Living Not Just Existing

You can call me Meg. 21 and rediscovering myself after losing my way with ED. This is my recovery blog, motivation for relapse prevention. Positive thinker, but know better to make sure to keep it real. Feel free to reach out :)

[snaphoeing]

how many calories do I burn when I run away from my problems?

[jasminebenipal]

[oats-and-yoga]

Because standing on top of a mountain, you start to gain perspective. You look down and everything looks so small. And that’s when you realize that if you keep climbing up and up and up, eventually everything just meshes into one. We are no longer individual people, we are simply .. earth. Keep on floating and you will see that we are just a galaxy in a sea of thousands. Don’t stop there and then you will realize that we are the universe.

How amazing is that… We are specs of energy in this beautiful universe. Why limit yourself to only what you can perceive?

📷- @plvntstrong

[katimilamfitness]

F I N D Y O U R B A L A N C E 🍏🍏🍡#happysunday #sundayfunday #fitness #fitmom #fitchick #cpt #hiit #intervals #workout #noequipment #fitstagram #katifitchick #loseweight #bbg #bbgmom #kaylasarmy #getfit #fitnessplan #werk #getbetter #wotd #wod #fitfam #fitspo #paleo #healthylife #cfl1

[maddys]

#preach

[teryworldwanderlust]

[heyheatherco-deactivated2015052]

[eatingdisorderconfession]

16213) I can't take this anymore. it's just too fucking hard to choose to eat. it's so much easier to just not eat and isolate myself and not deal with the world anymore. I'm just to tired of having to put in so much effort

<3

[hoppip]

[someday-i-will-be-skinny-blog]

[livinglearningme]

Friend: I need to see something funny

Me: My love life

[misadeath]

@misadeath 😌

[friendswafffleswork]

[on-my-own-journey]

I wish that I could learn to not care about people who don’t care about me.

[whydoesthe-cagedbird-sing]

The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself.

Maya Angelou (via kismetics)

[justedrecoverythings]

Things people without eating disorders will never understand (trigger warning) 1. Needing to give yourself a pep-talk every time you eat a meal 2. Needing to give yourself a pep-talk every time you go to the bathroom 3. Never knowing if what you’re seeing in the mirror is real or a delusion 4. Wearing the same old clothes to shreds because you’re too nervous to try on new ones 5. Never truly being able to enjoy the taste of food, because there’s always that voice in the back of your mind whispering calories and fat content 6. That feeling of self-loathing every time you take your meds in the morning/night, because Shit I can’t function like a normal adult without being drugged 7. That raging feeling of jealousy when you see people not eating or hear them talking about their diets 8. Seeing calorie content listed on restaurant menus and wanting to burst into tears in public 9. Having to explain to your friends why you always have so many doctor appointments 10. How much it hurts when people make jokes about eating disorders or talk about them like they’re dumb fads and teen phases—like this isn’t something that haunts you every second of your life If you’re struggling with an ED too, you’re a goddamn brave-ass fucking warrior, and you’re my hero.

[naturaekos]

“What is the point of being alive if you don’t at least try to do something remarkable?”

An Abundance of Katherines by John Green (via naturaekos)