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i know i shot myself in the foot by signing up to do research on r3dp1ll bro1c1sm but holy shit is it so much worse than i thought it would be

#le3tspeak bc i dont wanna end up in the search for that shit lol #its not even just the ppl on r3dp1ll sites that are awful about it either #like ppl who claim to be 'exposing' that shit will STILL parrot the exhausting bullshit about men not having role models

utterly fucked thing about enduring several years of post-viral illness is how my brain fog was obscuring my awareness of my general mental isolation

today i will do many things i have been planning to do because not doing them was fine at first and is now making me feel as though i need to cause problems for myself

bit nuts of my mom to understand me telling her about a problem after i ahve handled it to mean i need to spend the night at hers but i have bigger fish to fry. right now at least

love love love that the same website which will start showing me ads for chairs ive never seen before only a few hours after text about a recliner cannot fathom that i do not want to watch a movie that is functionally the same as the last movie i watched, a biopic about a musician, or any movie starring timothee chalamet

#why is me watching a movie in full seen as me wanting to watch more of that movie #im not built weak i can do and will sit through slop

lik3clockwork

i dont like that i can love being alive and also think that everything about being alive is exhausting

lik3clockwork

of course, i have been staying with my family for a week. but

#being understood truly by a person makes it so alarming to interact with people who pretend not to understand you at all #we are both alive motherfucker stop being weird

i dont like that i can love being alive and also think that everything about being alive is exhausting

#just the thought of trying to be understood is exhausting.#i don't want to explain everything to talk about anything

did something horrifically embarassing. might have to die

kosmogrl

I know i’m gonna piss some people off but I need to speak my truth.. timothee chalamet is a loser

kosmogrl

#loser

#prev lmao #that sc also leaves out him making another joke about it straight after lol #honestly anyone who can play paul dune remotely well is destined this fate i think

wovi

#took me tooooo long to figure out the fuckass ui change #this and other things he was real as fuck for #(sorry you cant read my writing i have a terrible habit of throwing it all in the fire)#type vibe in his letters. well less vibe and more literal thing he did frequently #hed prob be horrified to know we all read his diary

sivavakkiyar

you know back then they didn’t use to romanticize the past

fadel-danii

Look at what is happening to us now.

Please stop for a minute and read this. Please stop browsing the internet and sharing the things we dream of seeing in Gaza. Stop doing things we can't do, and stop filming and sharing a life we once lived and have been deprived of.

fadel-danii

Share what's happening to us in Gaza right now. Share what we're living through. I'm reaching out to you with a heavy heart and a sick body that can't bear all this pain, from a truly agonizing reality. Look at these pictures... This is the scene we woke up to today. Rainwater flooded our tent and everything we own, turning our lives into a constant struggle. Rainwater seeps in mercilessly, and the cold wind lashes at our bodies day and night. This is no longer shelter; it's a source of danger and pain.

My name is Fadel Al-Dane, a Palestinian from Gaza, my age 23-year-old third-year I… Fadel Aldane needs your support for Help Fadel And His F

fadel-danii

As for me, my condition is worsening. I am ill with a persistent high fever, severe anemia, and constant nausea, which is exhausting my body and limiting my mobility. I urgently need to purchase my monthly medications.

fadel-danii

My need for donations now is not a request for luxury, but an urgent need for life. I desperately need to buy my monthly medication, which costs 500 euros, so that I can recover from my illness and live without pain like everyone else. Please stand by me, please donate.

hyperions-fate

Justifying land ownership and the creation of a militarist, apartheid state in Palestine on the basis of an Iron Age kingdom is so bizarre that it defies belief. It's a similar logic to that used by the Germans to excuse their genocidal colonisation of Eastern Europe ('Germanic tribes were here c. 100 BCE, therefore Slavs deserve to be ethnically cleansed'). To say it's an abuse of history is an understatement. It's a case of the interests of a modern state and its ruling class being engraved onto the past through emotive myths. And like all mythical projections, it by design frees state power from all limit. Every piece of land becomes an object for future conquest and exploitation. Every brutal act of Might is converted into Right against the backdrop of King Solomon, the Temple, Judea and Samaria, and all the other racialised fantasies of colonial killers.

hyperions-fate

What seems to elude people is that the evils of apartheid and genocide are not conditional. Apartheid and genocide remain as such, no matter the rationale. Episodes selected from the slaughterbench of history do not magically transform, in some alchemical process, modern systems of subjugation and exile into acts of purity and goodness. The ancient injustices of the Roman empire do not justify the continued militarised brutalisation of an entire people, let alone one, like the Palestinians, that are themselves the descendants of those the Romans colonised. Only a warped mind and a debased heart would seek to find in a mythologised past an excuse for racist tyranny.

ilynpilled

Would you recommend starting the asoiaf books?

nope!

ilynpilled

A Game of Thrones - Catelyn X

A Clash of Kings - Catelyn VII

A Storm of Swords - Jaime I

A Storm of Swords - Jaime III

A Storm of Swords - Jaime IV

Jaime & Passive Suicidal Ideation

His statements and actions concerning the subject are framed as him not being afraid. But he is. He is afraid of what he has become, afraid of confronting himself, afraid of confronting the world, and he is afraid of having to live.

He should not be brave enough to die. He should be brave enough to live.

ilynpilled

u see this too when he is faced with the “knots and tangles” present in affc. changing is difficult, balancing your values is difficult, struggling to make incompatible things compromise (so many vows). actually confronting these dilemmas is difficult. ilyn, an executioner, was his silent partner in feast, and now he is heading towards the ghost that is an embodiment of his sins really: the walking dead woman who he is trying to keep his oath to.

ilynpilled