Kiss Me Goodnight; I'll Tell You My Dreams

Courtney J, You can tell a lot about a person from their blogs- and I'm no different. I'm a hockey and heels kinda girl. I'm too much and not enough. I like to be unpredictable, even though I tend to be a creature of habit. To understand me, you'd have to have a lot of patience, but I like to think that's part of the adventure. I love this man. I'm a little too hard on myself, and a little too forgiving of everyone else, because I see the beauty in flaws and the perfection in that. Love is my Religion, and this blog reflects me- whatever that may be at the time. <3

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ZodiacChic Post:Aquarius

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i adore these two!!

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[gingerhobbit-tealover]

[melakafrays]

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[erinred]

Just….just stop asking. 

[thefrogman]

[lulz-time]

thefrogman:

Maybe if I start it with a scissors.

[luuuluuuu]

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ZodiacChic Post:Aquarius

[shhh-keep-a-secret]

haha this meme image is just too funny

[lipsticklullibyes]

I’ve mastered the art of not giving a fuck while simultaneously caring way too much

[yellowoods]

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One of my favorites

[impulsive-and-inlove-deactivate]

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I sure hope so... And I hope that this time he doesn't leave.

[whitepaperquotes]

‘Our Secret’

“It’s been half a year since I last spoke to the one person I think about every single day. That’s six months of my life just wasted, on top of the eighteen months I spent getting to know him, which, ultimately, lead to this. It lead to nothing. It lead me to write down my pathetic, little thoughts on pieces of paper because I can’t say these words to him. But I wrote this one to let him know - somehow - that I’m done waiting. And I’m not bitter anymore, about any of it, because I’m learning to see the good through the bad, through the months and months of pain and heartache he probably doesn’t even know he made. Because I realise now that he taught me a lesson, and it taught me that I’m going to find more than him, someday, and that I deserve to. I know I’ll probably never speak to him again, and I’m not sure I even really want to, so if I don’t, I’ll leave him with one final secret. And this is it. I loved him. From what I know about love and from how much I believe in it, I think that was what I felt. Because it’s more than I’ve ever felt for anybody else, and it’s so much more than what anybody else will ever feel for him. This is my secret. It is his to keep.”

Written and submitted by porcelain—bones.tumblr.com

I also want to just say that I don’t know much about anything, but I’ve been through some stuff that might be similar to your stuff, so come and talk to me if you need a friend. I post some weird things sometimes, but I will listen to you… just like I wish he would listen to me.

PS: All of my other writing, submitted through whitepaperquotes, will be posted here very soon.

(If you could post this for everyone to see, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.)

[fadical-deactivated20150420]

when an artist wants to show you their art

or a writer wants you to read what they’ve written

it’s quite often an expression of trust

because a poem or a story or a painting are often things that come from the heart

little pieces of the artists themselves

and if they’re willing to share it with you

you should appreciate it

[lipsticklullibyes]

Why?

Why did I have to dream about you? Why couldn't you just disappear? Why are you still torturing my thoughts? Why can't this be easy for me, like its been so easy for you? Why do you get to be ok? Why do you get to be happy? Why aren't you the one suffering and fighting to breathe? Why can't I just move on? Why can't I just forget everything? Why wasn't I good enough? Why did you lie to me? Why does it still bother me? Why did you have to go and turn me into a cynical bitch? Why did I trust you? Why wasn't I the one? .....Why did you hurt me? .....Why did I let you?

[cherrybam-blog]

[lipsticklullibyes]

:/