one thing that makes wincest so special & beautiful is that the canon version of it will always be better than fanon. the canonical power imbalance, the roles, the toxicity, the complexity
We aren’t talking about pervert, stalker Sam enoughhhh, always thinking about how he watched dean have sex w that one girl nd how he watched Meg through the window—he’s probably jacked off while watching dean fuck some girl through the window of the motel room 🤤🤤🤤
i cannot BELIEVE some people say jensen does not understand dean .. are you seriously telling me dean would not be horny about sam's mommy milkers or sam in a dress? dean who has a thing for motherly women and called his mom a babe? dean who slapped his brotherwife on his ass and called him honey right in front of our salads?
Cw for yucky gore, necro (?) dean, dead sammy, fucked up grieving process, wincest
— 8:30PM
Rough, Jean—clad knees dig into soft forest floor. Dean’s hands dig into the open cavity of his baby brother, just to confirm that he was really dead, Sam’s been dead.
Dean’s head was fuzzy, filling his head like cotton and sliding down his nerves. Faraway hums of tragedy. Hardly grasping onto the events that lead him to this moment, rough hands clenching at cooling, squelching flesh. He’s never felt so close to Sam, inside him. Grossly elated. Groin aching with some twisted sense of depravity as hot breath dragged over the beautifully still features of his deceased brother—huffing over his body. Tear stained cheeks rub against the soft hush of Sam’s hair.
8:45PM
Fingers crook to the side, what’s that? Sam’s spleen? A choked groan rumbles from his chest. Unoccupied digits groping at the others waist—Dean’s thumb dig’s into Sam’s hipbone. Alternating between sobbing huffs and silent disgust. Brows knit. Brain searching for release as his hand left Sam’s bare skin to palm himself. Guilt stuck to it, he couldn’t bring himself to apply pressure, opting to rut his hips instead. Could Sammy feel him still? Feel his want, his need, it’s never changed, not even now. He is so gorgeous even whilst gutted—will Sam forgive him? He must.
9:00PM
Dean will take Sam’s cold, heavy body to the impala after he’s relieved himself. He will prop Sam up in the passenger seat, Sammy’s seat. He will take hunting case after hunting case until his brother begins to rot.
Sam is not allowed to die, Sam will not die, Sam Winchester is alive.
