LJP

21 year old "rescued" by Jones - - Call me Lina - - part of brokenlandrp

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( l i n a )

Are you seriously saying I asked a stupid question?

“Ooh, look who made a smart comment. Yes, yes I am.”

[linafk-blog]

Woah. What's the problem? Why'r you being all snotty with me?!

[taylcrjordan-deactivated2015061]

( l i n a )

Is asking it quick, or is the actual favor quick?

“Stupid questions get stupid answers, m’love.”

[linafk-blog]

Are you seriously saying I asked a stupid question?

[taylcrjordan-deactivated2015061]

“Can I ask you for a quick favor?”

[linafk-blog]

Is asking it quick, or is the actual favor quick?

[linafk-blog]

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[elodieshaw-deactivated20150501]

Elodie wandered through the park on her own, plenty fucked up herself. Never high enough, though she could try to get there. Approaching the bench she’d somewhat claimed as her own as she tended to sit there quite often, she sighed, noticing the other girl there. Not only was she there, though; she was a complete fucking mess. Save it for home. The rest of us do. There was no saying that anyone there was healthy or fully sane. Everyone had their issues. Some were bigger than others, and some just hid them better.

After a moment of debating what to do, she joined the girl on the bench. Only because she wasn’t a complete stranger. Either way, she would’ve preferred to be alone, but every other place to sit she’d come across was just as run down as the rest of the town. She took out a key and her bag of coke, snorting a couple bumps without a care for who would see. Then she lit a cigarette, and feeling just the slightest bit of sympathy for the girl, offered one out to her.

[linafk-blog]

A brief moment of sanity hit, just enough to end her tears, then back to the chaos in her mind. Her hands nestled deep into her lap as she tried to calm herself, only to fail over and over. It was one thing for Lina to be a mess, but another to be out were anyone could easily see it and look down on her.

Knowing who had just sat down next to her, Lina hid her face to the side. She was completely embarrassed and had no idea how to pull herself together. The noises the girl next to her was making made it obvious to Lina that she was taking hits, which only made her more nervous, so she let out a deep sigh. The familiar smell of cigarette smoke filled her nostrils and she easily decided to take the offered stick Elodie held out. “T–thanks...” Her voice was horse and sounded destroyed by herself. A quick light of the cigarette and small puffs were made as she raced around her mind trying to figure out what to say. “I..ugh fuck” Ashamed and with the person she blamed for getting her to this point. It was a dirty, wrong blame, but it’s what she decided on.

[medievalfm]

Michonne liked this time of day, the streets were pretty much empty, she finished up with her customers early, and she had some time to herself. Grabbing a blanket and bag,she had decided she was going to find a quiet spot in the park and read for a bit. She almost felt like a regular twenty-something in that moment, doing something so mundane that didn’t involve stashes or feeling a pit in her stomach every time she heard a siren or a car drove past her too slowly.   The simplicity of the activity steadied her and she liked it.

She had made it half-way through the park when she heard someone yelling. Turning around,Michonne looked to see an extremely upset blonde sitting on a bench alone. Without thinking twice,she immediately walked over to the bench but stopped a few feet from the crying girl,not wanting to invade her space.  “Hey…are you okay?” She asked,mentally kicking herself at asking the worlds dumbest question.  “ Stupid question.” Rummaging through her bag, she pulled  half a sandwich she had made earlier and held it out in front of the girl but made no move to sit down unless she was asked to “Here’s a better question: how do you feel about sandwiches?” She asked. 

[linafk-blog]

The cold was starting to set in, yet her body was telling her to sweat. Thankfully, her tears started to fade and just settle on her pink cheeks. If one person saw her like this, she felt she’d be ruined.

With a small jump from being frightened by the sudden girl standing in front of her, Lina put her head down. Anxiety was filling her up by the gallon and she didn’t know what to do. She recognized for a split second that it was another Jones dealer, but she never really spoke to her much. Just a light ‘hi, I’m good, you?’ Never anything to make her feel comfortable enough to be seen like this by her. 

The girl’s questions sounded sweet and sincere but all Lina could do was try to plan a way to get out of there. A defeated feeling gnawed at her; there was no way she was able enough to just get up and walk back to her place. “H–” Nothing seemed like the right thing to say. She was freaking out with embarrassment and there was no saving her. So, instead of trying to fake an ‘I’m all right!’, she loosely scooted to one end of the bench, offering the other for the girl to sit. “Sorry. I–” Lina shook her head. She honestly didn’t know what to say.

[linafk-blog]

Living in the shadows was one thing, but living off of them was another... It has become a normal thing for Lina to keep to herself and just let the time pass as she continued to survive. Surviving, though, had really just become a conquest of what drug she was going to have next. She had no idea how it had gotten to this point. It was all fun and games until an addictions starts, right?

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On a cold, wet park bench sat a girl. Makeup smeared, hair a mess– the usual. What was unusual about this though, was that it was Lina. Always one to pride herself in keeping it together, at least in front of people, here she sat destroyed. She was still high and the buzz wasn’t going to come down anytime soon as she tossed a needle back into her purse. This was it; the moment people have been telling her would happen for awhile now. She was ashamed, but also invigorated. 

A stuttered sigh came out of her weak lungs as she threw her purse on the ground. Occasional small giggles escaped her lips as she sat in high bliss. “Fuuuuck” she let out, not caring if someone were to find her like this. But, then like always, the voices of her parents entered her head. ‘What are you doing Alina! You’re horrible, so much worse than your brother ever was. How could you... You make us sick’  The sad part was that she believed the thoughts and any fun feeling she once had in her disagreed at the drop of a hat.

Now all that sat there was an extremely high, messy, crying Lina.

[goldenhammerhandyman-blog]

"Stop being so -" finish it in my ask.

[linafk-blog]

"You owe me."

Ok, ok... I’m sorry. Just– what do you want? I mean, it’s not like it was a big deal... right? Just don’t tell anyone! Please.

[linafk-blog]

You're really good at this

Thanks. I can hold my breath for at least 3 minutes.

[linafk-blog]

Send me a sentence for my muse's reaction

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Are you even listening to yourself?"

"Are you sure they won’t find out?”

"Are you sure this is legal?”

"Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

"Are you threatening me?"

"Be mine."

"Can you be anymore obvious?"

"Do I know you?"

"Do you love me?"

"Do you remember this?"

"Do you trust me?"

"Don’t go."

"Don’t let me die"

"Don’t look at me like that."

"Don’t make me beg.”

"Don’t you dare come near me!"

"Don’t you dare."

"Explain yourself."

"For you, I would _____"

"Give it back."

"Give me another chance."

"Have you ever even done this before?"

"How drunk are you right now?"

"I already regret this."

"I am not wearing that.”

"I can’t believe you missed that."

"I can’t do this anymore."

"I can’t even look at you."

"I could kill you!"

"I dare you." or "I dare you to _____."

"I didn’t do it.""

"I didn’t know you could do that."

"I don’t want to look at you right now.”

"I guess this is goodbye.”

"I hate you."

"I have to go."

"I just want to cuddle."

"I know your secret.”

"I love you, but I really wish I didn’t.”

"I love you."

"I miss you so very much."

"I missed you."

"I need a drink."

"I need a hug."

"I never really loved you."

"I owe you."

"I think I broke it."

"I think I’m falling in love with you. "

"I think I’m forgetting something."

"I think it’s broken.”

"I trust you."

"I want to be yours."

"I want to try this thing I read in a book.”

"I want you. Naked. In my bed. Now."

"I’ll be there in five minutes.”



”This is really inappropriate.”

"I’m all for spicing thing’s up, but isn’t this a bit much?”

"I’m bad for you.”

"I’m dying."

"I’m going to be sick."

"I’m not speaking to you anymore."

"I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

"I’ve never heard that one before."

"If you stay quiet, no one will know.”

"Is that my shirt?"

"It was me"

"It’s so beautiful.”

"It’s time to choose.”

"Just five more minutes."

"Just go."

"Just leave me alone."

"Just let me die."

"Just relax."

"Just what did we do last night?"

"Kiss me you idiot."

"Kiss me."

"Like you even care."

"Little too late, don't you think?"

"Make me."

"Marry me?"

"My Parents don’t know"

"My parents know.""

"Never again."

"Nh, don’t be so rough!"

"No, that can’t be my baby."

"No! You can’t die on me now!"

"Obviously there is something between us."

"Of all the things i've heard, that hurt the most."

"Put it away.”

"Put your trousers on!"

"Put. The. Weapon. Down."

"Quiet, I am trying to think."

"Relax, I have a plan."

"Really?"

"Shut up and listen."

"Take responsibility."

"That isn’t mine."

"That looked easier on TV."

"That sounds painful."

"That was a bad plan."

"That’s mine!”

"That’s the cheesiest pickup line I’ve ever heard."

"They’re coming.”

"This seems familiar."

"This stays between us."

"Truth hurts, don’t it?"

"Unbelievable. I can't believe you right now."

"Very good, you had me fooled."

"Want to hear a secret?"

"We need to talk."

"We’re moving too fast.”

"Well that was unexpected."

"What are we doing here?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"What are you touching?"

"What are you?"

"What do you need?"

"What happened to you?"

"What have I done this time?"

"What if someone catches us?”

"What sort of noise was that?”

"What the hell do you think you’re doing?"

"What were you thinking?"

"Where are my clothes?"

"Where did you find this?"

"Where do you even find this sort of thing?”

"Where were you?"

"Who’d have guessed you could pull such a face?”

"Why are you wearing that?"

"Why yes, I am as think as you drunk I am."

"You could have died!”

"You could have killed someone!"

"You coward."

"You don’t need to be so gentle.”

"You drive me crazy!"

"You have ten minutes, so make it quick.”

"You lied to me!"

"You mean everything to me."

"You owe me."

"You. Come. Snuggle. NOW!"

"You’re all out of ____."

"You’re an idiot.”

"You’re bad for me.”

"You’re dead to me."

"You’re pregnant and It’s mine"

"You’re really good at this…”

"You’re so weird.""

"You’re under arrest."

[seraphinarh]

It is but I just wanted to see if you would actually believe me.

[linafk-blog]

Well, you got me. Your prize is a seriously amazing high-five.

[larryishellacute]

cross out the things you've done.

[linafk-blog]

Graduated high school. | Kissed someone. | Collected something really stupid.| Smoked a cigarette. | Got so drunk you passed out. | Gone to a rock concert. | Helped someone. | Gone fishing. | Watched four movies in one night. | Gone long periods of time without sleep. | Lied to someone. | Snorted cocaine. | Failed a class. | Smoked weed. | Dealt drugs. | Been in a car accident. | Been in a tornado. | Been to a funeral. | Burned yourself. | Ran a marathon. | Cried yourself to sleep. | Spent over $200 in one day. | Flown on a plane. | Cheated on someone. | Been cheated on. | Written a 10 page letter. | Gone skiing. | Been sailing. | Had a best friend. | Lost someone you loved. | Shoplifted something. | Been to jail. | Dangerously close to being in jail. | Had detention. | Got in trouble for something you didn’t do. | Stolen books from the library. | Gone to a different country. | Dropped out of school. | Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. | Had an online diary. | Had a yard sale. | Had a lemonade stand. | Actually made money at the lemonade stand. | Been in a school play. | Been fired from a job. | Swam with dolphins. | Taken a lie detector test. | Voted for someone on a reality TV show. | Written poetry. | Read more than 20 books a year. | Gone to Europe. | Loved someone you shouldn’t have. | Used a coloring book over age 12. | Had surgery. | Had stitches. | Taken a taxi. | Seen the Washington Monument. | Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once. | Overdosed. | Been in a fist fight/split one up. | Gone surfing in California. | Had a hamster/guinea pig. |  Pet a wild animal. | Used a credit card. | Did “spirit day” at school. | Dyed your hair. | Got a tattoo. | Got straight A’s. | Been on the Honor Roll. | Know someone with HIV or AIDS. | Made out with someone. | Played on a sports team. | Snuck out of the house. | Swore at a teacher. | Gone laser tagging. | Had a romantic relationship. | Been on the TV. | French braided. | Skinny-dipped. | Driven a car. | Performed in front of an audience. | Gone bungee-jumping. | Been to Mexico. | Crashed a car. | Sky dived. | Been kissed in the rain. | Made an 11:11 wish. | Drank alcohol. | Made a mistake.

[caseymaverick]

You tried. That’s what’s important, I guess. Never ask a dick to apologize for getting hard.

[linafk-blog]

Wow such powe– wait... you do realize you’re not the king of the world, right?

[seraphinarh]

I’m bluffing cutie. 

[linafk-blog]

It seems like such a weird thing to bluff about! Are you sure...

[seraphinarh]

I don’t know, do you?

[linafk-blog]

My horribly nosey mind is telling me that I do.

[jay-with-broken-wings-deactivat]

"The tension is done with now that Scooter came to the rescue. Considering the place we live, the feeling of being at ease will only last for so long. In the meantime I’m going to get plastered and forget this happened for a bit."

[linafk-blog]

Came to the rescue... right. Well hey, now that we can go back to buy alcohol by the gallons, do it!