I dream of death every night. In these dreams, death takes various forms: rapists, cannibals, hunters. I am stalked by death through the night. With no defences, I am easy prey being hunted through my subconscious. Every night, I beg for help, sobbing and screaming for anyone to help, just please help me, but not a soul will heed my cries. I am ignored. I am left to the desires of inhuman beings who’s only aim is to use me as they please. They want to consume me, in every sense of the word. It’s as if the only satisfaction they gain from life is to take every aspect of mine. The rip apart the pieces of me, leaving nothing but an empty husk of a human being who once had dreams and aspirations, who once knew how to love and be loved, someone who could feel things. They tear apart my mind, robbing me of happiness, joy, contentment and leave behind their poison of numbness, self-loathing, fear. My mind is devoured by the monsters who use me as sustenance to satisfy their depraved needs.
In the dreams, they are unstoppable. A relentless force that overpowers any and all who stand against them. They convince others to assist them in their hunt for the last shreds of my mind and body. These people believe them wholeheartedly and join the ranks of the predators, becoming their hunting dogs in this high-stakes game of cat and mouse. It is impossible to resist them.
I am consumed by the monsters. They are relentless. They track their prey with impunity, the only thing that matters is the satisfaction of their own needs. So they take and they take and they take, slowly stealing every piece of me they can rip from my aching soul, destroying everything that stands between them and their desires. To them, the lives of others are of no consequence. I am of no consequence.