I want him to [REDACTED] me

Mili/Maeve. 30s. they/them. polygangsey truther, sense8 scholar, Derek Hale defense attorney. 24x81. tracking: tusermili.

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Intro + About

Hi! I'm Mili (or Maeve, if you only know me through DW/AO3) and this blog is a collection of everything I like, I find funny or important. This is also where you'll find updates about what I'm currently writing and how that's going. Not interested in something I post? Check my tags page, where I listed my most commonly used tags and feel free to blacklist to your heart's content.

I'm also on Dreamwidth and Pillowfort (and now on bsky), but I use those sites a lot less than tumblr.

You can also check my fannish website.

My writing

AO3 | My personal fanfiction archive | Squidgeworld (I'm currently backing up my work to SQWA but it might take a while)

Teen Wolf: All Teen Wolf | Sterek

Sense8: All Sense8 | Rajalagang

Arcane: All Arcane | MelJayVik | CaitVi

Raven Cycle: All Raven Cycle

Heated Rivalry: hollanov

See all the fandoms I've written for on AO3

My edits

Fic recs: All fic recs | Fics of all time | Fanfics of the Month

Community

Admin of @fourormore, @passthatblorbo, @sense8week and @everythinghollanov

Co-mod of @polyamships @holly-poly @makehimsubmit

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Multiamory March Day 20: Grief

Bea/Ludo/Mahdi

I’ll kill him with my own hands

[sense8week]

June 2026 is Sense8’s 11th anniversary

To mark this momentous occasion, we’ll be having our second edition of Sense8 Week! An annual event to celebrate our beloved show.

This event will run from June 8th to June 14th. To be featured in the blog just make sure to use the tag #sense8week. We also have an AO3 collection for fic and podfic.

Prompts

The following prompts were chosen so people can create in different mediums. Feel free to pick one or to mix and match. Get creative!

June 8th — Midnight | Angelica | “You started it.”

June 9th — Noon | Bug | “As a treat.”

June 10th — Dusk | Dani | “I didn’t say no.”

June 11th — Dawn | Amanita | “I know what I’m doing.”

June 12th — Morning | Rajan | “Tell me the truth.”

June 13th — Afternoon | Felix | “Let me show you.”

June 14th — Free Space

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FAQ under the cut

Q: What can I make for #sense8week?

A: Anything! Fics, gifsets, art, video edits, meta, any form of fanwork is allowed and encouraged.

Q: Is NSFW allowed?

A: Pal, we’ve all seen the show, of course it is (just add somewhere on your post that your work is NSFW and we’ll share it)

Q: Is there a minimum or maximum?

A: Nope! You can create without limitations.

Q: Do I have to submit something everyday?

A: No, you can submit as many or as few works as you like.

Q: Do I have to focus on a ship?

A: No, this event is open to all types of work Gen or otherwise.

Q: Is this event poly friendly?

A: Yes, all ships are allowed.

Q: I have a question that’s not listed here.

A: Send us a message and we’ll try to reply as soon as possible.

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But you’re not half the man you think that you are And you can’t fill the hole inside of you with money, girls and cars

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Buck & Eddie in every episode ➤ 4.14 - Survivors

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Selena singing Que Creias live (circa 1992)

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ATONEMENT (2007) dir. Joe Wright

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don't shave your legs this summer HOLD THE FUCKING LINE

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as a feminist i support recreational abortion

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i have mixed feelings about competitive

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*maddest ive ever been, eye twitching* thats baseless. its something else actually.

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DEREK HALE + facial expressions Teen Wolf: The Movie

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worship

Hollanov | 1.9k words | Canon Compliant, Post-Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers), Pre-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers), Body Worship, Sexual Overstimulation, Porn with Feelings

Summary:

"Just— remind me why Ottawa is worth it," Ilya said, then he turned around and went up the stairs, expecting Shane to follow. Shane did. [Or: Shane reminds Ilya why Ottawa is worth it with his mouth and his fingers.] [Alternatively: Ilya gets the orgasm of his life and stops speaking English entirely.]

Excerpt:

Shane had always loved a good game with rules and a clear goal. Something in his brain would shut down with every face off, the adrenaline of the game coursing through his body enough to put him in a state that most players could only fantasize with. All this to say, Shane was pretty good when it came to playing a game, and Ilya's games were always the most fun to play. Which is why when Shane got to Ilya's place that night and Ilya asked Shane to make him forget the Centaurs lost to Montreal, the gears in his head started turning immediately. Ilya gave him a clear goal. Now all he needed were the rules. He said as much to him. "No rules, moya lyubov. Just— remind me why Ottawa is worth it," Ilya said, then he turned around and went up the stairs, expecting Shane to follow. Shane did. Once Ilya was in his room, he took off his t-shirt and stood in front of Shane with a glint in his eyes. Shane felt dizzy with want. That was his boyfriend standing in front of him, the same man who moved countries for him, who switched from a winning team to one that hadn't made playoffs in over a decade because it meant being closer to Montreal. Ilya Rozanov, best player in the league, quit the team that drafted him and brought him to the top of his game for a chance to make things work with his boyfriend. With Shane. Now, Ilya needed him to remind him why Ottawa was worth it, why Shane was worth it. Shane loved a good game, but if loving Ilya Rozanov had taught him anything, it was that Shane loved a challenge even more.

CONTINUE READING ON AO3

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where is sanity?

Teen Wolf | Stiles/Lydia/Derek | 600~ words

Excerpt:

Lydia kissed Stiles, pulling him closer. Their kiss was as dangerous and all-consuming as a wildfire. Stiles felt his insides turn into molten lava as Derek's lips found the back of his neck, the last piece of the puzzle clicking into place.

READ ON AO3

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H W A S A (x)

[sophsun1]

Happy Pride 🌈 | The Golden Girls (1985-1992)

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...it's you

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you are my friend // we could be anything you want to

Teen Wolf | Allison/Stiles/Scott | Mature | 1.4k words

"You're making a big deal out of this, Stiles."

Written for @polyshipweek

Summary

"That's because you're not the one who's going to sleep in between the exes who are definitely going to be pining for each other the entire night," he pushed.

[Or: And There Was Only One Bed: Stiles/Allison/Scott edition]

Read on AO3

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rendez vous avec madame virtuelle

Sense8 | Bug | Written for @sense8week

Summary

Bug joins Nomi and her cluster in their fight against BPO. He takes the long way there.

[Or, Bug tries to make it to Paris unnoticed. He's sort of successful.]

READ ON AO3