☆LLOONAA☆

she/they, 14 y/o with an unhealthy obession with Minecraft and horror games. May have multiple mental issues♡ Currently working towards becoming a Youtuber. In multiple fandoms like Vampires SMP, Flight SMP, TADC, The Life Series, Hermitcraft, etc

[lloonaa]

Intro Post!

Hello, you may refer to me as Loona (She/They)

I'm a autistic demi-sexual, cupiromantic lesbiannn

Ask me stuff plsss, I'm begging, I love sharing me opinions

My interests are Minecraft and science, more specifically psychology and organs

The fandoms I'm most active in rn are Flight SMP, The Life Series, Hermitcraft, etc

The people I watch the most are Avidmc (who is my current main at the moment), Smajor, and ThinkNoodles

I also have PCOS, a common hormonal disorder affecting the ovaries, and APD, a condition where the brain struggles to interpret and make sense of sounds, despite the ears having normal hearing ability, yippee!!!

I have almost no boundaries bc I'm that one person who literally doesn't care about shit unless you try to steal my personal things (I get very violent, but luckily, nothing TOO bad has happened yet)

Rapid Facts:

.My fav colour is eigengrau (the colour u see when you close your eyes)

.I MIGHT have hypermobilty, but I'm really not sure

.I'm German, Polish, so I have a naturally angry resting face that makes me look like I want to murder everyone

.I'm currently trying to become a Youtuber, so if you wanna support me, go to L_LOONA_A (I'm a silent Minecrafer, and the episodes aren't perfect, but everyone has to start somewhere)

.I'm extremely shy due to my autism and I'm starting to develop Selective Mutism, yippee?

.I'm a heavy procrastinater, like I don't do things down to the last minute, I do it down to the last second or procrastinate so much that I just don't do it

.I do not care about my education, I'm starting my GCSE units soon, but I could literally care less when the teachers say I need to pay attention like no? Fuck off, I'm doing the bare minimum whether you like it or not, there is nothing you can do to make me care

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Guys, I had to run 800m today in PE, and I blacked out

Idk why my body overreacts so much when I run like mate, we've jogged for 50m, WHY ARE MY LEGS BURNING

Then, cut to when I finish, I'm lightheaded, weak in the arms and legs, my breathing in nonexistent, and I had to be carried from the middle of the field to the first aid area cause I couldn't walk or see for that matter

Yippee, I love having no idea why physical activity makes my body want to collapse and die♡

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THERE'S GONNA BE A NEW EXCLUSIVE YOUTUBE SMP, LETS GOOOO

I'm so happy purely for the fact that it's about Greek mythology, and if yall didn't know, I'm a Hellenic Polytheist, so YIPPEE, A MINECRAFT SMP ABOUT MY GODS♡

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Just finished watching Twitchcon MCC and my predictions (The ones I was hoping to win) at the start were either Pink Parrots, Blue Bats, or Aqua Axolotls

BUT THE FUCKING FRENCH WONNN

(I have no idea who those people even were, lol)

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What am I supposed to do with my lifeeee

Avid isn't streaming for TWO WHOLE WEEKS, which, like yasss, take that well-earned break, but at the same time, I genuinely don't know who to watch💔

I've just been surviving off LaurenZside and Laughabilty, but I'm afraid that I'm getting bored of themmm

I'm just gonna rewatch Avid Adventures or something idk

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Yooo guys, my Yarnaby plush came!!

Look at the good little boy!

I have been waiting for him since like the end of March and he was meant to be for ma bday (20th of April) and I only just got him now but I'm not mad bc I've had a very stressful day

He's very sqeaky tho, for some reason, but idc🥰

Whenever I pick him up, he feels like picking up a cat, which I honestly like

He's also my fav character in Poppy Playtime♡

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I think I'm gonna start calling Avid a they/them from now on cause I felt soooo fucking bad saying that Avid is a man when in fact their non-binary and maybe also hinting at being genderfluid😭

This is just to train my brain to be like hey that is not a man, and neither a woman, that is a very cool person that you love and relate to!

Can't believe I have to train my damn brain so the non-binary can stop going over my head

BUT I ALSO STILL FEEL BAD FOR CALLING HIM A MAN FUCKKKKKK😭

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Avid's stream was obviously peak as always, but the convo at the start was deepppp

I didn't mind because conversations like that are needed, but ong IF I FIND THOSE PEOPLE THAT DARED TO ABUSE AVID BECAUSE WHO THE ACTUAL FUCK WOULD DO THAT TO A HUMAN BEING, THEY ARE SICK FUCKING CREATURES

Also, ermm, idk if I feel comfortable shipping Water x Avid now sooooo😭

But ong, I felt so mad cause I feel emotionally connected to Avid since I rely on him so much during stress filled times so hearing the stuff that has happened to him genuinely made me want to commit violence on those who DARED to harm my precious comfort streamer😭

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Honestly, since Avid's stream today wasn't gonna have lore, I thought I wasn't gonna be interested, but 20 mins in, I was having the time of my life just watching him collect resources on fl!smp!

Fun fact- I was the person who asked if Avid liked the colour elephant's breath... It was a very interesting stream lol

A tar pit of a-holes (iykyk)

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Is Avid okay or just busy bc he hasn't streamed since Monday and it's really throwing off my schedule cause I base my whole week around Avid's streams

Monday- Watch stream

Tuesday- Edit and make videos out of pure boredom

Wednesday- Watch stream

Thursday- Edit and make videos bc I genuinely don't know what to do besides watching Avid stream

Friday- Watch stream

Weekend- Suffer, doomscroll for 10 hours, and post the videos

Like I genuinely don't watch anyone else besides Avid rn AND ITS SO ANNOYINGGG

ONG YES YES YES, HE'S STREAMINGGGG IM SO HAPPYYYYY

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Avid's stream was giving such strong mixed signals cause at one point I was like, "YESSSS AVID BE EVIL, BURN THEM ALL!" And then it switches up SO GODDAMN QUICKLY like "Wait no Avid DON'T BURN THE MASK AGAIN NUUUUU"

I felt like a devil on his shoulder cause I swear I was the only person in chat going, "MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER. DRAIN THE WORLDDDDD" And then he burned the mask, and I was like welp... There goes my hopes and dreams for evil corrupted Avid

Also, Avid and Water ARE SO BACK!!! AVID KISSED WATERRRRR AHHHHHHHH

I love switching up every stream like at one point, I'm like, "KILL WATER HE DOESN'T DESERVE LIFE." And then I'm like "Awww I love Water, he's a great guy:)"

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My favourite part about Avid's charity stream was when he did the muscle cramp simulator cause my mouth HURT with how much I was laughing😭

Also him giving us 11 songs instead of 8? Pop off kinggg

I'm so excited for Monday cause he said it was gonna be lore heavy like yes, gimme the L O R E

MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER

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YES YES YES AVID IS TURNING TO THE DARKSIDE!!!

I LOVE EVERYONE IN THE STREAM FUELING HIM LIKE YASSSS I HAVE WAITING FOR THIS DAY SINCE THE FIRST STREAM!!!!!!!!

KILL EVERYONE AVID, YES EVEN WATER WHY TF NOT?

MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER

MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER

MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER

YES YES, YES, HE TOOK THE CURSED MASK AND IS GOING TO KILL WATER I LOVE THIS. I LOVE THIS. I LOVE THIS. THIS IS THE BEST STREAM EVERRRRR!

MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER

MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER

MORE BLOOD. MORE POWER

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WHAT JUST HAPPENED?!?!?

HIS MASK IS GONE WHA- WJWNDBDJJDDNDNSOOXKE

AND THEN HE JUST ENDED HIS STREAM WITHOUT A GOODBYE????

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

HIS POOR MASK, THAT WAS MY FAVOURITE PART ABOUT HIS APPEARANCEEEEEE

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Avid's stream was genuinely so fucking hilarious and out of context

The entire time, I sounded so high with how much I was giggling, but there was also the chat with Graecie, and I was wondering why the screen was getting so blurry😭

Also, HIS MAGIC IS DRAINING HIM LETS GOOOOO LET EVIL AVID TAKE PLACEEE! IT'S HIS TURN NOW *goblin noises*

YOOOO, GRAECIE IS IN A CULT!!

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I looooved the Dragon Tournament Day One!

But the prize is such a joke, like instead of learning, do these useless, fun mini games for a preschool pizza party!!!!! Like be so fr Professor😭

Also, CLOWNPIERCE INTERACTED WITH AVID LETS GOOO, THAT WAS ON MY BINGO CARDDDD♡

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Let's goooo guys, Avid doomed his dad to the same thing he had to go through for killing his dog and being a completely shit parent!

But the part I'm most upset about is MASSEY IS GONE NUUUUU I LOVED THE GUY, I WANTED HIM TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD BUT NOOOOO MILKMAN AND FOOL HAD TO RUIN THEIR PLANS WITH FRICKING "POAK" BARS AND TNT😭

Lowkey, the episode made me tear up at the end cause it dawned on me that there will never be a sbk s2 episode again, no more Doak tech, no more Henry, no more Massey...

Maybe in another universe, Avid will finally take over the world and be the evil little guy he is, or he'll just be morally grey again♡