Lilis NoT so Little WonderWorld

Accompanied me through my not so little WonderWorld. See, how I see my life or the life as I know. ^^

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『炎舞』 すえひろがり 乱舞野外祭

Akashi Kuniyuki performing "Enbu" at Suehirogari Ranbuyagai Matsuri, all performances 2023.9.17～9.24.

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It snowed last night and I built this little guy here on our balcony.

Normally I would be really happy about the snow, but at the moment I'm feeling so bad about my life, the whole job, employment office, job situation, that I could just cry all the time.

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Thinking about, to post some views etc of my Japan Vacation here 🤔

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I have so many important appointments that are cancelled at the moment, which really throws me off track.

I hate such changes, i know the persons can't do anything because someone gets sick, but there is nothing more awful for me, as deadlines/appointments are not kept.

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Sunday Cake 😍👌

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The big problem now days is, that i really want to work. I really want to do something. I have no Problem to work 8h a day.

But i have the problem, that you can't even cover your basic costs with work. Let alone save anything or that you have a good work-life balance.

I did work in retail for 15 years and it did make me sick. I'm on sick leave since Jule last year and i will not go back, because this job did kill me over the years. Only to pay my bills!!!

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For years i really did like zo be on Twitter, to see posts from my friends and other people. To see so much from my fav fandoms.

But the last year and especially the last few months, Twitter is hell for me.

I don't see anything, i have km of this posts with no text and wrong date. I see nothing from my friends, even if i go on there profile, i can't see newer posts.

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Feeling really sick.

My throat is killing me and i have no voice at the moment.

But i can't lay down all day long, so i tidy up my Cosplay Stuff and label my stuff, to find something much faster.

(i really love to tidy up, decluttering, sorting and label stuff. This is so soothing for me)

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Still struggling, but i try to lern more and more.

Chines is one of the languages i really find interesting and to lern it, is a lots of work.

I really don't know if i can master it, but i try and hope for the best

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Taking a cold bath, hoping i feel better after.

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I really feel sick the last days.

I think my roommate infected me with her Cold 😭

Yesterdays dinner was really good, but my body is feeling so unwell that i did had party in my belly the howl night long.

I really can't at the moment 😭

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Did not much today.

Only some hand sewing on my Utaawase Cosplay, with this it is to 95% done, only the silk fabric is missing.

And i did make a Strudel ( Cherry and Custard with some Ice).

It's a lazy Sunday at home and i try to relax a little bit.

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If someone ask me, to show some typical german dish.

I would show you this one!!!

Potatoes, Spinach, Fish fingers and Egg 👌

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It's not often, that i go out to eat, because i really don't like it to eat with strangers behind/beside me.

But for some good Chinese Food, i try to jump over my shadow.

I really love 麻辣燙 ❤️ Malatang ❤️❤️❤️

(and yes, the white stuff is all garlic 😍👌)

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I often feel like, that my live, my here and now, is like water that runs through my fingers. I can´t stop it, i can only watch it and this makes fear grow in me because I have no control over it.

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I really love this Summer/Autum feeling, the sunflowers yellow heads in the sun and this feeling of warmed on my face.

I wanted a sunflower shooting for years and we had this little field near by, it`s not a big one but for some pics it´s perfect ❤️❤️❤️

📸 By @kuyakuchiki

Kashuu- me

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Roses are red 🌹~

📸 by Anna

Aurora by me