Life is Short

4'10 / kicking it hard for Him :-)

[lifeisbrevis]

slowly losing every drive I have in life right now, Fuck the elections, fuck myself for being so good, fuck this shit because I have to choose between friends and values. HNGGGGGGG

[lifeisbrevis]

There are things in life that will always come to an end. Even though we saw or didn’t saw it coming there are things that will always end. And sometimes, It can make us feel hurt, freeing, or a signal of letting go.  It was today when I found out that my ex who I loved so much, is now married. I’ll be honest that even though I wanted him to just vanish and be dead. I just can’t really deny that it was him who I’ve always dreamed of being with me in the end. But, today, I know I have to start folding the pages I still have because of him. It didn’t end well between the two of us. But all I can hope for now is that he’ll become a good husband and a father to his child.  Leaving the past behind, is never easy but forgiving is way harder. To forgive myself, and to forgive him and what happened to us.  Sometimes the people we love the most are the ones who will hurt and betray us most. Lessons we need to carry, and memories to keep will be the ones that will be left behind inside our hearts.

Until now, I still remember the first time I saw him and tagpuan started playing inside my head. But now I’m willing to let go not for him but for myself. It took time, yes. But I’ll be happy seeing myself happy too.  Siguro nga totoo talaga yung sinasabi nila na “may mga tao talagang hindi para sa’yo, kahit anong pilit mo” sabi nga ni Moira “nagpapaalam, nagpapasalamat, nagpapaubaya, pinapaubaya ko na sa Kaniya” 

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[lifeisbrevis]

:( 

[marciabrady]

HOUSE OF MOUSE (2001-2003).

[lifeisbrevis]

Hayy I just want to die

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[bloggernasibatman]

No joke. Every time I reblog this, it just works. Do your magic again!!!

[tagapagsulat]

Dinurog mo ako sa paraang 'di ko makayanang mabuo ang sarili ko.

[lifeisbrevis]

:(

[buhaybabae]

For when your heart is broken: He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. / Psalm 147:3

For when you are experiencing fear: Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. / Isaiah 41:10

For when you have sinned: If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. / 1 John 1:9

For when you feel rejected by people: As you come to him, a living stone rejected by men but in the sight of God chosen and precious / 1 Peter 2:4

For when hopelessness happens: Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. / Philippians 4:6

For when you feel sad: May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope. / Romans 15:13

For when you feel tempted: No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. /1 Corinthians 10:13

For when your future scares you: For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. / Jeremiah 29:11

For when you feel exhausted: Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. / Matthew 11:28-29

For when you feel unloved: But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. / Romans 5:8

For when you feel like giving up: More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance / Romans 5:3

For when you feel like you don’t know what to think anymore: Think over what I say, for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. / 2 Timothy 2:7

[lifeisbrevis]

wala na talagang gustong makasama ako no? hahahaha nice nice. 

[poems-and-word]

[lifeisbrevis]

April 1, saya. Sana april fools lang lahat ng ‘to. 

[lifeisbrevis]

:)

Risk? Oo risk. Lagi nalang ako yung risk taker but I was never worth a risk. Hirap no? Lagi nilang reason, eh ang bait bait mo kasi, ang tino tino mo, ang ideal mo. Pero yung totoo hindi naman ako ganun, ni hindi ko nga nakita yung sarili ko na ganun ako. Sawa na ako sa mga linyang "feeling ko di magwowork eh" tangina naman, lagi nalang ba ako mag trtrial and error sa pag ibig? Hindi ba ako pwede maging katulad nang iba na okay naman, nagwowork naman sila. Nakakaintimidate ba ako? Kasi kung oo, hindi ko naman pinili yun eh. Hindi ko naman sinasadya, ginagawa ko lang naman yung alam kong ikakabuti ko. Hindi dahil wala akong bisyo, hinuhusgahan ko na yung mga taong umiinom at nagyoyosi. Bakit para saan? Para saakin? Para sa future?.

Minsan kasi nakakapagod maging kaibigan nalang, nakakapagod magparaya ng taong mahal mo kasi masyado kang worth it sa tingin nila. Worth it nga pero di mo naman makita kasi hindi ka nga worth the risk eh. Anong kagaguhan yun diba? Tapos pag okay ka na babalikan ka. Sasabihin "miss na kita" "mga bagay na sana ginawa ko when I still have you" "you're one of a kind".

Laging ending ko? Test lang ng waters. Pucha no? Pucha talaga. Hindi ba talaga pwede? Ang sakit sakit na kasi eh. Lagi ka nalang ganun. Tangina, kayo kaya paglaruan ko? Kayo naman taya tas ako yung tatakbo. Putangina kasi eh, nakakapagod. Tapos bawal ka pa mag assume eh pucha naman.

Unang una, wala naman ako dito kung hindi mo ko dinala dito eh. Kasi okay na, ginulo mo lang. Okay na, pinaikot mo lang.

Okay nalang din, nakakapagod na kasi eh.

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hey if ur ever feelin shitty use this

[matt-the-blind-cinnamon-roll]

Holy shit I’m trying not to cry.

[infestationofmymind]

i really needed this one tonight

[sidestepup2thestreets]

omfg

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Do it!!!

[daddy-snuggle-me]

Please do it

[lilxlovelyxprincess]

!!!!

[lilkittynellie-deactivated20240]

Thank you…

[ihatethatthisismyusername]

It actually made me smile

[sohotthateveryonedied]

I can’t stop smiling this made me feel way better than it should have 

[lifeisbrevis]

This week really burned the hell out of me. No, since last week pala. But I can’t help but do everything that I can so nobody would complain, see and feel that I am so tired, so damn tired. 

I want to go out so it won’t even make a second to be in my head. But the more I keep it inside the more it hurts. 

Lord, I’ll trust in You bring me deeper and hold on to me. :-( 

I just need a hug. 

[lifeisbrevis]

If tomorrow comes and you're still there waiting for me, I would grab your hand once again and tell you how much I like you since that night. But timing didn't favor me, maybe because it was made for another day. I just hope that I won't be too scared or anxious of what will happen next.