hello ~ iâm back !! so iâvá» heard youâre working on a pt 3 to he loves me not đđ iâm very much looking forward to it !! i have no ideas to share today, but iâm wishing you the best of luck !!! donât burn yourself out or over work yourself :)
Like I've been in the middle of writing this Deshret!Alhaitham x reader fanfic and it's like 1k words by now, and I just get stuck at the exciting part of it. Really sucks đ but dw! I'm doing my best to get creative again.
So thank you for your words, they are very reassuring, like truly and genuinely. I hope you have a great day yourself đ„âŒïž
Will you continue the Alhaitham/reader/diluc story I really want to know what happens next! Your such an amazing writer please donât leave the rest of us commoners on such an interesting cliffhanger!!!!
OMG HAHAHA no no ofcourse not, I'm not leaving you guys hanging. And I'm also very excited to share to you all what I've got planned for part 3 đ
Also amazing writer you say? hihi đđ you flatter me đ„șđ
Have you thought of someone giving a testimony on them catching diluc and Jean cheatchung and recording it :0?
Ohh!! That's a good idea :D , however I came up with another idea that's alittle more hmmm let's say scandalous hehe I won't share too much, I want it as a surprise! Thank you for sharing your idea btw đđ
ââŠBut Perhaps Someone else does?â || AlHaitham x Reader
â§A/N: Take note that this part is only considered as an alternative ending if some of you are not satisfied with the âHe Loves me notâ ending. Because originally YNs story ends with leaving Diluc and that's it, but since you don't like what that cheating bastard did, here you all go.
If some of you are interested in reading other thoughts I have about this story, please click here! Enjoy my loves!
â§Warning/s: Smut, mentions of bruises caused by Diluc
â§Synopsis: Your life seems to only get harder as you are going through your divorce. However a familiar face suddenly comes back to your life, his lingering touches and unforgettable memories start resurfacing. Should you really be dwelling in the past?Â
â§Word Count: 6.2k words
Minors kindly don't interact!
You knew that things would only get ugly from here on out. Oh how you wish this divorce would go smoothly, for Diluc to just settle things as quickly as possible and agree to your terms but of-fucking-course he had to make things much more difficult than it should be. Who are you kidding, it's Diluc you're talking about here, should you really be surprised?
Despite the taunts and screaming you both did that one dreadful night, it seems he still isn't willing to let you go as his wife. You concluded it's perhaps some sense of embarrassment he feels as the public would soon find out his failed marriage, that although he seems to have it all, in the end he is just as flawed as everyone else. And just like many husbands before him, he brings shame to the marriage caused by his own folly.
After all, there's nothing more harmful to a man than when his ego is being hit.
But oh well, you have other things to worry about. He may be a bother but that doesn't stop you from living your life. You buried yourself with endless paperwork, spending hours in the office just so you could avoid ever giving a single thought about that red headed bastard⊠But deep down it's also because once you get back to your apartment no one awaits you. At least before there was someone, even though said someone was a fool, at least there was just someone there.Â
Sadly there's consequences to this endless workload you have put on yourself. Having to neglect yourself, especially with the amount of sleep you've been getting. Fortunately Yelan is there to help you out. Whenever and wherever you need her, somehow she pops into your life and simply makes things a little more bearable.Â
âHere, I bought some grilled chicken with salad at the sides, don't forget to eat them, alright?â Yelan places down the take out food on your desk, the smell wafts through your nose, enticing you to devour it as soon as possible. You smile at her kindness, she honestly didn't need to do all of this, using up her time and complaining nonstop was already enough. And yet here she is going the extra mile for you.
âWhat are you smiling for? Go eat your food, you rampant raccoon.â Yelan pushes the paper bag towards you as she jests. She's been calling you a raccoon for the past few weeks now, pointing out the obvious eye bags that are under your eyes. Though she calls you this in an affectionate way, it's her way of lightening up the mood. You roll your eyes at that and place the food out of the paper bag, setting it down and pushing your paperwork to the side.Â
The food was still fresh and warm, satisfying the uncomfortable feeling of your stomach. While you start eating Yelan sits on the chair opposite to you and combs her hair away, sighing dramatically. âSo, what's the update on that jackass, huh? Still playing hard to please or what?â âYeah, I can feel that heâs trying to prolong this whole thing, it's pathetic really. Canât he see that the sooner he agrees to the divorce the sooner he can be with that homewrecker.â
You looked down at your food, irritation evident on your face. You stabbed a particular chicken piece with the plastic fork, putting a little extra force. You couldn't bring yourself to even say their names, it just leaves a bad taste in your mouth.Â
Yelan frowns at your reaction, she places her hand on top of yours and rubs your hand in comfort. âHey, let's talk about something else, alright? I heard that AlHaitham just came back, why don't you see him sometime?â Your body freezes at the name, itâs one you haven't heard in a while.
Yelan doesn't notice your reaction as she stands up from her seat and starts walking a bit around your office. âIâm sure you guys have things to catch up on. The guy probably misses you, well letâs hope he has time to see you. You know him, that damn casanova haha.â Yelan giggles to herself and your mind lingers a little more. Right, you've known Haitham for a while nowâŠa while is a bit of an understatement thought.Â
And it's true that you guys have things to catch up on. After all, after you got married he left Mondstadt and went back to his home country, Sumeru to become a lawyer. That was years ago with not a single word from him.
Yelan and you continue talking while you finish your meal. Yet even then Haithamâs name rings at the back of your mind. After you were left alone you continued on with your work until it was already evening. Since you've been sitting for a good few hours you stretched your body as it relaxes as a response. A satisfied sigh escapes you, you stand up from your seat and stare at the view behind you. Your office was located at the top of the building and behind you was glass, this enabled you to see the view of the city, it's a sight you're never tired of seeing.Â
Your fingers touch the glass as you faintly see your reflection. Your thoughts roam back to what Yelan said a while ago, about visiting Haitham and catching up. You don't mind doing so, seeing a long time friend wouldn't be bad! But at the same time you're unsure. After all, you both left your relationship veryâŠquestionable and unsure.Â
Leaning your forehead on the glass, your mind then remembers back to earlier memories of Haitham. You scoff just thinking about that night.Â
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You retreat back to hiding behind the grass walls, yet not leaving just yet. âYou're here.â Diluc spoke gently, a hint of joy in his tone. Jean gave a gentle laugh. âYes I am, in the flesh. and I intend to stay here a little longer.â Although you cannot see what they are doing, you are most definitely sure they just share a kiss after that. Your whole body starts to shake and your eyes are getting blurry from the tears that are threatening to fall down. In that moment you can't seem to speak nor move, you felt powerless, alone andâŠvulnerable.Â
You start to tremble, your hands clutching the grass behind you, trying to find any kind of support to keep you standing. Suddenly a hand gently grabs your wrist and pulls you closer to them, you slowly turn to the personâŠit was Haitham. Haitham rarely showed emotions on his face, but these were one of the rare times wherein he showed concern towards you.
You still haven't said a word yet tears were already falling down, your face scrunches up as you sob. âHayi Iââ You spoke in a whisper however you saw the way Haithams eyes were already planning something else. Haitham walks right past you however you pull him back. âIâm going to kill him.â âHaitham please no, letâs just go, okay?â He looked back at you, anger was evident on his face. âHe can't just do this to youââ He cut himself off as he saw the state you were in.Â
It just hurts seeing you like this.Â
Without a word he pulls you close to him, hugging you while you rest your head on his chest. You sob as quietly as you can while Haitham gently combs your hair. He was practically hovering over you, as if hiding you away from the cause of your heartbreak. Both of you stayed like that for a while just so you could get your emotions out.
After a while Haitham drags you away from the scene and both of you scurry away from the venue, with the state you're in you couldn't possibly continue with the night. Your heart felt incredibly painful while walking, Haithamâs arm was still wrapped around your shoulder since you still haven't recovered a proper pacing to your steps.
He called Yelan to come find you two. Currently Haitham and you were waiting by the entrance for the car to come fetch you. As soon as Yelan got the text she ran as fast as she could to you, a worried look on her face as soon as she saw you were practically leaning on Haitham for support. You turn to her and tears immediately fall down once again, you give Yelan a big hug as you sobbed. You tried explaining to Yelan what happened, words were practically slurred and broken by your sniffling.Â
Yelan panics a little by your state, she clearly doesn't understand anything you're saying but still tries to. When the car arrives she comes with you inside, the last thing you want right now is to be alone. As Haitham was about to shut the door he gave Yelan a serious look. âTake care of her for me, okay?â Yelan nodded and pulled you even closer to her side. âOf course, you don't have to tell me twice. Youâll handle the guests inside, right?â âYeah I will, now go be safe.â
Soon the car left his vision as it got farther and farther.Â
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A frustrated sigh escapes you, your hand forms into a fist as you lightly bang on the glass. Fuck was that day a train wreck, you wonder why you didnt simply slap that man across the face when you had the chance. But you suppose you can't do anything now, back then you were still a fool in love, wallowing in your own sadness and pity. But not anymore, you've grown tired of all that.Â
Your thoughts were then interrupted when suddenly the telephone on your desk rings. You immediately walk towards it and pick up to answer. âYes Yanfei what is it?â âMa'am some woman just barged right in, I told her to wait since you're busy butââ The door abruptly opens and reveals...Oh.Â
Ah, this headache just never ceases does it? âItâs alright Yanfei, thank you for informing me.â You placed the phone back down as you stared back at the blonde in front of you, a look of irritation was all you gave her, not a single word was spoken for a while. Both of you just stood there, staring at one another in silence, daring the other to give in.
A pleasant smile was plastered on her face, but you know all too well there were thorns hidden within it. She lets out a frustrated sigh while looking away at you, she knows all too well what you're playing at and you showed no signs at talking first. She removes her black coat and drops it at a nearby couch. âYou should teach that assistant of yours some manners.â âMy employees are none of your business.â She simply raised her eyebrows and smiled at this, a feisty one are you?
âYou're not one for games are you, alright i'll go straight to the point.â She stands before you, confidence and sureness radiating from her. âI suggest you stop this petty war, this would only be a detriment to both of you.â You scoff at this, was this why she came? To comment about your divorce? Wow the nerve of this woman.Â
âI never knew Diluc was this much of a coward, allowing you to talk on his behalf. Once you see him tell him I don't bite, yeah?â Jean's face suddenly cracks, her eyes furrow in anger. âJust think about it, divorcing him would only damage both of your reputations and the bonds of both of your families!â âSo is that what Diluc wants to tell me? That he does'nt want this divorce because his fucking reputation is on the line, along with his fathers approval? He can flaunt his daddy issues and insecurities somewhere else.â You divert your attention towards your desk, you fix the paperwork and folders that are scattered around. You didn't want to give this woman the time nor day, the audacity really.Â
Jean watches you and wasn't pleased by this. Her hands clutch into a fist, her patience was runner low. âYou know what, I felt bad for you back then. You seem to really care about Diluc, but now I see who you truly are, no wonder why time and time again he chose to run back to me.â You stop what you were doing and suddenly grab Jeans collar, inching her close to you. You clutch on her collar hard, not letting her pull away as your face was close to hers.Â
âYou come to my office, disrespect my staff and now disrespect me? You really know no boundaries do you?â You release her, harshly pushing her off away from you. She stumbles back as she clutches the place you just grabbed. âLeave.â Jean huffs, anger and fear was both evident on her face. She grabs her coat and proceeds to slam your doors shut, a loud bang follows.Â
Anger was still rising within you, could things get any worse? You slumped down and sat on your chair, you started to scratch your temples in frustration and rub your hand on your face. God you feel so messed up right now, you can't seem to catch a break. First it was Diluc and now it was his woman? As if Diluc wasn't a handful already. Tears of frustration fell down the corners of your eyes, you were just so angry soâŠtired.
Jean's words hit a nerve within you, sure you don't love Diluc anymore but that doesn't mean you aren't hurt by the very fact that you were betrayed. Betrayed not once but multiple times as well, and the craziest part was back then you simply allowed it, turning a blind eye every time.Â
Fuck you felt to terrible right now, you just needed someone right now. You can't bear the suffocating silence of the office. You brought out your phone and was about to call Yelan, however your phone suddenly pops a notification, someone just texted you. The person didn't have a name, you clicked on the message and viewed their text, you half expected it's probably spam or some person trying to scam you.
Unknown: Hey, is this still your number? If it is then do you want to meet up? My doors are open for you, same place and passcode. See you here.
You immediately knew who messaged you. The dry and direct way of texting was already obvious who it was, its Haitham. You wipe the tears off your face and stare at the message for a while, contemplating whether to accept his offer or not. Holy shit you haven't seen him for a while and now he just wants to meet you back at his apartment like it's nothing? You don't know if its the fucked up feelings you have right now but you said screw it and start grabbing your things and head to your car.Â
At this point what do you have to lose anyways? You started your car and drove off to the location, you knew where it was already. Hell, how could you forget? It's where you and Haitham used to spend many hours during your college days. Late night study hours, staying up at night to watch movies⊠and even find one another tangled up naked on each other's bodies under the bed sheets.Â
Your relationship with Haitham was undefined. You were close, more than friends yet less than lovers type of thing. There was always that spark, that something between you two. Yet neither of you said anything nor pursued it, maybe it was for the best? You don't know. But all you knew is that back then you were fine with that dynamic. After all you guys were in college, fooling around and experimenting was what you guys did best. And both of you were the perfect match.Â
But you suppose no fruitful relationship would bloom between you two, after all he was one who had a lot of casual sex with different women. That's a little bit of a surprise considering that he doesn't look the type, but oh well looks can be deceiving. Knowing that, you obviously wouldn't see him as boyfriend material, the heartbreak would not be worth it. And yet here you are heartbroken and driving off to meet him.Â
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Once you've arrived you parked your car, you were about to get out when you just remembered you looked like absolute shit right now. Black mascara smudged the corners of your eyes while dark circles were under your eyes. Thankfully you bring your beauty kit everywhere, you grab your necessities and head to the bathroom of the apartment building.Â
You applied a fresh coat of mascara, eyeliner and lip tint on you. While those set into your skin and dry you combed your hair, praying to god they behave properly tonight. After that you sprayed yourself with perfume, letting every inch of your body be coated in the floral scent. As you look at the mirror you turn and look at every inch of yourself, alright you look decent at least, well it's the best that you can do.Â
After one last look in the mirror you grabbed your things and headed up to his apartment. You took the elevator and tapped on the button to the highest floor where Haitham is. Mid way going up a pang of realization hits you. Oh my gods why are you assuming that Haitham was gonna fuck you? What if he just really wants to see you since it's been years? You groan and lean on the elevator walls, wow are you assuming things, you look like a fool right now. You're not even sure if he even likes you that way anymore!Â
A ping rings as it indicates that you have already arrived. âOh gooood.â You groan as you step out of the elevator. You know what fuck it, youâre already here might as well go through with the original plan. Once you've come face to face with his door you press down the passcode, and just as expected it worked.Â
As you slowly opened the door you could see the living room of Haitham just a few feet away, a nostalgic feeling rises within you. Everything stayed the same, the same decorations, the same furniture arrangement⊠you can't help but miss it.Â
âHaitham? Hello? Are you here?â You call out his name, you know he's here, it's just that you're making sure. You walk over to his kitchen, maybe heâs there? Nope, it was empty as well. Just then you heard footsteps behind you, without thinking of much you turned. âThere you are, why didn't you answâ AHH!â You stumble back a bit from the sight, Haitham was drying his hair with a towel while being shirtless, only wearing a pair of gray sweatpants. âStop making so much noise, I already told you I was waiting here.âÂ
You beg the archons above to help you, cause you're definitely not Barbatosâ strongest soldier. Haitham walks past you and goes into the kitchen and gets some drinks in the fridge. âGo sit on the couch, I'll join you in a bit.â You complied without a word and headed to the living room, you sat down and looked at your surroundings. Yup still left how you remember it was. Though that's only to be expected, Haitham was never one for redecorating anywaysâŠ
Haitham comes back and sets some beer down. âAre you not going to wear a shirt?â âIâm in the comfort of my home, I get to dress how I like.â âWell yeah, if you're alone but you have a guest right here.â Haitham shrugs at this and has a sly smirk on his face. âYou're already used to it anyways.â He takes a gulp of his beer and walks to the other side of the couch you're sitting on. Heâs putting some distance between you two. There was only silence for a while, Haitham took gulps and sips of his drink while looking at the windows, you on the other hand was awkwardly holding the beer with both of your hands.Â
âSo, how've you been? Heard you're some ruthless lawyer now, things seem to go smoothly for you.â âHmm more or less, there's a lot of work to be had in Sumeru along with clients. I've been kept busy.â âThat's good to hear, that's what you've always wanted, right? Your dreams are coming true.â You smile bitterly down the unopened can of beer you held, he moved on with life without you. Everything was going so right for him, and what about you? A fucking mess thatâs what.
Haitham takes notice of your expression and asks a question himself. âAnd you? Are things going well on your end?â God you didn't want to lie to Haitham, but something within you wants to. Maybe it's because you don't want him to see you in such a wreck, to see you so vulnerableâŠto see you finally got your karma after being such a fool despite his warnings before.Â
âT-things are great, of course! Yelanâs been coming to my office and been pretty busy with work tooââ
âBullshit.â
Haitham fully turned his body towards you, his eyes were staring right at you and a stern look was plastered on his face. Your eyes look away from him, shame and embarrassment on your face as you stop speaking. A sigh from Haitham follows, he places his can on the small table in front of him. âYou're still a horrible liar until now.â
He moves to the other side of the couch where you are, you feel so small right now. All exposed like this, a complete mess both mentally and emotionally. As he inches closer you prepare yourself for Haitham's harsh words, though they may sting to hear, you know that they are nothing but the truth.Â
However that did not come true. Instead, you felt warmth touch your face, his index finger glides on your left cheek swiping away some strands of hair in the process. You finally look at him, his face closer than ever. To your surprise he held a very soft expression, but that's not the only thing you notice. He has definitely matured and aged like fine wine, you can see some wrinkles under his eyes, his chin is more defined, and you can tell by the finger on your skin that his hands have gotten rougher.Â
Fuck why are you thinking about all this?Â
Why the hell do you know if his skin got rougher or every little thing that has changed on his face? Pathetic, that's what your brain is.Â
âYou haven't changed a bit, have you? With how you're acting you're definitely not helping your case.â A soft smile was on his face, his finger gently brushing your skin still. You gently swath his hand away from your face, what is he doing right now? Is he trying to be condescending? To mock you?Â
Haitham sees your frown, you're really trying your hardest not to look at him, huh? âHey, talk to me.â His voice was soft and his attention was all on you. Fuck all of this, you dont need this kind of embarrassment right now. âHaitham no, god It was a mistake to come here.â You stood up from the couch and headed straight to the door. Why in hell did you think this was a good idea, you should've known by now that impulsive choices wouldn't get you anywhere good. âY/N hold on, listen to me please!â Haitham grabs a hold of your arm, rendering you unable to take another step.
But his grip wasn't painfulâŠit wasn't painful like the way Diluc handled you that one night. Instead it felt as if he was trying his best not to hurt you yet still keeping you from leaving just yet. You turn to face him, releasing yourself from his grip in the process. âFine, you want to talk, let's talk! My life is a mess Haitham, you were right that Diluc wasn't going to change and dammit I knew that too! Is that what you want to fucking hear form me? That you were right?â You finally release the anger swelling inside you, but fuck was it wrong to do all this. He doesn't deserve to be screamed at, damn was this a horrible way to reunite.Â
Your chest heaves from anger yet even after you've shown such an ugly side of yourself Haithamâs face stays calm and gentle. âI'm just so tired right now Haitham, I feel terrible. I just want the pain to end.â You start wiping off some angry tears, there wasn't much to wipe away considering that you've been crying so many times already.Â
Seeing this Haitham brings his arms closer to yours and embraces you in a warm hug. âHaitham what are you doââ âShh don't speak.â And you followed him. Both of you stood there in silence once again, only the occasional sniffling from you can he heard while Haitham rubs your back in comfort.Â
Haitham closes his eyes seeing the state that you're in. He can't believe he just left you all alone to fend for yourself. He out of all people should know what loneliness is like. And yet here he is, leaving Mondstadt where he knew your husband would keep hurting you time and time again. And right now you've reached your breaking point.Â
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He was kissing you so aggressively. Fuck its been a while since youve been intimate with him, and even after years later that fire within you still burns for him. Most of your clothes were torn off and both of you were left vulnerable. Haitham above you soaks in the sight, lays before him as you are left breathless and needy for his touch. Your legs were spread and lay between his hips, while you bit your finger to suppress some noises to escape your lips.Â
Fuck do you look breathtaking right now.
Haitham thinks you've definitely become more beautiful over the years, your hips are more defined and you're more sensitive to touch. You look like you've been blessed by the gods themselves.
He starts kissing you again, capturing your lips with his, there was more tongue going on now. It was simply a natural reaction, whenever he gets too riled up he can't help but kiss you. His hands start fondling your chest, pinching and rubbing them to get those soft moans out of you and while he's doing that he's grinding his clothed cock on you. âMm! Haitham!â âShh I got you, honeyâ His fingers were replaced so this time his mouth was the one stimulating your gorgeous tits. His fingers were busy fondling your sweet pussy through your panties, making sure to tease it enough that you're getting wet.Â
Once he hears your whines he finally gives you mercy and rips your panties off you. You could hear the fragile fabric tear off, you let out a soft groan and Haitham simply chuckled. âSorry about that, Iâll buy you a new pair, yeah?â His fingers start rubbing your sensitive clit, rubbing it in circular motion before teasing your entrance. He always knew how to pleasure you, the right amount of pressure and time to put in each place of your body. Finally he puts a finger inside you and your back arches in pleasure, Haitham bites his lip at your reaction.Â
That's it, succumb to the pleasure.
Once he sees that you're bucking your hips for more he pulls his finger out and slaps your sensitive cunny. You jump at that and moan out. âTsk tsk so impatient.â All you can do is whine out while Haitham puts his finger back in, but this time he adds a second one. âLet me take care of you, pretty. So just lay there and feel goodâ His fingers thrust in and out of you, your hands find themselves clutching on his bedsheets. His pace starts to quicken and soon he finds the spot that has you quivering all over your body. You're moaning out to Haithamâs name while Haitham simply watches you in complete pleasure, god he misses hearing you like this.
âHaitham Iâm going to cum!âÂ
âGo ahead, cum for me please.âÂ
You shut your eyes as you could feel the bundles within your stomach start to tear apart as you reach your climax. You slowly ride out your orgasm, his fingers leave you gently since you're still very sensitive down there. Haitham gets some tissues by the night stand and cleans his fingers, after that he takes a hold of your face. Your breathing was still a little uneven as you're still trying to calm down. âAre you alright? Want me to help you take a bath?âÂ
WaitâŠwhat? Bath? Was he already done?
You were suddenly out of your daze and sat up to look at Haitham. â...Bath? Wait, that was it?â Your eyes furrow in worry. Oh god you hope that wasn't it, that he just gave you some mind blowing orgasm out of pity?Â
Haitham can see your panic, already making conclusions but he stops before you leave again. He cups your cheek. âY/N, listen to me. I would love more than anything to make love with you tonight, but I just canâtâ fuck.â He stops himself from finishing as he rests his forehead on yours, closing his eyes as if he's contemplating something. He sighs before continuing.
âI just don't want to take advantage of your feelings right now, that's the last thing that I want from this.â You grab a hold of the back of Haithamâs neck and pull him into a kiss. Take advantage of your feelings? Fuck he was the one of the few good things that appeared during this whole mess and heâs just going to back off now?Â
You pull away from the kiss and look directly at his eyes. âYou're not taking advantage of anything Haitham, in fact this, no, you are what I need right now. Now finish what you goddamn started.â Haithams eyes widened at your bold statement. There was not a speck of unsureness in your voice nor eyes. He pushes you back down and grabs a hold of your hips, he grinds his clothed cock on you, adding pleasure to your sensitive cunny.Â
He then starts removing his boxers. Once his member was exposed you couldn't help but reach your foot out and rub him. You licked your lips as you could feel his hardness, Haitham can see your eagerness. âYou really can't wait, can you?â âNope, now get to it~â He wastes no time and starts pumping himself, after that he gently teases your entrance once again. You let out a whiney moan as a response, first it was his tip entering until his whole cock was inside.Â
God you felt so full while Haitham was clenching his teeth at the tightness. Fuck your feel so warm too, its tempting to start thrusting inside you mercilessly. You could see that he was trying to hold himself back, you touch his face while your thumb rubs him gently. "Go get what you want, big guy, I'm not stopping you.âÂ
You don't need to tell him twice. Haitham pushes your legs closer to your body and has a strong grip at the back of your thighs. He starts thrusting into you, in this position he has complete control of your body while all you could do is take it for him. You start moaning out loud, oh god he really wasn't holding back, is he? Skin slapping echoes throughout the room, above you Haithams eyes were laces with pure lust for you.
Before until now you're still like a drug to him, he's always coming back for more even though he knows he should stop. He should stop because these unnecessary feelings within him should not exist. But fuck all that when you're here right now, youâre here running to him for comfort and vulnerability and not that bastard of a husband of yours. You chose him.Â
He continues with the merciless pacing, he can see your eyes roll back from pleasure. Fuck, you were beautiful like this, under his bed, pleasured by his touch, and all vulnerable for only his eyes. He releases your thighs and brings them to his sides, then he flips you on your stomach. He starts thrusting inside you again, your feet were trashing to the sides however he uses his legs to cage them and render you more to his mercy. He whispers in a husky voice. âDon't run away, this is what you wanted, right?~âÂ
You could feel his balls slap your pussy while his cock kept thrusting inside you. Tears roll down your eyes in pleasure, holy fuck you were close.Â
Just then your phone starts to light up and vibrate, your eyes shot open and was about to grab the phone to turn it off, however Haitham took it first and read the caller's name. It was Diluc, Haitham tsks at this however you have no idea who's calling.
âHaitham who is itâAh!â You moan out as Haitham continues to thrust inside you but at a slower pace instead. âDon't worry, Iâll handle this myself.â He answers the call and brings the phone to his ear, he then leans his whole body on your back, making sure that you too can hear the voice at the other line.
âY/N? We need to talk right now, what the hell did you do to Jean? I swear if you lay another finger on herââ
âSorry but ah, Y/N is busy right now, aren't you pretty one?~â Haitham brings the phone close to your mouth and thrusts deep and hard, this gets a squeak out of you while loud slapping of skin can also be heard.
At the other line Diluc was fuming. âYou're that Alhaitham guy, aren't you? Heh I knew you and her wereââ Before he could finish Haitham ends the call and pushes the phone to the sides, his pacing does not stop and you were getting delirious from the pleasure.
You kept calling out to Haitham nonsensically, you don't even know why you're calling him out, you just kept doing it. Helplessly your hands reach out to the bed sheets and start to move away from Haitham, god the pleasure was getting too much that you don't know what to do. Haitham sees this and grabs you by the chin, his hot breath near your ear. âDon't run off now, come on just a little more.â Haithamâs eyes then linger down your neck, something has caught his eyes and brushes your hair to the sides.
There were bruises at the sides of your neck, but since they're at the back of your neck they were hidden by your hair, fuck why didn't he see this before? Haitham's eyes darken at the sight. âDid he do this to you?â âHaitham please I..â âAnswer me, Y/N.â Tears fall down your eyes, Haitham sees this and starts kissing the tears away and slowly drags his lips down to the marks on your neck. âI'll deal with that bastard later.âÂ
Haitham continues to kiss gently on your neck while he thrusts himself animalistically into you, you both could feel your climaxes reaching. âOh god Haitham im close!â âCall me how you used to call me.â You whine hearing this, he wants you to call him that nickname you gave him years ago?
âH-hayi! Hayi Iâm close please make me cum, please!â Haitham huffs out in satisfaction and thrusts faster. He can feel your walls tighten and your feet thrashing a little more. âCome on dearest you can do it.â Him whispering that was what made you release as you push your head up and moan out loud. Your grip on Haitham cock was so tight he had to clench his teeth, after he made you cum he pulled out and released on your back. Cum drips down from your back to your ass.
Your head rested tirelessly on the bed, your heart was still pounding from the intensity while you tried your best to catch your breath. Haitham rests his head by your relaxed shoulder and pets your hair.Â
âYou did amazing~â
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Haitham and you were unable to wash up after the act, you passed out as soon as you released. But that's alright, this gives Haitham time to adore your peaceful sleeping face. He hasn't seen this sight in years, when you would sleep beside him after an intense night and wake up the next morning to make each other breakfast. He brushes his finger on your cheek lovingly.
He will never forgive anyone, especially your ex husband, for what he has done. But most importantly he could never find it within to forgive himself. He let his own jealousy get the better of him after your wedding and left you alone. He curses himself, for not fighting for you, for not staying, and for seeing what you've become.Â
He then makes a bold statement, one only the moon and him will be the witness of, silently he whispers.Â
HELLO SO Tumblr has decided to keep my Alhaitham fic hidden because it violated their guidelines so all of you are unable to see it now đ§ââïžbut don't worry I'll just re post it and this time to put a community label. Hopefully they don't take this one down too đ
The tension is high, almost suffocating even as you find yourself cornered by the wall. His right arm is placed just above you, caging you, stopping you from escaping. Your eyes never leave one another, and by the second the hunger only grows. You look away from his dangerous eyes. âPlease, not like this..â You pleaded with him, your fingers were lightly scratching the wall behind you, dammit your heart can't seem to catch a break.
His eyes softened at your words, with his free hand he lightly brushed your cheek, for a brief moment his fingers brushed against the corner of your lips. That sent an electrifying feeling down to your spine, he just knew the right places to touch. You shuddered at the feeling , and he knows damn well how much of an effect he has on you. His eyes linger down to your lips, they are plump and ready to be kissed at any moment from now.
But he resisted.Â
He leans closer to your ear, this time his breath tickles your ear and neck. âWhatever are you pleading for, hm?â And in all honesty you don't know either. You're pleading for him not to do anything and yet you know deep down your heart you want it, you want him. But your head is telling you otherwise, and he can see that clearly. His eyes furrow at the expression you held, you are confused by your own feelings and he wasn't one to take advantage of your vulnerability.
He takes a step back, giving both of you some distance and some space for you to catch your breath. He takes your hand with his and pressed a gentle kiss on top of your hand. He gives you a cheeky yet charming grin and after that he turns around to leave you alone, not uttering a single word.Â
Once the echoing footsteps have disappeared you keep the hand that he kissed close to your chest, as the part his lips touched has a burning feeling still lingering.
|| Kaeya Alberich, Kamisato Ayato, Alhaitham, Jing Yuan, Dan Heng, Marius Von Hagen, Vyn Richter, Wriothesley, Draken, Ran Haitani ||
hi !!!! iâm the same anon that asked abt a pt 3 for He Loves Me Not ! but i came here today to share some ideas for the future of haitham and reader since you said you leave your endings indefinite đ
i rlly see haitham and reader working their relationship out, since i rlly do get the feeling that reader has some sort of feelings for haitham beyond friendship. it might take her a while but i can see them falling into their own rhythm very easily, especially after reader successfully divorces diluc ! it was jus so easy for reader and haitham to become a couple and yeah. i jus want them together and happy :') and ofc i see diluc not getting a happy ending bc it's his karma !! ofc he regrets not treating reader well while he had her, but oh well đ€·đ»ââïž he has no one to blame but himself đ€
anyways thats all ! i hope you have a good day/evening :)
AHHH YESS you get it! For the past days I have been cooking up some bits and pieces of scenarios for a potential part 3 đ And I couldn't agree more with everything you've said! If we're focusing on Reader and Haitham's relationship, there would definitely be some bumps along the way (I mean cmon it wouldn't be exciting without some drama hehe) but eventually the waves of chaos will cease and they'll get their happy end!
I'm glad you're having your own thoughts about this story, it warms my heart so very much you can't imagine! đ„ș
If you have any more ideas don't be shy to share them, I'll call you đ Anon from now on, use that name so that I can identify you next time hehe đ
hellooo~ this isnât meant to pressure you at all but do you think you would make a part 3 of He Loves Me Not? i just really wanna see diluc and jean get their karma đđđ but if not then thatâs ok !!! thank you so much for the food đ€đđ i love haitham so much thank you for the second part đ«¶đ«¶
OMG HAHAHA well, like I said in the previous ask we'll see if I will đ I do want to do other works right now and not just focus on this story, however since this story has gained attention and I'm not really one for disappointing, lets say theres just a 40% chance that I'll make a part 3 hehe
Also I am so happy to hear you love it, I made sure it was dramatic , lengthy, and juicy for all of you! And I also made Alhaitham sooo, like, idk female gazey ? HAHAHAH LIKE WHAT I MEAN IS hes like sooo ughh!! đ« Like just reading how he acts, says, and does for the reader just makes you wanna cum untouched yk? Also I hope you'll keep supporting me huhuđ„șđ
Soooo after reading part 2 of the story i fell asleep and gawd dayum when i woke up i suddenly had an idea well more likely my brain created a plot, so the plot goes like this
HAHHAHA no no its okay if they can be cliche, just speak your heart out! And yes I did somewhat have a similar idea to what you have! A happy ending for Reader and Haitham, but as for Diluc and Jean? I don't have a definite ending for them, actually I'd rather they just erase themselves and stay away from Reader and Haitham's lives.
Reader already had enough shit coming from Diluc and Jean, its her time to just move on and look at the future she and Haitham would share. But id definitely give an ending wherein those two get their karma for what theyâve done.
But anyways you guys can interpret what happens to Reader and Haitham in anyway you all want! After all, although Haitham dropped the love bomb, reader never explicitly said she loves him back too so đ ooohh drama~ HAHA Just know that theres no definite ending that I give in these stories so you guys can brain rot away haha (Also there a low chnace for a part 3, but we'll see. I want to focus on other works thats why hehe)
Also eeepp!! You checked my other works? đ„ș I am so glad to hear that, expect more in the future then! đ
i saw 'but perhaps someone else does?' while scrolling the tags and i am back to absolutely shower you in praise because MMM the writing? magnificent and amazing. build up? absolutely spectacular in showing the relationships beforehand. smut? perfect, steamy, had to take a few breaks to fan myself because it was so hot. drama? mmm yes, loving the phonecall during the sex, loved imagining diluc's reaction on the other side. and the title? love the connection to the previous work, didn't even need to question it because i love smart little titles (â *â Ëâ â Ëâ *â )â .â ïœĄâ *â ⥠you are rapidly becoming one of my faves and i hope this brightens your day!!
Omg anon you're back! Your words means so much HUHUUU đ It has brighten my day because I don't frequently get compliments like these or even anon messages!!
Also me becoming one of your faves? đ„ș huhuuu I'll keep doing my best to not only you but others as well in providing yall the best fanfics â„ïž Also since ill be expecting to see you again đ I'll call you đž Anon !!
That aside I loooved making both fanfics about Diluc and Alhaitham, I put so much love into them I spent hours and even sleep just to finish them and make you all happy, and it was no hassle btw!! (Your previous message contributed to motivating me too! hehe)
Currently I'm trying my best to find a good (complex-ish) plot for Diluc, something juicy yk!! Or even for other characters!
Guess I have extra information about this whole story that I would like to share! It's been really fun and I must say it's what motivated me to write once again!Â
So someone from the comments said that the way Reader reacted was different than how other Readers usually act when it comes to being cheated on and yes that was the intention! I got really tired with the usual tango wherein the reader cries about it, they have sex one last time and she's just there under the man and just taking itâ NO!
I don't want that, I put myself in that situation and was like, I don't want the guy to win, let me regain some of that power that you took away from me, thus the confrontation and control Reader had when it came to the sex part.
Can you see the female perspective I put into this? HAHAHA
Anyways I wanted a Reader thatâs a little more realistic, yes she was able to stand up for herself in the end however that doesn't erase the fact that she got extremely hurt and betrayed thus why she's such a wreck as a result. In the Alternative Ending with Alhaitham, Reader is such a fucking mess like her emotions are everywhere, she only sheds a few tears cause shes been crying repeatedly and she ends up making an impulsive decision by going to her ex-friends with benefits apartment. (Tho ngl that decision wasn't a bad one)Â
Heres some extra context too that was never mentioned in the story:
Yelan doesn't know that back then Alhaitham and You slept with each other, she just thought you guys were simply good friends.
Alhaitham sleeps with many women, however somehow they look vaguely similar to youâŠ
You fell in love with Diluc because he acted similarly and reminded you of a certain gray haired individual.
Diluc knew you caught him and his affair during the engagement party, he could hear the voices behind the grass walls however since you never said anything he never commented either.
Do you all see what I did with the titles? Hehe âHe Loves me notâŠBut Perhaps Someone else does?âÂ
â§A/N: Guys I wanted to write about older Reader and older Diluc, can you even blame me? Also, think of this as a palate cleanser after my previous work hehe
Sorry this took a while, the week has been busy and I had to put so much thought for this fic, wanted this to be great for you guys!
â§Warning/s: Smut
â§Synopsis: One night stands were supposed to only last for one night, that's why they're called that! But how is it you find yourself in a tricky situation as you find out that your one night stand happens to be your business partner too!Â
â§Word Count: 5.4k words
Minors kindly don't interact!
Oh how you wish the ground would just swallow you whole at this very moment.
There are things you expected for this day to go, that your time in Mondstadt would be a fruitful one or perhaps it would be an utter disappointment. However none of those expectations included seeing the man who just had a one night stand right in front of you and is about to make a business partnership with you!Â
âIt's a pleasure to see you, Miss Y/N."
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For most of your life as an adult you've spent your time focusing on your business. It was something you were determined to succeed in. Especially being born in the desert, there was only so much opportunity for you out there. So you worked hard for it all, but such passions have their own sacrifices and setbacks. You have secured yourself financially and you do uphold good relationships with friends and family. However such good relationships are unsuccessful when it comes to your dating life.Â
Back then you were dead set in solidifying your business, long hours in the office and sleepless nights. And this not only affected you but also the person you were dating, they said that there seems to be no place for them in your life. So time and time again, lover after lover, they all eventually left.Â
After some time you realized that romantic relationships are simply not for you. You suppose it's for the best, this way no one gets hurt but yourself as you sink into that lonely feeling.Â
Now that you're in your 40s there have been less people trying to approach you with romantic intent. Maybe it's because society has labeled you as some sort of âold hagâ, someone who has already reached their âexpiration dateâ or something offensive like that. But that doesn't bother you that much, as you mature you realize that it's best to just enjoy the moment, to have fun one night stands with attractive strangersâ so that for at least one night you'll feel the arms of another.Â
Currently you are celebrating in Lambadâs Tavern with a few friends as you have just recently successfully launched a new branch in Inazuma City. Quite proud that your spice business has been growing especially fastâ and soon it would reach Mondstadtâs lands since you also bagged yourself a potential business partner!
âA toast to our amazing friend, Y/N!â The clinking of glass and loud âCheersâ Can be heard all around the table. You felt shy by their enthusiasm, it was so sweet that they're doing this for you. Kaveh takes a sip of his wine before speaking to you. âHonestly Y/n you're on a roll right now.â You laugh at that. âWhat's that supposed to mean?â âOh come on! It's not easy to pull off a place there in Inazuma. They are way too strict with their transactions! And here you are settling one of your branches in Inazuma City no less.â
You playfully rolled your eyes. âYou're making it sound like it was easy for me, I can assure you it wasn't. It was kind of a nightmare actually.â you sigh just thinking back at the months you've spent there in Inazuma, getting papers approved and other transactions necessary before you were given the go sign to start building the branch.Â
Dehya took a swing of her drink and had a teasing smile on her face. âAs if it wasn't obvious already, I will never forget that day you returned to Sumeru with the most god awful eye bags and ran into a pole on your way haha!â Deyha laughed out loud and you could only groan at the memory.
As if the fatigue from work wasn't enough already, the ride home was so rocky with the most atrocious weather to boot that it had your head spinning. Dehya was the first one to meet you once you docked at Port Ormos, she waved a hand at you when she saw your board down the ship. As you waved back at her you excitedly ran to her, you seemed to miss the light pole right in front of you. Dehya will never let you forget that day.Â
âYeah yeah whatever! Gods are you annoying.â Dehya lets out another laugh. After Nilou took a bite of her Samosa she looked at you with slight concern. âBut about your health, I hope you did get the proper sleep you needed once you got homeâ You gave her a reassuring smile. âOf course I did, and anyways It wasn't a total nightmare there in Inazuma. After getting the go sign we went straight to building. There weren't any big problems along the way. Maybe because of a certain architect and his genius consultations and design.â You wink towards Kavehâs direction. He left out a âpfftâ in disbelief by the compliment.
âUh excuse me, the conversation was not about me, why don't we go back to running into poles or whatever.â Kaveh waved his hand in a dismissive way while taking a sip of his wine. A series of laughs follows and you just sit their mouth open and a hand to your chest, as if wounded by his diversion back to the embarrassing memory.Â
By the corner of the tavern a certain gentleman had his eyes on you, his eyes glued to your direction even as the blue haired man in front of him kept yapping about how exquisite the wine was. â It seems that you've mellowed down, Diluc.â Kaeya teases his brother as Diluc shifts his gaze away from you. âAnd what is that supposed to mean exactly?â
Kaeya grins towards his brother. âOh nothing, it's just that you've never openly expressed such interest towards other ladies before. Look at you now, enchanted by her like a moth to a flame~â Kaeya turns behind him and stares at you. You continue to laugh with your friends, never noticing the two gentlemen.Â
âWhy don't you speak to the lovely lady when you have the chance, yeah? After all, we will be off to Mondstadt by tomorrow evening.â
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By the end of the night you all had your fill of wine and food. As per usual Kaveh drank way past his limit, he even started mumbling gibberish while he walked as if he had two left feet. Nilou and Dehya insisted on being in charge of taking Kaveh back home, saying something in the lines of it was their duty at this point to drag him back to Al Haitham. As you waved goodbye to your friends, with Kaveh in the middle and his hands on both Dehya and Nilouâs shoulders, he lifted his head up and said his goodbye to you, his words slurred.Â
You giggled at the sight and watched as they slowly walked away farther from you and the tavern. Once they were completely gone you sighed in contentment and turned behind you where the scenery of the forest was. It was already late at night so the streets weren't full of people anymore, but that's good since all you want right now is to bask in the ambiance. Shops were already closing up, boats docked as they sway lighty to the wind, and the stars seem to shine brighter than usual.Â
Back when you were younger you would have never imagined seeing such a beautiful sight, thinking that only the familiar sight of sand would greet you everyday of your life. By the distance you see a couple walking together by the dock, they seem helpless in love, as if too busy in their own worlds to bother with anything else. A twinge of envy rises within you, but you try your best to push it away. After all, who would want that? Haven't you learned your lesson already, that kind of relationship just isn't for youâŠ
âIt really is beautiful here, isn't it?âÂ
Tall, dark, and handsome was not what you expected when you turned your head. The man has the most gorgeous pair of eyes, his tied up hair cascading elegantly down his back, a stubble adorned his face, while his posture held confidence. He looked like he was around your age. His eyes never left the scenery even when you looked at him, you simply smiled politely as you gazed back at the scenery. âYeah it really is, I love Sumeru especially at this hour.â The wind was slowly picking up, making your hair sway with the wind.
The gentleman turns to you with a pleasant smile, he reaches out his gloved hand towards you. âDiluc, and you are?â âDilucâ? Huh, familiarity rings at the name. You reached your hand out as well and shook hands with Diluc. âY/N, a pleasure to know you're at least not impolite.â You jest at him, he chuckles in response. âWell, I do hope I maintain a good impression.â âOh? And why is that?â âWellâŠâ He trails off his sentence and brings your hand close to his lips, he gives your hand a light kiss. His red eyes shifted towards you. âLet's say I simply want to enchant this one lady that has caught my eye.âÂ
Heat starts to slowly creep into your cheeks while a tingling sensation can be felt all throughout your hand, the hand that Diluc so delicately kissed.Â
Just then a couple started running past both of you and you immediately removed yourselves from another. You looked away from one another in embarrassment and behind both of you heard the couple passing by. âCome on! The theater is at its high right now, we can't miss it!â âHaha right behind you dear!â as their footsteps and voices faded farther Diluc and you just stood there in silence, a little embarrassed and unsure.Â
Just then an idea and just a bit of courage emerged within you. âSay, would you mind accompanying me to Zubayr Theater?â You were a bit hesitant to ask him, but for some reason there was just something pushing you to spend a little more time with Diluc. The red head seems to light this idea and his eyes shine a little. He offers his arm to you, to hook your arm with his. âShall we?â You are more than happy to take the offer as you wrap your arm with his, the familiar warmth coming back to you again.Â
As you both entered Zubayr Theater, you were greeted with colorful lights and laughter all around. Children and elderly alike were dancing and feasting on delicacies. And by the huge stage was a band that was playing all sorts of instruments while they maintained a lively beat that people can dance to. You begin to have a rush of excitement and unbeknownst to you, Diluc can see your eyes sparkling in elation. He directed his hand to the center where the people were dancing. âWould you care for a dance?â You looked at him. âYou know Sumeru dances?â âWell, it's only due to a certain dancer that I learned how to conduct these dances. So, shall we?â Without hesitation you nodded enthusiastically and pulled Diluc to dance.Â
And he stays true to his word, he dances to the beat of the music and syncs with you perfectly. As he twirls you around you can't help but be a little more charmed by this man, your hands were on one another for many hours as you both laughed heartily. This feeling of excitement and joy towards an individual was one you haven't felt in a while...it felt so foreign, yet not unwelcomed. Usually you'd spend your time like this towards someone you considered as your lover, and yet here you are treating this complete stranger with your guard down.Â
After some dancing you enjoyed some snacks at nearby stalls, while eating you both converse a little more, telling some stories any of you may have. You found out that Diluc is from Mondstadt and back in his younger days he used to be in the Knights of Favonious as a Cavalry Captain. And you on the other hand told tales of your childhood back in the desert and some trials you have faced. While speaking you didn't notice the way Diluc would look and listen to you attentively, making sure that while you speak he has his full attention on you.Â
There were even stalls nearby with fun games, Diluc was exceptionally good when it came to darts, he was able to hit the target successfully and gave you the prize which is a cute Aranara plushie.
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At some point you found yourselves back at the docks of Sumeru City. Both of you sat on the wooden planks while you removed your shoes, dunking your feet in the water. Only the sounds of buzzing from insects can be heard as you and Diluc bask in the comforting silence and the presence of one another. There were smiles on both of your faces, you were playing with the water beneath you, lightly splashing the water around.Â
Diluc looked at you tenderly, he thought you looked absolutely beautiful at this moment. The way the wind catches your hair, the lovely smile you wore, and how the moonlight seems to accentuate your features. He is completely captivated by you. It was only you and him at that moment, hearts pounding within in anticipation.Â
âAbout what you said a while agoâŠâ You start as Diluc looks at you. âWhich part? I believe I said too many things during our time together.â He chuckles. âAbout being interested in me, I don't think you should waste anymore energy on me.â âAnd who said anything about this being a waste of energy?â He was quick to reply back but you only looked down at your hands. You smiled bitterly. âIâm sure there are many beautiful young ladies out there worth your while.â âWell I have the perfect candidate right here.â âIâm not young, Diluc.âÂ
âBut you are beautiful.âÂ
Words seem to be stuck in your throat after he said that. It was unfair that he was saying all this, making you feel happy and special and for what? The night will only end in one way and after that you'll forget the other even existed. That's how it's always been. But unlike the others they never gave so much of their time to you, to actually get to know more about youâŠ
âAnd I don't mean beautiful as in your looks only, but also your laughâŠâ He trails off, his hand inching closer to yours. â...your smile, and most importantly your utmost determination towards a better life despite the odds being against you. I really respect that about you.â He was only an inch away from touching your finger tips when suddenly the wind picked up.Â
The night was already cold but the wind made it even colder, you start to rub your shoulders to ease the chilly air. Diluc sees this and starts taking his thick coat off. âAh, there's no needââ âPlease, take it.â You were a bit reluctant but nodded anyways, Diluc proceeded to drape his coat around your shoulder. You held the coat closer to your body, not only do you feel warmer now but the strong scent of the gentleman enters your senses. It felt somewhat comforting for some reason, you can smell hints of oak and vanilla.Â
You looked at Diluc and was about to thank him, however words left your mouth when you saw Diluc was already looking right at you. Your faces were practically inches away from one another, noses almost touching. You could feel your heartbeat start to quicken from the anticipation. Diluc observes your face a little more, checking to see if this was okay for you, if in any way there was a reason that he should be falling back right now and apologizeâ but no, there wasn't. You seem to want him just as much as he wants you.Â
Slowly he inches closer to you, the tips of your lips practically feeling the heat already. And as he closes the distance between you two, you finally share a tender kiss. You both close your eyes basking in the warmth of the other's lips. His left hand found itself cupping your cheek, deepening the kiss a little more. Your heart leaps in joy and even though you already had a coat on, you could practically feel the goosebumps all over your body.Â
As you both pulled away you were left breathless, you rested your head on his shoulder to catch your breath. You both giggle at this, probably from embarrassment, but mostly due to the butterflies forming in your stomachs. Diluc looks at you softly, but a hint of nervousness was present.Â
âSay, wouldâŠwould you mind accompanying me a little longer tonight?â
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The way to Dilucâs room was a bit of a blur, all you remember was how fast you two were walking while his hand was on yours. While walking your hearts kept pounding, the anticipation was tortuous but eventually you both arrived inside. Usually you weren't thisâŠnervous? When it comes to having sex with someone, usually it's all hot and heavy and clothes are dropped in a snap. But this time you were slow as you walked in and shook your shoes off.
Diluc was just behind you as he closed the door. Inside the room most of the lights were turned off, only the dimmed lights of some laps were providing you with light. But that only adds to the atmosphere. You were about to take the coat off your shoulders but Diluc got his hands on it first. Neither of you spoke, but there was no need for that really considering that the heavy tension did all the talking.Â
He took the coat off and dropped it on the floor, his hands slowly roam down to your hips, taking in every beautiful curve of your body. While his lips found themselves on your neck, kissing and teasing them oh so gently. It was a little agonizing with the pacing that he had chosen, you were getting hotter by the second. âDiluc whatââ âShh let me take care of you, please?â His voice was low yet tender, you could only nod and let him do what he wanted.Â
After he is done teasing he leads you to the bedroom, gently dragging you to the soft sheets of the bed. He entered the room first and sat on the bed, his legs spread a little wider while you stood up and looked down at him. He smiles and pats his thighs, asking for you to take a seat. âCome here, darling.â You compiled and sat on him while facing him.
Despite the lack of light, the moonlight creeping through the curtains does well to highlight Dilucâs features. He had a few wrinkles under his eyes, showing his age. Your hands land on Dilucâs face to swipe away some strands of hair away from his face, while you're doing this Diluc just observes you, enjoying the fact that you're taking in every detail of his face.Â
âHmm is there something you're trying to find on my face?â He chuckles when you slowly back off from his face. âIt's just that⊠you're really attractive.â You start removing your top, unbuttoning the buttons before dropping it on the floor, leaving you only with your bra. âYou think so? I can say the same thing about you, especiallyâŠâ He grabs a hold of your thighs and puts you down on the bed. âWhen youre right here in my arms~â Diluc smirks above you and adjusts your legs, keeping them at each side of his hips.
You grind yourself on him, you can feel some hardness down there. Diluc lets out a groan and proceeds to kiss down to your almost bare chest. He unclasps your bra to suckle on your nipples, he teases one of them with his lips while the other is being pinched and rubbed. You pant as a response and grab onto his hair, this made Diluc groan, he seems to enjoy his hair being touched.Â
He then travels down your body, the tip of his nose slides lower while you can feel his hot breath on your skin. He stops just above your hips, you were about to unzip your shorts, however Diluc stops you before you could sit up.
âI insist.â He says in a deep voice as he bites the zipper between his teeth and zips it down, he then completely removes your shorts off you to reveal your panties. Without a care he discards it on the floor before diving in to press his nose on your puffy pussy lips. He can feel your wetness even through the thin fabric. You can feel his hot breath and the stimulation of his nose, you whine out. âLuc, stop teasing.â He hums at your complaint, the vibrations of his voice stimulating you more. He hooks your panties and removes them to expose your pretty pussy.
It wasn't quite wet yet and Diluc is still left unsatisfied. But that's alright, he simply dived down and started eating you out like a starved man. At first he starts licking you, making sure to tease and prod every part that his tongue can reach, then after that he begins to suck on your clit, earning a whine out of you. His hands grip both your thighs, making sure that they spread wide since you end up unconsciously closing your legs.
Your moans and whines are delicious, your hands are on his hair and fisting him, holding on for dear support from the delirious pleasure. Just seeing the way you feel good makes his cock hard, yet despite the unattended hard on between his legs he does not touch himself just yet. How could he? He's way too busy pleasuring you to even think of himself. He needs to see and hear more of you.
The pleasure only increases from there when you feel a finger enter you. âOh archons Diluc!â Your back arched a bit from the sudden intrusion. Diluc kept going with both his mouth and fingers teasing your cunny. If that wasn't already enough You could hear Diluc groaning and moaning from below, he seems to be hot and bothered just like you. "That's enough Luc, come here, pleaseâŠâ And who was he to deny you really?Â
He starts removing his own clothes, when he was left with only his boxers you could see the form of his cock. He starts pumping himself but then you sit up. âWait, let me.â Diluc looks at you but compiles anyways, he removes his hand from his cock. You start spitting and licking your hand, making sure to put as much saliva as you can and start stroking him, as you do this Dilucâs breath hitches. With your free hand you cup it on his cheek and share a kiss with him, you could hear him softly moaning and groaning.Â
With you stroking his cock and your luscious lips devouring him he can't help but feel oh so hot and bothered. He even believes that he could cum right here right now if you don't stop any moment from now. He pulls away first and rests his forehead with your, he was panting with his eyes closed. âOkay stop, any more and I just might cumââ He was interrupted when you pushed him down on the bed, with you straddling above him. Your hand travels down his beautiful body, your nails dragging down on his skin.
âLet me return the favor, yeah?â
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Usually after such a passionate night you would immediately leave early in the morning, to forget their faces and move on with lifeâŠHowever this time it's different, you can't help but look back at that one special night with Diluc. The sex was amazing of course, but was it wrong to have felt that it was more than just sex? Your head gets all scrambled up just thinking about the situation too much. It's been two weeks since then, you won't see him face any longer thus such an individual is out of your life. All that matters now is to meet and hopefully score a partnership with this wine tycoon from Mondstadt.Â
âIt's a pleasure to see you, Miss Y/N.â The redhead said before you, his eyes were cold and his form was towering over you. Beside you was the Cavalry Captain, the one that told you all about this partnership. âIâm so happy that you could come, Miss Y/N. This is the renowned Diluc Ragnvindr, owner of the Dawn Winery. He has anticipated your arrival!âÂ
You pray to any god out there that hears you to save you from this dreadful situation. You hesitantly reach out your hand towards Diluc, nervousness was evident on your face. âMr. Ragnvindr a pleasure to meet you as well.â Diluc's eye didnât leave you even as he shook hands with you. And although you want the ground to just swallow you whole right now, there's a sense ofâŠhappiness? Lighting up within you as felt Dilucâs touch.Â
âNow, since the introductions are finished, my job here is done. I have more work to do back at headquarters, may the wind lead you to a prosperous partnership.â Oh gods no, please Kaeya stay! As the man walks away from you two, you're left alone with the Wine Tycoon. You swallowed the small bit of dread within you and acted accordingly, to pretend as if you've never met before, yeah! You're sure Diluc would do the same.
âWell then Mr. Ragnvindr shall we go straight to business?â âAh yes of course, Miss Y/N. Kindly follow me.â Relief washes over you, this day should go smoothly. Just then Diluc offers you his arm. âWhy don't we walk through these Grape Vines as we discuss, yes?â You looked down at his arm. âI would love that, however I can't possiblyââ Suddenly he comes closer to your ear, the invisible barrier you had gone. He whispers âI insist.â
A chill runs down your spine. The memories of him between your legs flashes in your mind and your cheeks burn in embarrassment. You hesitate as you hook your arm with his, slowly you two walk along the beautifully grown grape vines.Â
The fruits were lucious and some even ready for harvesting already, you look at your surroundings in amazement. For a brief moment you were distracted, Diluc was too as he watched your reaction. âWow, I've never seen grape vines like these, they never looked so healthy and succulent!â Your hand touches a couple of grapes, inspecting its quality.
âDawn Winery provides only the best quality for its customers.â Diluc responds right away, he too inspects the grapes around him, proud that he has amazed you, and to at least ease off your nervousness away. The last thing he wants is that look of uncomfortableness on your face and to have your eye practically screaming for help.Â
âWhy?â
Both of you come to an abrupt stop. His eyes were looking at yours, a look of frustration and hurt mixed in his eyes. âDiluc Iââ âI was worried about you.â You paused and looked down at your feet. Diluc looks at you and sighs. âI apologize, I justâŠthe day you left, you didn't just leave my side but you also left with my heart.â Your heart beats faster hearing that. âI know we never discussed meeting each other in the near future, but I thought my intention towards you was clear. Not only that but how would I have known if you were alright? Did I hurt you anywhere or if you were okay mentally? â
Your hand forms a fist as you clenched down hard. âYou didn't have to worry all that, what we had was a simple one night stand Diluc.â âWas it really just that?â âYes, it was. We left that room satisfied and that's all that matters.â âThat's bullshit and you know it.â âIt's not, and anyways why are we talking about this? None of this matters!âÂ
âWell it does to me!â You avoid his gaze, you can't look at them , you just can't. Because deep down you know that once you look back at his eyes you'll fall right back at this stupid spell he somehow put upon you.
âLook at me please.â When you looked as if you were not budging he steps closer to you, his gloved hand approaches your face as his index finger drags along your cheek tenderly. In a whisper he speaks. âPlease look at me, darling.â He sounds so gentle, as if pleading for your attention.
You decide to give in, you can't just not look at him, right? After he asked so nicely tooâŠbut at the same time damn him for asking with that soft voice of his. You slowly tilt your head upwards and are met with that gentle smile of his, the same one he gave you before sharing your first kiss under the moonlight.Â
âThere she is.â You were left breathless as he rested his forehead on yours. Both of you closed your eyes , soaking in each other's presence, after weeks of not seeing each other, desperate for touch. âGods I miss you so much and you don't know itâŠâ Your heart gets a little wounded hearing that, he sounds so hurtâŠ
âI'm so sorry âLuc.â Your hands found themselves on both sides of Dilucâs face, your thumbs rubbed on him in comfort. âI didn't mean to hurt you, truly. I was just unsure andâŠafraid? I can't quite understand myself, but all I know is that I don't want to be hurt anymore âLuc. Heh kind of ironic isn't it?â Diluc furrowed his eyebrows at that. âWell Iâm not here to hurt you, please give me a chanceâŠgive us a chance.â His hands rest comfortably on your waists, but this just gives more proof on how compatible you two are. It just felt so right that he's here.Â
You sigh before you smile back at Diluc and pounce toward him, you land your lips on his happily. This came as a surprise for Diluc, but it was a surprise most welcome. He sighs from the kiss and wraps his arms on your waists tighter, keeping you as close as he can.Â
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âYou know, I knew we would see each other again.â Diluc said as you both walked while holding hands. âOh?...Wait, don't tell me you knew me from the start?â âWhat no! Honestly I didn't anticipate sleeping with a potential supplier and business partner haha!â Diluc laughs softly, the last thing he wanted was a sticky situation, and yet here he is. âOkay so how did you know about me?â âAfter you left that night, I tried finding you around Sumeru City and I had to find you fast since hours later I would need to leave and head back to Mondstadt.âÂ
You looked at him, tilting your head. âAnd? Did you find me..?â âSadly no, however I did have your name investigated as soon as I settled down here.â You slapped Dilucâs shoulder playfully. âEw you investigated me? Creep.â You laugh as he looks at you, as if offended. âWell excuse me that I couldn't find you, my mystery girl just suddenly disappeared without a trace after spending the most wonderful night with me!â âOkay you sap, what happened next?â Diluc simply smiles as he continues.Â
âI brought it up to Kaeya and that bastard simply grinned, he told me that your business was the perfect candidate he deemed worthy for Dawn Winery. I never anticipated he chose you as Dawn Winderyâs supplier, after all there were so many in Sumeru and not only that but Kaeya never revealed to me your name early on, he said to just trust his choices and forced me to drink with himâŠâÂ
âHuh a sly one that one isâŠbut perhaps we should thank him?â âPerhaps, but first..â Diluc suddenly picks you up and carries you with both his arms. âWe have some unfinished business, why don't we head inside Miss Y/N, hm?âÂ
Going to watch RE:Death Island tomorrow with my besties and will be Closet Cosplaying, I'm so excited!! đ„șFriends are going as Jill, Claire, and Ashley. Home girl right here will be Ada Wong đ€
Also small update, I'm halfway done with my next Diluc fic, it's gonna be Fluffy, Smutty, and Drama! A small preview of this fic is that Diluc and Reader are in their 40s and has something to do with one night stands soo đ
im pulling part 2 out of ur ass rn wifey. U DID NOT JUST LEAVE US HANGING GIRLIEEE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED IT (FERALY FOAMS AT THE MOUF) IT WAS PERFECT, SHOW STOPPING, A MUST READ. IM SO HAPPY SO MANY PEOPLE, LIKE ME, ENJOY YOUR WORKS. DESERVED!!!!
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