sad boy.

i just wanted to put some notes in the margins for you. IND. JESS MARIANO as understood by maggie

[sebatisanstan]

For I can’t help falling in love with you

[myaskboxmemes]

Tell me what you like about my portrayal

[constantquibbling-deactivated20]

Send me '☯ + a scene from my characters canon' and I will drabble it from my character's POV.

[liiterato-blog]

✏️STARTER CALL !

[fayevalcntine]

Because a gifset won’t do these scenes justice

[etchedstorylines-blog]

( after the break up aus. )

“i’m knocking on your door 3am in the morning but you’re not my friend. but i need a beer and possibly a hug because my gf broke up with me” au. 

“i am at the club drinking my sorrows away and damn, you look good. we should dance together to get my mind off of my ex bf/gf” au. 

“taking out the garbage aka old gifts and pictures of my bf and oh god i accidentally dropped everything in front of you, but wow you’re handsome so i don’t mind this” au. 

“i don’t really like you because you remind me of my ex but there’s something about you that makes me feel like i’m at home again” au. 

“we’re nothing but fwb ( friends w/ benefits ) but damn you’re friends with my ex? i’m out” au. 

“we just started seeing each other but fuck you’re my ex’s younger/older sibling so let’s not” au. 

“i’m playing a song that reminds me of my ex but the way you sing it makes me forget about them so easily” au. 

“you’re friends with my roommate but they’re not home and how embarrassing that you’re here while i’m silently weeping over my break up but lets watch a movie and eat ice cream to pass time” au. 

“i wanted to leave one last message for my ex to tell them to fuck off but oops wrong number, didn’t mean to yell at you instead” au. 

“you’re the only friend who stuck by me for weeks/months ever since my break up and i don’t know i’m kinda falling for you” au.

[shpixn]

if you start a ship with me i go from 0 to SIGN ME THE FUCK UP in no time flat.

[oyprongs]

I love her, and that’s the beginning and end of everything. - F. Scott Fitzgerald

[thatmebpd]

THEY CAN’T ABANDON YOU IF YOU PUSH THEM AWAY FIRST

[maxine-mayfields]

[liiterato-blog]

liiterata:

 “    you’re  going  to  be  a  dad .    ”    she  smiled ,    almost  congratulating  jess .    he  deserved  it .    he  deserved  everything ;    the  world    &    more  wouldn’t  be  enough .    nothing  would  be  enough  to  make  up  for  the  amazing ,    kind ,    generous ,    passionate  man  that  jess  mariano  had  become .    but  knowing  that  this  child  was  going  to  have  his  influence ,    to  rory  it  was  everything    &    more .    “    i  love  you ,    jess  mariano .    ”

‘  i’m  gonna  be  a  dad.  and  you’re  gonna  be  a  mom.  the  greatest  mom  as  far  as  i’m  concerned.  ’        he repeats it again to get it stuck in his head, but how could he not? he gets the life he always wanted, the life he pictured not so long ago with her ------ he got to have a life with her and raise a child together  ( and potentially raise a family together if that’s what they wanted ) and he couldn’t be happier. 

[leksakom]

@liiterato  |  sc. 

❛               i’ve  read  that  one.  ❜  she hikes her chin over his shoulder, a cup settled in the crook of her palm.  ❛    it’s good.  ❜

[liiterato-blog]

‘  well,  that’s  one  of  the  reasons  i  haven’t  stopped  reading  it  yet.  ’           he puts the bookmark in his pace as he shuts the book. he turns and looks behind him, noting the girl’s lack of personal space.          ‘  can  i  help  you  with  something ?  ’

I love when people are genuinely excited about our plots/ships. I love when I’m not the only one who’s like “!!!” I love it. @ my partners you will literally never annoy me by being overly excited about our ships I love it so much.

[ksfd89]

Rory is going to give Jess a copy of her manuscript and he’s going to return it with notes in the margins

[disastrologic-deactivated201802]

potential angst starters

“please don’t forget”

“you know you should have stayed”

“you’re cold on the inside”

“there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart”

“you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love”

“i know that you can’t hear me anymore”

“it’s so loud inside my head”

“i haven’t been all that you could have hoped for”

“if you held on a little longer, you would have more reasons to be proud”

“i talk to the shadows hoping you might be listening”

“how can i say this without breaking?”

“i loved and i lost you”

“i don’t want them to know the way i loved you”

“i don’t think they would accept me”

“your heart fits like a key”

“it’s so quiet here”

“you said that you weren’t alone”

“you still owe me a reason”

“i act like i don’t fucking care”

“maybe you’re too good for me”

“lately colors seem so bright”

“i can’t admit that you’ve got all the strings and know how to tug them”

“losing you was something i always did so well”

“i don’t do anything anymore”

“sorry, i nearly lost my head”

“this feeling i dread, it makes me wish i was dead”

“i’ll be alone instead, i don’t need anyone in this bed”

“i come home on my own”

“i don’t care if i don’t look pretty”

“big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”

“i’m in pain”

“she gives me toothaches just from kissing me”

“i didn’t care much how long i lived”

“heaven and hell were words to me”

“i need to feel your hands upon my face”

“words can be like knives. they can cut you open”

“i think i might have inhaled you”

“i can feel you flowing in me”

“i miss you more than i thought i would”

“i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed”

“i’ll love the world like i should”

“the blood on my hands scares me to death”

“you took a chance and you took a fall for us”

“my love, look what you can do”

“i know in peace you’ll go. i hope relief is yours”

“was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”

“i pour my heart out on the ice and everyone’s watching but you”

“i can’t see you, you can’t see me”

“everybody’s watching but you, and i don’t think i want them to”

“there’s a bitter storm inside of me”

“i do it all for you”

“it’s all gone to shit, it’s out of our hands”

“if you’re searching for us, you’ll find us side by side”

“as long as we’re going down, baby you should stick around”

“does any of this love exist or is this just a fire keeping out the cold?”

“memories never lie”

“tell me that i’m right”

“your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”

“even though we all grow old, love will never die”

“that was long ago”

“i used to call you my own, my dear”

“now you’re lost and i am drunk alone”

“when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside”

“if you loved me, why’d you leave me?”

“our love was made for movie screens”

“i tried to be someone else for you”

“i thought that i loved you, but we weren’t love”

“there was something that was not there”

“i can sleep forever these days”

“i believe in anything that brings you back home to me”

“there is no distraction to mask what is real”

“now you’ll be missing from the photographs”

“in my thoughts, you’re far away”

“i can picture you so easily”

“what’s gonna be left the world if you’re not in it?”

“every minute of every hour, i miss you more”

“it’s such a shame we have to see them burn”

“i’ve lost control of all of my senses”

“put me in my place”

“i can’t help but think of you”

“it’s always been just you and me”

“and i’ll hold in these hands all that remains”

“i don’t want to rest in peace, i’d rather be the ghost that annoys you”

“hold me in your arms”

“don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while”

“it’s pulling me back”

“when you go home, everything looks different”

“i wish you would tell me how you really feel”

“when you leave me, you take away everything”

“that’s not our deal”

“i want you so much”

“i want to go back to the first time, the first place”

“my heart is open like a door, but i don’t trust you like before”

“you came and took me by surprise”

“maybe one day you’ll be the one, but until then…”

“now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you”

“please just look me in my face and tell me everything’s okay”

“i’ll never be like you”

“absolve me of my sins, won’t you?”

“it hurts me everytime i see you”

“i hate that i love you”

“you want her, you need her, and i’ll never be her”

“do you miss me like i miss you?”

“wedding bells were just alarms”

“you said you wouldn’t but you fucking did”

“i guess this is moving on”

“you don’t care, you never did”

“you don’t give a damn about me”

“you’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope”

“if you’re looking for love, know that love don’t live here anymore”

“i don’t want to see you go, i just want to see you smile”

“tell me that now is not the end”

“if you’re trying to find pity, then you need to look somewhere else”

“i’m a first class let down”

“how did it come to this?”

“love is a polaroid- better in picture but never can fill the void”

“if it’s broken then it can be fixed”

“all you need is time”

“we promised the world we’d tame it”

“i wonder what keeps us so high up”

“could there be a love beneath these wings?”

[liiterato-blog]

liiterata:

 “    i  know  you’re  not  dumb ,    jess .    you’re…    one  of  the  smartest  people  i’ve  ever  met .    ”    she  said  honestly ,    her  hand  reaching  out  to  slide  down  his  arm ,    fingers  interlocking  when  she  reached  the  end .    “    it’s  okay  that  you’re  not  graduating .    you  don’t  need  a  piece  of  paper  to  prove  that  you’re  smart  o-or  that  you  have  passion  or  ambition .    if  it  doesn’t  matter  to  you ,    jess ,    if  you’re  sure  that  it  doesn’t  matter ,    it’s  okay .    ”    rory  had  always  strived  for  harvard ,    but  now  she  was  going  to  yale    &    while  that  was  important  to  her    &    her  family ;    she  knew  that  it  wasn’t  important  for  jess ,    that  he  respected  her  decision  to  work  hard  in  school    &    go  to  college ,    but  didn’t  want  to  himself .

 “    jess ,    it’s  okay .    but  if  you  want  to  try  again ,    if  you  want  to  see  if  there’s  something  we  can  do  i’ll  support  you .    i’ll  help  you .    it’s  one  year  out  of …    so  many  you’ll  live .    it’s  only  one  year .    but  it’s  okay  if  you  want  to  walk  away ,    because  you  have  me .    i—    i’ll  always  be  here .    ”    rory  spoke ,    the  hand  that  had  been  entwined  with  jess’s  now  gently  stroking  the  loose  curls  of  his  raven  hair ,    in  soft  delicate  strokes .    it  was  moments  like  this ,    that  opened  rory’s  eyes  to  how  jess’s  mind  worked .    jess  cared  so  much  about  disappointing  those  he  cared  about ,    almost  like  he  expected  it ,    that  he  expected  the  worst ;    prepared  to  be  abandoned .     it  broke  her .    it  broke  her  because  he  was  too  good  for  that ,    jess  had  too  much  to  give  to  be  alone .

‘  it  doesn’t  matter  because  i’m  not  going  to  be  good  at  anything  else.  i’m --- why  would  you  want  to  be  with  someone  like  me?  you  have  ambitions,  and  dreams...  you  can’t  possibly  tell  me  that  having  someone  like  me  was  in  your  great  big  plan.  ’          his gaze darts back to the lake again, searching for something he could stare at as a distraction. he could feel her fingers in his hair, and he longed for that feeling of belonging somewhere. of belonging in her world. he wants to believe her words, wants to believe that she’s telling the truth.  he doesn’t want to keep talking about it anymore. he leans against her shoulder, letting out a sigh as his hand rests against her leg. he feels defeated, and he knows that he’s fortunate to have her here. to have someone like her in his life. she wanted him to succeed, but she wanted him to do it on his terms.       ‘  i’m  sorry  this  is  what  you  get.  ’

[liiterato-blog]

liiterata:

 “    are  you  sure  you  want  to  step  up  like  this ?    be  a  dad ?    ”    she  had  asked ,    she  wanted  to  make  sure .    rory  wanted  to  be  certain  that  this  was  what  jess  wanted ,    that …    there  was  no  doubt  in  his  mind  that  he  wanted  to  step  up ,    be  there  for  this  child ,    a  child  that  wasn’t  biologically  his .    rory’s  hands  held  onto  jess’s ,    thumb  brushing  against  the  outside  of  his  hand  while  she  waited  for  his  answer .    “    i  trust  you ,    jess ,    i  think  with  us—    that’s  bigger  than  an  i  love  you ,    it’s  bigger .    ”

‘  of  course  i  do.  i  don’t  want  anything  else.  i  want  to  be  with  you.  and  i  know  that  that  means  i’m  with  you,  and  your  mom,  and  your  grandmother,  and  your  child,  friends,  everyone  else  and  i  don’t  care !  i  want  a  life  with  you.  everything  else  is  just  a  bonus.  ’       his smile doesn’t falter as he looks at her again. he thinks about her child  ---- their child, if that’s how it was going to happen. the things they’d do together, how they’d raise him or her. how safe they’d be, to have two parents that were in love, and two parents that loved them.          ‘  i  think  it  is  too.   i  trust  you.  and  i  trust  this.  us.  i  love  you,  rory  gilmore.  ’