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[localcats]

“i never meant to hurt you”

but you did.

and i told you when it hurt,

but then it was

“i didn’t realize it was that serious.”

you never meant to hurt me, but you made the choice to continue doing it even when you knew.

4:23pm - april 13, 2025

[localcats]

a year ago today, i was laying in your arms. i had no idea that everything would be different in 365 days. we would no longer be speaking, texting.. not even following each other on social media. and to think, we had our future planned together. or maybe that was just me.

i miss you, the you that i knew originally. where did he go? was he ever real?

12:12pm - april 10, 2025

[localcats]

i can’t help but wonder if living in oblivion would have been a better choice. if i stayed oblivious to the fact that you stopped caring, that you stopped putting in effort, that you didn’t value you me the same- maybe i could have been happy. that sounds awful of course, but i was happy when i was oblivious to these things. i was ecstatic with delusion that things were balanced and my efforts were being reciprocated.

its fucked up, to think living in oblivion would be “better” for me, but i can’t help it.

12:01am - april 9, 2025

[localcats]

i hope you never find another lover

not because i want you to be “mine” forever

nothing like that

i just don’t want someone else to suffer how i did

or even worse

i don’t want to see them get the things i asked for

8:03pm - april 7, 2025

[localcats]

i hate that things still remind me of you

i hate that you still come up in conversation

i hate that lingering pain because of you

i hate that you did what you did

but i just can’t pull myself to hate you.

1:42pm - april 3, 2025

[localcats]

what is wrong with me?

a question i asked myself a lot

i thought i was to blame

i wanted to be blamed

i thought it was my fault

i wanted it to be my fault

but it turns out,

my wants could not be fulfilled.

even in the end,

i asked you,

did i do anything wrong?

and you had nothing to say

yet still i wonder

if it was all my fault

11:19pm - april 2, 2025

[bubiart]

Sanrio and ons collab 💫

Its 2022 and we are getting fed again GUUUYYYYSS

Here. Take it. Mika n cinnamon fanart. For u. My forgotten fandom.

[localcats]

im gonna throw up and die (in a good way)

[localcats]

i have not been here in a while….. O_O

[localcats]

wave finale spoilers // i knew this bitch was alive what the fuck. how could they end it like that.

[localcats]

xiangling (genshin) x owari no seraph crossover :D

[localcats]

so true twt me <3

[localcats]

the new sk8 episode... wtf

[localcats]

if sho is actually dead im gonna go bonkers

[localcats]

sk8 tumblr come find me i want sk8 friends

[localcats]

stop stop stop sho is too beautiful

[sukerokus]

if you choose to become a demon who devours human desires, you’ll be able to stay here with me. we’ll be together inside a world of happiness. that’s what you want… and what I want too.

[p0lliwogs]

<3