Skitz'd Art

I love unique things, I find something special in most things.... ...i create weird, traditional, confusing, and odd things i try not to limit myself to anything, so this description is far too difficult for me to continue

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Creativity

Mind over matter, finally I've regained the tools of the trade that I need to spark creativity, to in a way organize the madness of my mind....I disappear and reappear as my mind see's fit and right now it seems fit to explode my madness into words and art I have the space the ability and the love I thought had abandoned me has come back to me, I can only hope that it means he really is mine and no matter how crazy we may be there's something so unexplainable there that its worth going back to and embracing

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Mmkay

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Oh, so you left me and said I was a cheat, a skank and a whore...said you'd know if things were wrong or right based on karma.....here it is karma kicked your ass and you failed you wasted six months of your life being miserable, your selfishness caused you nothing but grief......and babe I'm still here waiting for you to come home

[sinredemption]

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My new love (robot squid)

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It's the pieces you can't put together that hold the most valuable part of the puzzle

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What you did to me (recent inspirations James jean)

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Hmm

I will let my bad decisions consume me and create something beautiful from it

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How I feel

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Lonely ghost nowhere to go

I let you come over, hurt me treat me like shit...I give you your pleasure and when you leave I'm just as empty if not more...our little secret as if anybody cares You're an adult lets not lie you just think lesser of me or fear people will think lesser of you When you made me feel like nothing and just walked out I was hurt deeply I felt like a stupid whore you made me bleed and I told myself it was done When we were young you went along with my brother and your own when they were teasing me Now yoU touch my body and tell me I'm sexy but your demeanor remains the same in public were ghosts Let's be realistic were ghosts when you're here ...the worst part is I don't even want you

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social non-existance

as a starving artist, i can do everything that i feel i should to sell my art and share it with the world...i know what needs to be done, and how it should be approached but when you spend so much of your time avoid social situations how do you go about it?

Its  a buisness based on social networking, word of mouth and of course the talent has to be there, but when you've lived a life of fear and paranoia its not so easy to approach people to offer them what you have to give.

relitively speaking i am socially non-existant, i hermit myself and paint and draw my everyday horrors and the things i think beauty is made of.

some may be disturbing and some may be absolutely blissful...but essentially it is all going to waste. EXPAND AND GROW

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and she will eat your heart out, only to prove how much she loves you

-original painting done by myself-

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dear ex boyfriend

you are a retard, i do not understand how you think in the four months that we dated you think i could have cheated on you when we only spent four days apart.

I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU

       when you love someone youcommit

when youlovesomeone you give youreverything

i did this, i spent all of my time with you, i spent everydayworryingabout your health and your happiness

I made you dinners, i gave up myfucking friendsto make you more comfortable because they were males.

i ditched people out because you needed help lessening your work load for school

I feelused, unappreciated, and lied to.

the worst part is when you know that someone wants to spend every moment with you, and every minute you're with that person you feel like a million dollars. i gave up my HOME, my life...last months notice, we were going to move away together i gave it all for you and you somehow thought i was capable of cheatingsomething i have always been against

the one thing ihate despise and detest

baby i am the anti whore, housewife galore, i walked right out of the 1950s heaven sent and you threw it all away!

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commissions

just a note to everyone on here that may see this, i do commissinos of all sorts, and i am a very well rounded artist if you contact me through here i can do almost anything from basic ideas making your vision into a reality or a portrait from a picture mediums i work in are

oils

acrylics

watercolours

pencil sketch

conte

and charcole

and i am a starving artist so i work cheap, however i have sold over 50 peices to all happy customers all around the world!

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schizo art attacks

feeling like you're being murdered, 12 hours of hallucinations all of this is terrible

but it is also inspiring, i may have lost my "job" due to my sickness, but hopefully i can salvage my originality it my art and makeup for some of the lost income as well as be able to have the time to do something that i love, follow your dreams and you never know what could happen

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dear mental illness;

i would prefer to not mention your name right now, but could you please stop torturing me at night, i like my limbs, and i like feeling like they are attached to my body. Im sick of seeing things that are not there. I do not want to go into burning buildings, i do not want children to be sketchy to me  and i dont want everything to seem okay one second and then completely chaotic and apocolyptic the next.

thanks for making me have to give up my job, that rocks

you make my life a literal nightmare, seeing things that most horror movies could not even shine  a light to....im sick of praying every night asking the lord to deliver me from evil...the paintings i draw after your attacks scare me, the things i write...go to hell hell!

now i have to  paint for fucking money to pay rent on an apartment i could only afford with the job that you stole! i hate you brain

i hate you so much!

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for sale on ebay