Constant State of Confusion

hi. I eat tin cans, and am a whore for art. I might be a robot🤷 he/they

[loonyoz]

Idk I guess I should make a pinned post? Sideblogs, links to my art posts, and info about me below the cut

@hezele is where I’m attempting to write fanfiction

I might make a sideblog for my art someday? Idk

My Art:

Right now I just have very random bg3 art

Wyllstarion Howl’s Moving Castle AU:

Wyll making a pact

Wyll and Astarion

Sketch of Wyll in demon bird form

Sketch of fem!Wyll

Strictly Ballroom Wyllstarion

Sketch of Branwyn, @/odessa-castle 's oc from their lovely fic Nothing Like the Sun. (highly recommend giving it a read!)

Used to have supernatural art and non fan art posted but got self conscious and deleted it lol.

Other notes and info about me:

I would list all my interests (like books, shows, etc.) but uhhh that list is way too long. Honestly I feel like I love most things/genres/media and am always looking for more art to engage with and appreciate.

I try to put alt text on all my posts that have images but I’m pretty sure I’m ass at it lol. Lmk if you have suggestions for me on how to make my posts more accessible or my alt text better and I will do my best to implement it.

This is the internet so I really don’t want to share much about myself, but I think it goes without saying I’m very neurodivergent and queer lol. I use way too many terms but genderfluid, transmasc, and nonbinary are the best descriptors for myself.

Branching off of that I want to say the internet is a difficult place to navigate, especially socially. I’m sure I make lots of mistakes on how to communicate best with people online, but I try my best to do so as respectfully and kindly as possible. The internet is a great way to get information and have discussions about important topics, but there are many pitfalls and problems that can occur that are too numerous and complicated to get into here (although I’m sure anyone whose been on the internet for all of 5 seconds is familiar with them).

I use tumblr mainly to discuss creative media and I also don’t feel I’m qualified or informed enough to speak on most serious/real world topics. So I try to avoid bringing up alot of real world issues on my blog because I worry I would only be detrimental to these causes. Of course, creative media is not off in its own bubble from the real world and so real life problems are bound to be part of the art or discussions.

I bring this up for two reasons. One, I don’t want people to see my lack of activism and feel uncomfortable, or that I don’t care. This is unavoidable but perhaps this alleviates some people’s worries. Two, I want people to know I’m open to constructive criticism and learning new things. If I post something that you think is misinformed or hurtful, and you’re willing to tell me, I want to know about it and what I can do to improve. And on lighter note, I love to analyze stories and art and provide my thoughts and opinions on it. My favorite thing is to have discussions/arguments about interpretations of stories and ideas. So as long you approach me in a respectful/kind way I would be overjoyed to chat.

Anyway if you read this far, thanks for slogging through the wall of text :). Tumblr is glitchy but Im pretty sure most of my followers are bots I need to block 🤷

[loonyoz]

Not now kitten, daddy’s looting

[loonyoz]

I’ve got so many weird kcd posts in my drafts

[limbel]

anyone up thinking about lesbian merthur

[loonyoz]

Yes

[badookie]

Day 2 of KCD Monastery Week - Duty

I will love you forever, Johanka.

[betweendoctorsanddetectives]

2026

READ VORACIOUSLY

EAT VORACIOUSLY

TAKE NOTE OF BIRDS

MAKE ART YES THAT ART

KEEP GOING

LIVE

[coughdropsandsoftspots]

gentle reminder about the scam thats going around at the moment.

if someone messages you telling you they got scammed by someone with similar username to you and that they’ve accidentally reported your account, do not engage.

message will look something like this:

again, DO NOT ENGAGE.

a friend has just lost access to their account because of this, and the reason I didn’t fall for it is because I remembered seeing posts recently about it being a scam. so I too am spreading the word in the hope that maybe you will remember this post if you receive a similar dm.

[darkwingstweet]

Our demands are simple: Seeds, grapes, and apples for all!

[ospreyonthemoon]

[shamebats]

Don't hang onto being a woman if it isn't right for you, there are trans women hatching every day who will be much better at it.

[shamebats]

Don't hang onto being a man if it isn't right for you, there are trans men hatching every day who will be much better at it.

[loonyoz]

YOU GUYS THEO SOLOMON DOES AUDIOBOOKS???

listening to a preview of 1984 by George Orwell and I'm like huh, this voice sounds familiar. Then I hear "read by Theo Solomon".

Like Im being silly but I'm nervous to read this book cus I know its gonna be depressing but now I'm like awww Wyllyam will be here with me.

[loonyoz]

When you're trying to find the derivative of a quotient are you more of a

or

[loonyoz]

Oh hey, are you bringing up that denominator using a negative exponent so you can use the power rule? Now thats what i call a power bottom

[loonyoz]

When you're trying to find the derivative of a quotient are you more of a

or

[getouism]

gays see something with "vampire" in it and hit reblog

[horrorwebs]

[chungledown-bimothy]

reblog to tell a 14 year old that these are the very, very hard years and they're not wrong to feel the way they do.

[nojglisrenaissance]

I had a fifteen minute long crying session yesternight over the fact that all I was 10 years ago, at the ripe old age of 14, is lost and lonely, and now, at 24, I am neither and that filled me with so much gratitude

[cecil-speaks]

reblog to tell a teenager that these aren’t actually the best years of your life and that things can and will get better when you have independance and maybe are away from your situation right now.

Its me reblog to tell me that

[edenfenixblogs]

The teens were baffling. The 20s were harrowing. 30s are fan-fucking-tastic.

[loonyoz]

Things aren’t always great, but I have these moments of happiness, wonder at the world, and affection for the people in my life. Those moments are worth all the rest to me.

If I chose to give up my life I wouldn’t be able to wake up snuggling my cat, I wouldn’t be able to look at the trees in fall, I wouldn’t be able to eat a really good bowl of soup, I wouldn’t be able to make stupid jokes with my friends.

To be alive is such an odd phenomenon and it’s worth exploring. I may feel like shit some days, but if I try everyday to learn something more about the world, it lessens the pain.

[permanently-stressed]

Sources: Gut, My. Something is Terribly Wrong, vol 136, 2025.

[loonyoz]

Peach pit for s3 ep. 29 they were talking abt the importance of an idea verses the execution of it. Will made an analogy to baby making which I actually think works very well.

In my bio class we talk about how reproduction is the most essential element of species survival. And theres multiple factors that contribute to that; such as (but not limited to) fecundity and offspring survival rate.

Some species produce many offspring but their survival rate and lifespan is low. Others produce a small amount offspring later in their life span that live longer. This is probably an oversimplification and there are many reproductive lifestyles all over the spectrum.

As an analogy this means that a person with a high rate and quantity of ideas has value and so does a person with less frequent ideas that are given more focus. Both produce stories. While they cannot be valued the same (ie. compared by the same metric of achievement), as they have different strong suits and weaknesses, they are both equally valid and effective at creating something.