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Help I need a trusted adult WHERE IS MY TRUSTED ADULT

So funny that as soon as I enter anxiety/panic mode it immediately becomes “I’m a lone silhouette barely visible through the snow trudging through the ruins of a dead society just looking to make it one day to the next. One shelter from the wind to the next. What is life? What is meaning? Will I ever know? I just need to keep finding food to last me through the night”

Being such an old lady these days. Wanna be in bed at 9:00. If I’m not I want a nap preemptively

I deserve some bragging rights for having HUGE life changing arguments with a friend. TWICE. THE SAME FRIEND. Thinking it was the end of everything and actually, we made up and are still besties. We are preeettyyy neat for being able to do that

I feel ugly and unprepared and I would like to go home and sleep please

I freakin love making a meal to last a week and it costing less than 20 bucks 😎

Who’ve thunk I totally broke off our friendship almost 3 years ago and grieved that it was all over forever, and now we’re hanging out like we used to, talking about all that’s happened in between and back to the way we were? It’s kinda great experiencing life as an adult and learning the full range of what’s possible, good and bad. You fight thinking it would never happen and it’s the end of the world, and then you discover you can move past it when you thought that would never happen. You discover everyone is capable of sucky behavior, but that everyone is also not evil and that you can be ok with that. Been making up with ppl left and right lately and I feel so amazing.

How could I ever hate myself when there are beetles that crawl across the sidewalk having NO idea the days they are living in, what point in history they are and what’s to come, what’s at stake. If I were a bug, what a short and ignorant life that would be, albeit still a blessing to exist at all. But in comparison it IS a blessing just to be aware, just to know the truth and the incredible things Jehovah has done and will do. How could I ever regret that. Being able to feel Jehovahs grass on my feet and smell his air and the comfort of his soft things, the feeling of flower petals. REALLY. And to KNOW where it all came from, to KNOW we’ll be here to take care of it when everything is fixed. Makes everything happening now just a YouTube ad to wait through.

It’s funny cuz we aren’t best friends anymore but when I look at old pictures I don’t feel any different looking at her. I still see my absolute bestie, no matter how different we both are now. She was. I respect and cherish that time of my life :)

Are they chill are the chill are the chill I think they are but people like to surprise me

I feel a couple more issues are being added to the pile shortly TvT

IM CRAZY GOTTA KEEP EM ALL GUESSIN YA KNOW AM I MAD I NOT MAD YOU WILL NEVER REALLY KNOW BUT YOU MIGHT THINK IM BIPOLAR OR SOMETHIN (im not, just righteously angered but unable to be mean)

Idk why I equate criticism with hatred but ummm actually everyone hates me and cringes every time they see my face TvT

screw ppl, cuz I can’t be a nice person without it never being enough. I try and try and try and TRY AND TRY to do the right thing the good thing the responsible thing the kind thing but the wrong people don’t care, they choose not to see it and choose to be selfish and tell me I’m wrong or bad or not enough. It’s all my fault, I pushed them to this or I didn’t do that or I’m being unreasonable for literally setting my boundaries and expressing my feelings or expecting someone to make good on a promise. MY FAULT. MY BAD. Ya’ll can step on legos, my god 🙄🫣

I forgot I have problems and here I am with bandaids all over my fingers 🥹 at least it aint my face right

What’s this weird feeling? Oh, a sense of self respect and accomplishment in my life and anticipation for the future? Oh word 😎 das dope

It’s ok to appreciate the moment and appreciate the past, but if you try to stay in it the next chapter will come anyway and it will be boring ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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