Fatness Everdeen

28 just trying to unapologetically be me.

[livinglavender]

[livinglavender]

It’s not done and it needs work, but...

Shy girl encounter...

She was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. She stepped out of the pool and wrapped a towel around herself. I had been watching her swim with grace and agility. Like a mermaid from a childhood daydream. I decide with some prompting from my friends to head to the locker room hoping to bump into her and maybe get the courage to say hey or at least smile. I joined the gym a month ago, and I’ve seen her often, but I never had the courage to interact with her.

I knew she’d be going into the steam room, so I went in first and waited. A bold move for a shy girl with a huge crush. I didn’t have to wait long. She came in and sat down a little to the right of me. This wasn’t going to happen. I was in over my head. This would be easier at a bar or if we had mutual friends, but it felt entirely different in the middle of the day at the gym. Finally I said, “hey, I like your suit.” It felt like someone else speaking. Another’s voice echoing in my head. “Where’d you get it?” She glanced over and smiled at me. She said thanks and that she’d ordered it off the internet. She wasn’t sure where. Then she introduced herself as Sadie and said she’d seen me a few times and admired the way I swam. I could feel the flush burn my cheeks. She moved closer to me and gazed into my eyes with an intensity I wasn’t used to. She started to talk about herself and asked me about myself, but my head was swimming. I surprised myself as I leaned in to kiss this totally mesmerizing stranger. She hungrily kissed me back. We made out until we were lightheaded from the adrenaline and the steam. She asked if I wanted to join her in the shower. How was she so bold? How did she know I’d say yes? Yet it was I who had just been bolder than ever before in my life. There was some invisible force bringing us together in this way. Compelling me to act against my own nature.

She grabbed my hand and led the way. She turned on the warm water and softly pushed me against the wall. Her beautiful hazel green eyes drew me in. I felt her breath caressing my neck. She bit her lip and then softly bit mine. She kissed me gently yet firmly I had never been kissed like this before. Her kids knew me. And mine knew her. We made out until I didn’t think I could take anymore. Then she slid the straps of my top off of my shoulders and unfastened the clasp at the front of my suit. She kissed me one more time on the lips and whispered that she wanted me in my ear. Then she circled my nipples with here tongue. Careful to avoid them. Making them crave to be next. When she finally licked and kissed and nibbled them, it was ecstasy.

What do we think

[wiisagi-maiingan]

Do not talk about your abusive family on tiktok. Do not talk about your closeted identity on tiktok. Do not talk about your traumas and mental illnesses on tiktok. Do not talk about your plans to move out from your abusive household on tiktok. Do not talk about the ways you disagree with your bigoted family on tiktok.

Do not attach your face or voice to anything on tiktok that you do not want your family members, neighbors, coworkers, or classmates to see. Be smart and stay safe.

[wiisagi-maiingan]

Before posting ANYTHING on tiktok, ask yourself what could happen if your video is recommended to someone who recognizes you in real life.

If you're talking about your abusive mother, what will happen if one of her friends sees your video? If you're talking about being a closeted trans teen, what will happen if your friend's parents see your video? Will there be consequences? Will you be in danger? Are you in a safe enoigh position where that information getting out wouldn't put you at risk? What information do you want circulating about yourself?

[wiisagi-maiingan]

Hey, I'm seeing some concerning tags on this post so I want to clarify something:

Your parents not using tiktok/not being good with the internet in general does not mean you're safe from them finding your videos. I have a cousin who posted about her mom's abuse on tiktok and that video was recommended to a family friend who showed it to her mom.

Your videos could be seen by a classmate who tells their parents who tells your parents. They could be seen by a teacher who calls your parent about them. They could be seen by one of your parents' coworkers or your cousins or your siblings or one of your neighbors or a hundred other people who could eventually lead it to your parents somehow.

Do not attach your face to this shit. Do not share any identifying information. Tiktok specifically reocmmends videos based on location, your phone contacts, and any other social media you're connected to. Your videos will reach someone you don't want seeing them, even if you turn off location settings.

How tiktok uses your location, even when you turn it off.

How tiktok uses your phone number, contacts, and other social media to make recommendations.

[titenoute]

Also let me warn y'all.

Maybe rn, you are in school.

Maybe you'll start looking for a job in a year or two so know this.

This is common practice for future employers to check on the background of future employees this way.

They type your name and check social medias to know you more.

They don't just check LinkedIn.

And believe me, you don't want a future employer or even colleagues to know your personal shit.

This has been a thing since mother flipping Facebook started. The practice is THAT old.

[crtter]

WHAT DID THEY DO TO THE LITTLE GUY

[crtter]

NOOOOOOOOOOO

[crtter]

[one-hell-of-a-sheep]

why does oscar wilde take 150 pages to write something he could literally say in a paragraph

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

gay

[yurious-george]

compelling argument

what does this say about victor hugo

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

no he was just french

[jam-the-hologram]

R.R Tolkien?

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

autistic infodumping

[elden-12]

Put this together and I dread to think how long a novel by an autistic gay Frenchman would be. :p

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

[transformativeworks]

[image description: the cover of the book In Search of Lost Time (Volumes 1 to 7) by Marcel Proust. end of description]

[faustandfurious]

[iris-of-the-lambs]

was suddenly moved to draw a toony sort of character design .. but this is a bit too close to 2013 tumblr sexyman for my own comfort

[craigslits]

[juliamstarr]

Instagram

[toastbutteregg]

[dolcesostenuto]

art nouveau inspired lamps | by christinekilger

[bakwaaas]

pasta ❤️

[thegoodvybe]

[fede-le-grand]

[untilitdoes]

This is the conservative/christian sign for abortion. This is the sign used by those who are pro-life. This is a sign that is sexist, that demonizes abortion, that is anti women’s autonomy and female rights. It declares fetuses as full babies someone is throwing away. This sign can be genuinely triggering to deaf women who have had abortions.

If you want to go full-neutral, you can finger sign abortion. 

Or, the scientific version (pregnancy-remove) that is considered the leftist way –

Do not spread the pro-life version. Conservatives specifically try to push their ways to sign things as the default. You are unintentionally helping overpower deaf women’s rights advocates.

[disgustinggf]

let's just cuddle and then i can make u cum

[iiluvmuv]

[micahulrichdraws]

The Magician.

[christowski]

Biomimetics.

Left: Pilea peperomioides — via morganetenoux (instagram). Right — Collection of satellite dishes (unknown source)