I am losing my mind over pixels right now

Hi there! Just some lad on the internet here to yap about the stuff he likes! Pronouns He/Him Beginner Artist (like exceptionally so) No NSFW, please! Fanfics go brrr

[losingmymindoverpixelsrn]

Introduction post!

Hello!! It's nice to meet you!

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My name's Shadey, and welcome to my blog! I know nothing in the name would really give that away, but I am, in fact, almost always losing my mind over pixels on a screen!

------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What am I into? Pokemon!! Literally anything Pokémon. I gotta soft spot for Mystery Duengon Stuff Deltarune! The Amazing Digital Circus! Indie RPG Horror Games! RPGMaker Games in general, and heck, just indie games in general FNaF Poppy Playtime OCS!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What can you expect from this blog in particular? Uh, this is really just my main. I tend to post/reblog whatever I feel like! Mainly my art or something I found cool. Really I'm still trying to get the hang of Tumblr despite having been on here for like, two years now.

I'm working on sideblogs for stuff like my art or AUs specifically, and I'll probably link them here once I'm done with them. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- TagsFor most of my art if you tag OC Art or Beginner Digital Artist it should pop up. Save for my fandom rambles #tadc #The Witch's House #Deltarune #PMD for Pokemon Mystery Duengon! I'll also probably update this when I get more organized with my tags. I think they are kinda a mess right now... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------

That's all I got for you all! Drink water, be kind to yourself, and have a nice day!

[zannolin]

damn i wish u guys could read this fic i haven't written and this fic i haven't finished writing and this fic i'm putting off outlining and this fic i outlined but haven't started and this fic i'll never write and this other fic i haven't written and this fic that exists only in vague impressions in my head that fall apart every time i try to commit them to the page and th

[syn4k]

"lock in" is probably one of the most important phrases to enter the public lexicon in the 2020s

[joyflameball]

[the-irreverend]

Here's to hellsite solidarity!

[clonehub]

I hate you epitome of innocence being represented with blonde hair I hate you lightness representing goodness I hate you "angelic features" automatically being read as blonde hair and blue eyed with pale skin I hate you whiteness as the default for morality I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

[clonehub]

Guess who's being the most annoying on this post

[clonehub]

this post isnt about blondes and how its so unfair to them that theyre always viewed as good healthy holy morally upright outstanding people no matter what this post is about racism its about colorism its about white supremacy making people with dark features and skin literally feel evil. this is not about your stupid disney princesses or achilles or your fave anime boys being allowed to be unhinged feral shitty awful people and this sure as hell is not an opportunity for blonde people themselves to show their entire pasty flat asses and beg praise for "breaking the stereotype" by being shitty unhinged people. fandom people you are 192% of the problem. white people in general you are 1,000% the origin of the problem. this site is so unbearably white my GOD

[beemovieerotica]

if you work in a creative field...or if you do creative hobbies like writing or drawing...you need to make friends with people who don't do those things. you need to befriend normie Steve who has never written a story in his life. and this is because when you are in a creative job or hobby and spend all your time doing that thing, surrounded by very capable people, who you inevitably compare your own progress and skills to, you forget what the baseline human skill at that thing is. and it's usually zero. normie Steve has not written a story since the 3rd grade when his teacher made him do it. he's very good at other things that are not storytelling - but if you tell normie Steve that you wrote a full 300-page book from start to finish, he will think you're some kind of savant. he does not know ANYONE else who has done this. you need this perspective. because when you're constantly on Let's Write Stories dot Com then everyone on Let's Write Stories dot Com will inevitably be like "oh of course everyone on earth has written a book or several at this point!" and you canNOT let yourself think that. that is not even close to the average human experience. you are in a bubble. do not put yourself down. do not give up.

[losingmymindoverpixelsrn]

I don't think my own art is all that impressive, but anytime I show it to my family, they're like 'goddamn, you should have a portfolio and website.' They hype it up like it's the coolest stuff ever made, hehe-

[funtergeist]

thing i drew before chapter 5 came out... i didnt like it enough to post but i think its more relevant now

[aristocrating]

its 2026 i cannot handle any more fucking "author A obviously ripped off author B" discourse by people Who Have Only Seen the work of author B and admit themselves that they have no further knowledge of the literary landscape they are moving in. like.

[insomaniackills]

Folks really need to reacquaint themselves with this concept

[bunniboiz]

"it's ok to show (x) in fiction as long as the bad guy gets punished!" the bad guy doesn't have to get punished. in fact the bad guy can win altogether. the bad guy can entirely get away with it. hope this helps

[bunniboiz]

and this part might make some people's head explode but: characters can be written to forgive things you personally wouldn't ever forgive. not everything is written as what you'd perceive to be the right choice. not everything is a self-insert & protagonists don't have to be relatable.

[neopet-euthanization]

[zomdead-deactivated20260110]

transgenderbloodsport

[anistarrose]

if you are a parent, or may become one, or you are otherwise likely to arrive in the situation of caring for a child while they eat, promise me this: if a child doesn't like a certain food or food group, you will ask them WHY. and specifically, you will pay attention to either confirming or ruling out "it makes my mouth itch" or "it makes my stomach hurt," both of which are medically important info that children may not provide unprompted. which i know because this PSA has been brought to you by "i spent my entire childhood and much of my early teens eating peas and lentils while wondering why everyone else liked the Violently Itchy Mouth Sensation so much, like were they a bunch of legume masochists or something, before i finally realized that Violently Itchy Mouth Sensation was in fact a sinister demon appearing only to me, and her true demonic name was: Legume Allergy"

[filthyfuckingcainestan]

he personifies me

[tajmutthall]

I love this perspective on what Tolkien might really have been telling us--the "traditional rules" of high fantasy are actually subverted.

[quasi-normalcy]

Also, it's a deliberate subversion of earlier epics like the Niebeungenlied or the quest for the Holy Grail in that the fellowship aren't trying to retrieve an item of great power, they're trying to destroy an item of great power, because the lust for power is intrinsically corrupting. Aragorn is a great king because he practically needs to be dragged by his ear into accepting kingship, and then only to help his friends and the world.

[veryberryskye]

turns out when you specifically seek out extremely pathetic and clumsy women to be your knights and maids they arent very good at being knights or maids

[veryberryskye]

you think you’re so funny don’t you. GUARDS. OFF WITH H- no- no its okay dont cry guards its okay im sorry i raised my voice its okay no im not mad at you

[ani-bbey]

The bird keeper 🪶

[hugdog]

WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO BE SAD ABOUT?

[strawberry-crocodile]

ultimately the best way to prevent abuse is to organize society in such a way that everyone's needs are met wothout having to rely on a parent or employer or boyfriend or any one individual. obviously wont stop, like, manipulation or so on, but the ability to dangle basic needs over someone's head is one of the most powerful and consistant tools of abuse out there. if someone is able to just leave, and know that they will have access to food and shelter and clean water and education, that will enable so, so mamy victims of abuse to do just that.