Just Breathe

Life is a trap

[thegirlfromtheotherside00]

I don’t wanna keep fighting.

[cyruski-empty]

03 May 2025

The more the time passes im more certain of my thoughts. I dont think i can handle this life or myself much more. I've been trying, but the pain is always going to stay with me. It just feels that my life is so pointless, not for others but for me. I'm so tired, it's been years and nothing changes in fact lately it kind of feels that is getting worse and i really don't have the strength to keep going. I dont wanna be here. I want to die. I'm doing the best i can to hide it from people, everyone thinks im better but no im not. I feel so guilty because of it. I dont want to hurt the people i love, i dont want them to suffer. But how much more can i take?

Its so heavy, so sad, i dont want to feel this anymore

[50rd1d]

I ruin everything I touch.

[violetsinmyveins]

It's so frustrating when people say "just be yourself!" "Let yourself be who you are!" "Let the real you out!" Because THERE IS NO REAL ME. I don't exist under the personality that I fake. There is NOTHING.

[worthless-mess]

[condemnedbody]

Sometimes killing myself doesn't feel like enough. Sometimes I think I need to be erased from history

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

[nofuckingideawho]

I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

[todostoast]

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

[fatimazainab]

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end

[emotionaleating]

„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.

[psychobulimic]

I was a fucking idiot to think things would get better!!!

[borderlinebaby420]

i wanna push everyone away from me so i can kill myself alone without anyone noticing

[emotionaleating]

„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.

[suicid2s]

if you wake up one day and i’m gone, forget me. i’m not worth it.

[dumbsuicidalteen]

one of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end