khoke baby saddest of them all
last weekend i was in a black kray concert and all i wanted to do is write a tumblr post about how strange the music scene is these days. the tickets cost 40€ so they had warm up acts for 3 hours straight. all hype all the time. edging the audience and vibe bunny hopping nonstop.
the girl from bassvictim was there. shes my height i never would’ve guessed. everybody is tall ob the internet. im not so short wither so maybe the data can spare me from dissatisfaction of the noone.
black kray is the sweetest. i love him with all of my heart.
the next day i had to dance again. have you seen the reel where queen str bt twentythree or however plays and its something about oregon or someshit. well that. messy everyone doing lines everywhere dancing to soundcloud in a i dont know what parking space of some industrial sort. you could befriend anyone by sitting next to them. everyone is faded. sweetheart sunshine shines in the night
time moves on but im afraid of lagging back.
im in the cheap shop all messed up for a sec on a chickpea mission. white nose ring for the kasse. i dont usally do this like this ive moved on. but today is a day of grief and scares. always one of us isnt right. life is a constant challange and my cope is to be strong and go on. but it seems that its not the best.
he is set on differences. but says it doesnt matter. i know they live in his head.
i seldom post so today i puke whats on top.
ive realized im someone who’s forever encompassed by many fears.
And i rarely know how to stop crying at home.
ill go there now and it will be the same room. maybe i cab make the saddest song with my boyfriend. but i think ill just end up making chickpeas.
no way i can buy a laptop this summer. im not op enough
