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He picks up a smooth rock and stands up, rolling it between his thumb and fingers as he considers the shape and texture. Livia's taken up the habit of collecting them in her spare time, in the off moments where she slips back into whatever counts as reality in the Exomyth. Maybe she'll like this one.
He'll admit, her words are not what he expected. There are so few who know about that moment. Thanks to Dan Heng, he has learned some of the finer details of his own experience and has come to appreciate the significance of it, but he cannot claim to wholly understand what happened.
Khaslana pockets the rock. He'll make sure to give it to Livia next time he sees her.
"I'd appreciate a name before we continue this conversation." He finally looks at her fully, taking her in with a muted curiosity.
He didn't need to speak for her to know; at his core, Khaslana had still been the offspring of Erudition before Lygus had bastardized them all. It had been a sin, a shame, for a Scepter to be turned to the antithesis of its purpose, but Amphoreus was supposed to exist. As were the Chrysos Heirs and this fledgling scion of Destruction.
"Polka Kakamond. Lord of Silence, fourth of the Genius Society, Zandar's killer," she trailed off, dark browns sliding towards Phainon who she was sure could parse the significance. She had failed to truly kill him, but it had been a necessary failure. All that, to lead to this man coming into existence.
How odd she must look in this place, clad in a glittering ballgown while the shore of existence was just coming into being.
"And who are you? Who are you now?"
Origin Universe: A genius left behind a manuscript before being murdered by Polka Kakamond. His writing style is as vague as his speech: "A—An Omen Van—Vanguard successfully interpreted the somniloquy of the Finality, those words sounding like an enigma being played backwards? …He then traveled around only to share his findings with others… Th—There are no means to find out… whether the Omen Vanguard's action was effectiv—ve…" Origin Universe: "Th—That darn fictitious pills… It claimed… to be able to cure… stuttering disorder… caused by lack of self-confidence… Now… even my writing is… af—affected…" - SU: Swarm Disaster, Sand King: Tayzzyronth
So, while the Origin Universe and proper SU are sometimes muddled, my biggest takeaway considering the fact that the OU takes places before the Swarm Disaster (in this iteration of the SU, at least), is 1) the "genius" was a member of the Genius Society and 2) Polka has been around since before the Swarm Disaster.
Due to the influence of History Fictionologists, the end of Rubert II has always remained enigmatic. Some references wrote that the second emperor's organic body ultimately hindered him from completing the empire's great work, as he died from illness on the cast-iron throne. Some poets warbled that a lady in a pastel-colored silk dress sauntered into the capital, and the empire collapsed in a cacophony. Other voices lamented that the metallic ring pricked his finger, and so the riotous machine killed the organic before him. Some plays also dramatized that he suddenly expressed his profound feelings and shed human tears as if he suddenly became free, then slowly closed his eyes before his subjects, never to open them again. - Metallic Motor Ring
So, unless we get information to the contrary, I am absolutely claiming Rubert II as one of Polka's kills. If this entire curio was "two truths and a lie", the latter two sound like lies because 1) suddenly pricking his finger and being attacked by machines sounds a little convenient (wouldn't some machines know he's a little organic, a little?) and 2) Yup, that's 100% Fictionologist melodrama at its finest--
So, admittedly, something I elected not to include in my Device IX headcanon is this blurb Acheron mentions, but it's mainly because it's a bit puzzling. Until we learn more, my educated guess is that Acheron thinks the secret to being rid of her Self-Annihilator status could be found in Device IX, not that it could cure her due to its connections to Nihility.
Pom-Pom's Intel | Unveiling the Dangerous Members of the Genius Society
Overviewing the Ripples of the Unknowable Domain
- Supreme Organic: Sanguine Condolences (l)
Something that I find extremely interesting is the fact that Terminus and Polka actually seem to be in agreement of how "'Knowledge' will be the beginning of 'death'. 'Blood' will dye all of the 'pages' red,'" in the respect that I really believe this is Terminus more or less foreseeing how expanding the Circle of Knowledge too far will bring about the premature end of the universe, which Polka disrupts by killing or sabotaging geniuses (not just GS members) who try to close its borders too much.
While the Candelographos speculate this was a declaration of war, I disagree. It's just Terminus enabling his knife wife's wrongs. <3
Pom-Pom's Intel | Issue #5
Many people misinterpret the signal, thinking the invitation to the Genius Society merely represents the favor and approval of the Aeon. Then, they proudly continue to devote themselves to their studies, unaware that the solution to the problems that they have spent their whole lives searching for had already been solved by Nous thousands of years ago. There are also those who rejoice, thinking they have already reached greatness and had created priceless asset of civilization with their diligence and wisdom. They were sure that their life's achievements deserve Nous's approval. These geniuses were eager for a response from Nous, but the Erudition has no time to appreciate the insignificant achievements of mere mortals. THEIR silence was deafening. - Genius Society, Data Bank: Factions
So, a common misconception I see a lot in fanon is this belief that, as long as a character is a rare breed of intelligence, that they'll be recognized by Nous when this isn't the case at all. For an Aeon that does interminable extrapolations and calculations and predictions, the reason Genius Society members get accepted is usually because their domain is an area of study that Nous hasn't broached upon before.
Like an Scepter System, whether good or evil, Genius Society members are fixated on a highly specific branch of the sciences that contribute to Nous' wisdom, but is subject matter Nous hasn't broached on before. It's why you have Genius Society members like Yu Qingtu, the greatest mixologist in the cosmos, that seems anathema to your typical Genius Society member: she covers a highly specific branch of knowledge--mixology--and is the best at what she does. It being unconventional science doesn't eliminate its elite-levels of specialization.
- Anti-Organic Virus, Simulated Universe: Unknowable Domain
Okay, but I sincerely love this part of the Scholar's Strife where a scholar possessed by the Anti-Organic Equation is pissing itself in fear so hard that it's hardwired with a warning that Polka is extremely dangerous as its Emperors' killer. Mind you, this isn't even the original unit: it's the equivalent of a genetic memory, ingrained in their programming to be afraid of her.
- Spying on Heaven (l) & Collapsed Cognition (III), Simulated Universe: Unknowable Domain
So, something I find really fascinating is the fact that Polka's omniscience can take her to places that are heavily concealed and considered undetectable, as the inner core of the Scepter System (located on a hidden star adjacent to the Iron Throne) was only found because Patavia used the Singular Wave she'd been obsessed with for so long as a means of navigation to reach the core. Meanwhile, Polka was able to travel there by mere 'coincidence', a word heavily related to her.
AKA, she could absolutely travel to places like Amphoreus without issue.
Antimonic Waltz highlights -- ;
So, I also finished reading my way through the Antimonic Waltz and I found some pretty neat highlights, especially where it concerns Polka.
This is one of the first instances of Polka's appearance during the Scholar's Strife and a prime example of her probability manipulation in action. How a mere coin toss into a fountain resulted in a man's assassination, all orchestrated by her.
Now, the "person" Herta is referring to is, again, Polka Kakamond and her apparent omniscience. Considering how many intellectuals/scholars there are that must broach to closing the Circle of Knowledge, it really does emphasize her omnipresence and ability to possibly be in many places at once. Herta outlined this as Polka "traveling along the chains of karma" that is likely the secret to her omniscience.
This seriously reads like the passage of a horror novel. The creepiest comparison I can think of is the picture of 1800s Derry ala Stephen King's IT and the scene coming to life while Pennywise rushes towards the Losers Club. Not even Herta--an Emanator--or Trailblazer--who has canonly fought several Emanator-level beings at this point--could counter her. Both of them are genuinely scared out of their minds when Polka realizes they're there and starts to stalk towards them.
I think this more or less confirms that Polka was responsible for the Scholars' Strife and the destruction of the Scepter System.
So, not only can she directly connect to Nous and see Their extrapolations like I suspected, but more nightmare fuel for the fire--
It really speaks volumes how the whole of the Simulated Universe went haywire trying to trap her. Now, it wasn't like the SU was 'scared' of her (as Herta/Screwllum did outright say they'd do what they could to try and trap her), but it went all-out attempting to and Polka casually (literally) seized that by the throat and slaughtered her way through totally unfazed.
So, this is also giving me an idea about her fighting-style, too. There's a lot of imagery related to the butterfly effect and that she wields storms/cyclones/cosmic winds that makes me think she might be better suited with a Wind Type instead of Quantum (despite the heavy emphasis on glitching that suits Quantum very well) so I might make a switch (or include both together).
This was just a charming add-on, but Stephen being so galvanized by Polka in the SU was kind of cute.
My biggest takeaway is that it not only took the combined force of all 4 Geniuses against Polka (big since Herta is an Emanator) and yet, they still failed. Seriously, this woman is a literal, supernatural force of nature despite not being an Emanator and I'm here for it.
- Digital Save of Klein's Handwritten Notes (Excerpt)
- Scholar's Felt Snow boots
So, if these texts are anything to go by, I really do believe this is the smoking gun that implicates Polka as Klein's killer, confirming another death in the Genius Society being by her hand. Butterflies and coincidences are the typical death flags for her victims, and this one is clear as day.
So, not to cause a morning existential crisis, but the fact that knowing the future as Nous predicts it would completely shatter someone's perception of free will is kind of crazy. Something Ego and I have discussed before is the concept of Self-Stranglers, or people who divine into their own future to such an extent that it literally kills them. Now, when someone does it through Nous, it probably won't kill them unlike when it's done through Finality, but it would probably shatter their sense of free will so much that it would compel them to seek death or make them psychically numb. Polka also said that Geniuses become almost like nodes for Nous in their specific branches of study, and it makes sense that They invited Polka since she's probably one of the only people in existence who can constantly be connected to Nous and not succumb to Self-Strangulation.
Matter, order, logic, and life… Everything that makes up "reality" is but one side of the coin. On the opposite side, of equal entropy, there exists "nihility." The two balance each other to create the complete universe. [...] Those who gaze into the void for a long time will gradually be drawn to the dark energy overflowing in the abyss, eventually passing through the Dark Web that separates reality from nothingness — This legend has yet to be proven, though. - Device IX, Data Bank
So, piggy-backing off what I started here, I really do think that the main, natural outcome for near-total logic of the order that only Nous (and probably Terminus) can perceive is nihility. Now, for this, I don't mean as it applies to beings like Nous, but rather, to human beings who come to perceive that the universe lacks free will and, if everything is predetermined, then free will is an illusion and it would drive such people insane with such knowledge. After all, humans need to believe they can defy their fates, their destinies.
In general, though, Nihility being a mirror of Erudition makes perfect sense. Erudition perceives and extrapolates all of existence, while Nihility sees that as pointless. If Erudition were to be rendered inert, it makes me believe that Nihility would be its consequence.
EAST ASIAN TETRAPHOBIA - The Negative Connotations And Fear Surrounding The Number "4"
"Tetraphobia" is the fear of the number 4. In various countries in East Asia, the number 4 is often considered unlucky, particularily for it's association with death. For this reason, a 4th floor in a multi-story building is often omitted in the way that in many western buildings there aren't any 13th floors. Other numbers which contain the numeral 4 are also avoided some such extent, such as 14, 24 and 42. This can even affect business in some East Asian countries - often, addresses, phone numbers, prices and company names containing the number four in it are avoided.
"4" in Japan
Note: a "homophone" is a word with the same pronunciation as another word, but they have different meanings.
In Japanese, the number 4 is pronounced as “shi" (し) which means death. Other numbers associated with the number 4 are often avoided, such as the number 43 is a homophone of 死産 (shizan) which means stillbirth. For this reason, rooms number 43 are avoided in Japanese hospital. Similar combinations include the word for 49 is a homophone for 死苦 (shiku, "a painful death) and 42, homophone for 死に (shini, "to death). In Japanese giftgiving customs, objects are never handed out in sets of 4 - usually either 3 or 5.
"4" in Korea
In Korea, the word 사 means both "four" and "death". A consequence of this is that South Korea's national railway company KoRail has skipped the train number "4444"
"4" in China, Taiwan and Hong Kong
Note: any numbers in the phonetic transcriptions for any of the non-English words in this paragraph are representative of the tone of the syllable.
In Mandarin, the word for number four (四, pronounced sì) is a homophone (save for the tones) with the word for death (死, pronounced sǐ). The same applies to Cantonese, Shanghainese, Hakka and Taiwanese, in which the word for 4 (四) is pronounced as sei, sy2, si3 and sù respectively while the words for death (死) are pronounced as séi, sy2, si4 and sú.
Connotated combinations of numbers in which 4 appears
514 has negative connotations as 五一四 (5-1-4, wǔ yī sì) sounds similar to the words for "I want to die" (我要死) in Mandarin (wǒ yào sǐ).
5354 has negative connotations in Hong Kong as 五三五四 (5-3-5-4, ńg sāam ńg sei) sounds similar to Cantonese 吾生吾死 (m̀ sāang m̀ séi), which translates to "not alive, not dead", meaning a miserable state in which one is practically dead.
5201314 however, has positive connotations in mainland China as 五二零一三一四 (5-2-0-1-3-1-4, wǔ èr líng yī sān yī sì) sounds similar to 我爱你一生一世 (wǒ ài nǐ yī shēng yī shì) meaning "I love you a lifetime".
Sources: Tetraphobia on wikipedia, Chinese numerology, Japanese superstitions, howstuffworks, tofugu.
"What does Polka actually look like?" Members of the fan club have always been curious about what Polka Kakamond really looks like. The possibility of erasing all her portraits across the universe aside, the Lord of Silence has appeared multiple times in history but never left even the most meager trail. Some believe that Polka merely slew all who set eyes upon her. Others say that she borrowed the power of Enigmata or Nihility to scrub all traces of her existence. Finally, a fervent fan's conjecture received everyone's acknowledgment — that perhaps Polka's face has been a haze of indiscernible features to begin with. - Genius Society's Dangerous Gossip
So, as silly as this curio's flavor text really is, what stood out to me is the fact that she's 'borrowing the power of Enigmata/Nihility to erase all traces of her existence' which fits nicely with my own headcanon about how Polka uses Device IX as a means of affecting reality, especially with wiping many traces of her existence. Since Nihility has the power to scrub anything it affects from all history (ex. Izumo), it makes sense that the Dark Web/Device IX are powered by it.
- SU: G&G, Supreme Organic: Sanguine Concolances (l)
So, this is something I didn't notice before, but the "scattered, mysterious star-like marks" may have been an initial message left behind by Terminius. Why? Because Terminus was the only Aeon noted to have been present at Izmael, and because "star-like marks" are constantly attributed to Finality in Hi3. The Cocoon of Finality bears an enormous, four-pointed star that covers its face, and Kiana--as the Herrscher of Finality--has four-pointed star-shaped pupils. Kevin Kaslana, as a wielder of the authority of Finality, also has these same "stars" in his Diabolic design.
Star-like makes sense for a four-pointed star because most imagine stars to have more points. On top of that, I'm 99% sure this is referring to Andatur Zazzalo, an Intellitron Masked Fool who is constantly described as both dead and alive simultaneously throughout G&G.