Not Everyone's Cup Of Tea

My random musings.

[lillyautumn]

A gentle reminder.

[lillyautumn]

Because sometimes we have to realize that we shouldn't be so hard on ourselves. Let's try to live our lives with no regrets, just wonderings.

[lillyautumn]

Just a reminder to everyone this year.

[lillyautumn]

We are resilient. We evolve. We endure. We persevere. We adapt or we die.

[justanotherbloggername]

The worst feeling in the world is finally wanting to share your struggles and having no one to talk to

[lillyautumn]

Some days I crave talking to people but honestly, I never really connected often thus, the feeling of awkwardness. I don't know what to say. I don't know the words to use. I just end up trying to type something but never actually sending anything. In the ebs, I just give up and forget about sharing. I just keep on consoling myself that I will be fine and that I should get used to it now but sometimes, I cry...

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I’m surrounded by people but nobody is by my side

Alone

[lillyautumn]

I disconnected from Facebook today upon seeing everybody else happy on my feeds, happy without me. I always thought that I'd be invited to some events or I would at least be sent messages to every now and then. But nobody ever did. My so called friends are just online but they never really reach out and when I start doing so, I feel so awkward because I feel like I am forcing connections when it shouldn't be that way. Somehow I feel lonely and alone but at the same time, I feel like it is my fault for being absent most of the time anyway. My social life is non existent. That's a fact. I should be used to it by now but I'm just feeling emotional lately. Forgive me for feeling this way...

[lillyautumn]

A gentle reminder to myself and to all of us. Hang in there!~

[lillyautumn]

This is me in a nutshell. Please don’t misunderstand me.

[lillyautumn]

Something to remember from @thegoodvybe.

[lillyautumn]

At the end of the day, you can never have everything but we must all remain grateful always. Ending my weekend with this in mind. Hoping for a great week ahead.

[lillyautumn]

We always forget to love ourselves especially when we value others more than we value ourselves. Self love is important too.

[lillyautumn]

We often blame everybody else when we are a part of everybody else. Be kind everyday for you never know what other people are dealing with each day. Be decent. It takes nothing to be a decent human being.

[lillyautumn]

No bad vibes please!

[lillyautumn]

Everything might not be perfect but I continue to survive each day. Just keep going.

[thegoodvybe]

how are 11 year olds in relationships and kissing and stuff when i cant even talk to the check out lady at target without stuttering

[lillyautumn]

Hashtag fact. When a salesperson asks me if I need help, I always say I am okay and that I don't but in reality, sometimes I do. I just can't. Sorry. I'm too timid to do so.

[lillyautumn]

I am guilty of this. I never really talk to a lot of people in real life or online. I like to keep to myself most of the time. But sometimes I long for conversations too especially with people I used to talk a lot with. Now, I find myself speechless. I don't even know what to say. I guess time changes people and somehow we just have to accept that everybody else is too busy minding their own businesses that they don't have time to socialize anymore. That's life. Adult life. Harsh reality but so true.

[lillyautumn]

Kindness is free. Sprinkle it everywhere. Share it. We all need it.