Heaven ain't close

CW// MENTAL STRUGGLES Active 04/25 [23y.o] PLS block me if i ever triggered you/ made you uncomfy. Protect your peace 🖤

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[lifeless07]

To those who are born to die, both are unbearably long ahaha

[hekacute-deactivated20141230]

I wish everything was quieter and softer and less often. 

[melblogsgfreethruptsd]

[hockeydiva]

my collection

[tooth-is-going-insane]

“it’s SA awareness month” thanks i wish i was less aware

[lifeless07]

My toxic ex/ex best friend just messaged me on here last night after blocking me somewhere else

It's very sick and twisted, they know how private i am about my tumblr they know pretty much what's on here, yet they came in and invaded this space (like full scale, dead ass read everything i ever posted)and it no longer feels safe

Way to make me lose my last bit of sanity yay

I'll probably make another blog, under some weird ass name and start all over again..

Man this blog has been my escape for years how could they just, take it away with no consideration...

[lifeless07]

You ever been in a toxic relationship that you thought you might actually have some sort of bpd but then got out of it and you've been so calm and secure and not reckless and stable and not "moody" for months?

[lifeless07]

I need help

Context :

In our society sex all in all is taboo lol, ESPECIALLY before marriage, so people who are dating are not supposed to be "physical" until they're officially married

So

Bf randomly asks : "how would you feel if i told you that I "did it" over the phone with someone else, who is just a stranger and long distance"

So i asked him : okay, did you do it, do you plan on doing it, or what's up??

Then he said you wouldn't tolerate any explanations or reason with it, right?

I said definitely (duh) and there's nothing that can make recovery possible for the relationship

So i asked again, he said no, it's just that his friend is doing that and he's trying to tell him how bad of an idea that is, he also mentioned how this is totally not aligned with his morals and all

BUT BITCH I GOT SO PSYCHED IDK WHAT TO DO

what should i do?

drop it

talk about it more

fuck around and find out

other/comment

Voting ended onApr 6, 2025

[commonzinnia]

i think im getting better! :) [another event occurs]

[notatmygw]

[guerrillatech]

[hekatontarch]

[queertail]

The site is '12ft Ladder' found here:

12ft – Hop any paywall

Show me a 10ft paywall, I’ll show you a 12ft ladder.

[sola-whumping]

Reblogging this on ALL my blogs because holy shit is it useful

[q-for-quinn]

God knew I'd be too powerful with a cock

[lifeless07]

I love how when blackpink run out of song ideas they just make a song for their names :")

[keow]

Been on tumblr 60 years and I’m still not bored

[lifeless07]

I remember reading something here abt "i let myself go/get comfortable because i got small enough" and bitch that's been plaguing me

That's literally me..

Now I'm scrambling to control the damage and it's just.. pathetic

[lifeless07]

Screaming into the void

It'd be nice if my brain let me be productive :')

Like, I'd like to continue learning new languages, re-study french (my grammar definitely needs polishing and so does my accent), i would also like to read and write again, not just doom scroll on the NeT until i have to cram for my exams

Ahh idk i just feel like I'm stuck in this cycle of oh I'll do it

But then I don't

I'm wasting my brain's prime time on stupid shit, not to mention my fkn body's time lmao

You're your hottest in ur 20's NO MF I HAVE THE BODY OF A 35 YEAR OLD AND I CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE

Gosh why is it so hard to just fkn do it

Like i know what to do, i know how to do it, why can't i just do it

Wtf

[lifeless07]

Guess what you guysssss my aunts' fave topic of discussion tonight was ofc my body and comparing me to my older cousin

Fun stuff eh