i  make  my  way  through  the  books.   now,   due  to  the  fact  that  there  isn't  any  pre-existing  werewolf  lore  within  tvc,  whatever  you  see  here  is  an  amalgamation  of  whatever  werewolf  lore  interests  me.   i  am  just  having  fun,  sorry  anne  rice  <3 created  by  earthie,   she/they,  26.

werewolf  lore. plotting call. starter call. inbox.

CURRENTLY READING: MERRICK.

[licanthropic]

bi and dale ............ thank you, pinterest

[phoebedynevors]

#what a blessing

[licanthropic]

hi

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everybody go watch i.wtv :) s3 is almost here

[inanotherunivrse]

In another universe I feel a little less like a monster

[licanthropic]

if she is not killed by external factors (such as murder), there is a very high chance bianca will die by suicide.

bianca isn't an immortal individual, as her body will continue to age yet at a somewhat glacial pace compared to the average human. this means she will get older and older, she will become physically elderly. and, given her lycanthropy, bianca is not prone to traditional physical diseases and ailments. she won't get cancer, she won't have a heart attack, she cannot die by any human illness. she simply will . . . become an elderly husk of a person, really. physically old, frail, while her mind most likely remains clear.

the thing that would kill her before old age could -- would be her final werewolf transformation. as she increases in age, the frequency in which bianca will need to turn significantly lessens. by the time she's a physically elderly woman, she wouldn't have had a transformation in several years. and bianca is sure, or at least she fears, that that is what would kill her. her body breaking itself over and over, the horrific and gruesome violence that is her cursed torture. bianca fears that at a physically weakened age, such transformation would be a brutal shock to her body, and her fragile bones will not be able to heal from such a terrible experience. it will kill her, and possibly in the worst, most gruesome way it possibly could.

which is why, even with bianca's storied years of resilience, she will opt to finally end her life on her own terms rather than endure a fatal final transformation. despite this, she most likely would not be able to do it herself. a combination of her own endurance and slower elderly state, bianca would request somebody else -- preferably a vampire in her circle (most likely lestat) -- to be the one to deliver the final blow. bianca will want to die by her own choice, rather than the loss of autonomy her werewolf transformations have brought to her. bianca doesn't want her body to betray her to the point of death, she wants to go peacefully -- elderly, well into her hundreds, and finally -- finally feeling as if she has control over her own body.

[licanthropic]

i will say this again. ma.rius and biance would not get along, in fact they'd severely clash.

[licanthropic]

okay i giggled

[licanthropic]

okay so im going out of town tomorrow for a couple days and idk if im bringing my laptop so...... who knows if writing will occur

[licanthropic]

one thing abt the ending of tva that i gotta say — marius better cross the street if he sees me coming i am so serious

[licanthropic]

TVA HAS BEEN COMPLETED‼️‼️‼️

[licanthropic]

writing headcanons are hard. come to my house and we can just talk about our muses

[licanthropic]

her <3

[licanthropic]

@axedexit -> “ come on, come back to bed. ”

bianca stands before the full length body mirror off towards her bathroom, doing up the delicate white buttons of her uniform. a beautiful royal blue against paler skin, unblemished despite her and patrick's previous activities. if she were to properly examine the man currently occupying her bed, however, she'd find him perfectly littered in various bites, marks, and scratches. well. as much as he'd let her, of course. business men, they prefer to keep evidence of their encounters well below their pristine dress collars. no need to instigate any unsavory conversations on the office floor, though bianca figures it'd lead to the type of bragging men, especially men in finance, were prone to do.

if patrick arrived to work with a splattering of hickeys along his throat, he might get high-fived and back-slapped right into a promotion.

❝ can't. ❞ bianca meets his eyes in the mirror before returning her attention back towards the last few buttons. ❝ some of us have to work. maybe you should try it. ❞

[licanthropic]

realized that next time i visit my sister in new york, i might be able to bully her into taking me to st patrick's cathedral....where armand famously attempted self-immolation <3

[licanthropic]

@tueurloup -> “  something wrong? ”

❝ just realizing the false advertising of that song of yours. ❞ bianca says dryly, slipping her -- lestat's? -- tank top back over her head. there's no real use in even searching for her bra, as she hazily remembers the very moment lestat had carelessly torn it from her body. ❝ sad face, or whatever it's called. the one where you moan like a porn star at the end. ❞ there's a little glint of satisfaction in her face, as she can perfectly picture the look of outrage lestat is wearing without bothering to look back at her. if there's one thing that gets under the vampire's skin, it's bianca's continued disinterest in their music -- and the idea that he doesn't have all the sexual prowess he believes he does. ❝ you don't sound like that. ❞