自殺

私はたわごとが好きではない。私は自分自身が嫌いです。

[toky09]

[fourthell]

[lordsaige]

[lordsaige]

[lordsaige]

I’m in a weird head space lately, I’m having a hard time being happy or finding happiness in things that I enjoy, I’m stressed, I resist the urge to put a gun in my mouth every day, little things irritate me, I get really angry easily.

Most days I just want to fucking scream until I destroy my vocal cords.

I’m living in an environment where I can’t feel anything the way I want to, I’m not allowed to be frustrated or angry, so I stuff those feelings down and let it manifest in other destructive ways, like planning my own suicide and lashing out at the people I care about. I’ve so often fantasized about killing myself, but I know I wouldn’t go through with it yet. I’d have to be lower than low. I’ve been there before and I don’t ever want to return.

But the more and more my life turns sour, the deeper l go, and I’m starting to get so tired of waking up every day, tired of living this endless cycle of being some fucking mediocre dude from the middle of nowhere.

I need a change, I need love, I need help, I need someone to legitimately care, just one time.

I don’t know. I’m just rambling at this point.

But I’m tired and almost ready to give up, I just hope I can fix myself before then.

[lordsaige]

Death Stranding

[iconsmedusa]

©zquadrs or like if u use/save.

[lordsaige]

Everyone asks me if I have a type, and I had always said no until-

[lordsaige]

[lordsaige]

[lordsaige]

[lordsaige]

[the-devils-keeper-deactivated20]

replace one word of your url with bitch

[imacrowcawcaw]

I’m a bitch caw caw

[starkie-md]

TheBitchAvengers

[slimeyslimeyballsack]

Its Not captain bitch

[kokinu09]

kokBITCH09

[fist-it-out-deactivated20211203]

BITCH IT OUT

[youneedjesus01]

bitchneedjesus01

[muscially-obsessed]

bitch-obsessed

I mean I do love dogs so-

[gaysatanicclown]

Musical-meme-bitch

It me

[yikes-n-bikes]

Bitch-n-bikes

[aaa-bees-bees-bees]

marvins-bitch

[does-this-look-inanimate-to-you]

does-this-look-bitch-to-you

[db4yup]

Softoo-Bitch

[mushroom-soup-is-my-religion]

Bitch soup is my religion

[that-dorks-deceit-in-disguise]

that bitch’s deceit in disguise!

[shadowylemon]

shadowybitch

[kallister-kaleidoscope]

Unsupervised-bitch

[troubledsage]

troubledbitch

[dimitrescuscatboy-deactivated20]

the-bitch-stealing-pp-head

[nitzus-l0st-mind-deactivated202]

Alec-the-transgender-bitch 

niceeeeeee

[grauntiemotersblog]

Grauntie bitches blog

[sweet-and-insane]

Spooky-And-The-Bitch

[solis-nova]

A-non-binary-bitch

[the-goddess-of-annoying]

the-bitch-of-annoying

[nerdragons-hoard]

Bitch-druid

[singing-with-stars-deactivated2]

singing with bitch

[screechingnightchild]

screeching bitch child

[cashewwentnuts]

Bitch K Sterling

[not-today-thx]

not-today-bitch

[weaselweaselweasel]

bitchsaddison

[randomtickleewriterstudent-deac]

Randombitcheewriterstudent

[hunnybeelee-deactivated20210317]

honeybeebitch

[cantsaythetword]

cantsaythebitchword

[shays-shitposts]

marvelous-bitch

[winterkills2006]

thecanadianbitch

[smileytiger28]

smileybitch28

[lordsaige]

Lordbitch

I win.

[lordsaige]

[neckkiss]

“The quickest way to get someone’s attention is to no longer want it”

— Anonymous (via neckkiss)

[lordsaige]

I don’t know who Bruce Wyatt is, but he can suck my ass, twice, stupid bitch.

[lordsaige]

I’m unhappy.

[danger]