[heavensenthale]

I need literally everyone who has ever read a hollanov fic to read this fic and cry with me pls I need the emotional support

I'd Share A Life (And You'd Share A Life) by noedovenest

Summary:

“Olesya.” “Oh-lee-syah,” Shane repeated slowly, making sure he pronounced it right. “What… what are you going to do?” “I don’t know,” Ilya said, resting his head in his hand. “I don’t fucking know.” Shane’s voice was steady. “What can I do?” How long had it been since someone offered to help Ilya? He took care of his family, carried his brother’s financial burdens, tended his own injuries, paid his way through life without aid. The question, softly spoken and rich with genuine intent, was enough to bring tears to his eyes. Could he really trust it? Could he ask someone for help? For once, he wanted to try. OR: Ilya is left with sudden custody of Alexei's daughter and calls Shane to help. (Set just before the cottage.)

Reccer's comments:

truly life changing. I'll never be the same after this. I'm not even going to try to put it into words when all I can do is sob about it. I wish everyone gets to experience this as well.

[depsidase]

[megpie71]

As a former humanities student, I feel it is my duty to reblog this one.

[rylandsgrace]

#Jacob, answer the phone!!!

[hrgifs]

ilya + 🩷💜💙

It's true, I've been with many women, but... I have only been in love with one person.

[pancakeke]

"there's a guy in the walls" movies exist in a universe that I fucking WISH was real. imagine how easy it would be to install stuff in walls if the space behind a wall was not 3.5 inches/8.9 cm deep and I could get my whole self in there. of course that would mean a guy could get in there too, but what are the odds.

[starving-shartist]

<currently blogging from inside this idiot's walls>

[pancakeke]

PLEASE help me feed these ethernet cables downstairs or I'm gonna kill myself before you get a crack at me

[starving-shartist]

thread it down here champ, we'll get this installed come hell or high water

[pancakeke]

you are the best scary murderer who could have ever crawled into my walls

[allelitewrestlings]

[holllanov]

ilya is shane's baby

[hollandershane]

Ilya + his seeing God face

[heatedrivalrysource]

via Robbie G.K.

SONIC asked me to promote their new $6 smasher meal so you all know how good you can have it… oh & happy vday

[holllanov]

the cottage + forehead touches

[seeminglydark]

The prompt was ‘detention.’

[seeminglydark]

reblogging with cute tags that make me happy <3

[seeminglydark]

NEVER GIVE UP even though most people see their ships on this piece because the characters faces arent visible, this artwork sent SO MANY people looking for who the characters were, reading my comics, sending me asks, and falling in love with Sully and Caro just like me. It's been an amazing ride. DO IT! Post your ocs!

xoxo raptorjules

[holllanov]

shane's sighs of contentment

[patroclusdefencesquad]

they're gonna get me to listen to gay faerie porn aren't they

[hollandershane]

2008 -> 2017

[holllanov]

shane & ilya + comforting each other

[livingasaghost]

genuinely i do think it's crazy how this show hit every single mark for no reason other than pure love of the game. like this wasn't a money grab and it didn't think it would be a big success, jacob just read a book he enjoyed and thought huh i think that would be a cool thing to make into a tv show. and then he brought on hudson and connor and they're fresh and passionate and not bogged down by the industry yet and they instantly became best friends and wanted to just have fun bringing these characters to life. and they didn't have a huge budget but they did the most with what they had and everybody took the show seriously and everybody took the book seriously. the cinematographer worked his magic. the music supervisor managed to snag a well-known queer hit and an up and coming new release and old school gems that have been around since the 2000s. it's canadian to the core, built from the ground up. it takes russians and the russian language seriously. it uses sex in such a specific, meaningful way that almost no other show has done thus far, and especially not in a queer context like this. they interlaced every episode with callbacks and parallelism and self-references. they didn't take themselves too seriously. they took everything so seriously. there is love and care baked into the core of this show and it's deeply queer and it doesn't shy away from the horrors of toxic masculinity and hockey culture but it is also, always, a story of joy and love and happiness. and on top of everything, it's almost word for word, the original source material from the book.

like damn it's no wonder this thing has made us all insufferable and become a huge fucking success! so few productions in hollywood are doing it like this!!!

[shut-up-gwen]

The show’s so serious when it comes to treating the subject matter with care and respect, be it the queerness, the sex, the languages, the cultures…

But then, it’s so deeply unserious when it comes to just having fun. Calling the podcast ‘man in the crease’. The extra banana jokes. The fucking top and bottom jerseys.

It’s such a perfect balance and I don’t think it could have been achieved by anyone else other than Jacob Tierney with the help of Canadian tax money.

[dogpuppy]