Lord Darius @lord--darius - Tumblr Blog

Happy Birthday Bianca

I hope you're happy.

Cleaning out my drawers...

I found your picture folder and keep sakes today. Fuck did that hurt seeing how happy we actually looked. It still hurts, what you did to me, even this long. It doesn't help that you moved away even though it should help me out the most knowing you're gone and have a very low chance to see you again.

#personal #disregard like usual #fuck you for hurting me so much

I don’t usually miss you this much but..

I was just going through my discord messages, advertising my game I have been working on to distract me from my depression. I saw your messages between us, and they were so damn stupid, just me responding to your messages with some dumb response like I usually did. I’ve given up on you, but it still hurts to know you are not alone.

#peronal #disregard like usual #fuck you for what you did

Falling in love with your best friend really sucks especially if she's taken

I met this girl a while back, and recently became very close, which I was fine with. Now hanging out and talking so much, finding out a lot about her and how similar both of us are. I'd never tell her, that's why I am posting this here because Tumblr helps me get my emotions out with expressing them to that person, which in this case is preferable.

#personal #i hope you see this #you know who you are

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind. Keeping an eye on the world, From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head

Juliet Nicole Simms

#someone had to say it

prettyandmean

unlovablehand

see this is why i’m conflicted when people call him a mysterious man of the forest or whatever because he’s literally just like this all the time

hurleyquinnzel

Where are his legs

thekracken

mariopowertennis

YOU HAVE ENTERED

RADICAL SATURDAY

cynical-werewolf

Today’s Friday, though.

sketchlock

People keep saying I will be fine, just waiting for me to not feel like straight trash. I know it's from the feeling of me missing you deeply. I need an escape and using Tumblr to talk to you helps. Just the fact that I know you're not going to see this, is why I posting this here. I need these thoughts out but not to you.

#personal #honestly disregard this

Ya boy is back fam

Not a day goes by where I don’t miss you. I miss everything about you, but I understand that we couldn’t work out. Two people way too different. I hope we meet later in life as the people we imagined to be, what we dreamed of. I forgive you, and will always love you. <3

#sorry for the sad shit