It's the wolf

Hiya, I'm Aisling Cutler. Me mum made me a werewolf by accident when I was youngs. Whoops, you can say. My alma marter is the Hufflepuff house. I am 23 and apart of the solvo party. Though most of you might know me as that fun loving singer and dancer at one of the best restaraunts and entertainment centers in DIagon Alley.

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Girls just want to have fun|| Aisling & Jessica

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Jessica hadn’t gone out and gotten drunk since she was about 18 or 19. Back at Hogwarts, a lot of people took Jazz for a party girl, but in reality did the whole getting wasted and waking up in god knows where as a sort of coping method. Over the past few months everything that had happened was just too much for her to handle. First her mother had essentially abandoned her, then Aisling almost died in a fire which burned down everything Jessica and Ais had ever worked for, and now, Kats baby had been kidnapped. Part of Jazz felt a bit selfish as she buttoned up her blouse, she knew she should be with her friends and worrying over the whole ordeal but lately the only thing the ginger wanted to do was get out of her head.  She’d managed to convince Aisling to go out with her to a club tonight, something they hadn’t really done in years, and Jessica was looking forward to forgetting everything for a few hours. Jazz craved a change in scenery and tonight they would be heading to a cabaret she remembered having gone to a few years back, the night had been one of the most memorable to day and she was looking forward to getting lost in the music and the nauseating taste of alcohol. “Babe, are ya’ ready to go?” she asked turning around to face her girlfriend, a small smile tugged at her lips once the ginger caught sight of her. 

"Hell, ta' tha' yeah, I'm ready to go," Aisling told her girlfriend , enthusiasm heard in her tone. Lately she had noticed Jazz had a habit of looking like a sad clown. The look on her face told the story of someone full of stress and possible depression. Countless amounts of time Ais would ask her how she was, and countless amounts of times Jazz would her she was doing great. Ais knew this wasn't the case. All of the wizarding world was in a twist. Everyone's emotions were being fiddled with. As a method of trying to make her girlfriend feel better, Ais had agreed to go to a club with Jazz. They needed a break from the screwed up world. They needed some fun.

When she walked out of the room, she was grinning brightly. Her clothes were a knee length green dress, a leather jacket, and some boots. Usually when going to clubs, she would go all out and dress up like she did for work. But since she planned on dancing and not being the night's entertainment, the woman went for some simple rockin' elegance. "How do I look? Ya' don't think I should dress up a little flashier, eh?" 

[jessica-jazz-smith]

I had a fruit salad for breakfast...

[jessica-jazz-smith]

  What? Yeah. I’m fine. Totally fine. Wine is just really good, ya’ know?

[likedontwolfout-blog]

Wine is good, dearie. I'm like worried and that, tho'. 'Cause, I feel like I'm the one leadin' you to become  a wino. If I'm movin' things too fast, let me know, yeah?

[jessica-jazz-smith]

I had a fruit salad for breakfast...

Well, it was mostly grapes…..well, fermented grapes. Wine. I had wine for breakfast. The road to alcoholism is straight ahead.

[likedontwolfout-blog]

Babe, I think you need to cut down on tha' wine. Don't think it's healthy...You alrigh'?

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Take a Chance On Us|| Jaisling ] past

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Everything seemed to stop the moment Aisling uttered those three simple words. But Jessica couldn’t help but stop and think over what Aisling had just said. This felt like a dream, it couldn’t be real, this couldn’t possibly actually be happening. Jessica was almost certain that Ais only liked or even loved her as a friend, she had never truly thought that maybe she returned her feelings. Stop thinking, she told herself over and over again in her head, as poor Ais rambled on. The second Jessica finally managed to stop questioning what exactly was happening, she allowed herself to submerge to the motion of the moment, letting go of all her fears and second thoughts in a single breath. She cut Aisling off mid sentence, as she pressed her lips softly against the brunette’s. She pulled away slightly, her lips hovering over Aisling slightly, as she closed her eyes and fully gave into the moment. Every worried thought in her mind drifting away as the feeling of Aislings lips against hers, the warmth of her body, and the smell of her hair overtook Jessica’s senses. 

The kiss grew with passion, she had been waiting to do this since the first moment she had properly laid eyes on the girl with the pixie cut that day in the potions room back in 6th year. She could feel tears welling up in her eyes as sense drew back into her body. She pulled away from the kiss, she looked straight at Aisling, meeting the witches honey gold eyes with her own. “I love you too.” her voice was quiet, a sad smile tugging at her lips, it was out in the air and there was no going back now. This was Aisling’s moment to finally make it clear how exactly she felt about the ginger witch. Having already kissed her twice, Jazz imagined her feelings were clear for her, but that didn’t stop the word vomit from rushing out of her, potentially ruining the moment, but somehow making it all the more special. “I don’t just love you, I’m in love with you. I have been for quiet some time now…” her eyes glossed over as she realized what she had just said. Now there was definitely no turning back, never.  She held her breath as she waited anxiously for Aisling’s reaction. “If you don’t feel the same way I totally understand and I value you so much as a person and you mean absolutely everything to me. I would much rather just stay friends if that’s what you want, but I just don’t want to lose you. I couldn’t imagine life without you.” the red head found herself saying, her voice racing making her words almost incomprehensible, but after living with jazz for so many years, Ais could understand every word of it. The only thing Jessica could hear at this point was the sound of her own heart beating at a rate which could not have possibly been healthy.  Anticipation grew in her vains as time passed, but the problem with time passing was that it didn’t seem like it was. It was as if the two girls had traveled to another universe where time didn’t move and it was just them in this garden stuck in this dream like moment that could turn into a nightmare for Jessica at any second. She was too amazed by what Aisling had told her to be able to truly understand, this all just seemed too good to be true. 

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Watching Jazz's face, as she rambled on -- all Aisling could think about was, how crushed she would be if the girl declined her affections. Over the years, the petite female had thought of many different ways the current situation could play out. There was a time when she believed there would be no hope, Jessica would look her dead in the eye and tell her how she did not feel the same way. Then, for some reason after some Monty Python type of blokes would come out singing 'We are the champions' and Aisling would be left to down in her own tears. Another way the situation could play out, was remarkably like the fairytale Peter Pan. For some reason, in this specific fantasy, Aisling was nearly always wearing dance tights and would offer to fly Jazz around town. While in flight, Aisling would tell her she loved her, and for some unknown reason - Jazzy would say it back. Never did her imagination have anything to do with Jessica kissing her, as she was now. The moment Jessica's soft, pink lips brushed against hers - Aisling felt her senses come to life. The whole moment was fucking enchanting. It was something she had never dreamed of. It was the fucking shangri-la, if the shangri-la had been a state of mind, instead of some perfect utopia. Anyway, feeling the need to do something after the kiss, the woman hugged her friend , no lover, and smiled vividly when all of those wonderful words she expressed left her mouth. Again - fucking enchanting. Epic. Dear, Merlin words could not even describe her relief.

Running her right hand along Jessica's cheek, Aisling shook her head and tried to stop herself from crying. Her eyes were watery, while she tried to contain herself from releasing her happy tears everywhere  What kind of question was that? What did Jazz mean? "I'm in love you, too. I should 'ave said so when we kissed at your mum's house. M' sorry, I didn't. I really, really am. I just thought you didn't feel the same and pushing you into something didn't feel right. 'Cause, as you said -- I couldn't imagine life withoutcha'. You're my best friend. You've never seen me as second best. I've never been 'just the werewolf to ya'. And - really, you just make me feel so alive." By the end of her expressive speech, Ais does have to wipe her eyes. After all of these years, she's letting it all out and putting it all on the line, and for some reason - Jazz feels the same. Someone actually loves her, as she loves them. 

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Take a Chance On Us|| Jaisling ] past

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The garden around the two girls created a beautiful backdrop to the small moment they were about to share. Blossoming white flowers which were clearly the product of magic dotted the emerald walls that created a maze. The chilling wind carried by a sweet scent of a mixture of different flowers which were dotted around the garden. Graceful cherry blossoms surrounded the area where the two girls stood within the gazebo. The branches danced in the wind giving the garden a truly magical aura. Fairy lights wrapped around every branch and twig in the bushes and trees, the entire garden was glowing. A sliver of the moon peeked through the sky which was dotted with stars that seemed to shine brighter than ever. Jessica couldn’t help but feel that it was Aisling presence here that made the night more beautiful than it actually was.  A smile tugged at Jazz’s lips as she took Ais’s hand with her right and placed her left hand awkwardly on the other girl’s waist. It was awkward and stiff as they began to move to the quiet music which echoed out from the dance hall. Yet the awkwardness of the movements, it felt perfect considering who they were.  Sure Aisling was incredibly graceful absolutely stunning but Jessic seemed to have two left feet, but together despite how awkward and uncoordinated the two seemed, it  felt perfect. They were having fun and just goofing off, this was who they were. Jessica’s breath hitched slightly as they grew closer and closer turning around and stepping into a messy waltz. “Shit sorry.” she said with a small laugh as she lightly stepped on Ais’s foot. Her laugh only grew louder and louder as they continued their dance. She didn’t quite know if she was laughing because she was having fun or because she was growing more and more nervous.  She placed her foot in the wrong place and she somewhat lost her balance, managing to catch herself just before she sent the two of them plummeting to the ground, however now she found her face only inches from Aisling’s. They had stopped moving but she hadn’t exactly registered yet, she just found herself staring back at Aisling. She could feel her warm breath on her skin sending a small chill down her spine. It felt like time had stopped and it was just the two of them standing in the most beautiful and elaborate garden she either of them had ever seen. “Canwetalk?” she blurted out, the words not registering in her brain fast enough to stop herself. 

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There was a certain elegance to Jessica’s stumbles. They brought a light to the already lovely evening. Each time Jessica would step on her feet, Aisling would let out a happy, melodic laugh. There was nothing better than this, she thought. Nothing could be better than this. It didn’t matter that Jazz most likely didn’t feel the same way about her, as she felt for Jazz – she would enjoy the moment. Because, really. Had it not been for River, Aisling would not be having this moment to goof around in the awe educing setting around them. Each time Jazz would move a certain way, her hair would make the greens of the garden much more magnificent. Had anyone asked Aisling, Ais would be honest and to the point, and would say this was something out of a fairytale—everything was perfect. 

Yes, the Waltz was sloppy as hell. Yes, Aisling had a burnt arm, which stung at times (but she would not say). But the mere moment, oh fuck – it was so damn magical. Then they stopped, and Aisling found her heart racing from an inner moment of panic. Can we talk? Can WE talk? CAN WE TALK? Those words could likely be bad. What if they needed to talk about them, and how Jazz isn’t interested. Scared, Aisling bites her lip and switches her gaze to a statue of a fat baby. Y’know, cupid or whoever the fuck he was called. She can feel her knees weaken, and she knows she’d have to say it sometime. So - why not today?

“I love ya?” Aisling said. The words were funny leaving her lips. All the same, those three words felt so damn right too. “I bloody fookin’ love ya’. You’re beautiful, smart, and full of all sorts of surprises. I don’t think I’ll ever meet anyone who makes me as happy as you do. And when I thought, thought I was dyin’. You were first and only person I worried about. Which is terrible, since I have me mum and me brotha’ but…” 

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Take a Chance On Us|| Jaisling ] past

The night had actually tuned out to be kind of fun. Aisling was finally feeling better and Jessica had convinced her to come with her to the dance to keep her company since she knew Kat, and James, and Jude, and Riv would probably be off doing work related things while at the ball. The event was in full blast by this point in the night so the two girls had decided to take a stroll outside the elaborate gardens. Two small blue flames accompanies them as they walked to drive away the winter chill. They laughed and chated as they walked, just as they had before the fire and before Jessica had kissed her, it was like everything was back to normal- but at the same time there was some strange tension in the air and Jessica couldn’t quite pin point what was the cause. The two witches reached what looked like one of those gazebos decorated in lights in all those cheesy muggle romance films. The ginger couldn’t help but laugh and turn to her friend. “Would you care to dance?” she asked in a fake mocking posh accent. The music could still be heard quietly across the garden, a smirk tugged at her lips at just how cheesy the whole situation was. But this was what they did, they goofed off and acted like little kids again, this was why she loved to be around Ais. No matter what they were doing the taller witch with the pixie cut always managed to make her smile.

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Aisling only came to the fancy dress party, only because Jazz had asked her to. For days, she had slept; resting her body, in hopes of feeling better. By now, she was convinced she was more depressed than anything. Yeah, she had the burn scar along her arm. Though, really, the wound could have been so much worse in the long run, had it not been for magic or River. Her lungs, the same. The day of the fire, all she remembers is the horrible feeling of waking up to smoke and fire and passing out while trying to get out. The next thing she knew, she was in the bloody hospital apparently having slept a few days. Right now all of the trauma of that day did not matter. She was with Jazz again, and being with Jazz reminded her of the one thing she regretted when she thought she was dying - and that was how fucking screwed up it would have been had she not told Jazz she loved her. As she walked through the fancy-smancy garden, she found herself happy to actually be in the same room as Jazz. She knew there was no place she'd rather be. And after the laughing, and being kids, Aisling found herself completely surprised when Jazz asked her to dance. After the awkwardness of the last time they'd spoken to one another, Ais thought Jazz really did not see her THAT WAY.

"A dance sounds nice. Yeah, I'd love ta' dance with ya', ya' dork." Ais replied, giggling into her dish. She placed her hand out for the other woman to take, then held back a smirk to avoid looking like an over enthusiastic child. 

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If dat' Harrison lady wasn't so nice, I'd have been at me brothers asleep.

[jessica-jazz-smith]

Baby, the future looks bright|| Aisling & Jessica (future para)

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A smile tugged at the red heads lips at Aisling’s words. “You mean the world to me, you know that?” she asked as she stood up and placed a kiss on Aisling’s lips. The kiss lingered for a moment, even after all these years she was still completely and utterly in love with her wife. She wrapped held Jasper closely as the two made their way to the nursery. “This just all feels so surreal. I know we’re going to be good mothers, just the thought of actually having the kids with us now is kind of shocking in the lovelies sense of the word.” Jessica admitted as she joins Aisling on the rocking chair next to hers. A small laugh escapes her lips at the former huffleuff’s comment. “That’s very true.” she admits. Her free hand reaches over to take Aisling’s. She closes her eyes for a moment, taking this whole scenario in. The wait was finally over they were now officially a family, and Aisling and Jazz’s greatest adventure laid in front of them.  “How long do you think we have until they start crying?” Jessica asked with a small smirk. The babies were already nearly a year old which meant that they had lucked out and wouldn’t be facing as many sleepless nights as most parents. The had already met the babies several times so they were hoping the transition for Emily and Jasper wouldn’t be too hard. The small child in her arms began to move slightly. His eyes fluttered open and instantly landed on the red heads smiling face. Jessica braced herself for the child to start crying, but miraculously, he didn’t.  He just  looked up at her with the cutest little slightly confused smile. “Good morning sleepy head.” he said, her voice suddenly losing the sarcastic edge it always carried. 

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"I know. And yew' mean loads ta' me, love," Aisling spoke. She rocked in the baby in the rocking chair, not being able to hold back her smiles. Her babies. Her and Jazz were parents. It's been not even an hour and already she adores the idea. "It really is. Let's make sure not ta' leave them in loo or in a supermarket trolley? We're new to this, and a missin' baby really won't look swell during the first year of life," she told her wife. Ais had to hold back a chuckle. She failed the moment Jazz laughed; her mind soared with many thoughts related to their future together as parents. She even saw the children leaving and it nearly makes her want to cry.

At Jazzy's question, Aisling shrugs. "I'll give 'em fifteen minutes, or less. Them being little babes and that." The witch kissed the baby and moved back. Their daughter had flinched. Had she hurt her? The little babe put it's hand out, as it yawned, them it went back to sleeping. "Yew' know we're not going to sleep for weeks. I mean, they're not used to us. They might go all mad and want to sacrifice us to their baby god..." A loving feeling swept through her body as she saw Jasper open his eyes from where she sat. Jazz looked so great. So natural at holding a baby. 

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I will never understand people who don't like pizza.

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Aliens, mainly. ‘N my boss. Bloody weird, honestly.

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It's like sayin' yew don't like the sound of babies laughin'. Pizza is a god. A saucy god. 

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ooc: Other than Mica, who do I owe? I am trying to make a list to keep up. I've been so poorly active, because of the computer trouble and I've got a new computer now. I am going to get offline now, because gah, tired.

Liz, I know you're not on but if you still want to do that para SURE BRO SURE. But I am going to sleep really soon. 

[billy--springsteen-blog]

I will never understand people who don't like pizza.

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What sorta' person doesn't like pizza? They must be fookin' crazy. 

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I 'ave a load of Halloween candy left from the party.

Anyone want some?

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