[loglady1980]

[loglady1980]

just came to mention it bc i saw some other anons talking about it but i genuinely think about ur tknp fic all the time. it really stuck with me, as im sure it did for many others. your portrayal of addiction and recovery was so beautiful and visceral. such a talented writer!

wowww wow thank you this means a lot!!!! I enjoyed writing that fic so much! even tho it took forever lol :)) <3

[loglady1980]

your playlists for one year stand and credit card baby are so good & got me re-emotional over the stories when i listened. i really enjoy having that optional bonus dimension to the story and i’d be very excited if you continue to share playlists for fics you write in the future! <3

thank you this is soooo nice :) I’ll always have a playlist w my fics not to worry <33

[kosmogrl]

[loglady1980]

journal factory

trying to acknowledge and process my cliched yet real eldest daughter guilt I’ve never in my life experienced something that feels too big to think about until now I feel like I’m holding myself to a standard that makes no logical sense I’m moving the goalposts quite often and I’m wallowing yet manic and even writing’s not helping because it looks like the psychotic ramblings of a crazy person like one lowkey flew over the cuckoo’s nest!!!! but I won’t throw them away I’m like holding space or whatever I just constantly worry about everyone I love and I’m hesitant to express this to them because I don’t want them to feel like I’m guilt tripping or adversity farming but omg. this feeling is crippling and I want to let myself enjoy things I want to be less abrasive I want to give people the benefit of the doubt I want to forgive everyone who has ever hurt me but I cantttt I can’t. I’m so bad at it!!!!! shouting everything I feel at my silly hrpf blog because I’m incapable of keeping my mouth shut and it’s lowkey really hard to be a girl and it’s hard in a different way to be a woman and I feel stuck in between I kinda wish I was 7 years old on a field trip with my friends in my old scratchy school uniform and sometimes I wish I was one of my mom’s childhood friends instead of her daughter even though I loved being her daughter!!!!!! 😑

[killlie]

[loglady1980]

would love to know what the fic was that was better than the odyssey <3

11:11 by @yellowlemontime

[loglady1980]

My stupid chud body is keeping the fuck ass score

[loglady1980]

cried so hard at the airport I got un-selected for the random security check because tsa didn’t want to deal with me

[angelicdewdrop]

[fuckyeahhockeyboys]

Sweet baby Jesus…

[loglady1980]

just claimed a fic I read a few days ago is better than the odyssey. and I said it with my whole chest

[loglady1980]

My journal factory wants to explode but I’m too lazy to verbalize my fears

[bawnjourno]

harry and his sillay magazines :)

[pseudini]

[artificialsilkgirl]

[loglady1980]

Today I ate a pancake in the shape of California