SEMI-HIATUS.

"Look around, look around, at how lucky you are to be alive right now . . ." Indie selective Eliza Schuyler from Hamilton: An American Musical Est Feb. 13 '16 Tracking #lookarcund Written by Delly Starters: 0 Replies: 24 Memes: 1 Queued: 10

[lookarcund]

{ its been eleven years }

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[lookarcund]

hello, all!

i havent made an official post for this because i did not realize i would need to.

this blog is on an indefinite hiatus.

finals are coming up and my mental health has taken a turn for the worse. at this point, it would be really stupid of me to even attempt to run this blog until sometime after summer.

if anyone wants any info on why, feel free to message me over at @btsey. this is my personal blog and i will be using it much more than this one.

im so sorry for my prolonged absence before without any notice!

[wnq-writers]

She has become such a lonely person. She over-thinks; she is too curious; she is anxious. It almost kills her. Over time she has figured out a way she can quieten down her emotions and just feel nothing for a while. Other times it overwhelms her and she feels everything. I don’t know what is worse, to feel absolutely nothing or to feel everything completely.

RayWritess  (via wordsnquotes)

[lookarcund]

{ you know whos dead? its me. im gone. }

[myfathersname-blog]

@lookarcund

“I don’t want to be the oldest anymore,” he said quietly, shaking his head. “I don’t like being the oldest boy – it’s too much. Too much pressure, I want to be the second boy again. I want Philip back–”

Alexander’s voice broke slightly, and he pressed his face against his mother’s shoulder. “I can’t do it–I can’t be him–”

[lookarcund]

Eliza felt her breath catch in her throat. Mentions of Philip’s death hardly passed anyone's lips, not even her own -- stating the fact it made it too real, made it hurt too much. She gave Alex a wide-eyed look, bordering on fearful as he spoke. It’s almost too much.

But she was a mother with responsibility. She pulled Alexander close to her, resting his cheek on her chest as she pet his head.

“ Alex, ” she cooed. “ Alex, Alex, Alex . . . ” She wanted to say something comforting, something other than his name as she rocked him as if he were a child again -- but the words wouldn’t come. She had a block in her throat, choking her with tears every time she tried to speak.

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lookarcund​.

    with a pout evident on her face, margarita approaches her second older sister, subconsciously latching onto her arm. eliza had been lucky enough to find a happy marriage          whereas the youngest was just being prompted by their father into finding a wealthy husband to help her settle. growing old, though it be a requirement, was not part of the life peggy wanted to live. 

             ❝          eliza, how did you know you were in love with alexander ??  ❞

[lookarcund]

Eliza takes Peggy close to her when the youngers’ hands find their way to her bicep. She’s humming softly, in a good state of mind and just plain happy. She was visiting her sisters for the first time in a while, so her heart was full and joyous. Her hands tangle themselves in Peggy’s hair, content to be with her sister.

“ It was . . . Well, as ridiculous as it may sound, Peggy, I think . . . it was love at first sight. For me, at least! ” Eliza feels a smile grow on her face as she remembers the events of the night she met her Alexander.

[preciousingenue]

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“ SORRY- This place is like a maze. Did you need help finding your way back to the house? ”

[lookarcund]

“ Oh, I . . . ” Eliza would love to say no, assume an offhand air by saying she knows where she is -- but she doesn’t, at all, and has found herself just a little lost. “ If you’d be so kind to lead me, ” she acquiesces rather lamely, giving the woman a shaky smile.

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