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Gender and sex are NOT the same thing. Gender is what you identify as, while sex is what I’m having with Rafe Cameron tonight. Stay informed
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Her name Part 4 (final)
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Tw: sadness? Lmao
Rafe sees the post by accident—your hand, adorned with a ring that glints too perfectly in the sunlight, a smile shining even brighter. And the caption: Forever. He studies your fiancé. He’s tall, his head is covered in perfectly brushed waves, each strand catching the light in a way that highlights the effortless charm he exudes. Freckles dot his cheeks, giving him a boyish charm that complements his sophisticated demeanor. But it’s his eyes that draw the most attention—bright green and filled with warmth, they seem to sparkle with genuine affection every time he looks at you, making it easy to see why you chose him, makes it harder to hate him when he realizes why you seem so utterly happy standing by his side.
You’ve let yourself fall fully in love again, and it shows. Your Instagram paints a picture of quiet joy, shots of you laughing with the guy who looks at you as if you were his entire life—your head leaning on his shoulder, his lips pressing a kiss on your forehead. Every photo radiates a contentment that is undeniable, telling him that you have finally found a place to rest your heart.
It hits Rafe like cold water, his chest tight, as if he could feel the pull from miles away. He stares at your photos longer than he should, letting his mind wander back to the days when you once looked at him that way. He thought he’d left you behind, made peace with it, but now all those careful walls he built come tumbling down. He misses you. Desperately, even in that bittersweet way that’s tinged with regret and love that never quite faded. But he can’t reach out. He shouldn’t. You’ve moved on, just as he thought he had.
He breathes out, quiet. You are happy. And that has to be enough.
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Y/N’s POV
The light is golden, spilling through the stained glass like a benediction, casting a soft glow over the congregation as you stand at the altar, heart racing. Nicholas’ hand is steady in yours, his grip warm and grounding. Your eyes glance at the familiar faces of your loved ones gathered in the pews. Each smile reflects the joy of this moment, and you can see your family beaming with pride, their eyes glistening with tears of happiness. Your closest friends, Sarah and Topper, who have supported you through every twist and turn, sit together, their smiles bubbling over as they exchange knowing glances. You smile, realizing just how right this feels.
As you stand at the altar, you find yourself captivated by the depth of Nicholas' eyes, a mesmerizing green that seems to hold the promise of your future, and for some reason you find yourself searching for a hint of blue on them. They sparkle with a mix of joy and determination, radiating warmth that grounds you in this sacred moment. Every sound around you fades into a soft blur, leaving only the rhythm of your heartbeat and the gentle whispers of your vows. Face to face, your fingers intertwined, as you finally hear the words you have been waiting your whole life for.
“I do”. He says, pulling you back to reality, and you can hear the love in his voice, his commitment echoing through the intimate space.
“Y/N, do you take Nicholas to be your lawfully wedded husband? Do you promise to love and cherish him, in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, for better or worse, and forsaking all others, keep yourself only unto him, for so long as you both shall live?”. The words of the officiant echo in the church as they wait for your response, and your soon-to-be husband squeezes your hands nervously.
“I do”. You say, feeling the ring slip on your finger and a wide smile spreads on Nicholas’ face as he steps forward urgently to kiss you, both of you closing your eyes to seal the promise to build a happy life together as the crowd bursts into happy cheers and applause. This is it, maybe this is how it's meant to be you think, maybe it's time to stop searching for a glimpse of Rafe in other people and focus on your new life, you say to yourself as you get lost in Nicholas’ lips.
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Rafe’s POV
Rafe leans against a tree outside the churchyard, half-hidden among the leaves and shadows as the bells ring their triumphant chorus. He knows he shouldn’t be here. He’d convinced himself he’d moved on. But when Sarah had mentioned where the wedding would take place, he couldn’t shake the curiosity—or maybe the aching need—to see you, just this once, stepping into the future you’d once talked about, now with someone else.
Through the open doors of the church, he can see glimpses: the sweep of your white dress, your smile so wide it lights up the space around you. His heart clenches. You look every bit as beautiful as he remembered, even more so, with a happiness that radiates from you in a way he’s never seen before. You don't look back, don't glance toward the doors, and that hits him harder than he’d expected, the bells mock him as he thinks for a moment to burst into the church and tell you how much he loved you and loves you, he thinks about how he would tell you to run away from there together, and how he wishes you would say yes; and still with that urge he does nothing, too mesmerized to move a finger.
Rafe feels the pang of all you might have been. But he’d missed his chance, let you slip through his fingers, and you’d moved on, carving out your own path without looking back. His chest tightens as he realizes that maybe this was what you were always meant for—a love that wasn’t stained with regrets or almosts, with someone who could be everything for you, and you can be everything to that someone.
But still, he stays, watching as you take Nicholas' hand. He knows his name now, thanks to Whezzie, both smiles bright, so full of love and peace. This is what you need, he thinks. You are where you belong, finding a happiness that could sustain you—a happiness he knows, deep down, he could never have offered. His heart aches, but he wants this for you. He wants you to have this piece of forever, even if it means you’d have it with someone else. He swallows hard, feeling that familiar ache, that longing he’s carried for so long, but as Nicholas slips the ring on your hand, he finally feels a sense of closure. He allows himself one last look, whispers a silent goodbye that tastes like bittersweet relief, then turns and walks away as you kiss your now husband.
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Years later
The world has turned, seasons became years, and now, in this sunlit beach, they find themselves on opposite sides, each surrounded by children’s laughter and the warmth of families reunited on a perfect Sunday. Y/N sits on a blanket watching her husband playing with their child and Rafe walks behind his daughter, watching her as his wife is buying ice cream.
Fate is whimsical, so it makes their eyes meet across the distance. For a moment, the world seems to stop. They freeze there, both hearts racing and time held in a shared silence that speaks volumes. She hasn’t seen him in years, yet he looks much the same—a little older, perhaps, his features softened by time and life, and in that brief exchange, they both see the echoes of everything they had once shared, the moments that had shaped them, even if they now feel like a different lifetime.
Time has softened the edges. There’s a quiet acknowledgement, a knowing smile, as though each of them holds the memory of what they once were like a folded letter in the corner of their heart. They were each other’s first, that kind of raw, intense love that once felt like it could swallow the world whole. Now, it’s a memory laced with nostalgia and a gentle, lingering ache, Rafe wonders if she ever thinks about him as he does sometimes, and Y/N wonders what would have happened if she ever answered his phone calls.
For a moment, they want to reach out, to speak, to ask how they have been. But they don’t. There’s no need. Their lives have become exactly what they were meant to be, or that's what they convince themselves. But in this silent moment, there’s a glance that speaks of all that was and all that still lingers, retracting their happiness for a second, feeling after years a glimpse of love for each other.
Heaven knows that it is enough for the two of them to have a closure, and so it sends her children calling her name, and his daughter tugging his hand, drawing them back to the lives they had chosen. They turned away with a last smile, just like that, back to their families. They move forward, each wrapped in a quiet acceptance that they had found joy, a different joy, in different places. And this is how it ends: a love lost but kept in that corner of the heart where they keep the things that were once their dreams.
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Her name Part 3
Part 1 Part 2
Tw: Mentions of drugs, dependance on someone and I think that's it but If you catch something else don't doubt to let me know.
Rafe's POV
Rafe watches her from a distance, his heart clenching as he sees her walking away. Her figure, once so familiar, so intertwined with his own, is now fading into the night. He tries to say something else, but for the way she looked at him and Topper holding him back his words keep getting stuck on his throat, he gulps.
Y/N! Please -the words come out in a strangled whisper, another gulp, and his voice comes out stronger. “I can fix this!” She hears this part, he convinces himself she’ll come back.
Look back baby please look at me.
She doesn’t look back, not even once. She’s stronger than that—stronger than him. He knows it. And for the first time knowing her too well rips him apart, slowly and painfully, like his chest is being carved out with every step she takes until she's finally in Topper’s truck.
He thought he could handle it. He thought the numbness would protect him, that the inevitable wouldn’t hurt so much because, after all, he’d known from the beginning. It’s not that Rafe was oblivious to the kind of man he was; in fact, he knew it all too well. He was the type to ruin things, to break what he loved, and that truth haunted him every time he held her close. He loved her—there was no doubt about that—but love wasn’t enough to change the inevitable. He knew he would hurt her. He could see it in the distance, like a storm gathering on the horizon, and still, he didn't stop. It was a twisted fate he was resigned to, no matter how much it would destroy them both in the end.
The words echo in his head, taunting him with their brutal honesty. He had known it from the first time she smiled at him by that bonfire, the glow of the flames dancing in her eyes, making her look like something from another world. She had no idea who he really was. Not then. And maybe, for a brief moment, he wanted to believe he could hide it from her, hide the parts of him that were rotting from the inside out.
He tried, God, he tried to keep her at arm’s length. It was supposed to be casual, a way to forget everything else that came with the name Rafe Cameron. The drugs, the deals, the weight of his father’s expectations crushing him day by day. But then, without meaning to, he fell. And once he fell, he was lost. Because no matter how much of himself he gave her, there would always be more of him left in the shadows. She thought she could heal him. She believed in him, even when he didn’t deserve it.
Rafe watches her through the window, her hand reaching up to wipe her eyes. She’s crying. He did that. He made her cry. His fists tighten at his sides, his knuckles white as he fights the urge to run after her, to beg her to turn around, to forgive him. But how could he have the nerve to say that? Wouldn't it make it worse? The truth? That he loved her so much it scared him? That he was clinging to a past where he thought he was happy? That he never meant to hurt her but did anyway, because that’s just who he is?
But Sofia had never really left, had she? Even when he was holding Y/N, kissing her; Rafe had been clinging to a past that never truly existed. That night, Sofia’s name slipped from his lips like a reflex, a desperate call to a version of himself that was long gone.
Sofia wasn’t the person he wanted. She never was. She had been his crutch when the world around him, when even his own father, didn’t see him. She had filled the gaps, made him feel less alone but that wasn’t love. It was an obsession. An obsession with a time when he thought she was all he had.
And tonight, when he kissed her, the truth hit him like ice. The illusion shattered. There was nothing there, no warmth, no fire. Because his heart, his life, belonged in the present. Not in the shadows of what could’ve been, but in the light of what was. His future wasn’t in Sofia. It never was, his future is (was) in Y/N.
“I never wanted this to happen” he whispers into the empty night, his voice hoarse, his throat raw from the words he’s kept buried for so long. But no one’s there to hear him. She’s gone. And the only thing left is the silence.
He remembers the way she looked at him when she saw him with Sofia. The betrayal in her eyes, the disbelief, like he had torn something sacred between them and shredded it without a second thought as it was meaningless. But it wasn’t thoughtless and neither meaningless. That was the worst part. It wasn’t a mistake. It was who he was, who he always would be.
Y/N’s last words replay in his head, over and over, searing his soul with every repetition. "I was never enough for you, was I? No matter what I did, no matter how hard I tried, I was never her."
He wanted to tell her that she was more than enough. That she was everything. But how could he say that when he knew, deep down, that it wouldn’t matter? He had fallen in love with her, yes, but he had also known that in the end, he would betray her. He knew it was like a curse running through his veins, something inescapable, something that would always drag him down, no matter how hard he tried to swim to the surface, he knew, oh man, he knew from the beginning he was going to fuck everything up.
His chest tightens as he watches the truck disappear down the street, swallowed by the darkness. He let her slip through his fingers, just like he let everything else in his life slip away. He loved her. He did. But he betrayed her the moment he let her believe that he could be something better, he lied to her, man, maybe he lied to himself about it too. Oh the goddamn stupid boy who thought he could be a better person.
And now, standing in the aftermath of his own destruction, Rafe knows that she’s gone, and this time, there’s no going back even if he wanted to do everything right, even if Y/N said yes again.
It was selfish—he realized. He couldn’t bear the idea of someone like her by his side. It terrified him, the thought of someone so real, so good, standing next to him, when all he had ever known was chaos. How could he deserve that? How could he let her have that?
No. He couldn’t do it. Not to her.
So he did the only thing that made sense. He walked away.
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Hey ya'll thank you for the support it means a lot to me. So this part is one that has been resting for a long time on my draft lmao and I decided to post it today, hope you enjoy it.
Also I'll definitely write what xcinnamonmalfoyx suggested, totally loved the idea, I'm so glad she thought about it because I was just gonna leave it like that haha.
Last but not least, sorry if I mistyped something English is not my first language and again thank you for all your kind words.
Anyways stay tunned and enjoy! :)
Bro… what you mean you didn’t see it coming? I KNEW JJ was going to do that since he bought a bathtub with Barry’s money 😭😭😭
I mean I love him but tf JJ ???
Also, congrats to my man Rafe for looking fine as hell🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
Her name Part 2
Part 1
It had been a few months since Valentine’s Day, and Rafe had been pulling away more and more. He would disappear for hours without explanation, brushing off your questions with vague excuses about work or family. You’d ask him where he’d been, but he’d never look you in the eye. His answers felt hollow, like he was present, but not really there.
Tonight, though, was different. Topper had convinced you to join him and Sarah for drinks at the country club—a rare evening where you weren’t sitting at home, waiting for Rafe to come back from wherever he’d been. Sarah had even bought you a new dress, and as you stood in front of the mirror, you tried to convince yourself that tonight was going to be fun. You needed this.
"You look amazing, Y/N. Seriously," Sarah grinned, nudging you. "Forget about my brother for a night. Just… enjoy yourself."
You forced a smile, nodding. "Yeah, I’m trying." The truth was, it felt nice to be out, to laugh at Topper’s dumb jokes, to have a drink in hand instead of staring at your phone, wondering if Rafe would even bother coming home tonight. Laughing at some stupid joke Topper said you looked away from your friends to encounter someone.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw him. At first, you thought you were imagining it—the dim light, the crowd, your mind playing tricks on you—but then you recognized that beautiful blonde hair and those wide shoulders and last but not least her.
Your heart clenched. Sofia.
She was sitting in a dimly lit corner, her hand threaded through Rafe’s hair, pulling him close as she whispered something in his ear. He leaned in, smiling at her the way he used to smile at you, his fingers resting comfortably on her waist.
"Y/N?" Sarah’s voice was cautious, as she followed your gaze. "Oh my god…" She said as Topper followed muttered a “Fuck”.
"I-I need some air" you whispered, stumbling to your feet. You blinked back the shock, the betrayal sinking in like a heavy weight.
“Hey, wait—” Topper started, but you were already pushing through the crowd, your heart racing, and your senses numbed. You didn’t want to hear their pity, didn’t want to explain. You just needed to get out of there before you fell apart in front of everyone. You made it outside, the cool night air hitting you, but it did nothing to soothe the storm inside you. You stood there, hands shaking, trying to make sense of what you’d just seen.
He’s with her. He’s always been with her. Your mind shouted as the noise behind you started to face and a cold sweat creeped on your back. Meanwhile Sarah confronted her brother who just ran to you before you could collect yourself, footsteps echoed behind you. You knew who it was, you could recognize him even blind.
"Y/N…" Rafe’s voice was low, his tone already defensive.
You turned slowly, your eyes locking with his and your shaky arm raised, stopping him in his tracks. "Don’t." Your voice was sharp, filled with more hurt than you had ever imagined.
“Y/N, I can explain,” Rafe started, stepping toward you.
You shook your head, taking a step back. "Explain what, Rafe? That you’re still in love with her? That you’ve been sneaking around behind my back this whole time?"
Rafe flinched. “It’s not what it looks like—"
“Oh, really?” Your voice rose, incredulous. "Because it looks exactly like you’re cheating on me with the girl you’ve never let go of! How long has this been going on? How long have you been lying to me?" His silence told you everything his mouth didn’t.
Tears burned at the corners of your eyes, but you refused to let them fall. Not in front of him. He didn’t deserve them. "You called me by her name, Rafe," you whispered, your voice shaking. "That night… on Valentine’s Day. You said her name in your sleep."
His face paled, his mouth opening to say something anything to fix it, as his mind raced trying to remember, but you cut him off.
"You kissed her the same way you used to kiss me, or maybe you were kissing me as you used to kiss her" you continued, your chest tightening and your voice raising. "And I sat here, trying to convince myself that I was enough. That you’d forget her if I just loved you harder, if I tried harder. But I was never going to be enough for you, was I?"
“Y/N, please… listen to me, it’s not like that—” He reached for your hand, but you pulled away nauseous and flowning, the sting of his touch too much to bear. Sarah and Topper stumbled outside looking for you with worry written across their faces. Sarah immediately ran to you as Topper followed her cautiously.
“Y/N, do you want to get out of here?” Sarah asked gently, grabbing your arm, glancing warily at Rafe.
“No, let her stay," Rafe snapped cold as always with his sister and desperation showing. "I need to talk to her.” But you shook your head, feeling the weight of everything fall on your shoulders. You were done.
"I’m done, Rafe," you said softly, but firmly. "You’ve made your choice. It was always Sofia." Rafe’s eyes filled with panic, his voice breaking. “Y/N, please… don’t walk away. I—I love you.”
You let out a bitter laugh, wiping away a tear. “You love the idea of me, Rafe. But not me and I don't even know if what I said first it's the truth. If you did, you wouldn’t have gone back to her.”
Topper stepped in, putting a hand on Rafe’s shoulder. “Man, maybe you should back off, let her breathe.” “Stay out of it, Top!” Rafe barked, his frustration boiling over pushing Topper aside. But you had already started to walk towards Topper’s truck, Sarah by your side, as Topper stood his ground and pushed Rafe back, keeping him in check.
“I’m sorry,” Sarah whispered, her voice heavy with guilt. You smiled sadly at her. “Don’t be. It’s not your fault.” Rafe’s voice called out to you one last time as Topper held him back. “Y/N! Please… I can fix this!”
But you didn’t turn back. For the first time in a long time as you hopped in Topper’s truck, you felt a sense of clarity. This was the end. And maybe, just maybe, it was the beginning of something better.
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Mi real y yo yo y mi real 🫵
Her name
"Valentine’s Day, crying in the hotel… I know you didn’t mean to hurt me, so I kept it to myself…"
Valentine's Day. It was supposed to be a fresh start, a chance to reignite the spark between you and Rafe. You had planned everything perfectly: a little hotel, nestled by the water, with no distractions. Just you, Rafe, and the hope of mending the growing distance between you.
The hotel room was charming in its simplicity—white sheets, an old-fashioned fireplace, and windows that looked out over the ocean. When you first arrived, you had smiled, taking in the view, thinking how perfect this could be for the two of you. It had felt hopeful then, like this trip might be what you both needed to find your way back to each other.
That night, you had dressed up for him, slipping into a delicate dress that you knew he loved, hoping to reignite the passion that had once defined your relationship.
At dinner, you had made conversation, laughing softly at jokes that had once made him smile, but his responses were short, almost absentminded. He had been staring at the table more than at you, his mind somewhere far away. Somewhere you couldn’t reach.
Rafe had been distant all night. It was subtle—the kind of detachment only someone deeply attuned to another person could notice—but it was there. He had kissed you softly when you arrived, held you close for a moment, and even made love to you, but something in his gaze had drifted. His touch, his presence—it wasn’t the same.
You had tried to push the nagging feeling away, tried to tell yourself that he was just tired or stressed, tried to relax into his touch. You whispered sweet things to him, words he once said back but now left hanging in the air. After all, you both had fought so hard to make this relationship work, to push through the cracks, his addiction and the disproval of your friends. But that night, you could feel the fractures growing deeper.
And then it happened.
You had been lying in bed together, your head resting on his chest, the rhythmic sound of his heartbeat once a comfort to you. But as you lay there in the quiet, you felt him relaxing as he always did before falling asleep—his breathing slowed, his arm around you growing looser.
“Sofia…”
The name had slipped from his lips so softly that you almost hadn’t caught it, caressing your hair, mocking at you, slapping your face like a brick that you poor misfortune’s child heard.
Her name.
It felt like a dagger had been thrust into your chest, the air rushing out of your lungs as you lay there, frozen. The room had gone deathly silent, save for the buzz in your ears, and you hadn’t dared to move, hadn’t dared to breathe, not that you could. You waited for him to say more, to realize what he had done, but he just drifted further into sleep, his arm still loosely draped around you.
You didn’t say anything. You didn’t flinch or pull away. You held your breath, blinking back the tears as you waited for sleep to fully take him, pretending that you were okay.
But you weren’t okay. You hadn’t been okay since Sofia entered your life—not physically, because she had left the OBX months before you even met Rafe-but in the memories that had never truly left his heart. You had always been competing with a ghost.
When his breathing had evened out, signaling that he was fully asleep, you slipped out of bed, tiptoeing into the bathroom with shaky hands. The small space felt suffocating, the light harsh as it reflected in the mirror, illuminating your tear-streaked face. You turned on the faucet, letting the water run, hoping the sound would drown out your sobs.
You stood there, gripping the edge of the sink, staring at your reflection as the tears flowed freely. You bit down hard on your lip, stifling the sobs that threatened to break free, unwilling to let Rafe hear you.
And you kept it to yourself, not even a word about it the next day. You just smiled and kissed him on the lips, this making you feel nauseous for the first time in your relationship.
You stayed with him one more day, convinced that if you loved him hard enough, if you showed him that you were there, he would let go of her.
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maneater!reader and womanizer! Rafe Cameron moodboard.
Soo...
Yesterday I was driving and Maneater of Daryl Hall started playing and I couldn't think of anything but creating a moodboard about this duo and I caught myself giggling about how hilarious and full of tension (ykykyk) it would be if this two were to meet and have something between them.
And for my own good, I'm going to drop everything that comes to mind about this couple.
rafe cameron soft era <33333
husband 🎀
My pookie was just playing
gimmie dom daddy.
gimmie the kooky frat boy.
gimmie the unhinged baby boy.
i want all of him.
I love every single Rafe
Fav of all the times is @starkeyisthelastname
I mean god bless your brain and writing🙊
Whenever I look at Drew Starkey my mind goes like: SMASH TOTALLY SMASH.