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HEYYOO! I'm Zenyr. Welcome to durp art & inspirations blog! otherly known as: terrible jokes and drawings? Sure ok. ;w; Please don't repost/pin my art [ 請不要在其他网站重贴我的画 ]

[sketchlock]

Came back to look at this site in 2023 and im so confused by everything especially the sideblog layouts how does this even work anymore???? xD;

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[wordcubed]

Answer me this atheists

If God never existed, then whose heavenly staircase did I march up, whose heavenly host did I best in battle, and whose severed head do I keep stowed in my basement?

[enye-word]

bruh that was your landlord

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[enrique262]

Fidèle (May 2003–January 2016), a Belgian yellow Labrador Retriever, made famous due to his habit of sleeping on a windowsill facing the Groenerei canal in Bruges, Belgium.

[loloftheday]

Motivational Memo

[unicornempire]

Wow… True genius.

[sketchlock]

Depression Adventures Log #184

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DAY NOTES/THOUGHTS:

Guess I had a pretty good day today for once? Still not drawing but...well I got a few things done I guess? I don’t think there’s too much for me to write again, my days are kind of monotonous at the moment or well I’m writing these when I’m tired/sleepy so I can’t really scrounge up enough brain cells to really write something significant =w=

DAILY GOALS/REMINDERS

Draw something IDK take 10 min.

Breakfast, lunch and dinner

5 ACHIEVEMENTS TODAY

Visited grandma (so went out the house)

Changed all the bedsheets

Did the laundry

Video Call with potential future job folks, went pretty well I think??

Weekend calls with friends?? I mean it’s important I keep up SOME kind of social activity

WEEKLY GOALS:

Draw a little everyday! ( 0 of 7 days)

Go to bed by 12:30 PM latest. (0 of 7 days)

Go to the gym  (0 of 3 days)

SLEEP LOG:

Slept at: 3:44 I was reading fics for once hahah;;

Woke at: 12:47

Pills: After Dinner, Before bed @ 12

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Depression Adventures Log #183

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DAY NOTES/THOUGHTS:

I forgot to write an entry yesterday cuz I’ve just been weirdly sleepy, at least it wasn’t so bad today. Tho I still slept in. -_-;;; Still hard for me to get back into drawing right now for some reason, I’ve just been killing time by playing Overwatch (grinding for loot boxes because...I need...that goddamn...moira skin...OTL). I’ll probably get off that after Halloween.

DAILY GOALS/REMINDERS

Draw something IDK take 10 min.

Breakfast, lunch and dinner

5 ACHIEVEMENTS TODAY

Got out of the house

Made myself lunch as opposed to not eating lunch entirely

Regular Saturday voice chat with a friend

Uhhhh fuck IDK drank at least 2000ml water but I usually do per day???

Didn’t...think...TOO negatively??? That’s a good thing???

WEEKLY GOALS:

Draw a little everyday! ( 0 of 7 days)

Go to bed by 12:30 PM latest. (0 of 7 days)

Go to the gym  (0 of 3 days)

SLEEP LOG:

Slept at: 1:38 apparently

Woke at: 2:18 hhaha;;;

Pills: After Dinner, Before bed @ probably 1 am or so

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Depression Adventures Log #182

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DAY NOTES/THOUGHTS:

Hey so...it’s been a good long while. I haven’t been using tumblr all that much anymore but it’s still the place where all my previous logs were and IDK, I thought about maybe making a new blog to keep it all in one place or I can just keep it all here (and maybe post privately or something). 

Anyhow I’mmmm actually too tired to really write anything esp since a lot has happened between the last post (3 YEARS AGO???) and now. This is sort of a placeholder/thing to kind of ease me back into this habit. Anyhow depression fucking sucks so is adjusting to an environment/culture that you never grew up in. :/

DAILY GOALS/REMINDERS

Draw something IDK take 10 min.

Breakfast, lunch and dinner

5 ACHIEVEMENTS TODAY

Prepared the envelope to mail back to HK

Replied/followed up to possible work opportunity email.

IDK had all 3 out of 3 daily meals pffsdlkfj

Went to the therapist

Went out of the house cuz I went to the therapist...

 WEEKLY GOALS:

Draw a little everyday! ( 0 of 7 days)

Go to bed by 12:30 PM latest. (0 of 7 days)

Go to the gym  (0 of 3 days)

SLEEP LOG:

Pills: After Dinner, Before bed @ 

Slept at: We’ll see lol...

Woke at: I think at like 10 ish, 10:20.

[cheaphalloweencostume]

working through the poison damage from cracker barrel mac n cheese is worth it for the berserker damage buff

[ifitaintbaroque]

I work at a coffee shop and have gotten all my co-workers to start calling lattes “hot milkybois”

[ifitaintbaroque]

I also got everyone to refer to the salted caramel blended drink as “the big salty” and I consider it one of my greatest accomplishments

[ifitaintbaroque]

Oh yeah and any time someone orders a hazelnut latte with almond milk (which specifically is a weirdly popular drink) I say “one HOT NUT latte coming right up!”

My coworkers have not latched on to this one like they did with the others for some reason.

[ifitaintbaroque]

I forgot to mention I also pronounce “hot chocolate” like “hot cocklate”… because I’m awful.

[goatbran-deactivated20190407]

please give us updates

[ifitaintbaroque]

Our largest drink size is affectionately referred to as “Texas Size” so sometimes when I hand it out in the drive-thru I like to say, “Here’s that TEXAS SIZE [drink] for ya, YEEEEHAW!”

And some people look at me as though I have just made their entire day while others look like they they could not possibly get away from me soon enough. Both reactions are equally satisfying. 

[ifitaintbaroque]

I made this into a game except when I hand out the Texas-size drinks I say “Can I get a YEEHAW?” And the guests always look mortified but occasionally one of them will let out a terrified “yeehaw” and all my coworkers cheer and then we keep a running tally of how many yeehaws we each get on the back of a pastry bag.

[antique-scarecrow]

op will not die of natural causes

[ifitaintbaroque]

That’s the most interesting comment anyone has ever left on one of my posts

[coriandercoriander]

video 

[boethiah]

i cant stop thinking about this 

[weaponized-weaboo-deactivated20]

Kirby end-bosses are just Neon Genesis Evangelion angels

I mean, you’ve got giants with pointy skulls for heads:

Shape-shifting geodesics:

Swirling spheres:

Halos, eyes, and wings:

And I could go on. They have distressingly similar aesthetics.

[pickle-kun]

So what you’re saying is that Kirby could singlehandedly end Third Impact.

[ayellowbirds]

Yes, but it would be as a consequence of his anger over his cup of juice being spilled and not out of any awareness of the threat.

[this-tragic-affair]

Charities/organisations to avoid:

PETA: They’d rather spend their money on publicity campaigns than on the animals in their care. PETA killed 73.8% of the animals in their care in 2015 (x)

FCKH8: Is a for-profit company that exploits oppressed groups for money. They’re also wildly uninformed, and spread misogyny, cissexism and bi/panphobia, as well as stealing their posts/designs (x)

Autism Speaks: They spend most of their money on researching a way to eliminate autism, heighten the stigma against autism and don’t have a single autistic person on their board (x)

Please support other, better charities, and feel free to add any others you can think of to this.

[tequila-tekaylah]

Susan G. Komen for the Cure: CEO makes insane amounts of money, they deny a lot of requests for wigs/help with treatment/etc., and have attempted to sue other charities that use the color pink as part of their anti-breast cancer campaign. ( x x x )

[reproductivejusticeandliberty]

The Salvation Army: They promote the hatred of LGBT+ people, work with fundamentalist Christian groups to support conservative politics and rip off and exploit workers. ( x x x )

[shitpost-senpai]

Wounded Warrior: They take money that should be spent on veterans and blow it on huge opulent parties for the company bigwigs. 26 million in 2014 alone wasted! ( x x x )

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

^ Important reminder to NOT waste any money donating to these groups

[ayellowbirds]

Reblogging because of the added info about Wounded Warrior.

[arch4ngel]

A good way to know if a nonprofit you’re donating to is allocating their money in the right way is to check out their Charity Navigator rating: http://www.charitynavigator.org

[darkbookworm13-deactivated20240]

Signal boosting, the bell ringers are out in force, and this info is too important.

[edwardsisland]

FeMC from Persona 3 in Persona Q2 New Cinema Labryinth

[cy-lindric]

kurapika !!!

[silverhawk]

i didnt know this until rn but apparently theres things called sundogs & moondogs that are basically the halo that sometimes appears around the sun & moon

this is a sundog

and this is a moondog

this is so cool & such cute names omg?????? i love space