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how do i stop getting triggered and how do i stop feeling like i have to self sabotage and ruin what i love most, despite them being the reason i get triggered.. i always feel like i either need to die or cut all contact.. i am not in control of my emotions, it solely relies on them & i hate that. sometimes i feel like they don’t care.. i repeat myself so many times it fkin sucks. i have to get stabbed 3 times before they realize it’s hurting me. im tired. i hope it stops soon. i cant handle another crash out.

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i wish my illness was taken seriously bc its so fkin damaging to deal with people who dont take how i feel into consideration and then somehow im the bad guy for expressing that im hurt or upset

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i always feel like the people in my life are lying to me & they don’t truly care for me & i should probably distance myself and be alone bc i know how draining and poisoning i can be, it’s better for them to find others to put their energy into. & quite frankly i know ill be fine alone. better 4 everyone no? probably not, just cause ik ill be fine alone, doesnt mean i want to be. i just put others first.

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love when i start tweaking cuz menstrual cycle + bpd combo double teams me and i cant handle it

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ill be damned if my life is cut short bc life has so many beautiful moments i want to be here for but why is everything made to make you suffer :/

[rowshark]

[senpaiskittygirl-deactivated202]

my edit!

[luluculia]

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anyone: *says something to me*

me: haha yeahh

me in head: what did they just say

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me: *looks out the window*

me: when will my online purchases arrive

[paulthebukkit]

I’d buy it

[woodmeat]

what the fuk u even suppose to do with ur hands while ur getting ur dick sucked

[jazzcochina-deactivated20180807]

clap

[chasekip]

[iwantamimosa]

I hate it when I see an unflattering pic of me and my friends are all like what no you look fine!!! you look normal! it’s like……damn……so I’m that ugly all the time 

[lamadridmari]

My edit ❖ 

[meme-mixtape-deactivated2016080]

pros and cons of dating me:

pros:

you’ll be the cute one

cons:

holy SHIT where do i begin

[light--heart]

when I hold doors for people

Kids: ...

Teenagers: Thanks.

Adults: Thank you.

Old People: WHY, THANK YOU. YOU'RE SO KIND. EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS YOUNG MAN HELPING OUT THE COMMUNITY. WHOO, THIS GENERATION IS SO POLITE AND KIND. I WOULD PLAY BINGO WITH THIS YOUNG MAN ANY DAY. GOD BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL SOUL.