it can be so lonely in this city

sav(annah) my writing lives here hockey and cats is on @vilgewtch

[lifesbetterasamermaid]

hello! the time has come for me to go back to my bog and hide for awhile so i wanted to make a post with links to all my writing. if you to decide to read anything, enjoy and apologies in advance for the dramatics  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

crooked love

a short tale about a girl who drinks too much coffee and a boy who write love songs. (post break up/reunion au where i listened to 1989 on repeat for five days)

tumblr // wattpad 

silver springs

a kinda short story about tattoos, the photographs you keep, comeback records, and what comes after (post break up au/reunion au/ get the band back together au where i listened to the rumours album and took self projection to new heights)

tumblr // wattpad

tonight you’re mine

a story about a girl who used to love to paint, a boy with a worn backpack, charcoal stained hands, and two lonely people who have one night in paris (a before sunrise au where i am incredibly original and have people fall in love in paris)

tumblr // wattpad

around my bones

a tale of two people who have been chasing each other across a thousand years (immortal au where i am at peak dramatics and none of it makes sense)

tumblr // wattpad

lost in the light

a short story about jean jackets, late night drives, diners, eighties slow jams, a california girl, and a boy who wanted the world (friends with benefits ou where we all know exactly how this movie ends but this time with lots of prose)

tumblr // wattpad

[shefalo-deactivated20150722]

i wouldnt be who i am today if it werent for one direction idgaf

[sunsbleeding]

[narryffdreaming]

[noukeeeh]

you know the post that's like: one day I'll be 45 at a party and ill hear a one direction song and ill be dancing my heart out because I never learned to love anything as much as I love one direction?......... yeah.......thinking of that right now

[thespermdonorstorylineisstupid]

not sure if listening to the entire one direction discography rn is going to be cathartic or send me into a tailspin but

[pleasure-is-relief]

me and the girls

[niallynwa]

niallhoran: LETS DANCE

[glowcowboy]

also when fleetwood mac was like “can i handle the seasons of my life?”

[glowcowboy]

yes i’m on the kitchen floor bawling to landslide don’t text

[tolerateit]

you kept me like a secret when i kept you like an oath

[guccifloralsuits]

take care of yourselves always but especially now, in the twilight depression circle-camera era of the year,

[svpportive]

you are not immune to 1d nostalgia

[boooolame]

[stylishmuser]

My emo fic moment that will never leave me is from Silver Springs by lifesbetterasamermaid. I’m sure you’ve read it P, it’s when Kings Row is playing a show again and they’re singing Night song and then you get THE MOST EPIC scene. I cry with a lot of things you know I’m very emotional and all of her fics are just incredibly well written, pure poetry but the words on that particular part are just a masterpiece I couldn’t stop and I could feel the tears coming but I just had to finish it all like in a heartbeat because the way she’s going about how Willow feels nineteen again tangled with Harry on his dorm but it also talks about how they’ve grown up now and then it ends with the most DEVASTATING SENTENCE I KNOW IT BY HEART. “And sometimes when you grow up, you lose the things you love.” I had to put my iPad away after reading that it DESTROYED ME.

But such a good fic lol pure gold!

YES I know exactly what scene you’re talking about. That entire fic is like: pain. Here is pain. I love it. @lifesbetterasamermaid is a genius, sooo poetic in all her works. 

tell me about emo fic moments that will never leave you

[lifesbetterasamermaid]

i- i could honestly weep right now. this is so kind and i am in absolute shock that anything i wrote still resonates with people. thank you??? especially that line, which to this day is my favorite thing i have ever written, so thank you :)

[lifesbetterasamermaid]

hi sav!! this is the same anon thats been messaging u about tym for like years now since it came out lol. just wanna say I still think about that fic on the daily and will continue to do so as I graduate uni and move to a new city and contemplate my whole life. shits stressful but im glad I got rei and harry with me. sending you lots of love <3

hi my friend!!! congrats on graduating and i’m sending all the positive thoughts to you for the move, from experience, it’s terrifying but so worth it in the end! writing rei and harry being in such transitional stages was such a cathartic thing for me after moving to a new city and i am so happy people have and still connect with their story :)

[stylishmuser]

kiss and cry: epilogue

A/N: Hi everyone 🥺  here we are at the end. I’m going to post a longer farewell note for this story tomorrow, because I have a lot to say and I don’t want to fit it all onto this post – but I do want to thank @infinitiae​ for my gorgeous, beautiful banner(s), you always knock it out of the park for me. To my friends @niallgolden​ @guccisuitsandblacktattoos​ and @reality-whoneedsit​ who (suffered) with me when I was blocked and helped me and encouraged me to finish this story. 

And most of all to all of you who have read this story, engaged with it, and showed me kindness. I do hope you enjoy the conclusion. :’) 

[ complete masterlist ] / [ wattpad ]

The day of the Grand Prix, Sanjana doesn’t take any chances.

After she makes sure her brother knows where he needs to go when it’s her turn to skate, she locks herself away in the locker room, away from the foot traffic. This time there’s no interviews or rogue conversations that can make her mess up.

No, this time she’s going to control how it happens.

So she ignores the stares, and the whispers, and she focuses on her music. She thinks of all the times she’s stepped out onto the ice, for fun or to compete, and she thinks about how today she’s not only going to reclaim some part of herself — but she’s going to become a different version of herself.

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[stylishmuser]

icymi 🥺⛸

[lifesbetterasamermaid]

Hiii! Kilo Mizuhara has an upcoming Netflix movie, and her character’s name is Rei! When I found out about it the first thing went to my mind was Tonight You’re Mine lol. That’s all hahaha! Stay safe and Take care!

this is so wild, @ netflix where is my check???

hope you are well my friend and safe wherever you are in the world :)