scrap metal

23 | problematic gooner from maker-made media | sideblog 18+

[senatortedcruz]

Didn't you retweet incest porn on 9/11?

we all mourn in different ways

[jessaerys]

[littleflashinglights]

IF YOU ARE IN LOVE: KILL YOURSELF

[littleflashinglights]

my primary fantasy is somebody thinking im hot in an otherwise mundane setting

[judasisgayriot]

DJ dubcon hopes everyone in the club is having a good time tonight but he’s not going to check

[madonnapopstar12]

[littleflashinglights]

when i strongly identified w the ace label i spent a fair amt of time wondering what sexual attraction felt like bc its hard to identify a label based on a lack of something, at least it was for me. i would always get mad when id read people describing it super abstractly because i couldn’t “get” it, like “you really want to eat this cake” or “you just want to jump them” because that didn’t adequately describe the feeling to me at the time.

now that i’m on the other side and do not identify w being ace as fully as before i can say it actually kind of is that abstract unfortunately. and even if you were to describe it non abstractly the above is actually pretty accurate 😭 and if you rarely ever experience it it makes you want to slam your head into a brick wall icl. like to continue the cake analogy it really is like you’re looking at a really really good cake in a shop window. but bc i have no experience or literacy w the feeling it’s like im staring at the window while i don’t know what money is, how to buy the cake, or how to eat it even if i did manage to buy it. jesus christ

[littleflashinglights]

forgot it’s only ok to be chronically ill if you shut up abt it

[letterful]

[littleflashinglights]

i feel like this is someone using mind games to get chatgpt users to start thinking for themselves again and honestly i support it

[littleflashinglights]

honest to god i want to talk to the people who helped block/choreograph the chaos scenes in the final third of mean girls because they seem so effortlessly unchoreographed and for such a large number of people thats kind of wild to pull off

[littleflashinglights]

i think being arospec has led me to believe that certain behaviors regarding relationships are purely for performance because i just dont understand but i never voice it because it would be rude.. im putting this under the tag for less judgement 😞 but like ok. for example when people are constantly posting abt their so but never in a way thats like “omg my gf did the funniest thing” or “my bf made me a rlly good cake for my birthday” but instead is just “oooo i love my gfff” its like Ok…And?

maybe its also bc i’ve seen how some of the most stable relationships my friends are in are working and they mainly just post cute pictures or chronicle their adventures together in close friends or whatever but the more outward ppl are abt their love the more i raise my eyebrows

[littleflashinglights]

i feel so silly when i get really up in arms abt attitudes abt sex as a semi asexual no experience not even close adult but it’s all about solidarity ig lmao

[littleflashinglights]

more and more mutuals getting into tadc

[b1tchcup]

bro believes misandry is an axis of oppression 🤣🫵

[charl0ttan]

i dont believe that you have to be living badly to be doing drugs. i believe many of the happiest people in the world are on drugs

[littleflashinglights]

sometimes i will play ace attorney high out of my mind and think the game is genuinely incredibly difficult and then come back to it the next day sober like what the fuck was my problem

[littleflashinglights]

people online discourse abt ppl who have never dated in the most bizarre ways wdym you genuinely think that lacking this specific experience irreparably damages and stunts you?? it's not a rare experience to have never dated. there are sizeable communities of people who talk about it. "oh but you need to experience the rejection and figure out what you want" do you think people who haven't experienced romance themselves don't have eyes and ears and brains and also OTHER interpersonal relationships outside of just dating lmao

some of these serial daters are comically bad interpersonally and can't handle rejection for shit but arbitrarily they're in a category above me solely because they've dated people. i wish amatonormativity wasnt a term the general population still laughed at cause i neeeed u ppl to examine yourselves

[littleflashinglights]

i think getting into gaming youtubers when ur super young kind of fucks your sense of humor irreversibly. that and ytps

[littleflashinglights]

like i was a disciple of skydoesminecraft and loved jacksepticeye happy wheels videos and regularly watched mlp ytps and you really just can’t recover from that. i watched plenty of other content like jenna marbles or mylifeaseva but the damage was already done