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It was never meant to go this far
A messy room
One cut
Unfinished homework
Two cuts
Dirty dishes
Three cuts
A bad grade
Four
It was right in front of your face the whole time
Fluorescent lights
A school counselor's office
“Why would you do this”
“It must be that music”
“You’re making us feel like we failed as parents”
Well maybe you fucking did
January, 1933 The diary of Anaïs Nin [Volume One: 1931-1934]
A man guards his family from the cannibals during The Madras famine of 1877 at the time of British Raj, India
One step towards independence
“I’ve always struggled with the saying “nobody can love you unless you love yourself”. People throw this statement around carelessly. They say it like it’s a given, and pretend that loving yourself is an easy feat everyone has the same premise to do. That’s not true. Some of us have been taught since childhood that putting yourself first is selfish. That being confident equals being arrogant. We may have been tricked into thinking that we weren’t deserving of love. So how can we expect everyone to love themselves if they’ve never known how to do it? How can we say someone cannot, should not be loved by others because they can’t accept themselves? Because they don’t love themselves? That’s bullshit. You deserve love, even if right now you can’t look at yourself without wanting to break out of your own body. You deserve love, even if you doubt you’re worth it. You deserve love, even when you’re struggling. When you don’t know how to get through this day and the next. When you’re bruised and scarred and don’t think you’ll ever get it right. You deserve love, even if you don’t know yourself yet. Accepting yourself or even loving yourself is a process. And if you want to go on this journey, you deserve to be loved before and throughout it. And if you can’t do it alone: there is no shame in letting somebody else point out all the loveable things about you. There is nothing wrong with letting somebody help you uncover the light when all you’ve seen for years is darkness. Your eyes are not broken. They’re only closed. But you can open them, slowly. Day by day, week by week, just a little more to let the light in. Until you can finally see what others see. Until then, don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t be loved because you’re still learning. Because you’re still growing. You deserve love on the way to finding yourself - and if you already have, you deserve it still.”
— you deserve to be loved, NO MATTER HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF / n.j.
I’m sorry but I’m not
I wish I was enough for you, I wish I didn’t have to constantly think to myself why is it so hard for you to show me you love me. Then I wonder maybe he really doesn’t like/love me. I wonder maybe if I was pretty or maybe if I was someone else entirely, I wouldn’t have to beg you for the smallest things. I wish that you knew by now that I’m not a materialistic person. I wish you knew how much your smile brightens my day. I wish you knew the feeling that I get when you call my phone or text me. I wish you knew how much it is I truly love you, but
Love is more than I love you’s
Love is more than just spending a day together
Love is me telling you how special you are to me
Love is me staying up till 7am wondering if you made it home okay
Love is me happy crying after not talking to you all day. Of course you don’t see those tears because I try my best not show you.
I’m tired, I’m so tired of begging, I’m so tired of have to hold my chest when I cry because it hurts that much. I’m tired of not being enough for everyone around me.
I’m tired of feeling like maybe I don’t deserve any love.
• I don’t want to do this anymore •
The love I want doesn’t cost anything and it doesn’t take much for you to actually show me. It was great in the beginning. When I would hear you say I love you I’d get butterflies.
But now the butterflies come with the immediate thought of “He’s just saying that so I don’t leave” or “ He’s just saying that because sometimes that’s what I want to hear”
All of this that you’re reading is me showing you that I love you so fucking much.
I mean that with every single fucking tear running down my face right now.
But as much as I love you I can’t do this anymore. I’m not telling you these things to make you feel bad. I’m telling you these things because this is the last time I will ever say them. I’m telling you all of this because this is my goodbye. It hurts me the most because I do truly and deeply love you, but I can’t stay in a relationship with someone if I feel like I’m the only one giving the love.
I love you so much, I love you to the moon and back, I love you so much that I wish me loving you was enough for the both of us. I love you so much it almost leaves me speechless. I love you so much that I don’t feel like I’ll ever stop crying after I send you this. Most of all I love you so much to know that I have to let you go. It’ll hurt and it already does, but I know there is someone out there that you’ll do all that I asked you for without them having to ask you let alone beg you. I love you so much to know it’s not me. I love you so much that I’m willing to break my own heart right now to do this. I love everything single about you and everything that comes with you. Every single detail about you is amazing. You are so fucking amazing, don’t you forget that.
I did love you, Leo.
Thank you for the heartbreak though, thanks to it, I have a better idea of who i am and what i want
Take care...
“I had no idea what I wanted, only that I wanted something, which is the worst kind of wanting.”
— David Levithan
No matter how much I try to convince myself that I’m happy and no matter how close I get to believing it, when the cold, merciless claws of the night digg into my chest and wrap around my broken heart, I feel nothing but sadness, fear, and self hatred. And I know, deep down I know, that is the real me; sad, broken and absolutely horrified with the person I’ve become.
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