Little_Dreamer3

The Miracle Of Human Consciousness - Ravenclaw - Novice Australian Youtuber - Book Hoarder - Full-time Student - Made of Awesome - Full of Ideas - Judgement Of Stupidity - Hug Enthusiast - Army of Robotic Teddy Bears - Nerdfighter - Sports Failure

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Extreme fatigue, money issues and returning to youtube!

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So, I'm breaking my own mould today. I haven't made a cover in ages, and I wanted to challenge myself to do it more because I really love singing! Please check it out! For a first attempt, I think I did quite well!

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So VCE results were released today and I spend a little time reminiscing about my own VCE results and how not great they were! I managed to turn a lacklustre ATAR score into two university degrees, a passion for making youtube videos and countless friends and you bet you can too!

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It’s all about the eyes!

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The adventure’s of a little blue bear!

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Just playing around with some new software! I love how this one turned out! #Photography #Edit #selfie #red

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Never Been Kissed

I’ve never kissed anyone, one the lips that is. Cheeks, foreheads, tops of heads, sure, but their different. What some people don’t understand is why it’s so important to me. When it’s something so simple, something so basic in human nature, because it is human nature. And it’s not that I don’t want to. I’ve pictured it in my mind a thousand times, I want it to be special, because in my mind it should be special, memorable. 

Its also not like people haven’t tried to kiss me. I’ve just been really good at stopping them. The first didn’t respect my boundaries, refused to accept no for an answer. Verbal, non-verbal, it didn’t matter how I said it, he wouldn’t hear it. Luckily for me, I didn’t let him close enough to hurt me, more than he had, anyway. And while I’ve knocked down other walls in my life, the ones I built after that incident are still standing strong. 

I know this to be true as I was actively flirting with a guy, which alone was a massive thing for me. He was really nice and by all accounts seemed to like me, but when the night came to an end and he lent in to kiss me, despite thinking about is multiple times, I said no. I wasn’t ready, I wasn’t comfortable and I hardly knew him. But this time was different than the last. I only had to say it once for it to be heard, instead of ten times to deaf ears. 

Then there was this feeling, one I had never felt before, having someone respect my choice, the boundary I’d held for almost a year and a half. It’s the only way I’ve known to protect myself. I can only hope that he will be patient with me. For when it comes to things like this my heart takes a lot of warming up. And if he can’t, he doesn’t deserve me when I am!

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Can we all just tell the people we like we like them, already! No? Well too late I already did! Ha! I’m such a rebel! 

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700 subscribers was a thing that happened! So I thought it a good idea to make a video about why you should alway celebrate your small victories! Please give it a look and help me name my camera! It's been nameless too long!

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Just a little glimpse into the world of a person suffering from anxiety!

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i basically assume that people don’t like me unless they explicitly tell me they like me and then periodically remind me

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January was so amazing. It made me so very happy and I had to share that with you all!