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For the first time in three months I woke up thinking about him instead of you.

3•18•2018

#heartbreak #loss #loneliness #moving on #hurt #breakup #i still miss you #personal #spilled ink

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“Stop crying.”

The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) dir. Stephen Chbosky

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Never growing up.

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Don’t date an overthinker. She’ll spend days analyzing your facial expressions when you speak, and nights deciphering what the period placement in your text message meant. She’ll agonize for hours over why you didn’t say hello to her at breakfast, and start to create unrealistic scenarios in her head that you decided you no longer liked her. Don’t date her, because otherwise she’ll suffocate you with her care. She’ll always ask you if you’re okay, and constantly say that she loves you just to hear you say it back to her. And she’ll cry, oh lord will she cry. She’ll cry over the way you looked at that girl, or the way your eyes stopped lighting up at her name. She’ll cry when you start kissing her like it’s your job, and touching her like it’s a habit. She’ll even overthink the fact that maybe she’s just overthinking. That you do still love her, that all these worries might actually just be in her head. And so when you do leave, she’ll still wake up nights six months from now replaying the memories over in her head like a jukebox thinking “Where did I go wrong?” or “What did I do this time?”. Do not date an overthinker unless you plan on marrying her.

Excerpt of a book I’ll never write #59 (via her-minds-a-mess)

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i don’t know how to say that i’m happy for you with a smile on my face. how do you look someone in the eye that you thought you were going to marry and tell them that you’re happy they found someone else. i do so and i can feel my heart contracting inside my chest. i am happy for you, i truly am. i’m happy youre happy, i just will always wish it was with me.

when am i going to learn that just because i’ll always choose you doesn’t mean you’ll ever choose me// 4am

He left me with memories I’m afraid will be the last thing that goes through my mind before I die

My worth is not defined by his choice to walk away.

February 5th, 2018

#personal

To the girl that owns his heart.

We don’t know each other yet, and we may never meet. Nonetheless, we have something in common; we both will love the boy with the infectious smile whose eyes shine brighter than any summer star you will ever lay eyes on. The only difference is, he will love you.  We may never know each other but I don’t hate you, not as much as you’d think I would if we ever met. You and I, we have something very wonderful in common, and it connects us together.

It is him.

He will rock your world and his laugh will make your chest tighten. In the moment when he locks eyes with you for the first time, it will feel like you can’t breathe and you’ll feel like your whole world was put in a stand still.

All you will see is him.

In that moment, you will fall; you will fall so hard and so fast. But don’t let that scare you, embrace the butterflies and rosey cheeks you will get every time he whispers just how beautiful you are. When these moments happen, I just pray to god you will treat him good and you will treat him right. You see, he has had many heart aches in his life. It’s hard for him to fall in love due to all the times he has fallen out of it. Give him time, it’s hard for him to trust someone new after so many people broke him. Be patient with him; he will talk to you about whatever is bothering him when he feels it’s deemed necessary. When he is sad, don’t ask him why, instead, bring him his favorite ice cream and sit with him as you thread your fingers in his hair. But most importantly. When you have that boy.

Don’t let that boy go.