Plugged in and ready to fall.

i'm 34, fat as fuck, and i like to use sad song lyrics as captions to accompany my sexy pics. 

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lots of eating to be done on a ship haha

Ain't that the truth! There was no calorie deficit that week. Just a rather large surplus.

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Kelly and I went on a cruise. Look how cute we are.

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Do you have any strength goals for your workouts? (Bench press goal, Squat goal, etc?)

Not yet! I absolutely love bench pressing and would love to be able to do some serious weight someday. I did hit a PR today on the Smith machine! I have no clue what the weight is bc our trainer just puts the plates on and keeps track of everything. I've been struggling with getting 10-12 reps recently, but today I got 15 on my first set! And then I got 13 and then about 6.5 lol, but I was so happy with the 15, I've been trying to get that for a couple weeks!

I'd love to do some dead lifting, but I have arthritis in my knees and I just don't see that happening. I had some cortisone shots a couple months ago and while they did help a bit, and make squats a lot easier, I don't think they are enough for deadlifts.

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seeing you workout and waddling around the gym would be such a turn on

Oh yeah! I'm sure I look real hot doing my lat pull downs and bench presses and rows 🤪

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You’re looking great! It’s already starting to show how much you’ve been putting effort in the gym.

Thanks! I am fucking loving lifting weights! I wish I had started lifting years ago. Imagine how swole I'd be now!!!!!!!!!

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Hooliganism is no joke. So be nice to me.

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I've been doing squats, can you tell?

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now instead of stuffings you can just call it bulk days if you ever want to indulge haha

Oh brother, you better believe I still indulge hahahaha. I indulge in better for you things, like two bags of microwave popcorn instead of an entire party size bag of Doritos lololol.

I'm actually obsessed with microwave popcorn and usually have a bag every night after dinner but I've had a canker sore on my tongue since Sunday and yesterday was my first day eating solids and I had a small bowl to make sure I could handle it. Let's just say I'm going wild on popcorn tonight.

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could we see how you look?

Last weekend!

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strong fat is pretty hot lol

It is! I can't wait til I can say I bench an impressive number lolol.

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as someone that’s fed you quite a bit in the past I’m very happy for you and that you are feeling better. I hope one of the reasons we don’t talk anymore is because you didn’t think I would’ve supported you in losing weight because I would have

Oh gosh no! I stepped away from everything last year bc life just took over, not in a bad way! I've always had a pretty full social life and it just started getting fuller! Kelly and her husband moved in with me, we're big soccer fans and go to games pretty regularly. Idk, the world is turning to shit, and I've just been trying to enjoy all I can and I just stopped being online as much and ghosted some folks without really realizing it. I apologize for that.

But anyway, I didn't begin on this journey til the end of last year, and I haven't talked to anyone/been fed since way before then.

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I got into them through Good Mourning, but I would say Self Titled? They're all so good though.

I'm gonna listen to them while I work today it's been a minute.

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putting some muscle on those big arms :3 love it

You fuckin know it, I've been strength training twice a week since January. Ya girls getting swole 😂

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Good luck with the new weight goal!! Enjoy your new journey :) Would you say you still enjoy feedism kinks?

Thanks!!! It's actually been fun! I have so many supportive people around me.

I still do, yes. Shit's hot!

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Huge fan here too! I dont enjoy anything released after that really either. But first four albums are sooo good

Soooooo good! I don't think I have a favorite, I love them all so much, but do you?

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alkaline trio fan?

I fucking love them, but I'll be honest with you, I haven't listened to anything past Good Mourning.

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What's the weight loss goal? Any hard number or just to a certain level of improvements in health, mobility, etc?

My goal is to ride rollercoasters again. We're planning a whole trip to visit the parks with the most rollercoasters and I'm going to GO FUCKING NUTS