6/3/13
There’s this boy that I met and I think I like him because every time I see him my stomach twists into knots. Why?
6/14/13
It’s my birthday and my best present today was seeing him, him him him him
6/15/13
I hope I get to see him again, his face is pretty and his voice is gentle and I hope he doesn’t forget me over the summer
8/24/13
That boy still exists and he is still beautiful and lovely and our skin touched today
8/28/13
It seems like a lot of other people think this boy is beautiful too. How annoying. He was supposed to have been my little secret
10/5/13
I like this boy a lot and I saw him with another girl tonight and it was like being stabbed in the middle of the stomach with a jagged, rusty knife
10/6/13
What if he falls in love with her? I will not be okay
11/16/13
I kissed the boy I kissed the boy I kissed the boy and he said he liked me
11/20/13
I walked home with him today and we kissed some more and his lips tasted better than the alcohol I’m so used to consuming
11/22/14
He chose me
11/23/13
“When I’m with you, all of my worries go away,” he said. That’s all I could ever want really
12/1/13
He told me he loved me and I held him so tightly that neither of us could breathe
12/7/13
He took me to meet his family today and we went to a garden and I’ve decided that I love him back
12/16/13
We laid down in his bed but every single movement was innocent. I stared at the ceiling and loved the way my head fit perfectly on his shoulder. He loves the same music as I do
12/17/13
We had our first fight today and I cried when I got home and then Mother yelled so I cried some more
12/20/13
He’s getting awfully close to his female friends and I don’t know how I feel about it. I took a brisk walk in the rain to think it through and then I drank when I got home. His Christmas present came in the mail. Should I trash it?
12/22/13
We had another fight and it was bad
12/31/13
I haven’t seen him in a while and I’m nervous for the next time I do, is that bad?
1/1/14
He was my New Year’s kiss. In the middle of the night he told me he missed me while I was gone but then he wouldn’t touch me in the morning
1/4/14
He went to his friend’s house and didn’t tell me. This friend happens to be a girl. I don’t know. I’m probably going to get drunk tonight
1/5/14
He left.
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