Enchanting💫

Darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream 🥀

[lonlisworld]

So it's been 5 months and 4 days now🤦🏻‍♀️n you know what! I haven't forgotten him yet...

Not even a little bit, I actually think that my feelings for him are taking deeper roots🤷🏻‍♀️

Idk what to do, sometimes I feel like he's the one for me n other times I feel it's better if we stay away from each other, my feelings are so complicated, they're messed up 🙁

I can't say that I love him, cause yk "love" is a big word, I need to mean it deep into my heart before spelling it however I really care about him and I suppose he feels the same about me... At least that's what his eyes show😔

Like dude I just want you to text me and we'll figure out all the other things later💔plz just do it, don't hesitate😔💔

[lonlisworld]

Ugghhh, I just wanna know if you feel the same about me!

Do our memories come to you in flashbacks?

Does your heart beat faster when you see me?

Am I really nth to you or are u just acting like it?

Was everything between us only a lie?

Were you playing me?

Do u actually have an excuse? If you do then tell me I'll understand i swear💔

Dude I need some answers, you left me with so many questions... I feel like I have to ask you these questions but my pride won't let me😔

I never thought that my whole life could change over a guy, I never thought I would change...

You knew I had trust issues in the past, you also knew that those issues were because of what you did to me before and right when I decided to get past them you showed up in my life again and caused me trust issues again in the exact same way! 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️Did you want to let history repeat itself on purpose? Or was it just a coincidence?

I want to hate you but as long as I see you almost everyday I won't bring myself to do it💔

[lonlisworld]

Do u ever get this feeling when you can't breathe! When you're sitting with too many people but still feel like you're alone!

When you get the need to cry for no reason and you can't!

It's devastating to feel this way, I'm devastated💔I feel like my heart is going to jump out of my chest any moment n I have no fucking clue what to do💔💔

Everyone assumes that I'm only 16 and haven't seen anything of life, that I'm still young and don't know what's going around

But man they need to fuck off, because as a 16 year old girl I've experienced way more than they've ever did... No one should ever underestimate teenagers' feelings ...

Time has changed, what teenagers go through now is way different than what their parents or older relatives went through... They need to understand this, it's difficult to explain to them what we're feeling cause they think we're still children and acting to feel this way 🤦🏻‍♀️I hate this, it sucks💔💔

[merigoldcaroline]

Why you lost her

She was beautiful. The most beautiful girl you had ever seen, her brown eyes were like warm pools of honey, and her skin was always tan, like she had just come back from vacation. And her looks were the least beautiful thing about her.  Physically, she was stunning. But that paled in comparison to her heart and mind. She was exquisite in the way she spoke with passion. She saw the good in people. Hell she saw the good in you. Even when you couldn’t. She saw the person you could be if you tried hard enough. She loved you so much, more than she ever loved her self. She loved you deeply, madly, and incredibly. She fought for you. When everyone told her she was crazy for staying, she just smiled, she knew they were wrong. Or at least she thought she did. But she didn’t know. She didn’t know that it would be impossible to pierce your ferocious walls. She wasn’t simply a girl for you to play with. So why did you treat her like she was. You loved her, and you thought that was enough. She did too, for a long time. But eventually she realized, it wasn’t. You cant simply tell someone you love them. It loses meaning. Actions speak louder than words, and yours were no exception. Your actions were what caused her to leave. She didn’t want to. But she finally figured it out. Loving you wasn’t worth hating her self.  

[lonlisworld]

All girls need to read this!! We all will find it relatable somehow...

[bargainbarbi3]

“I am trying to convince myself that I no longer love you.”

— I’m not very good at it

[confessionvault]

You probably don’t think about me at all..and that hurts.

[lonlisworld]

Yes it does hurt! So much 💔

[lonlisworld]

Is it okay that I miss him?🤦🏻‍♀️He really did hurt me a lot I'm aware of that, it's just I can't help myself.. I miss him so fucking much💔

It's weird to have this feeling, soooo weird 🤦🏻‍♀️

Idk why I'm posting this here but I'm not an open person and I don't like to tell people about my feelings, even my besties so saying it here is better, at least no one knows who I am!!

[lonlisworld]

Let's go to neverland and never come back until forever ends

Peter Pan

[lonlisworld]

Feelings that come back are feelings that never left

[lonlisworld]

I never realized how hard it is to forget about what *someone*meant to you once!💔

It's probably the worst thing ever, They just keep popping into my head all the time and i feel like each single thing in my life is related to them somehow🤦🏻‍♀️

I really wish I could at least hate them, I don't actually love them.. I'm over them now, I guess!🤷🏻‍♀️It's just if I was capable of hating them, my mind would keep reminding me of the bad things they did to me and the way they did me wrong 🤦🏻‍♀️

Now I can't help but remember all the nice moments with them and how I felt during those times💔

Ugghhh I feel pathetic letting all of this out, I don't even know if what I'm saying makes sense or not🤦🏻‍♀️

[elysian-words]

it just really sucks, you know? letting someone back in so they can do what they did to you the first time.

[lonlisworld]

I could never relate more!! 🤦🏻‍♀️

[elysian-words]

Oh, the mess he left behind

He fell into me;

All at once,

And none at all.

But like snow in the spring-time,

He was gone all too quickly

When my fire touched his heart.

What a mess he left.

I was standing alone,

Rain mixing with my tears.

I wore my heart on my sleeve,

But only for him.

He never deserved my loyalty,

Undying love,

Or the heart that I placed in his careless hands,

Just so he could let go.

What a mess he left,

Oh what a mess he made.

- what we had was a sweeter sort-of lie // (via @elysian-words)

[loving-her-unconditionally]

2 AM

It’s 2 AM and I’m here all alone I hope for a day when I finally feel at home You left me in pieces and I don’t know why You made so many promises that turned out to be lies I’m left in the dark gasping for air Because you once told me that you’d always be there Instead you left when shit got rough Just another reason to ask myself why I’m never enough Now it feels as if my heart has turned back to steel This time I know it won’t be so easy to heal Everything hurts, especially my heart I know I need to stay strong, but I’m falling apart The pain inside keeps me awake at night Holding myself together is a constant fight I’m walking blindly through the dark Trying to hold onto a dying spark You did everything you said you wouldn’t I was going to get rid of all our letters, but I just couldn’t I wanted to bring myself to hate you, trust me I really did Especially since after you broke my heart, you ran and hid I hate that I miss you, I honestly feel pathetic But the connection between our souls was once so magnetic I know one day you’ll finally realize what you lost Then you’ll finally know that every action comes with a cost

[lonlisworld]

💔

[lonlisworld]

You're perfection, my only direction 🥀✨🌕🖤

Christina perri, human

[kindnotestoself]

{I do not need to be perfect}

[lonlisworld]

No one needs to be👌🏻perfection is found in all of our imperfections✨💕

[ink-and-oceans]

“Sometimes I do things that make me wonder if I really know myself at all.”

— tara love

[lonlisworld]

Do I know myself? 🤦🏻‍♀️I need someone to tell me...

[unspeakablequotes]

[lonlisworld]

👌🏻💕