𑣲⋆ ⌗ (🚬) You’re the kind of girl who gets peonies for breakfast, so Riki Nishimura would really like to know why you’re buying weed from him.
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Riki Nishimura was a conformist by all means possible, and even prides himself as a law-abiding citizen to the normalized standards.
He does think some fractions of the government system can totally be tweaked, but he isn’t some reformist that would go out of his way — he actually really likes the stability of society and how it’s structured. He’s comfortable with the status quo.
That includes knowing who to follow on Instagram, who not to approach in the hallway, who to invite in group projects, and who to sit with in lunch. He goes by what makes sense and knows who the hell doesn’t belong in his circle, who rightfully has his phone number, and who can comment on his Instagram posts.
Except when it comes to substances. He’s not a drug addict but he does enjoy good weed.
He did listen during chemistry lectures, which basically means he knows a thing or two about pharmaceutics — at least the important parts like which produce larger surges of dopamine and intense euphoria. So while they get drug orientations every start of the school year and the addition of the entrepreneurial mindset of a businessman his father has passed down to him; Riki’s a fucking a jackpot. He simply believed every structure had blind spots, and if someone was smart enough to notice them, then maybe they deserved to profit a little.
Maybe that made him a hypocrite. He knew that. Sometimes, in the middle of his own judgment, the thought would occur to him that he was not exactly living inside the moral boundaries he pretended to respect.
So with all of these in mind — weed-seller and social scale follower — imagine his surprise seeing a text from you.
You, an A-tier cheer captain with perfect grades and perfect friends and a perfect boyfriend and someone he doubts even has ever touched weed within a 10 feet radius because of how goody-two-shoes and slightly more socially-conformed you are, texted him:
you:
hi
you sell right
The kind of surprise a priest might feel if the Virgin Mary asked to borrow a dildo.
Riki stared at his phone for a full thirty seconds. Not because he was shocked by the question itself — he’d gotten worse, far more incriminating messages from people with nothing to lose – but because of who it was from. Your name sat there, attached to a profile picture he never thought would sit on his chat log. Someone who followed the rules so well she barely seemed to touch the ground and practically flew up the school field with the school banner.
This was not how the structure worked. Nope.
He knew you didn’t look at people like him unless it was to borrow a pen or unwillingly get assigned to a lab partner. You definitely weren’t supposed to be asking him this.
Riki leaned back in his chair and rethought the logistics. He wasn’t paranoid – paranoia implied irrationality. This was risk assessment, you’re high visibility, you’re a liability, you’re a cop in disguise, you’re a prig who’ll ruin his cloak and dagger, you’re holier-than-thou. You’re interesting.
riki:
????
is this a test loll
you:
?
its a question
riki:
u fr????
you:
js tell me if its a no
i have money
riki:
3pm behind the science building
you:
ok thanks
But more than whatever you are, he knows this was stupid. This was the kind of deviation that got people caught and into the most flouting position he’ll ever be, therefore ruining his very wish to stay within a lawful system. It was, unequivocally, a very bad idea.
And yet he finds himself at the back of the building while he reevaluates the measures of bad-ness in the idea. If math really has been on his side along with his really athletic stature, he can run when you pull out as witness to his little dissenter mood. It halts when he sees you rounding the corner in your cheer uniform — ponytail perfect, knee tape slightly crooked, eyes darting like you weren’t sure you belonged back here — he realizes something his knees will give out before he can even try to walk away.
You stop a few feet away from him, awkward, out of place, glowing like a wrong answer circled in red. You stare at him with your arms crossed, hyperaware when his eyes follow the silhouette of your frame like he’s finding a covert surveillance device underneath your pleated skirt.
Riki talks calmly, like this wasn’t insane at all, like he hasn’t been in his head for the past hours: “So,” he starts, hands slipping into the pockets of his hoodie. “What do you need?”
The question should’ve been easy. You’d rehearsed it in your head on the walk here, timed it with your steps, told yourself not to sound like an idiot. But standing this near — near enough to notice the faint, clean smell of cologne and something green and earthy — you blank.
You shift your weight, arms tightening across your chest. “Um. Weed.”
Riki blinks once, and immediately he knows what this is. He studies you the way he did with lab results that didn’t line up with the predictions — or maybe it did exactly, and he can’t believe it was that easy.
“…Okay,” he said. “What kind?”
Your mouth opens. Then closes.
“What kind.” he repeats.
You felt heat crawl up your neck. “Just… normal?” you say, immediately hating yourself. “Like. The kind people use?”
A corner of his mouth twitches before he can stop it. Then he licks the inside of his cheek, shaking his head when he realizes that yeah, his guess is right. “You don’t know what you’re doing.” he says.
You bristle. “So?”
“You don’t even know dosage. Or strain. Or why you want it.” His eyes flick up to yours. “Do you?”
Your confidence wobbles, the polished composure you wore so easily in hallways cracking just a little now. He pulls out a small, neatly labeled bag and holds it between his fingers instead of handing it to you. “This is low THC,” he explains. “Won’t make you freak out. But I need to know what you specifically need so you don’t… panic.”
This was supposed to be transactional, quick, something you could tuck away and forget about. Yet every risky glance you take, he doesn’t look like someone who’d hold anything against you.
Riki sighs, about to put the bag away. “Look, let’s just forget —“
“I just,” you start, then sigh because there’s no cool way to say it. “I don’t know. I had a bad week. I wanted to try something.”
When you finally look up, he’s watching you differently. Not like you’re stupid or embarrassing, though you feel plenty of that on your own. His brows have lifted slightly, the faint amusement in his mouth fading into something quieter as he takes you in properly: your tight grip on your own arms, the way your eyes keep darting away.
And it makes it worse.
You meet his eyes for half a second before looking away with a small huff, embarrassed by the sudden attention.
He puckers his lips slightly, staring at the thing in his hand like he’s thinking. At first, you think he might be deciding if you’re worth the trouble, but then he nods once. “Okay,” he says. “So you’re not becoming a stoner. You’re just trying a new cuisine.”
You blink at him, then laugh under your breath before you can stop yourself.
His mouth twitches, but hides it. He steps closer, just enough that you can see the smoothness of his skin, like he owns expensive skincare. He’s very tall, in a way that surprises you maybe because you’d just never stood this close before.
Really, you never spent time looking at Riki Nishimura. You’ve known the name, because who can ever look past the opulent sound of it, but to know the man behind it didn’t matter. After texting him, you don’t know what you expected either, maybe someone grubbier and smelled like smoke, someone with dry lips from all the ash. You thought he’d smell like one of those hippie guys who sold sketchy shit while wearing the same beanie for three years.
But no, he smells like a familiar perfume your father owns in his fragrance wardrobe.
And his clothes are annoyingly nice, like the hoodie is probably more expensive than it looks and the loose pants are intentional, not lazy.
Also, he’s 6’1.
“This,” he taps the bag lightly, “will help you relax. Body high, mostly. You’ll still be functional. But since it’s your first time, better not fuck around too much.”
He’s still standing in front of you, close enough for you to notice the way his lashes lower when he looks at the bag in his hand, and you feel deeply, horribly stupid for only realizing now that he looks like that.
Your gaze lingers, and he catches it. Riki clears his throat, spine straightening a little. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” you say too fast.
He only hums. You tighten your arms across your chest. “Just give me the thing.”
He finally hands you the bag, and you eye it once you feel its weight in your palm; leafy and green and brown and not you — but it doesn’t look so bad right now. It looks enticing, even, which you won’t try to admit out loud.
“Twenty,” he says, not planning to converse himself with the sudden discount.
You dig into your bag, finding for the vintage pink wallet that screams the contrast of cannabis in your palm right now. “You know,” you say, hesitant but honest, “I don’t know. It’s weird how we’ve never talked before.”
That gets him. He chuckles even if there’s nothing funny about what you said, but there is something humorous about the fact he remembers shit you obviously forgot. He’s quick to question the lack of indifference, because he remembers it well that this is definitely not the first time you two talked.
“We were partners in freshman year,” Riki says.
He watches your face blank in real time, and something about it makes his mouth lift again, but not kindly enough to be mean. More like he expected it and still finds it a little funny that you are proving him right.
“English lit,” he adds. “The mythology presentation.”
For a second, he looks at you like someone who’s always known you, and you look at him like you’re seeing him for the first time. He sees it flash in your eyes, that maybe you remember him more than just some guy who sells weed to irresponsible decision-makers.
“Oh,” you say.
Riki nods once, the corner of his mouth twitching. “Oh.”
Until your phone buzzes to drag you back from this little bubble you’re in – your boyfriend’s name lights up the screen and Riki notices it too.
“Oh,” you say again, clearly out of your own head. “I — sorry.”
Something shifts, like the structure rebuilds and reasserts itself back into proper footing. You pull the bills from your wallet and press them into his hand. “Thanks,” you say. “For, um. The stuff.”
He closes his fist around the money, nods once. “Yeah.”
You hesitate like you might say something else, so you just tuck the bag away and step back. “I’ll go,” you say.
You turn the corner first. Riki exhales only when you’re out of sight, and chews on his bottom lip before hitting the side of his fist against the wall without real effort. He turns the other corner, parting from the rendezvous kept between eng lit and discounts.
The thing is, Riki knows you before whatever you are now. Miss Perfect who buys weed from Mister Lowkey Weed Seller — it’s a whole tangle in his brain in which he can’t exactly comprehend, but while he smokes a joint and music blasts through the speakers from the house party he’s dragged into, your picture’s pinned with red strings.
He’s known you since third grade. You’ve been part of the cheer team before puberty, and since then you’ve accumulated likable girls your age into your circle, then the guys from the football team after. It becomes a whole coupling session when the age came right, which Riki is convinced is just some orgy labeled friendship goals in curated Instagram. He thought you were mean mostly because that’s what someone like you would be — but he does know a thing or two about you, other than the assumption of character. You’ve been in the same group projects against your will, sometimes you’d stand next to each other by the queue lines in the cafeteria, sometimes you’d bump against him in the hallway when you’re chasing time.
Is it weird he kept tabs? Maybe.
He always noticed, obviously, why wouldn’t he? You are not exactly unnoticeable. You’re nicer than your friends, you say sorry when you accidentally bump into someone, you say thanks to the staff, you say good morning to strangers, you’re pretty, you’re talented, you’re smart, you laugh at his jokes, you bought weed from him, you’re pretty, you’re perfect, you’re funny, you’re ridiculously pretty —
Riki takes another puff, too fast and too harsh, earning a rough cough from his throat. Heeseung chuckles, giving him an aggressive pat on the back when he leans his elbows against his knees. “Geez, first time?”
Riki shoves his arm away with a laugh, unsure where this is coming from. Because on top of every other noticeable trait you have, you have a boyfriend. So. Yeah. He knows better than to think about you.
He sinks deeper into someone else’s couch — leather, cracked at the seams — while the bass rattles the walls and bodies blur together in the dim lights. Smoke hangs thick in the air, clinging to his clothes, his hair, his thoughts. He takes another drag, slower this time, lets it sit in his lungs until the noise dulls around the edges.
Across from him, someone’s laughing too loud, then a couple is making out like it’s an Olympic sport. Heeseung steals the joint from his fingers and flicks the ash into an empty cup.
“You look fucked,” Heeseung says.
“I’m not,” Riki replies automatically.
“Mhm.”
Riki pushes himself up from the couch, suddenly restless. He just wants a drink — something cold, something that doesn’t make his head spiral because even the thought of weed pulls him back to this cheerleader. So he goes to the kitchen, instinctively saying half-assed sorry’s to strangers without meaning them.
Until he bumps into someone.
For half a second, he genuinely wonders if the side effects are finally catching up to him, because his head feels several feet away from his eyes and the kitchen lights look more hazy than they should.
But it’s you, he knows that because your kind voice apologizes; the way you always do, the way your friends don’t. Your shoulder knocks into his chest and you’re already stepping back, eyes wide a fraction of a second when you look up. Riki freezes too, unsure what to do with his hands or his feet or where to look without threading too close to the sternum your lowcut top exposes. Up close, under dim kitchen lights instead of school hallways, you look unreal — hair loose, lips parted like you’ve been laughing.
“Riki,” you say, breathless, like his name slipped out before your brain could catch it.
His name on your mouth does something stupid to him.
“Hey,” he says, too softly. He’s just thankful you don’t notice the slight roughness of it.
You smile, small and polite — but there’s something else underneath it now. Recognition that shouldn’t exist, not in the structure where you’re meant to forget that you know; one where he looks up at you from beneath your echelon, now he’s standing close enough that you have to tilt your chin to look up at him.
“I didn’t know you’d be here,” you say.
He huffs a quiet laugh. “I didn’t either.”
You glance past him, toward the other room, toward where your friends probably are — or your boyfriend. Then back at him, polite in a way he’s sure is because you’re you and not because he’s him.
“I don’t usually see you in… parties,” you say.
He puts both hands in his pant pockets, shoulders loose, eyes on yours like the noise around you doesn’t have enough authority to interrupt.
“You don’t usually look,” he says.
It’s not said rudely, just calm, like he’s stating something obvious enough that both of you should stop pretending around it.
Your fingers tighten around your cup. “That’s not true.”
Riki tilts his head, eyes moving over your face. “Yeah?”
You hate how it sounds coming from him, low and slow and almost amused, like he knows you’re lying before you do. You scoff a quiet laugh, eyes looking away because you can’t keep looking at him.
“I mean, I know you exist.” You look back up at him when you say it, bottom lip catching between your teeth before you can stop yourself.
His eyes drop for half a second, then he smirks and looks away, tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek like he’s trying not to say something.
When he looks back, his face is calmer. “Where’s your boyfriend?”
The question is casual enough that it almost sounds harmless. You glance elsewhere instinctively, like you’re going to find him close. “Somewhere.”
“Specific.”
“He’s with his friends.”
Riki just nods, doesn’t wanna push, even though he’s pretty sure you don’t actually know where he is. Leaving is the smarter and normal thing to do. The thing a girl with a boyfriend and a reputation and a phone full of unread messages from her friends would do.
Instead, you stay there. And Riki’s got that tabbed already.
You hesitate, fingers worrying at the rim of your cup. “I, um. I haven’t — used it yet.”
Riki blinks. “The stuff?”
You nod, cheeks warming. “I just… don’t really know how.” It’s weird being this honest with someone you barely know, yet your bones don’t buzz with the prompt demand to pause. It must be the slight slosh, it’s the only real thing to excuse why you’re not pulling away.
For a second, he just looks at you. Then his mouth curves, slow and amused. “You bought weed without knowing how to use it?”
Your face warms, but you try not to look embarrassed. “Okay, well.” You lift your cup a little, like that somehow helps your argument. “You can teach me.”
Riki grimaces immediately, playful but clear. “Sounds like a bad idea.”
You blink. “Wow. Rude." You huff, looking away, but you’re smiling a little because he doesn’t sound scared of you. Or impressed by you. Or desperate to keep you there. He just sounds like he already knows better and hates that he has to be the one saying it.
He sighs, looking away for a second. “Fuck, fine.” his jaw clenches. “But not here.”
You try not to smile and fail almost immediately. You take one step back, still looking at him. “I’ll text you. Maybe later?”
Someone calls your name from the other room and you exhale, dragging back through the fracture. The music spikes and someone bumps into you again, closer this time, and Riki’s hand lifts instinctively, hovering over your waist without touching.
Your eyes flick down, then back up to his. “Nice seeing you,” you say finally, voice softer now.
“Yeah,” he says. “You too.”
You step around him, brushing past just close enough that he catches your scent — which is bad, because now he’ll have to remember that too. When you disappear back into the crowd, Riki stays rooted in place for a beat too long.
He exhales, rubs a hand over his face, and laughs quietly to himself.
He really, really knows better.
Which somehow makes it worse.
Riki glances back to see you’re sitting on the couch now, legs tucked in, your boyfriend’s arm slung easily around your shoulders. He leans in and presses a quick kiss to your cheek, which makes you smile and ease back into him. Riki turns away to open the fridge and grabs the coldest beer he can find. He lifts it and downs it in one go, throat burning at the coldness and bitter taste.
He shouldn’t do this.
He really shouldn’t.
Later, in that strange lull when the party has gotten worse and louder — you text him.
You:
bathroom upstairs
The bathroom is cramped and clean but gross in concept: flickering light, foggy mirror, the smell of cheap air freshener. You’re perched on the edge of the sink when he slips inside and locks the door behind him, eyes bright, a little nervous, because being in a bathroom with you feels worse than any sketchy deal he’s made.
“Okay,” you whisper, like you’re conspiring. “So. Teach me.”
He winces, glancing around. “This is… not ideal.”
You just grin. He laughs despite himself and sets the weed down on the closed toilet lid, grimacing when he starts rolling paper against it. Once he’s done, he holds the roll up to your mouth and he tells you to lick it. You follow through, leaning down and sticking your tongue out to lick the side. He clears his throat, trying not to think about the way you looked doing that, trying not to imagine anything else.
He’s careful, not clinical or a lecture when he instructs, just calm and reassuring like he’s trying to keep you comfortable more than correct. When he hands the final roll to you, your fingers shake a little as you take it.
“Like this?” you ask.
“Yeah,” he says softly. “Slow.”
You cough immediately after trying, sharp and sudden, bending forward with a surprised laugh. “Oh my god — why does it — ”
“Hey,” he says, too fast, stepping closer, hand hovering at your back. “You okay?”
You wave him off, still laughing, eyes watering. “I’m fine, I’m fine.”
He watches you like you might disappear if he looks away. You’re laughing, which isn’t comforting Riki even in the slightest because the last thing he needs is to not be a conformist and end up in jail for accidentally supporting your homicide.
You try again, better this time. You still cough, laugh, cough again, but way more manageable as time goes by.
“Sorry,” you say, breathless.
“Don’t apologize,” he says. “You’re doing fine.”
You keep at it, stubborn in that way of yours, until the coughing eases and something in your shoulders loosens. You lean back against the wall, head tipping gently, eyes half-lidded.
“Oh,” you murmur. “That’s… actually really nice.”
Riki lets out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding, a nervous laugh slipping out. He leans back against the wall, hand through his bangs, exposing the skin of his forehead. “Jesus fucking Christ,”
You nod slowly, smiling to yourself. “My brain’s quiet.”
He watches you for a moment: relaxed, unguarded, glowing in this tiny bathroom because you don’t belong here at all, holding a joint Riki himself rolled for you. Really, you never belonged anywhere that tried to put you in a box, and he wasn’t going to make himself an exception to that opening.
He tries thinking about who you really are, beyond what most people would take you as. Though he knows not to fantasize a tale where he saves the damsel from her golden label. He takes you with memory and not assumption: cheer girl, disciplined afternoon drills, academically smart, socially competent, good. But tonight, while you lean against the cracked sink and stand diagonally across him, he sees a side he never thought he’d secretly behold.
Your eyes flick to him. “You’re a good teacher.”
He swallows. “You’re an easy student.”
Riki rolls another one for himself, hands steadier now that you’re settled, and lights it with a quiet flick. The bathroom fills with a softer haze this time, the kind that wraps instead of hits like a downer high school series. He takes a drag, exhales toward the ceiling, letting the room reek with shouldn’ts and endorphine boosters.
You smoke more confidently now, less harsh and rough when you let the smoke run down your throat. Your eyes are a little red, lashes heavier, the sharp edges of you blurred into something warmer and looser, less polished and picture perfect the way your boyfriend would like. Riki thinks — stupidly — that he’s never seen you look better.
You lean your head back against the wall again, staring at the ceiling like it’s just told you a secret. He doesn’t stare, actually. He keeps his eyes narrowed to the broken tile in front of him like he’ll discern the reason it’s cracked (maybe someone opened the door too hard, maybe someone once stood there trying to look normal while his heart acted stupid over a girl, which was especially humiliating when the whole point of being high was to feel less insane). Sometimes he’ll permit himself to glance, but even the very glimpse of your smudged lipstick makes him look away and inhale the fuck outta that weed.
Then, suddenly, with eyes still trained to the dim bathroom light — “I thought you were,” you start, then laugh, a little too loud before clapping a hand over your mouth. “Sorry. I thought you were, like… this weirdo.”
He snorts, shaking his head. “Wow. Honesty hour already?”
“No — ” you groan, waving the joint like you’re conducting an orchestra. “I mean it nicely. You always stayed away from everyone. I figured you were judging us.”
“Us?” he repeats, amused, cocking a brow when he glances at you.
“You know. People like me.” You squint at him, trying to focus. You gesture at yourself ineptly, clearly out of the ordinary intellectual capacity you clench tight, not when rickety makes up for your feet.
He quickly looks away, trying not to smile.
“Loud. Annoying.” you clarify, hand gesturing around.
He tilts his head, considering. “Was I supposed to be friends with people like you?”
You blink, like you’re thinking about what he said and calculating the rationale behind his causes. It was a hit, one that steadies a thought in your brain.
“Is that so bad?”
The question knocks the breath out of him, especially when you look up at him like that, eyes bright and wide. He blinks, and then he laughs, coming out quieter this time, looking away because he can’t keep eye contact with you. “I didn’t think you’d want that.”
“Why not?”
Because there’s a system. Because there’s levels to this shit. Because you have a boyfriend. Because you’re untouchable. Because you’re perfect and he’s whatever this was. Because people like him didn’t get pulled into your orbit unless it was transactional. Like weed exchanges and favors on the toilet.
For now, he shrugs. “Seemed like you already had your people.”
You hum, nodding slowly, then smile. You tap the joint, watching some ash fall to the tiles. “They’re loud.”
He smiles back despite himself. “Yeah. They are.”
The bathroom feels like it’s floating away from the music that pumps loud through the pipes, a constant reminder that there’s more than the stinky bathroom you two share as a secret. It’s risky because it’s merely wood that separates the crypticity of Mary Jane from the Average Joe you two function in individually.
You glance at the joint, then at him. “You’re not weird, by the way.”
“Oh?” he says, eyebrow lifting. He even scoffs, because he (un-admittedly) finds you adorable.
“You’re just… quiet. You keep to yourself, but that doesn’t make you… eccentric.” You grin lopsided, cheeks warm but you ignore that. “You’re nice.”
That one gets him, more than he’d ever admit to anyone. Riki looks over, and for half a second, his gaze slips lower before he forces it back to your face. You’re already looking at him, all soft eyes and honest mouth, like you have no idea what you’re doing to him.
He looks away first, rubbing the side of his jaw like that might help. “You’re high,” he says.
“Maybe,” you confess. “But I mean it.”
He’s been called quiet and nice all his life, but that was never the full truth. He just knew who deserved access to the rest of him, and most people didn’t. It wasn’t personal. He could talk when he wanted to, laugh when something was actually funny, keep a conversation going if he cared enough. He just didn’t feel the need to prove he had thoughts by saying all of them out loud.
Riki takes a drag, exhales slowly, looking over the tiles of the bathroom while he rethinks the decision he’s about to drop. He clears his throat before speaking, “You’re not mean either.”
Your eyes widen a little, gaze recklessly steady at his side profile. “You thought I was?”
“Everyone did,” he says honestly, smiling a little.
You make a face, frowning at him even though he refuses to look at you. “That’s rude.”
He laughs, really laughs this time, head tipping back. When he looks at you again, you’re smiling up at him like you’ve discovered something new and decided to keep it. For a moment, it feels like maybe there was always a version of this where you talked in bathrooms and shared smoke and didn’t belong where people expected you to.
You take another small drag, then suddenly straighten when you decide to take him in. He’s wearing a jacket over his hoodie, simple sweats loose around his hips. Only a few strands of his dark blonde hair graze over his forehead, leading down to the sharp features you only really notice now.
You never thought Riki Nishimura was ugly. Now, you can’t help but think that he’s… kinda hot.
You’re high, you’re just gone. That’s why. It also explains why you nudge closer than you have been before, letting your skirt brush slightly against his pants, thighs grazing slightly against his.
You’re both still smoking — slow now, like the room itself has decided to breathe with you. The bathroom feels even smaller than before, shrinking with every second the music downstairs gets louder but muffled through the wooden door keeping you a secret. Your head feels light, buoyant, like you’re floating a few inches above your body. Maybe it’s the weed. Maybe it’s the half-drinks you’d taken before this. Maybe it’s neither.
He stares at the tile beneath his boot like it holds the secrets of the universe, or like it had the equations for him to understand gravity’s intentions and how it led to him feeling your softness against him.
“Is there something on the floor?” you laugh.
He just huffs, shaking his head because that’s all he can do right now. You’re still leaning back and he’s still standing just a little too close. Your knee brushes his again, accidental but not corrected.
He looks down at you then. The red in your eyes, the crooked smile, the way you’re leaning just a little toward him like gravity’s doing something new. You lean closer because you’re completely zooted and smart-Riki who knows better, leans away and only lets his chest tighten. His eyes drop traitorously down to your lips, and he’s not fast enough to look back up. You notice, of course, which makes you both look away and straighten back on your feet instead of the wall.
Riki clears his throat, smoking the last of his before he rids of it against the sink. “You gotta go?” he asks out of the blue, which makes you frown a little. It wasn’t exactly a statement, but you know when things are implied and telling, so you shove back the nerves and remember that he’s different from you.
You’re not his type of person. He probably likes more chill people who actually know how to roll this shit — not the sheltered ones who’s clueless with THC or terms alike it.
“Yeah. I guess.” you smooth out your clothes even though nothing’s wrong with them.
He realizes what he just did, especially now that you’re not even looking back at him. He tries correcting himself, to backtrack, but the moment you glance back up, he’s silenced. You put your unfinished joint in his hand. “See you.” You say just before unlocking the door, slipping through it, and accidentally slamming it too hard.
Riki reels in from the solitude of the silence, like he’s now just realizing the ruins he broke himself. He sighs in resignation, head falling forward in defeat. “Shit.”
He stares at the thing in his hand, unfinished and yours, half-burnt and still warm.
“Idiot,” he mutters to himself, dragging a hand down his face. He can still feel the ghost of your skirt brushing his leg, the way you didn’t look back because he gave you a reason not to.
But the bathroom still smells like you — sweet perfume tangled with smoke — and the joint is there, remaining as an accusation wrapped in paper. He turns it between his fingers, thumb brushing the spot where your lipstick smudged faintly against the edge.
Riki exhales, then lifts it.
He wraps his lips around it carefully, stupidly aware of the fact that yours were there first. The thought alone makes his chest tighten, heat creeping up his neck and pelvis as he takes a slow drag.
He closes his eyes as he exhales, leaning his head back against the wall, heart thudding too loud for a room this small. For a split second, he imagines you still there — tilted smile, red-rimmed eyes, saying his name like it belongs to you, all while your boyfriend waits in the living room.
He laughs shakily under his breath. It’s so wrong.
After that, you two haven’t really talked for weeks.
That part isn’t weird. You both have lived the majority of your lives settling with the insouciance despite recognition, and one night in a bathroom, smoke and secrets and red eyes, isn’t enough to reroute that kind of muscle memory. Riki tells himself that over and over, like it’s a theorem he’s already proven.
He hasn’t been worried. He still goes to class, still shows up on time, still hands in assignments with some effort. The only difference — although barely worth mentioning — is that he’s been dipping into his stash more often than usual. A little before bed. A little after.
Riki exhales slowly, staring at the ceiling, telling himself — again — that this doesn’t mean anything and it doesn’t have anything to do with the cheer girl he kinda had a moment with in the bathroom.
It’s so fucked, even if you don’t think being his friend is bad, because you’re not meant to be a part of this. He was simply curious that Miss Cheerleader bought weed from him and kinda trusted him way too fast and that wasn’t just some everyday occurrence — that’s the only best psychological explanation why you’re here even when you’re not.
You have a boyfriend. He’s not about to be a homewrecker. Yet it’s not helping.
No talking for weeks, reaching a month even. That says enough. He has to stop.
“Probably about Little Miss Perfect.”
Riki flinches like someone just snapped a rubber band against the back of his neck. He sits up, glaring at Heeseung. “What the fuck,” he blurts. “How do you know that?”
Jake slowly looks up from his laptop, eyes lighting up like he just unlocked a bonus level.
“Oh my god.” Sunghoon’s grin spreads and Heeseung laughs, clapping like he’s won because technically he did, at the mental betting at what keeps Riki Nishimura downing his marijuana greenhouse.
“Ohhh,” Heeseung says, taunting and annoying. “So it is about her.”
Riki blinks. “No.”
“That was the weakest no I’ve ever heard,” Jake says immediately, pointing a finger at Riki. “You’re a guilty man, aren’t you?”
Riki scoffs, scrambling, fingers rubbing against his temple in attempts to cool. “You’re literally insane. Why would it be about her?”
Heeseung shrugs, casual. “I saw you two talking at that party.”
Riki’s stomach drops. “You — what?”
“Relax,” Heeseung says, laughing. “I wasn’t spying. You two just kinda had a freeze frame by the kitchen. Wasn’t so hard to notice.”
Riki opens his mouth, just to close it. Then he runs a hand through his hair with the irritated slant of said illegality stamped in your name. “We were just talking. Nothing happened.” Riki snaps, defensive again, hands up like he’s caught.
Jake squints at him. “Then why are you acting like that?”
Riki looks away. Usually, it’s enough answer to more teasing and mocking, but maybe not this time. Because now, it raises actual questions that regard his very bearing at this monumental association with you — a damn unicorn of a scene snatched out a comedy fantasy movie.
Heeseung asks carefully, “Are you, like, her boy toy or something?”
Riki whips around with the flush of unpredictability and utter shock. “What? No!”
Heeseung grins again, gentler this time. “Okay, not her boy toy. What now?”
Riki exhales, long and slow, falling back supine against the floor with the decency of a man with boundaries and the understanding of someone brilliant to keep himself away. “Nothing. She has a boyfriend. She lives in a different world.”
It’s realistic. He thinks he’ll drag the shit out of his stash to get his mind off this, because Riki Nishimura was a conformist by all means.
You’re where you’re supposed to be.
You laugh at the jokes while dawdling down the hallway with girls you actually consider your friends, your boyfriend’s arm heavy around your shoulders like it belongs there. You learned how to roll your own joints now, practiced with irritated little shrieks until it stopped being embarrassing, until they came out neat and perfect between your fingers. You don’t need him. You don’t need anyone, actually. Independence always looked good and natural on you.
Then Riki walks past with Heeseung and Jay.
Backpacks slung low, shoes dragging lazily against the floor, laughing about something stupid like someone’s terrible quiz score. Riki’s eyes stay forward like always, keeping his business private from everyone. Especially from you.
You don’t acknowledge each other beyond the bare minimum of peripheral awareness of two classmates that happen to be in the same class and two planets in the same orbit. Your boyfriend tightens his arm around you, leaning down to murmur something about lunch plans. You nod, glossed lips wrapped around a lollipop, sugar sweet and cherry-flavored on your tongue. You should be listening, you’re sure you are, until he passes.
Your eyes follow Riki — not openly, just enough to catch the back of his neck, the familiar slope of his shoulders, the same boy who leaned against a bathroom wall while you were high and laughing too much, knees brushing his because the room was small and neither of you moved away.
The lollipop slides down your tongue: all artificial sugar because the substance stays at home in the back of your secret drawer, while some of it just passed you down the hallway.
“I’ll catch up,” you say lightly, lifting your boyfriend’s arm off your shoulders. “I forgot something.”
You slip away before anyone can think too hard about it, weaving through the hallway with your lollipop still between your lips. You keep enough distance to make it look accidental, watching as Heeseung and Jay split off with quick fist bumps and loud voices. Riki keeps walking and pushes open the door to an empty lecture hall before disappearing inside.
You stop outside, remembering that this is probably the part where you’re supposed to turn around. Where the perfect, reasonable version of you remembers her boyfriend, her friends, her place in the hallway. Where the status quo reaches for your wrist and pulls you back into line.
Well, you push the door open.
Riki is near the front row, one hand still on the strap of his bag when he looks up from his seat, legs spread wide, thumbs midway to scroll through his phone. His eyes widen slightly, posture going still like he did not think you’d actually follow him.
For some reason, it thrills you. Because now he’s looking at you.
You pull the lollipop from your mouth, twirling the stick between your fingers as the door clicks shut behind you. “Hey.”
His eyes flick briefly to the door behind you. “You lost?”
This isn’t a bathroom of some random houseparty. There’s no smoke, no music, no excuse, just you, Riki, and an empty lecture hall in the middle of the school day — which means you came here on purpose.
“You should roll a joint for me again,” you say, like it’s so simple. “One of these nights.”
Riki blinks once. Then he huffs out a soft laugh, shaking his head. “What, you haven’t learned since last time?”
You step closer anyway, slow and unhurried, allowed to exist wherever you want. He leans back against his seat, still careful and invisibly (but truly) restless. “I did.” you answer, then you smile small and lazy. “You’re just better at it.”
That gets him (because you’ve been knowing what to say to get him). His eyes lift to you, amused now, something low and unreadable settling there which sets you on fire because you have no idea what he’s thinking, not even a little hint.
“Flattery,” he says, then scoffs.
You hum and step closer, close enough that his knee is almost in front of your thigh. Riki leans back in his seat, one arm loose over the desk beside him, phone forgotten in his lap.
“There’s another party this weekend,” you say. “At McKay’s. You and your friends should go.”
He tilts his head. “Should we?”
“I think so.” You shrug. “Good music, large pad, beer games.”
He chuckles, eyes dropping briefly to the floor before meeting yours again. “And you’ll be there.”
“Probably.”
“And you’ll want me to roll one for you.”
You pull the lollipop from your mouth, tapping it lightly against your lower lip as you think. “If you’re offering.”
“I’m not,” he says, but his mouth twitches.
You lean back against the edge of the desk beside him, copying his ease like you have any right to be comfortable around him. From far away, it would look casual, just two classmates talking before class. Except there’s only you standing between him and the empty rows, him sitting back in his seat, looking up at you with that unreadable expression while you try not to smile too much.
He should probably feel insulted that you only do this when nobody can see — maybe he does, if he still believes in self-respect. It’s just hard to stay offended when you’re looking at him like that.
Riki nods once. “I’ll think about it.”
Satisfied, you push off the table and head for the door. “Cool.”
When the door shuts behind you, he thinks about red eyes and smoke, about how your usual crowd will be there, your boyfriend’s arm around you just before you sneak away to Riki’s.
You’re trouble, which makes Riki smile. ‘Cause he knows damn well he’s going to that party.
-
McKay’s house is already vibrating when Riki gets there with Heeseung, Jake, and Sunghoon — bass rattling the windows, someone yelling about cups, someone else yelling back about something incomprehensible. Riki isn’t a frat boy at all, and he doesn’t really go to parties, but the perfume layered on top of alcohol is basically familiar territory.
“This place is a fire hazard,” Jake mutters, stepping over a discarded heel.
Riki scans the room pretending he doesn’t mean to, observing layouts and people, when really he’s actually looking for one specific designer wardrobe of a person.
He doesn’t see you, but he sees your usual crowd scattered around the room, posing with red cups they barely drink from and laughing a little too loud whenever someone points a camera at them. You’re not there, nor is your boyfriend, and that usually speaks for itself already.
Heeseung nudges him, already mischievous with the smile Riki can’t see. “Little Miss Perfect?”
“Fuck off,” Riki replies, flat.
Jake’s halfway to disbelief when he narrows his eyes at Riki. “You’re already staring.”
“She’s not even here,” the former hisses.
“Looking for her, though.” Sunghoon teases, practically grinning widely.
Riki pushes past them. “I’m getting a drink.”
He doesn’t get a drink. He goes through hallways and in between bodies that nudge abruptly into him, half-assed apologies going through one ear and out the other while he properly finds footing again and again. When he gets to the bathroom and finds it locked, he groans and leans back against the wall. For now, he flicks the light on his own joint and smokes away while he waits — for you, for the bathroom, for anything to make him think going here was worth it at all.
Too many girls brush against him, too many of them apologizing with tilted heads and lashes batting. He has no interest in rewarding the performance, not tonight, not when the party is already crawling under his skin, all bass-heavy music, sticky floors, smoke in the air, perfume clinging to his throat, and people packed so tightly he can’t move without touching someone. It’s too much at once; too loud, too hot, too bright, too dark. Then he sees it, and everything in him goes still.
Your boyfriend has another girl pushed against the bedroom wall.
Riki sees this through the crack of the door, just slightly opened enough for him to see how he moves his hand underneath her skirt really fucking aggressively. They’re kissing too, and it’s not at all sweet or even arousing; it’s just straight out gross. He chokes, coughing so rough and loud and forward he has to lunge himself off the wall and straight through the crowd because his first instinct is you.
Your boyfriend is cheating on you.
What the fuck is happening? Why’s your boyfriend fucking a girl like someone who knows nothing about clits? Now, Riki isn’t an expert about pleasing women but he’s watched porn enough to know that Exhibit A over there was straight-up persecution.
He finally spots you near the kitchen, talking to one of your friends with a cup in your hand. He starts toward you, but someone shoves past from behind, and he bumps lightly into your shoulder. You turn, already halfway to apologizing until you see him, your face already changing before you can stop it.
“You came,” you say, eyes flicking around before coming back to him.
He’s kinda out of breath, from the smoke and from hurrying, but he smiles too. “Yeah.”
While you’re still smiling, Riki clears his throat. It’s casual like he’s asking for a lighter, not like he’s abput to derail your night, ‘cause truth be told, he’s not sure he knows how you’ll react to the information. To be honest, he thinks about how it’s only fair — maybe — because he doubts your boyfriend knows you sneak into bathrooms with another guy. And sure, his hand isn’t performing DJ on your pussy, but the shared secrecy of eye contact with loaded tension is much more intimate than whatever the hell that was.
“Uh,” he says, hand rubbing on his jeans. “Can we talk? Like. Somewhere quieter.”
You blink. Then you nod, already stepping closer so he has to lean down to hear you.
“Bathroom or outside?” you ask, half-teasing.
“Outside,” he says easily.
The night is cold enough to make everything feel quieter, like it’s only the two of you standing under someone’s porch light while music leaks through the walls behind you. It’s strange, because you’re not even friends, not really, but the little space between you feels private in a way Riki doesn’t know what to do with. He exhales slowly, like he’s been holding his breath since the second he walked into the house, then leans back against the railing and looks at you standing across from him.
He tries finding the words first, but the way you’re looking at him tightens his chest faster than his brain can work out. Is this karma for your cheating boyfriend? Is he the instrument God has given you to slam notes back to the guy you’re practically cheating on too?
Then Riki clears his throat, casual as hell. “I saw something inside,” he continues, tone still chill but eyes a little sharper now. “Your boyfriend.”
Your smile falters. “What about him?”
“He’s, uh.” Riki taps ash off the joint. “He was fucking a girl. On a wall.”
You stare at him for a while, and he’s half-expecting you to lash out, on him, on the crowd, on your boyfriend, on something.
Instead, you laugh this small, amused breath that slips out of you before you shrug, like he told you your boyfriend spilled punch on his shirt and not that he had just seen him with another girl.
What the fuck is happening?
It feels a lot like you don’t care and that surprises Riki leading him down a rabbit hole of introspection. He was already expecting you to cry and sob or scream in the party about how much of a dick he is, how you trusted him and gave him everything — all things they do when they find out their boyfriends are cheaters.
No, you just, “Wow.” then huff a laugh. “I’m sorry you had to see that.”
He blinks once, watching you carefully while you regather your thoughts as a woman who’s been said something paltry rather than an admission of an affair. To be honest, Riki doesn’t understand, so now he just stands there and looks stunned. And confused. Very confused, actually.
Riki squints at you like he’s trying to solve a trick question. “That’s it?” he asks. “That’s your reaction?”
You shrug, lifting your cup to your lips for a sip. “I mean. It’s been happening. “We’re just sorta together for our parents. They’re friends so… but that’s a story for another night.”
Oh. He never thought fake relationships were a thing.
That makes sense. How come Riki didn’t know? Was he so out of touch from school gossips hat he genuinely didn’t know that you’re actually not the perfect couple he thought you two were? Is that why Heeseung and Jake and Sunghoon didn’t react so badly? Has this been a thing? Oh my God, Riki’s ecstatic and he hasn’t even finished a joint yet.
He lets out a quick, unguarded sound. “Jesus.”
You lean back against the railing across from him, far too relaxed for a revelation that should have ruined someone’s eyeliner. Riki watches you for a second, waiting for the anger, the hurt, the sharp inhale before you turn and storm back inside. But you just stand there, cup in hand, looking more inconvenienced than heartbroken.
That’s when it hits him, slow and weirdly humiliating, that you might not care about the relationship at all.
“But,” you say lightly, “thanks for telling me.”
He blinks, then shakes his head a little. “Yeah.” His voice comes out slower than usual. “No worries.”
You glance at the joint between his fingers, your eyes lingering a second too long on the veins along his hand. “You always this heroic when you’re high?”
“No,” he says, deadpan. “It’s just who I am.”
You laugh, and despite everything, his mouth twitches. He looks back toward the door, half-expecting your boyfriend to come out and make the night complicated. When no one does, he relaxes, shoulders easing, but not completely.
Because this is new information.
Someone inside screams the chorus to a song, and the night’s way too cold for the silence that buzzes. Riki offers the joint without looking at you, just holds it out between two fingers like it’s nothing.
You hesitate for half a second. But you take it.
“You have a car?” you suddenly ask while you take a puff.
Riki blinks once, then lets out a quiet laugh, dragging his thumb along the bridge of his nose. Right, so this is his life now. He sells you weed one time, and somehow he’s standing outside a party while your boyfriend (?) cheats inside and you look mildly bored about it.
It’s stupid. It’s also the most interesting thing that’s happened to him in months.
So he just sighs and slumps back a little. “Yeah. I do.”
“Let’s go,” you say, completely not a question, flicking the finished joint on the pavement and trampling it beneath your heel. “I wanna smoke.”
He lets you trail after him through the side yard like this is already something you do, like he isn’t silently praying no one sees you following him away from the party. Gravel crunches under your shoes, the bass growing duller behind you as you cross the street toward his Supra, parked sleek and dark under the streetlamp. Riki unlocks it without looking back, rounds the hood, and opens the passenger door for you like it’s nothing.
You notice. You just don’t say anything.
Inside, the car actually smells clean and like coffee, for someone you’ve assumed is mad about marijuana and sorts alike (well, again, he’s proven how neat he is just for smelling so fucking good). He slides into the driver’s seat and just sits there for a second before turning the engine on, heater clicking low.
The silence settles, but it doesn’t feel awkward, which Riki finds suspicious. Maybe it’s because you’re not acting like the version of you he’s used to, all neat edges and perfect timing. Now your heels are on the floor of his car, your hair is loose around your face, and you’re curled into the passenger seat of a Supra you’ve never sat in before like your body decided to trust him before your brain could argue. He clears his throat, trying to get rid of the warmth at the back of his neck, but you only glance at him like you don’t notice. The hem of your skirt rides up consequently, and he tries his hardest not to look.
“Thanks. For caring.”
He shrugs, one hand resting loose on the steering wheel. “Didn’t feel right not to tell you.”
“You didn’t have to.”
“Yeah,” he says quietly. “I know.”
The radio flicks on — some pop song bleeding through the speakers. He then pulls out pre-rolled joints from his pockets, which he sheepishly apologizes for hygiene and, well, it’s a bit delated, although you just smile and take one. He lights yours up and you two stay there, settled in his warm seats, dissolving the chill with cannabis down your system like two people who doesn’t give a shit about the system and fucking power dynamics and popularity status.
Again, weird. Hanging out in his car like you’re old buddies who smoke in free time on the usual.
If he told himself a month ago that he would be smoking weed with the team cheer captain, he would have laughed his ass off about inhaling too much narcotics that totally screwed mental frameworks. Yet now, he’s stealing a few glances at you beside him, getting high off his greens, and he doesn’t feel completely off-center about it. It’s the weed obviously, but he feels steady. It’s charged because you’re not talking but your thoughts are everywhere, and even if you protrude the profile of indifference — he knows you care. Then again, what does he know about you, right? You are the odd in the equation, the alternative hypothesis that proves the difference in variables, and talks about the impact on the situation.
Now, conformist Riki Nishimura, who has spent his whole life respecting the ladder, is starting to wonder what happens if he climbs high enough to stand beside someone like you.
He stares through the windshield the second before he speaks. “You’re not what people think you are.”
You blink, caught off guard as you turn to him. “Is that good or bad?”
He huffs. “Depends who’s thinking it.”
You smile a little, your eyes moving over him before you can pretend they didn’t. Riki isn’t brawny in that loud, gym-mirror way, but he’s taller than he should be, broader than he looks from a distance, and unfairly very put together. His throat moves when he breathes in, and you catch yourself watching it for one embarrassing second too long.
You chew on your bottom lip. “And what do you think?”
Riki shifts in his seat, hand fidgeting against the wheel like he’s weighing how honest he’s allowed to be. “I think you’re quieter than your reputation.”
You study him now — the calm posture, the way he never overdoes anything, the way his voice stays even like he’s learned not to tip his hand.
He glances at you, then back ahead. “Makes it easier.”
You look at him for a second too long. “Easier for who?”
“You tell me.”
The car feels smaller and the windows are fogged enough that the streetlamp outside is just a blur of light now, like you’ve been sealed off from everything else. Away from the reality that boxes you two into something that makes sense rather than accepts.
You laugh once, but it comes out softer than planned. “You always psychoanalyze girls in your car?”
“No.”
“Just me?”
His mouth twitches. “You asked.”
You turn your head toward the window, trying to keep your face normal. “You don’t know me that well.”
“I know.”
Riki finally turns to you, one hand still resting loose on the steering wheel. His eyes are a little low, a little unreadable, but not careless — that might be the problem.
“I’m not saying I do,” he says. “I’m saying people don’t either.”
Your fingers fidget with the joint, rolling it carefully between them even though you’re barely paying attention to it anymore. The tip glows faintly, forgotten for a second, and Riki reaches over without thinking to tap the ash into the tray before it can fall on your skirt.
You look down at his hand, then back at him when he hands it to you.
“Don’t you think that’s weird?” you ask. “Like, what kind of girl is cheer captain and smokes weed? Who gets into a fake relationship because of her parents? Doesn’t that sound kind of fucked?”
He looks at you for a moment.
Then he leans back, eyes returning to the windshield. “I sell weed.”
He says it from the driver’s seat of a spotless car that smells like coffee and cologne. It’s stupidly funny, actually, the whole contrast of him that kinda looks like you.
You laugh before you can stop yourself. “That’s different.”
“How?” he snickers.
You open your mouth, then close it again because you don’t actually have a good answer. “I don’t know,” you admit, laughing a little. “It just is.”
He hums like he expected that. Then he glances at you before back through the windshield. “I don’t think you’re weird,” His eyes flick over your face. “I think you’re bored.”
Obviously, that makes you furrow your brows. Obviously, you let him continue speaking.
“Of your boyfriend. Your friends. Your parents already knowing what you’re going to do.” His mouth twitches faintly. “Probably bored at being good at the same shit every day.”
You should probably deny it. It surprises you that you don’t, even though you’ve sworn hatred towards men that think they can assume your personality because of one little circumstance.
“That’s why you’re here, right?” Riki’s eyes drop to your hand, then back to your face.
Your throat tightens.
“With me,” he adds.
He doesn’t smile like he won, he just sits there with one hand loose on the wheel, like he already knows the answer and is kind enough not to make you say it.
The air between you feels worse, like the moment before a storm cracks open into his car, and electrocutes you with a spark you’ve never experienced in your life. Which is eccentric considering you’re not the type of girl who’d be in Riki’s car instead of a party dominated by your friends, getting high off shit that would make your parents pass out.
You scoff and look away, shaking your head like the whole thing is ridiculous. “You talk like you know everything.”
“I just guessed one fucking thing.”
You roll the joint between your fingers again, slower now. “Maybe I just wanted to try something.”
“With me?”
Your eyes cut to him, and you see there’s a slight curve to his mouth, like he heard the shape of your answer before you even made it.
You huff. “You’re so annoying.”
Neither of you moves. Just suspended there, breathing the same warm air, the song on the radio dissolving into background noise, the world narrowed down to inches and intent and maybe weak will and strong urges. The tension’s palpable, solid enough that you could feel it grow between your thighs.
You’re probably one more joint away from being zooted, and Riki knows this of course, which is why he keeps his eyes narrowed across him and not the woman who’s audibly shifting in her seat.
He’s high too — faster than usual — and it makes the moment stretch in this you know kind because he’s thinking bad. He keeps his gaze trained somewhere between the fogged windshield and the blur of your reflection in it, like it’s the only thing keeping him at bay.
For the record — you’re both twenty, obviously adults, even if the world still insists on calling you kids. Which is also the very age people let you experience the paradox of being too grown and too immature for anything consistent, so the underestimation you endure as an adult, smart woman, cheerleader, and a kinda-child — wow you’re in deep detestation for that system.
So you take control of things you can handle.
You’re a conformist, no doubt. Except in areas you loathe men’s freedom in yet expect restraint for women. So… in diminutive ways, you indulge. Like weed. Like running council. Like wearing short skirts. Like Riki Nishimura.
You glance at him sideways, voice light, almost bored. Almost. “So,” you say, like you’re asking about his major or what song’s playing on the radio. “I will ask you something kind of personal.”
Riki exhales a quiet laugh. “You’re already in my car smoking my weed. I think the line’s gone.”
You smile, satisfied, then tilt your head back against the seat.
“Are you a virgin?”
The question hangs there. Unembellished and very dangerous in its simplicity. Also, of course, bold, which makes Riki actually freeze — a half-second pause where even his breathing stutters. Then he scoffs, shaking his head like he can’t believe you just dropped that between the heater hum and the low bass leaking from the house.
He blames the weed, though part of him wishes it isn’t from that.
“You always ask things like that?”
“I’m curious,” you say easily. “And a little high.” you gesture with your thumb and forefinger.
He rubs the back of his neck, eyes flicking to you now despite himself. “Why?” he asks. “Does it change your opinion of me?”
You meet his gaze, unblinking. “I don’t know yet. That’s why I asked.”
He huffs a soft laugh. He admits to embarrassment, even if it doesn’t cover his entire skin with flush and heat, he’s never found himself in this position. But honestly, nothing from the past few weeks has ever been something he prepared for — which he has you to blame, of course.
“Yeah.” he licks the corner of his lips, refusing to meet your eyes while he taps the steering wheel. “I am.”
Your eyebrows lift, impressed but not shocked. “Huh.”
Riki looks over. “Huh?” he mocks.
You bite back a smile and turn toward the window, but the reflection gives you away. “I just didn’t expect that.”
He scoffs, looking back at the windshield. “Why?”
“I don’t know.” You shrug, still smiling a little. “You sell weed. And you drive this car.”
“And?”
“And you look like that.”
For one second, Riki’s fingers still on the steering wheel, and he learns to shut up. He lets out a quiet laugh after, but it sounds different this time, lower and almost embarrassed. “You’re so fucking high,”
That makes him quiet, makes him adjust on his seat. He’s touched a woman before, but no one’s ever sat on his dick, nor has he ever been in anyone. So maybe he’s half a virgin, maybe he’s just a sore loser. He watches you as you move, as you turn in the seat, knees pressing into the leather, facing him fully now. The space changes instantly, the air recalibrating around your movement and maybe even pushing you further toward him.
Riki stiffens — just suddenly very aware, and perhaps a little scared. “Uh,” he says, brows knitting. “What are you doing?”
You tilt your head, resting your hands casually on the seat, perfectly balanced. “Bored, like you said,” you say. “And my boyfriend’s cheating on me. Again.”
He swallows. His gaze drops, then snaps back up to your face, like he’s trying very hard to stay respectful and failing in slow motion because you’re especially gorgeous tonight. “That’s… not a great combo,” he says.
“Not really,” you agree.
You lean in just enough for him to feel it — not touch, not yet. Just close enough that he can smell your gloss, the faint sweetness still clinging to you, and the cannabis that if he warrants himself the scary concept, is his mark on you.
“At least you don’t think I’m boring.”
Riki exhales, a real one this time, like he’s surrendering to the moment instead of fighting it because what can a simple guy like him do, right? His eyes flick to your mouth again — longer now — and when he looks back up, there’s a decision there, from someone who’s tired of conforming.
You close the distance then, slow enough that he could pull away if he wanted to. When he doesn’t, your lips meet in a kiss that’s brief and soft at first. Riki’s hand lifts instinctively, stopping just short of your waist, hovering there like he’s giving you the choice.
When you kiss again, you’re pressing harder, with the very intent to steal the air from his lungs. So that is what happens, you inhale and climb over the console and close your knees around his waist and he’s breathing shakily against your mouth, fighting for the oxygen he’s willingly giving away.
Your cunt presses against the zipper of his jeans, and when you roll, he pulls away like he’s burnt.
“W-wait — this isn’t — we can’t do this.” He shakes his head insistently, looking down your joined thighs while he regains composure.
You frown. “Why not?”
He looks back up at you, eyes wide and glossy from the taste of your cherry gloss and his greens in your mouth. He looks like he can’t handle this. You’re high, he’s high, this isn’t a good idea. You’re perfect, he’s not, this isn’t a good idea. You’re pretty and he sells weed, this isn’t a good idea.
“Because you have a boyfriend.” he says weakly.
You smile, fingers brushing into the hair at his nape. “Not really.”
He stares at you before he laughs, quiet and disbelieving, like the whole situation is so stupid he has no choice but to let it be funny for half a second. You’re in his lap, his car is fogged, your party is across the street, and apparently your boyfriend is more of a family arrangement than an actual person you care about.
“This is so fucked,” he mutters.
Still, he kisses you anyway. His hand finally settles at your waist, firm enough to make your breath catch. His fingers press into your flesh just before he pulls you closer and his hips thrusts up underneath you.
His bulge presses hard against your clothed cunt, and a small whimper slips out his mouth. Your thighs practically clench around him, your core tightening as you rub yourself on him. Beneath the jeans secured around his hips, the start of his v-line peeks, in which you softly graze with your thumb.
“F-fuck,” he whispers, resigned while he lets his head fall back against the headrest.
When you kiss him again this time, it’s slow and languid and licking into his mouth, and your hips start rolling against his while he unconsciously bucks into you. You gasp at the feeling of his growing erection despite the jeans, and you can’t help but feel rushed because it’s been way too long.
His body’s hot and he doesn’t understand why he can’t even talk properly. “Are you okay?” you ask, kissing his cheek. He just nods.
“This is so wrong,” Riki says softly and raspy.
You just smile and kiss him again, feeling how sloppy he’s starting to become when your tongues meet. You set the pace, careful with how you bite and suck, more of a learning curve with what you like best rather than devouring. Riki realizes this and slows down too, relaxing underneath your thighs while his cock remains bulging against you. Your soft fingers slither at the back of his hair, tugging and caressing, while he finds the courage to sneak his tongue into your mouth.
When you pull to breathe, he’s practically panting. “You can touch me.” you whisper.
His gaze practically flicks up to look up at you, silently asking for clarification. You don’t use words, you instead take his wrists and start dragging his hands from your waist to underneath your shirt. His breath hitches at the feeling of your soft skin against his, watching intently as you guide his hands further beneath your cotton top, until his fingers slightly grazes the soft swell of the underside of your breasts.
“Shit.” Riki mutters, his breath unstable when you let go. He looks for your eyes, asking for instructions, except you just smile and lean in to kiss him again with your hands on his jaw.
So he takes it upon himself to move by his own. His fingers grazes the soft skin, careful and learning, testing the underside swell by gently squeezing. After that, he gains confidence, hands going further up until they touch your nipples.
You gasp, pulling away to breathe when he starts gently pinching them, rolling them against the pads of his fingertips. He plays with them for a little while, watching your reactions when you sigh heavy, when your eyes close, when you lean further against his touch. It’s so good, he doesn’t even notice how painfully hard he is when he can feel just how sensitive your nipples are, when he can feel the weight of your breast as he cups them.
After a while, he finally stops, hands gliding down your ribs instead, thumbs still grazing slightly at the curve. Your kissing eases, reduced to pecks and softness. At rest and caress, you giggle and he chuckles, finally reeling in from the moment at how high he feels.
From your taste, your softness, your clothed pussy still pressing against his hard-on.
“You’re good for a virgin.” you say.
At that, Riki huffs and leans his head back against the rest, caressing your waist while he watches your face. You’re very pretty, even when your lipsticks smudged and you’re clearly teasing him, not touching him at all.
He doesn’t mind. He doesn’t think he’ll mind for a long time. “I’m trying to make decent decisions.”
You tilt your head. “And kissing me is one?”
His jaw tightens a little, but he smiles. “It’s a very bad decision.”
“Mm.” You lean closer, but you don’t kiss him this time. “You stopped.”
“Because I don’t want to be your rebound,”
The teasing fades just a little. Your fingers, which had been lazily tracing the back of his neck, slow, and now you look at him too, at the way he’s looking at you like something cliche is about to happen now that he’s tasted something better than marijuana.
“You think I’d use you?” you ask.
He shrugs. “I don’t know.”
You study him for a moment. His nose and ears are still pink, which admittedly does something to you. It makes him look shyer somehow, less untouchable, like all that quiet control has slipped just enough for you to see he’s not as unaffected as he wants to seem.
He looks back at you, thumb moving once at your waist. “Let me take you out.”
You stare at him. “You’re asking me on a date right now? While I’m sitting on you?”
His mouth twitches despite himself. “Not my best timing.”
You laugh, soft and surprised, but he doesn’t laugh with you right away. You lean in again, slower and softer, just lips meeting and staying there, but his breath still hitches. You lets it last for a few seconds before you pull back, still close enough that your noses nearly brush.
“Ask me when we’re not high.”
Then he laughs once, quiet and disbelieving, his hand flexing at your waist. “Fine.”
Riki drives you home that night and you arrive at around 3 am, friends completely unaware of where you are or who you’re with — but you don’t care, even when your phone’s blown out of weird proportion. You laugh when he insists on walking you to your front porch, just to make sure you don’t slip and fall and he wouldn’t lose his favorite weed customer.
“You’re ridiculous, Riki Nishimura.” you shove at his arm weakly.
“And you,” he leans down enough that his nose nudges yours. “are so pretty.”
You laugh harder, admittedly a little flustered the way you never have been before. He tells you to eat something real when you head in, and you mock him for it but he just smiles and nods, agrees with the idea he is so, very stupid and funny for you.
Riki thinks the universe is testing him. Because ever since last night, every single thing reminds him of you.
The cherry gloss taste still ghosting his mouth when he wakes up, the faint perfume lingering on his hoodie, even the stupid heater smell in the car feels different now, like the seats remember the way you climbed over the console and kissed him until his dick ached for you.
“Dude,” Jake says, throwing his duffel bag. “You look like shit.”
Riki drags a hand through his hair. “Thanks.”
Jake doesn’t push it, which Riki appreciates for about three seconds before he sees where the cheer team is practicing. On the other side of the gym court, you’re standing with your friends, ponytail tied high, hands on your hips while you go over counts as the captain. You’re not doing anything special, occasionally laughing at something one of the girls beside you says, but Riki still feels his attention pull toward you like it has no discipline left.
He looks away first.
PE is already starting by the time he reaches their side of the court. He pulls his sleeveless shirt down properly and rolls his shoulders once, mostly because he needs something to do with his body. His hair keeps falling near his eyes, and he can feel sweat gathering at the back of his neck before class has even properly started.
He tells himself not to look. But then he looks.
You’re already looking too.
It only lasts a second. Your eyes meet his, then drop briefly to his arms before you turn back to your friends like nothing happened. Riki presses his tongue against the inside of his cheek and looks at the ball in his hands, suddenly way too aware of himself.
Jake notices, but all he does is glance between the two of you. “Since when do you know her like that?”
Riki bounces the ball once. “I don’t.”
Jake gives him a look. Riki doesn’t look back. “Not like that.”
“Okay.”
The drill starts, and for a while, it’s just run, catch, dribble, pass, move. Riki focuses on the court, on the PE teacher’s whistle, on the ball against his palms. It works for half the time, until your voice cuts across the space, counting with the rest of the cheer team, and he misses a pass by half a second.
“Pay attention,” Jake says, not even laughing.
“I am.”
“You’re really not.”
Later, when the class breaks for water, Riki walks toward the drinking fountain and finds you there already, refilling your bottle. Your friends are a few steps away, talking among themselves, close enough to notice if either of you makes it obvious, far enough that neither of you has to pretend not to see each other.
He stands behind you to wait for his turn, and from afar, it doesn't look scandalous. You take your time refilling your bottle, eyes forward, one hand steadying the plastic under the stream. He keeps his gaze on the wall in front of you, jaw working once, because he knows exactly what you're doing when you lean a little farther than necessary and let the silence stretch.
Your skirt shifts when you bend, showing the backside of your thighs and the slight swell of your ass, and he sighs through his nose like he's deeply disappointed in both of you. Then he looks away completely.
You bite back a smile.
When the bottle finally fills, you straighten and cap it slowly, still not moving right away. He doesn't meet your eyes when you step aside, he just moves in, bends toward the fountain, and presses one hand against the edge for balance.
Then it's your turn to look away. But you don't, not even shamelessly. Because you’re the girl who got things her way and never got scared of the repercussions.
His sleeveless shirt pulls against his shoulders when he leans down, arm tense from holding himself there, the veins along his bicep showing under the gym lights. Water hits his mouth, and you watch the way his hair falls near his eyes, the way his throat moves when he swallows. It's stupid, actually, how normal he's being and how much worse that makes it.
Riki finishes drinking, straightens, and wipes the water from his chin with the back of his hand. Only then does he look at you.
You're still staring. And for a second, neither of you says anything.
His expression barely changes, but something in his eyes does, like he caught you and decided not to make it easy. "What?"
You blink, then lift your bottle a little. "You took forever."
He looks at you, calm, unreadable, except for the faint color rising at the tips of his ears and the slight lift on the corner of his mouth. "You're one to talk."
Your friends laugh at something behind you, and the sound snaps the moment thinner, not enough to break it, but enough to remind you both where you are. You glance over your shoulder, then back at him, only to find he's still watching you. Not obviously, just enough to show that he knows exactly what that night did to you, and worse, exactly what this day is doing too.
And that he’s enjoying the view.
You tuck your bottle against your chest and step back. "Try not to miss another pass."
His mouth curves. "Then don't distract me."
The second he says it, your smile gets bigger, like a shared inside joke between you two now. Then you turn back to your team, and he stays by the fountain for one extra second, pretending the afternoon heat is the reason he can't stop feeling warm. In the locker room, he pretends it’s celibacy that’s making his cock hard again, and not the picture of you bending in front of him, the fat of your ass presenting itself to him so adorably.
In the cafeteria, while pages turn and keyboards clack for an upcoming test for biology, you try your best to stay focused the way you can on the usual. Riki was right about you — you were smarter than what people thought, and the merit beside your name is shocking to a whole lot when it’s pasted on the board.
You think you’re no longer smart. Not when you’re staring at the open reviewer in front of you, color coded with little sticky tabs but you’re still distracted.
You grab your coffee and drink, just to try if that could help with your lost concentration. Something about protein synthesis and cell division. Something about how Riki’s hands looked wrapped around the steering wheel that one night while he called you weird and interesting in the same breath.
This is so inconvenient.
“Babe.”
Your boyfriend slides into the empty chair beside you like he owns the furniture, sunglasses pushed up on his head even though the cafeteria lighting could barely offend a bitch. His hand settles automatically on your thigh beneath the table, casual and familiar, and you almost flinch.
“You disappeared last night,” he says casually.
You lean back in your chair. “I told you I left.”
“Yeah, but where?”
You think briefly about Riki’s car parked under the streetlamp — fogged windows, heated air, cherry gloss smeared on his mouth, plump lips smirking in restraint, hands squeezing you in the right place, keeping you in place.
“I just went home,” you reply smoothly.
Your boyfriend hums, clearly unconvinced, but also has about three seconds of emotional stamina left for the topic, so he lets it go and steals one of your fries instead. “My parents want dinner with you this weekend.” he says instead.
He continues talking about it but you’re staring at the flashcards and reviewers in front of you, imagining what your parents would say if Riki would’ve showed up to a family dinner instead. Maybe he’d appear in different clothes, a white button-up just to sit there and attempt to look polite in ways he isn’t with you — which makes your heart jump a little.
Dinner drags on for three excruciating hours.
Three whole hours of crystal glasses and polished silverware and your boyfriend’s parents discussing investment portfolios. The restaurant is one of those stupidly expensive places where portions are microscopic and every waiter looks vaguely judgmental — you don’t complain, you’re rather very grateful for his parents (sometimes).
You sat there in a pretty dress your mother picked out. Your boyfriend talks over you twice when you try contributing to the conversation, his mother asks about your grades before asking how cheerleading is going, like academics and aesthetics are the only two things remotely interesting about you. At some point, your boyfriend likes another girl’s Instagram story right beside you at the table and everything about the night is just bad.
You just feel tired, especially on the way home.
Tired in the way performances always leave you feeling like you’ve spent hours acting inside a role you got stuck with years ago — because it mostly worked in your favor, until that one time you decided to jump out of your comfort zone and try weed. It’s the worst thing you have done, but it’s the only thing that made you feel good.
Your heels click quietly against the marble floors when you enter your house and you make it halfway upstairs before the pressure behind your eyes finally cracks. Obviously, you don’t sob out of sadness, just frustrated tears slipping down your cheeks while you struggle with the zipper of your dress. “Fuck,” you mutter.
Your makeup’s ruined now; mascara faintly smudged beneath your eyes, lipstick mostly gone except for traces still staining your mouth.
Before you can think too hard about it — which is kind of bad — you open Riki’s contact, and your fingers move faster than your dignity can intervene.
you:
he actually sucks so bad
like genuinely i think talking to drywall has more nuance
You exhale through your nose and laugh weakly at yourself because obviously Riki probably has better things to do than babysit you after 9PM, not when you’re just another weed customer and smoking buddy he had. You toss your phone onto the bed and sit in silence for a second, still in your dress, earrings discarded somewhere.
You try not to think about anything for the minutes you’ve spent staring at the ceiling: not about Riki, or your dumb boyfriend, or your (im)perfect life, or the way Riki kissed you, or the way he looked at you, or the way he thought about you.
Because that's the part that bothers you most. Not the kiss itself, not even the fact that you wanted it, but the way he seemed to actually think about you before touching you. Like you weren't just pretty or convenient or someone people liked because you made sense beside them. Riki looked at you like he was trying to understand you, and somehow that felt more intimate than anything you've ever had.
And maybe that makes you painfully average.
Maybe you’re not special at all, maybe you’re just another girl in the long, embarrassing history of girls who developed feelings for the first boy who looked at them like they were a person. Congratulations, really. Very original and groundbreaking, for being part of the emotionally confused teenage girls.
You turn onto your side and press your face into your pillow, immediately hating yourself for how dramatic that feels.
Until something taps three times against your window.
Your brows furrow immediately because your bedroom is on the second floor and nobody normally knocks on windows like some suburban horror movie, you don’t even try to look because of what could be there. For a second, you genuinely think you’re hallucinating from emotional exhaustion and expensive restaurant food and maybe (you did not do prior research) the possibility of the long term hallucinations of marijuana.
Then it happens again. Three deliberate taps.
You sit up slowly from the edge of your bed, the strap of your dress slipping off one shoulder while your heels remain abandoned somewhere near the door. When you turn to the window, your heart practically falls from your chest when you see Riki standing outside like a fucking delinquent moron. He’s standing on the roof of the first floor near your window, hoodie sleeves pushed to his elbows, while one hand steadies himself against the frame.
You burst out laughing while fumbling with the lock of your window. Riki’s entire expression softens the second he hears you laugh and that does something unhealthy to him.
Because he drove for twenty minutes thinking about you crying over some guy who doesn’t even look at you properly, wondering if climbing a house at this hour officially qualifies as insanity (he’s never done that before, and it doesn’t sound so conformist right now either). Riki’s usually good at self-restraint, at risk assessment, at understanding what makes sense and what doesn’t.
For the record, this doesn’t make sense. Yet here he is anyway.
“Hi.”
You stare at him in disbelief once you finally open your window. “What the fuck are you doing?” you whisper-yell.
“You sounded sad.”
“Is that supposed to be an answer?”
“What?” he says defensively while climbing inside carefully. “You said your boyfriend sucks. That sounded shitty.”
The second he lands properly inside your room, he looks at you before anything else. He’s used to seeing you fixed with perfect hair, perfect smile, perfect posture, like you just stepped out of a university brochure about good conduct and that the school cheer spirit is something one definitely needs for personal development.
This version of you feels familiar, and traitorously and selfishly, he thinks it’s for him.
Your dress is wrinkled now, your jewelry sits slightly crooked against your skin, your makeup’s smudged enough to expose the eyebags underneath, and your hair’s started falling from whatever expensive style you wore to dinner.
Riki swallows once before he can stop himself. “You were crying?”
Immediately, you look away, a bit embarrassed when you realize what you look like. “Don’t make it weird.”
“I’m not making it weird,” he says quickly, hands lifting instinctively. “I just.”
He cuts himself off because he suddenly realizes he has no idea how to navigate this. Girls usually don’t text him while being miserable and summon him to their bedroom windows like some modern romance movie directed by a bad romcom enthusiast. Nothing is romcom-y about this.
So instead, awkwardly, he holds the backyard vegetation toward you.
“I got you these.”
Flowers. They aren’t roses and lilies, especially not the peonies your boyfriend orders because it looks better in pictures. They’re not anything arranged like the bouquets your boyfriend’s family sends during competitions and birthdays and events where impression matters. They usually screamed ‘I have money’ so I had my manager fix these for you.
Riki brought you wildflowers, which are tiny white, yellow, and purple ones bundled unevenly together like he picked them himself on the side of the road and decided, yeah, these ones are perfect. They’re crooked and asymmetrical and a little pathetic, and it weirdly looks a lot like you.
You take them carefully, looking down at the tiny flowers bundled together with what suspiciously resembles a broccoli rubber band.
“Oh my God,” you laugh quietly. “These are so ugly.”
He looks offended immediately. “Okay, first of all, fuck you.”
You laugh, open and loud. “They’re literally weeds.”
“I mean. Matches us, no?” he argues.
You’re still smiling when you bring them closer to inspect, and he notices your eyes when you admire them because he notices everything when it comes to you now, apparently.
“He made you cry?” he asks quieter this time.
You look up at him, flowers resting against your chest while you slump a little. “Not exactly.”
He raises his brows. “That means yes.”
You sigh, gaze dropping to the petals between your fingers. “He’s just…” You shake your head slowly. “I don’t know. I guess I’m really sick of it.”
Riki stays quiet — not because he doesn’t have thoughts, but because he has too many.
The thing is, he understands that social hierarchy is basically one giant theater production and he’s spent his entire life studying how to survive inside it correctly — he’s admitted to live in it quite comfortably. Which people to talk to, which ones to avoid, what behavior keeps life stable and uncomplicated, who not to sell weed to.
You were supposed to be part of that stable world, the part that he shouldn’t have had any associations with. Instead, you’re now standing barefoot in front of him holding ugly flowers with watery eyes while confiding in him like he’s become something safe. Now he’s giving a girl weeds for flowers, while his own cannabis has become untouched for quite a while now.
You narrow your eyes up at him suddenly, a teasing smile on your lips. “You could’ve used the front door.”
“And say what?” he snorts. “‘Good evening, your daughter texted me so I’m here to comfort her?”
You laugh again and Jesus Christ, he thinks he’d probably climb ten more roofs if it meant hearing that sound a second time.
Which is not good at all.
He looks around your room now, and he finds that is not in the dramatic movie sense where he’s overwhelmed by femininity and candles or whatever bullshit directors think teenage girls do in bedrooms. It’s just your space and that feels undeniably you in a way he’s never gotten access to before — never thought he would, actually. There’s a stack of annotated reviewers on your desk beside skincare products, then a half-folded cheer uniform hangs over your chair. Your bookshelf is organized by color at first glance, but he notices that some books are stuffed sideways and doubled-up like gave up halfway through organizing.
You’re contradiction after contradiction. Which feels fitting considering Riki’s currently inside the bedroom of a girl he once categorized under absolutely not my problem.
This is exactly why social structures exist. To prevent situations like this where a guy who sells weed ends up standing in the bedroom of a girl who looks expensive enough to kill him.
You set the flowers carefully on your vanity like they’re not random plants held together by produce rubber. Riki watches how gentle your hands are, watches the way your dress slips slightly higher on your thigh when you move.
You step closer to him after, eyes peeking through your lashes, and he starts to feel drunk from your perfume. “You really came all the way here because I was sad?” you ask softly.
Riki opens his mouth automatically with something sarcastic prepared because that’s safer, because joking is easier than admitting the truth. But then he looks at you looking at him like he’s become something important frighteningly fast.
Honesty slips out before he can stop it. “Yeah.”
Your eyes soften in a way that completely wrecks him, because nobody’s ever looked at him like this before — like he did something meaningful instead of useful.
You step even closer now until there’s barely space between you. “You’re really bad at being casual,” you murmur.
He huffs a laugh. “You climbed into my lap the first time we kissed.”
“That was different.”
“How?”
“I was high.”
“And what’s your excuse now?”
Your lips twitch and his gaze drops there instinctively.
Big mistake, because now he’s thinking about kissing you again and suddenly being in your bedroom at midnight feels significantly more dangerous than it did when he drove here. Riki clears his throat and looks away first. Usually he’s good at eye contact, good at keeping composure, good at staying levelheaded even when situations become complicated, because he knows emotional regulation keeps things orderly, predictable, and safe.
You are none of those things anymore.
Standing this close to you feels like someone slowly dismantling every sensible thought process he’s ever had and replacing it with bad decisions and pretty girls in wrinkled dresses.
Riki swallows, eyes still not fully on yours. “Do you know what you’re gonna do?”
You sigh, shoulders dropping a little as you look away. “I don’t know.”
Riki nods, though he doesn’t look surprised. “Well,” he says quietly, “you aren’t happy.”
The honesty in his voice catches you off guard, because it isn’t dramatic or possessive or demanding — it’s actually the complete opposite. He says things carefully. Your boyfriend never talks to you carefully.
You study Riki for a second — the slight flush across his cheeks, the hoodie sleeves pushed to his elbows, the fact he literally climbed your house because you sounded sad over text.
Clearly, he’s lost the plot somewhere. He might find it in your room, but why would it be there?
You look at the boy who notices everything about you, who reads you better than anyone ever did. And maybe that’s pathetic, but after a long time of performance and image, you can’t quite find irrationality when something finally sees you so clearly.
You don’t even realize you’re crying again until his expression changes. The tears just spill over quietly, slipping down your cheeks before you can catch them, and for a second, you don’t understand why his eyes drop there with so much concern because you aren’t sad, nor overwhelmingly happy.
His hand lifts and his fingers touch your cheek lightly and carefully. His thumb brushes beneath your eye, catching the tear before it reaches your jaw. Then the other hand comes up too, steadying your face with a gentleness that makes your throat tighten worse than the crying did. You stare up at him while he wipes your face like it’s something important, his hands warm, his touch steady even though his breathing isn’t. He just keeps his palms against your cheeks, thumbs soft under your eyes, focused on you.
Riki’s thumb slows beneath your eye, his gaze moving over your face with something almost pained. “You’re too pretty to cry over him,” he says quietly.
Your hand lifts before you can think better of it, fingers wrapping gently around his wrist to keep him there. His skin is warm beneath your palm, and for a second, his whole body seems to still when you touch him. You look up at him because he’s so tall this close, broad enough to block out half your room, and he’s holding your face like you might bruise if he moves wrong.
“I’m not crying over him,” you say, and your voice comes out quieter, “I think I’m crying because I want someone else.”
His hand stays against your cheek, but his thumb stops moving entirely. He has no immediate answer right now, no dry comment waiting in the back of his throat, no clever way to make the moment smaller than it feels. He just looks at you, like he heard you perfectly and still needs another second for it to reach the rest of him.
He shifts closer, but only slightly, careful enough that you notice the restraint. “Are you sure?”
You let out a tiny, breathless laugh. “Yes.”
Then your gaze drops from his eyes, not because you’re embarrassed exactly, but because looking at him straight on feels like standing too close to something bright. Your eyes settle on his chest instead, on the front of his hoodie rising and falling with a breath he’s clearly trying to control. His hands move from your cheeks, careful and slow, until his palms settle just beneath your jaw while his fingers slip behind your ears, curling gently at the back of your neck.
For a second, you think he’s going to kiss you.
Actually, you know he is. You can feel it in the way his breathing changes, in the way his eyes drop to your mouth and stay there this time, no pretending it was an accident. He’s close enough that you can smell his cologne and whatever terrible decision-making brought him to your window.
Then something in you panics — not because you don’t want him to.
That’s the problem. You want him so much it feels insulting to every sensible part of your life (even though you’ve made many irrational choices that have shamed them anyway). You want him in your room, in your space, in the middle of all the pretty, curated pieces of yourself nobody else gets to see messy. You want him, and it would be so easy to lean up and let that be the answer. But there is still one stupid, technical, irritating thing standing between you and that, so you pull back a little.
He freezes immediately, hands dropping like he thinks he did something wrong. “What?”
“I need to do something.”
His brows pull together. “Right now?”
You turn away before you can lose your nerve, moving toward your bed where your phone is half-buried in the sheets. Your hands are unsteady when you pick it up, which is annoying because you are not the kind of girl who fumbles — you are the kind of girl who answers essay questions with proper structure, corrects formations instinctively, and pretends she’s fine so convincingly that people believe it until it becomes inconvenient not to.
Calling your boyfriend while Riki Nishimura stands in your bedroom after midnight is, admittedly, not your most elegant moment, but there’s a kind of clarity to it too.
He stays behind you, quiet, watching as you scroll to the contact you have ignored for most of the night. His name on your screen looks strange now.
The call rings twice.
Riki moves closer, though not touching you yet, just behind your shoulder, close enough that you can feel the heat of him. It makes focusing much harder, which is extremely inconsiderate for someone who climbed into your room to be supportive.
Your boyfriend answers with your name, voice already irritated. “It’s late. I’m busy.”
You close your eyes for half a second. “I’m just letting you know. We’re done.”
There is a pause. “What?”
You swallow, your grip tightening around the phone. “I’m breaking up with you.”
Behind you, Riki goes very still. Your boyfriend lets out a humorless laugh. “Are you serious right now?”
“Yes.”
“After everything? After tonight, you’re just gonna call me and say that?”
You stare at the wall in front of you. It’s absurd, actually, how little the anger reaches you. Maybe you should be shaking or crying harder or preparing a speech that starts with all the ways he hurt you — instead, you feel strangely calm.
He starts talking again, louder this time, something about your parents, his parents, how you’re overreacting, how you both agreed, how you don’t get to act innocent either. Until Riki’s hand appears beside you, and he takes the phone from your hand.
Your eyes widen. “Riki.”
He looks at the screen, hears your boyfriend still talking, then tosses the phone onto the bed, where it lands face-up against the sheets, the call still running, your boyfriend’s voice now small and furious through the speaker.
“What are you doing?” you whisper.
His eyes stay on yours. “You already broke up with him.”
On the bed, your ex says your name again, sharp and confused, but neither of you are looking at the phone.
Riki lifts one hand, not touching your face yet, just brushing his knuckles lightly near your jaw like he’s giving you one last chance to move away.
That is all he needs before he kisses you. It is not rushed, not messy from panic, just a little harsh from jealousy. But it’s slow enough to make your knees feel unreliable, steady enough that your whole body seems to understand before your brain does. You grab the front of his hoodie and he exhales against your mouth, the sound going straight through you. His hand settles at the side of your neck, thumb brushing under your jaw while his other hand finds your waist, careful but sure.
The phone is still there, your boyfriend is still talking. It should ruin the moment, but it doesn’t. If anything, it makes the whole thing feel worse in the way your heart is pounding too hard, in the way Riki keeps kissing you like he’s trying not to prove a point and failing anyway, in the way you know this is a terrible way to end a relationship and still cannot bring yourself to care.
Riki pulls back just enough to breathe, forehead almost touching yours. “He talks a lot,” he says quietly.
You laugh before you can stop yourself, and he kisses you before you can even finish a thought he physically cannot hear another word about your boyfriend tonight, earning a gasp from your mouth. It’s soft at first, his mouth catching yours that makes you go still for half a second, surprised, and then your hand tightens around his wrist as you kiss him back. He exhales through his nose, quiet and shaky, and his fingers press a little more firmly into your nape, not pulling you in too hard, just holding you.
You make this soft startled sound against his lips and he swears it nearly kills him on impact. When he pulls back just enough to breathe, his forehead bumps lightly against yours.
“I don’t wanna talk about him anymore,” he says quietly.
His voice comes out rougher than before. You stare at him for a second, and your lips twitch.
“Okay,” you whisper.
He kisses you again almost immediately, and this time you kiss him back just as fast, your chests pressing against one another until you can feel the rapid beat of his heart through his hoodie. His hands find your waist, the weight of them warm and steady through the thin fabric of your dress, like he’s grounding you and keeping himself grounded too.
You tilt your head up to meet him properly, rising slightly onto your toes without meaning to, and he bends down into you like the movement pulls something out of him. His fingers press carefully at your sides, thumbs shifting once against your waist. The kiss deepens then, your hand sliding up the front of his hoodie until you’re holding onto him too.
Riki exhales against your mouth, almost shaky, and his grip tightens for one second before he loosens it again, like he’s reminding himself to be careful.
Without so much as a few words, your gaze meets his. But that’s not enough for him, not when he needs to hear that you want this too. The zipper you struggled with earlier starts undoing when his hand finds the back, before he leans in just enough for his voice to drop between you.
"Words, baby," he whispers.
He isn't teasing now. His voice is low, but careful, like he needs to hear you say it before he lets himself want anything more.
You swallow, fingers tightening lightly in his hoodie. "I want you."
Riki watches your face for a second, and when he sees the true genuineness and want in your eyes, he lets himself have it. He dips down to your height, capturing your lips in a kiss again, before fully pulling the zipper down to the small of your back. With barely any effort, the dress slides off your body and pools around your feet on the floor.
Too busy getting drunk on his plump lips, you don’t even notice his hands roaming over your skin, his fingertips memorizing the arch of your spine, before gliding up to the curve of your ribcage. You don’t notice how close he really is until his fingers find the underside part of your breasts. You pull away with a gasp, seeing him smile coyly when you finally realize you’re naked in front of him, and how he’s massaging your mounds in his hands.
He lets his thumbs brush your hardened nipples, watching your face scrunch and melt with fluster. He holds you so well, heat rushing all over your skin with the way he studies your body, eyes carefully taking in every detail about you. He continues stroking your nipples and massaging your breasts when he bends down again, kissing the corner of your lips before trailing over to your jaw. He presses open mouthed kisses on your pulse next, sucking and biting to leave love bites there.
You moan, all breathy and heavy, and his cock twitches in his sweats. For a man that’s been so cautious with you, he can’t help but fight the urge to pound into you recklessly right now.
“On the bed,” he prompts softly, taking a step forward.
You obey with no fight, pathetically stepping backward until you sit back on the soft mattress. You adjust a little to get on your knees, eyes finding his through your lashes again. He’s looking at you with half-open lids, hand already reaching up to the back of your head, fingers tangling with your hair. He likes you like this, on your knees and your face so fucking close to his bulge, he can practically see it.
And because he has been so kind to you, you want to recompense for all of it. Your fingers hook at the hem of his sweatpants, keeping your gaze steady on his face to watch the way he reacts when he realizes what you’re about to do. You drag his pants down, enough for it to slip down his legs.
His cock bulges in his briefs, begging to be set free. You cup it gently and he lets out a low moan, deeper than his usual, and when you look up, he’s just watching you. You lean in, only to lick a stripe from the bottom to top — his grip on your hair tightens, and you feel him pull you closer. Since you both don’t hold any godly kind of willpower, you waste no time lowering the fabric.
Riki’s stupidly long cock springs forward once you remove his briefs, and everything about it just makes sense. It isn’t excessively thick in girth, but it’s length makes you wonder if it can even fit at all. It’s pale at the base and turns pink towards the tip, the slit lathered with pre all over the head, all for you.
You bite your lip, not being able to help the thrilled grin on your face, eyes bright at the sight of it. He clears his throat, caressing the back of your head gently. “You good?”
You snicker, reaching up to wrap your hand around the base. He chokes out a gasp, stilling completely yet his hips buck forward. He watches you handle him so delicately, even the way you start pumping his dick, watching the way pre-cum leaks out the tip. You lean forward, tongue flat against the head, tasting him.
“O-oh, s-shit —” his breathing becomes heavy, arm flexing involuntarily as he keeps rubbing the back of your head.
You giggle, tilting your head a little to press soft pecks all over his length. “Watch me, sweet boy. Okay?”
You’re a fucking tease. That’s all he manages to come up with before his brain completely blanks out when you tilt forward and let your mouth close around the head of his dick. You start to suckle on it, tongue playing with the slit a little. Then you push forward, enough the tip touches the back of your throat and your cheeks hollow around his length.
And he’s still too fucking long.
You start choking a little, tears touching your waterline. You stroke the part you can’t reach, and he can’t help but smirk arrogantly.
Heavy breaths turns into deep groans, trying to keep his sounds to himself but the way you look as your head bobs on his dick, practically choking as you suck on it, and his hand flexing a tight grip on your hair — this has got to be better than any fucking narcotic ever. He bets morphine won’t ever feel this good. “Y-you’re fucking sublime, baby,”
You retract your mouth, going back to suckle on the tip, before taking him all back down your throat. His hips jerk forward, you can tell just how gentle he’s trying to be even when he’s losing all control.
And it’s too good, because twenty years of chastity has started to reach him faster than the way you rub him. He feels his abdomen tighten, and fuck does his balls feel tense. So as any illogical, preposterous, unsound idiot ever, he pulls you away from his cock. He holds you by your hair, slowing you down as you stare up at him, eyes wide and confused, lips wet from your saliva and his fluids.
“What the fuck?” you mutter, catching your breaths.
Riki licks his bottom lip, and you can see every restraint holding him back from breaking you. The tips of his ears are red, and his eyes, once so tender and meticulous, looks down at you like he just can’t wait to fuck you senseless. They’re sharper than they ever have been, and once since this night began, you’re scared.
“Easy,” he drawls, hand withdrawing from you completely. He takes a step back, just enough to admire the way you look, panting and on your knees, breasts exposed and perky. Then with a small smirk, he pinches the edge of his hoodie. “You always this impatient?”
He slides the hoodie over his arms, the cloth revealing flesh that practically glow from your vanity lights. His chest and shoulder width is broad and wide, flat in that boyish way you love, expanding to the chiseled arms. You can feel yourself salivating at the muscles, at his taut abs, delicate grooves that trace down to a sharp v-line. Even his obliques and traps are so defined.
“Get on your back.” he rasps, and you don’t let yourself react before lying down, head against your soft pillows. He kneels in between your legs, eyes trailing over your body. He hooks his fingers over the elastic of your panties, just before he slowly pulls them off you, slow enough to make you embarrassed.
“Riki,” you murmur sheepishly, but he ignores you, keeping his eyes narrowed to the way your cunt glistens, your own fluids leaking out of you. She’s perfect, and his already frustrated cock twitches.
Blonde hair sticks to his forehead, and his eyes are dark when your gaze meets again. He hovers over you, caging you against the bed before he leans in, kissing you again. Your lips part for him, breaths mingling, getting hot and heavy as his hand finds your ass. He squeezes the fat there, fingers digging into your skin. “You’re making it hard to think, pretty girl.”
You manage a giggle, though it quickly turns to soft moans when he kisses your jaw and presses his cock against your cunt.
“Riki, please,” you can see how swollen his cock has gotten.
“I don’t know if I can be gentle,” he breathes, his arms tensing as he keeps himself up. He strokes himself a bit, just before he aligns the tip with your aching hole.
Your brain has gone hazy, not being able to process anything other than the way he kisses your neck when the head of his cock pushes through your folds, and immediately your arms come to his back, nails digging into his muscles. He tenses too, giving a sharp exhale when his length slides past the tight muscle and rubs against your gummy walls.
“Fuck,” he groans, burying his face against your neck while your teeth bite down your bottom lip. “G-god, that’s so good,”
His hips closes against your pelvis, while his tip brushes against your cervix so good he’s pretty sure you’re sucking him in. And you feel stuffed, more than you ever have been, by Riki’s long cock. “Good fucking pussy, shit —”
Your legs are open wide for him, pressing flat against the mattress. And that’s enough for him, just to see you so spread beneath him, cunt squeezing him so tight; enough for him to pull back and watch the way your fluids wrap slick around his cock. Your hips wiggle for him, and that’s all he takes before slamming his hips back into you.
Riki’s jaw hangs open, a low moan gushing out him, strained and heavy into your ears.
“R-Riki — f-f-fuck —”
The sounds of squelching pussy and skin slapping echoes throughout your entire room, walls so tight around his cock as you gasp. The pace is set already, quick and fucking drilling into you even though you’ve known him for his care and caution — yet he pounds into you like he doesn’t give a fuck about anything but his pleasure.
“S-s-so good — ugh, Riki — fuck,” you scratch his back muscles, tensing underneath your nails. His pelvis and abs are tight, slamming himself so hard against your cunt like he can’t keep himself apart from you.
He continues groaning, his eyebrows furrowed, eyes half-lidded watching you, completely fucked out while he admires the way your tits bounce every time he rocks his dick deep into your cunt. His lips part to moan your name, and you love how he almost whimpers when you squeeze around him.
Then he stills, though only fast enough before he slides an arm beneath your waist and gathers you closer, like he’s scooping you into him without fully lifting you.
“W-what are you —”
“On your stomach.”
You can only blink and nod, before turning around, suddenly feeling empty when his dick slips from inside you. You settle on your hands and knees, then lie on your chest, face pressed to the soft pillow. “Fuck, my good girl.”
You can’t see him anymore, and you’re not sure with how you feel about it — not until you feel his warm body press against your back, his chest hovering slightly over you. He presses a hand on the back of your thigh, gently adjusting your knee higher, the position immediately spreading your folds more than you would have thought.
“Lift your hips for me, baby,” he breathes, voice low and strained.
You obey, pussy clenching around nothing when he whispers quiet praises as your ass perks up and your folds glisten for him again, slick oozing out from you. You get on your hands a little, just enough to lift yourself and look over your shoulder. Without much of a warning, he pushes his cock back deep inside you again, walls welcoming him with a dirty squelch, your breath catches, then escapes in a quiet gasp.
“There, just like that —” Riki moans, his v-line pressed tight against your ass.
Then he continues, retracting his hips only to slap back inside you. The new positions doing fucking wonders to you, stretching you a whole lot more, his dick fucking you so raw that you can’t help the screams you let out. He presses his hands against your waist, fingers ingrained to lift your ass up and pound into you right after, grip so tight it’s already bruising.
You fuck yourself against him too, slapping back against his hips, cock choking in your tight walls. His eyes are almost rolling back, if not for how obsessed he is watching your ass shake and tits bounce every sloppy stroke, his hand sliding under you to grope your mound. He fondles with it, pinching your nipple and loving the weight of it against his palm.
Sweat’s getting hot and the air’s smells too much of sex, he can feel it when his balls clench and how desperate he’s starting to get.
You look over your shoulder and he meets you halfway, leaning over to capture your lips in a passionate kiss. It’s full of saliva and it’s warm, messy in a way that tells how close you both are.
Then with so little strength (can’t compare to Riki Nishimura, really), your weight falls back to the pillow, face and chest pressed against the softness while your ass stays up. If not for his large hands keeping you up and still, you would’ve fallen over completely.
Your abdomen clenches and pressure builds in there, and he continues rutting into you while you become a puddle of sweat and moans. “R-right there — fuck, Riki — !”
“I-I’m gonna fucking cum, s-shit – I’ll blow a fucking load in you —” his hips drive into your pussy with a new kind of intensity, faster and deeper somehow, his tip hitting your cervix that has you throbbing around him.
“Cum all over me, baby, please —” he whines, face pressed against your shoulder.
You feel hot spurts of him fill you the same time your cunt clenches around him one final time, legs twitching while his hips come to a stutter. Cum settles in your hole, warm and full and sticky and practically seeping out of you. He collapses on top of you, unconsciously maybe, his heavier weight pressing over your body.
Your vision goes white for a bit, then it comes back, only for you to see hair all over your face, stuck with sweat and saliva. He’s still on top of you, but you can feel him carry himself a little, making sure not to crush you right after cumming in you.
Quiet beats stretch out the moment, and you don’t even notice his arm tucking underneath you to massage your tit, a tired laugh leaving your mouth when you do. When you both muster enough strength, he straightens just enough to lift himself off of you, while you manage to get on your hands. By the time you look over your shoulder, he’s already leaning in, his mouth finding yours again, a hand still fondling with your breast.
“Riki,” a small sheepish smile curves on your lips, all while he presses soft pecks against your mouth and jaw.
“Hm?” he hums, tired and spent, clearly having nothing else to do but to kiss you. His breaths are still shallow, eyelids heavy before shutting completely.
You giggle, putting your hand over his on your breast. “Get off me,” you say with a playful grin. “You’re so heavy!”
WIth a quiet groan, he listens. He slides out of you, unplugging you to let your fluids out. Then he lies down, and he hasn’t realized how strained his muscles are until he sinks into the softness of your bed. He relaxes inevitably, while you stay up just to admire him for a bit.
Riki Nishimura is never going to be insecure about his looks, but the way you stare at him with dilated pupils that match his, especially post-sex, he can’t help but grow a bit bashful.
He huffs out a laugh, one hand reaching out to squeeze your waist because you feel so far. "So do you have a no-cuddle policy, or," he murmurs.
You laugh before you can stop yourself because he's so stupidly funny for someone trying to sound serious. Instead of answering, you shake your head and lean more of your weight against one hand, the other resting against his chest as your fingers trace lazy, thoughtless shapes.
He watches you do it for a second, his expression going quiet in that way that makes your stomach turn. Then you glance up at him. "Can you roll one for me?"
He sighs so heavily it almost sounds personal. Before you can even react, his arm hooks around your waist and pulls you down against his chest, firm and immediate, like the idea alone offended him. Your hand lands against his abs to catch yourself, your cheek nearly brushing his shoulder as he keeps you there.
“Throw that shit away,” he says, voice low near your ear. “I swear to God.”
You blink, caught against him. “What?” His arm stays around you, warm and unmoving. “Why?”
Riki looks at you with half-lidded eyes, sleepy and a little strained, like even answering takes effort. “Because,” he murmurs, his grip softening at your waist, “after tonight, I think I found something better.”
Your jaw actually falls open. For one second, all you can do is stare at him, because there’s no way Riki Nishimura just said that to you while looking half-asleep and impossibly calm, like he didn’t just say something that made your entire stomach turn over and tighten all over again.
Then you smack his chest lightly. “Riki.”
He chuckles, low and tired, the sound vibrating against your palm. His arm stays around your waist, keeping you close even when you try to lean back enough to glare at him properly.
“What?” he murmurs, eyes barely opening more. “Use my dick instead, I won’t get mad.”
You smack his chest harder, earning a yelp from him. “Riki!”
He laughs under his breath, but before you can pull your hand back, his fingers wrap around your wrist. His eyes open a little more as he looks at you, still tired, still amused, and then he tugs you.
You land over him, knees sinking into the mattress on either side of his hips as his arm settles around your waist to steady you. For a second, neither of you moves. Your hand stays pressed to his chest, his heartbeat is faster than he's pretending. "Careful," he murmurs, like he wasn't the one who pulled you.
"You're so annoying," you whisper again, but it comes out softer this time, a quiet breath as you lean down to him. You're close enough now that your noses brush, close enough to feel his smile fade against your mouth.
Riki's gaze drops to your lips, then back to your eyes. Your fingers stay flat against the broad hardness of his chest while his hand stays warm at your waist, slowly smoothing over the curve of your ass.
“Ride me?” he whispers against your lips.
You sigh, rolling your eyes while your mouth curves to a grin, back straightening. You act like you think about it, only for your exposed cunt to start grinding against his cock — which, obviously, because he is a very simple man, erects again.
A simple man such as he, all he knows is that he is yours.
OR WHERE，paying a wizard for an obsessed boyfriend actually works!
❪ MAGAZINE ❫ ｡ down bad!yjw 𝗑 f!r smau fluff ✿ language businessman jungwon loosely inspired by ‘crazy rich asians’
스루 ܃ atp im js posting my drafts fr TT but i really hope this was ok, not really fun now but more parts incoming!
ONE TWO (+tba)
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tropes strangers to lovers, university au, very slowburn, fluff, humour, angst.
ex tra some written parts, profanity and sexual innuendos/comments, kms/kys jokes, suggestive themes, emotional trauma and trust issues, kinda morally gray characters, jay being an unintentional wingman, jayhoon being either the best friends or the worst, mc likes objectifying men (sunghoon), football player jake moments, hints of submissive jake, will add on as proceeding.
💌 ! : hello i am a jake tweaker and this is what the inside of my brain looks like ⬆️ writing this for my own entertainment so i will go into it with vibes and happiness… ❤️🩹 hopefully it’s done by the end of my summer. jake i am in you.
status ongoing. taglist is closed !
profiles O1 / O2
1 . have fun dicking them down
2 . PHILOSOPHY or PSYCHOSIS
3 . serious conversations about jake
4 . #simforsale
5 . trying to impress sunghoon community
6 . the sunghoon niche
7 . a compliment a day, keeps jake away
8 . this my brunch spot bro
9 . the lucky jakey exposure therapy
10 . unstoppable force vs immovable object
11 . look at my therapist dawg (W feminist jayhoon)
synopsis: surfer bro jake and his brothers of the decelis fraternity go to playa bowls a lot over summer vacation, but jake seems to develop a crush on a particular cashier…for the rest of the summer he makes it his mission to make her his, even if it means surfer lessons and acai bowl training.
a/n: smiles and waves. This is a long one🤭
masterlist !!
after inviting y/n to his frat's bonfire held that saturday, jake followed up by asking about another training shift. now y/n ran back and forth between serving customers and teaching jake how to prepare a smoothie behind the counter.
"if the recipes are in the back kitchen i dont understand why you can't just leave them out as a cheat-sheet so you never mess up the drinks." jake commented, flipping through the recipe booklet with his plastic gloves.
"because the point is for you to learn. also because management doesn't want customers to see and think we are incompetent." y/n retorted, refilling the bin of frozen pineapple within the fridge.
"ah. are you gonna teach me how to make the summer smoothies now?" jake grinned, pointing towards the new colorful chalk on the menu board.
"absolutely not. i barely even know how to make those." y/n admitted with a laugh.
"oh come on y/n. please?" jake pouted his lips and pleaded to y/n.
with a roll of her eyes, y/n reluctantly nodded, making jake gleefully clap and follow her to the freezer.
"first lets grab all the ingredients! we need yuzu, pitaya, pineapple, coconut milk, coco whip, and collagen." y/n listed off everything in their new pink summer smoothie while jake grabbed all of it.
"now what?" he smiled after setting everything down on the counter.
"hm. great question. now we...." y/n's eyes drifted towards the recipe book hanging off the wall in the back kitchen.
"no y/n...you wouldn't!" jake teased.
"i told you i didnt know the recipe!" y/n threw her hands up in defeat.
"but you also told me the recipe book is off limits!" he retorted. "this is going to be your new challenge, you have to make the smoothie without the recipe and i will judge." he smirked.
"what? you're the one being trained here! why are you judging?" y/n laughed in disbelief.
"consider it an employment evaluation!" jake shrugged.
"wow. i can't believe you're trying to take my job."
"hey i won't have to if you make the smoothie!"
"fine." y/n glared at him and started setting up the blender. she really couldn't remember the exact order of the ingredients, or how much of each, or how to pour it into the cup so that it looked all pink and swirly, but she was determined to prove jake wrong.
as she started combining the pitaya and yuzu base in the blender, jake leaned against the counter grinning and taking off his gloves.
"are you just going to sit and watch me the entire time?" y/n called over her shoulder.
"yup." he nodded.
"naturally."
"are you saying im a distraction? y/n please this is a busy kitchen! you have to learn to work under pressure-" jake teased, gradually becoming more animated.
his teasing would've been more effective if he hadn't accidentally knocked over a jar of spoons in the midst of his whole spiel. but, it made y/n giggle, so jake didnt care about feeling embarrassed as he picked up each individual fallen spoon.
y/n carefully sprinkled teaspoons of each ingredient into the blender, just eyeballing the measurements from memory.
"i can't believe you guys put collagen in these. i didn't know that was edible." jake furrowed his brows, picking up the container of collagen and looking disgusted.
"how else do you explain my light and youthful appearance?"
"natural beauty." jake answered with zero hesitation.
y/n simply rolled her eyes and got back to smoothie-making. she was running out of witty comebacks for his pick-up lines, partially because of how they were gradually beginning to work on her.
jake on the other hand, mentally gave himself a high-five as he noticed y/n remain silent after his comment. he hoped she only kept herself turned away from him to hide her blushing, or something like that.
"noise!" y/n yelled before starting the blender and turning to face jake.
"how's it going?" jake yelled.
"cant hear you sorry!" y/n mouthed, motioning between the blender and her ears.
"HOWS IT GOING?" he yelled again, determined to cut through the noise, y/n simply gave him a confused glance.
"HOWS IT-"
jake started yelling again right when the blender finished, closing his mouth immediately with a defeated look. y/n immediately burst into laughter at his puppy-like appearance.
"that's low y/n." he frowned.
"i dont know what you're talking about." she smiled, pouring the smoothie mixture into a cup. "voila!" she showcased her finished product, awaiting jake's approval.
"i shall now judge your work, madame." jake took the smoothie and examined it up close and far away, twisting his head in all kinds of directions to get a closer look.
"how is this helping the judging process?"
"shh. the master is at work." jake said, deadpanned. y/n watched him with an amused expression. "it is now time for the taste-test."
jake cleared his throat and took a deep breath before taking a sip of the drink through the bright pink straw. his expression remained motionless, which y/n took as a bad sign.
"oh come on, it can't be that bad." y/n pleaded.
"and how would you know that?" jake teased.
"i think you might just not like the smoothie in general- how do you know its my fault?" y/n suggested.
"fair point."
"let me try it and see-" y/n reached to take the smoothie out of his hands but he immediately snatched it away. "hey!"
y/n kept reaching for the drink, but jake kept moving it in the opposite direction, even going as far as to hold it high above his head so that she couldn't reach.
"wow. now that's a low blow." y/n crossed her arms and stared at him, defeated.
"i guess you can't try it." jake shrugged, teasing. y/n took this as a challenge and started jumping up to reach the smoothie, but jake kept quickly putting it in different directions.
as he did this, the two kept getting closer and closer. jake was boxed into a corner, still leaning against the kitchen counter while the distance between their two bodies continued to shrink. throughout the whole exchange, jake's eyes remained fixated on y/n's as she stared at the moving cup.
she hadn't yet noticed his eyes on hers, because she was so focused on getting her smoothie back. after her fourth or fifth failed attempt at jumping up to reach it, her eyes fell on his, prepared to give him some sarcastic remark. instead, she felt frozen.
y/n hadn't realized how close she’d gotten to him, or how jake couldn’t care less about the smoothie and was only paying attention to her.
as they held eye contact, jake slowly lowered the smoothie down onto the counter next to him, but neither of them actually moved. they were frozen in this position, keeping their intense eye contact as they remained too close for comfort.
y/n felt the heat rising in her cheeks, and jake had to bite back a smile as he noticed how shy she'd suddenly become. he cautiously lifted his hand, gently moving to tuck a strand of hair behind y/n's ear. she blushed deeper as he moved, too nervous to break eye contact.
instead of removing his hand, jake merely kept his palm resting along her jaw, his thumb lightly grazing her cheek. she took a deep breath, blinking at him slowly.
the entire moment felt as though it were playing out in slow motion. except for the quickest, almost unnoticeable way jake’s eyes flickered down to her lips. it was so fast, so small, that she almost worried she might’ve imagined the whole thing. until he did it again, holding his gaze on her lips for a second longer this time.
the corner of y/n’s mouth curved into a smile and jake couldn’t help but do the same. without a second thought, y/n’s eyes fluttered closed as she slowly leaned in towards jake. the smile on his lips remained as he began to lean into her as well.
it was almost nothing, a faint brush of lips, light as a feather- if anything- before y/n jumped back, covering her mouth with her hand and looking at the ground.
she couldn’t bring herself to face him. but through her lashes, she could see the concern written all over his face. both the silence and the tension were suddenly incredibly loud.
“y/n i-“ jake sighed before she cut him off.
“you should get going! i think you had enough training for the day.” she turned around to catch her breath, refusing to look back.
jake took a careful step towards her.
“y/n im sorry if i ruined anything i-“
“don’t forget to grab your stuff!” she sputtered, reaching for a cloth to mindlessly scrub against the counter.
jake took one last pleading look at her, trying to decide whether or not to say anything more, before ultimately bolting away wordlessly.
y/n waited to hear the bell on the front door ring before she could let out the breath she was holding.
shit.
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a/n: woahhh...hey people... i hope u guys enjoyed this chapter cause it was super fun to write even tho it was long as shit. also the other day i got playa bowls i hope u know how committed i am to my craft. also brinity in five. those are my clients and they WILL be reuniting in slow motion.
⊱SYNOPSIS: when a casual compliment during a livestream sends the internet into meltdown, nobody expects it to be the start of K-pop’s newest obsession.
❤︎ Idol AU social media AU ENHAOT7 KASTEYEOT6 y/n is in KATSEYE
note!! this is all fiction also included my awful attempt at humour, I was gonna maybe make this a series… maybe if it gets enough love??? IDK anyway enjoyyy
synopsis: desperate to move on after a harsh break up, you move into a new apartment on the other side of the city. the only issue? you’ll have three male roommates. the other even bigger issue? you’re falling for the one who can’t seem to stand you.
warnings: (one sided) enemies to lovers, based off new girl, heeseung is nonchalant and sometimes mean for no reason, bad attempts at comedy im sorry, opposites attract, past trauma, yeonjun, soobin (txt), yunjin (le sserafim), jake, sunghoon, sunoo, and jungwon (enhypen)
roses thoughts: ik things are moving slowly with hee but guys...slow burns are always worth it in the end ok trust
playlist: green light - lorde // actually romantic - taylor swift // house tour - sabrina carpenter // needy - ariana grande
downbad cortis x femreader smau ─── cortis as that one dude in your dms praying for the downfall of every guy you post. aka they’ll definitely treat you better than whoever the hell you’re in a new talking stage with. ˎˊ˗
contains extremely downbad cortis (slightly embarrassing..). crack smau! ft. ohyul & louis lngshot, gyuvin & eumppappa and2ble (only mentioned)
( 🪽 ) —— lowk part 2 to downbadism :P but can be read as a stand alone! i only got to post this now bcuz ive been very busy 🥹 anw, hope you guys enjoy this one! likes and reblogs are very much appreciated 💋
synopsis : crushing? heartbroken? just confused? cupid can help!
or alternatively,
there was no way in a million years you would admit your feelings for your best friend. you’re way too busy with running your school’s “cupid column” to worry about confessing, anyways. things, however, do become interesting when a certain anonymous sender with very familiar handwriting asks you for advice about something that you swore has happened between you and riki. unfortunately, cupid’s not one for wishful thinking.
❛ roommate!제이크 𝑥 f!reader ❜
smau + written, heavily inspired by xo kitty, college au, slow build, enemies to friends to lovers, fluff, lowk crack, cursing, adult jokes, forced proximity if you squint
synopsis: after moving to kiss boarding school in seoul, korea for your boyfriend, you meet many friends and decided to play matchmaker for them. however, a specific boy who just so happens to be you and your current boyfriend’s roommate hates your guts.
note. like always guys ignore the time and date !! but here you go ill make sure to post chapter 4 later this week! we need to see heeseung fall IN LOVE like hes never been before! + ofc if anyone wishes to be on the tg lmk :)
ᨒ ོ ☼ ── WHAT IS IT LIKE, TO BE LIKED? ⋆ SIM JAEYUN。
⋮ ⌗ ┆概要 ⨾ a trip to the mountains with your boyfriend entails a lot more than bargained for as a pit-stop for petrol chances you upon a fortune reader. a lady who reads you tales of great prosperity and a satifying weekend ahead.
沈载伦 𝔁 𝒻 .ᐟ读者 ── 12.6k
explicit content ⋆ smut (mdni)、(condenscending) dom!jake、sub!reader、established relationship、degradation/humiliation、alcohol consumption、oral (f. rec)、face sitting、unprotected sex (don't do this)、creampie、breeding kink、dacryphila、praise kink、cum swallowing (m. & f.)、tit job、hair pulling、marking、breathplay、panties used as a gag、multiple orgasms、squirting、 overstimulation (f. rec)、spit kink、hints of a pain kink (pussy smacking)、mirror sex、exhibitionism、(brief) panty fucking、(brief) cockwarming、(brief) nipple play、doggy & lotus position、petnamed used: baby、bunny、love、pillow princess、pretty、sweet girl、sweetheart.⌇ℳ.list
⋮ ⌗ ┆便条 ⨾ this...😭 i can't even begin to express how much sanity and dignity i lost writing this. what started off as friendly conversation became this hot, flaming pile of filth 🙏🏾 i at least hope through this, some enjoyment is found and that i can find the marbles i lost....jake, you got me after this icl 😭 special thanks to my ari for sprinting with me and making sure this got done! 😭 writing is always better alongside you :3 comments are always appreciated, much loveeeee! <333
"You have nothing to worry about, the promotion is yours."
What should be assuring words from your boyfriend, do little in dismissing the ongoing doubt burrowed in your chest.
Objectively speaking, he's right. You, a corporate slave, who for the most part shuts up and does their work, should be a shoe-in for the latest high-up position in your glassed office. You're friendly enough for colleague early morning smiles, firm enough to stick up for sheepish juniors, who thank you with pastries from your city's finest. You're dilligent and a force to be reckoned with, perfectly capable and deserving of the stepping stone in your endless ambition.
But the promotion isn't just offered to you. Instead it's proposed as 'healthy competition' between you and the worst human alive.
Some self-entitled, rich prick who if he couldn't have any more wrong with him, is a raging misogynist. With a knack for charading and flaunting generational wealth, Hajoon easily bypasses barriers the rest of your colleagues were sanctioned to through hardwork and ungodly overtime hours. Everyone is beneath him, especially you as every win he earns (buys) is directed at you, through piano key veeners and his 'improved' hairline.
He also loves to ass-kiss, disgused as niceness as he invites your boss to the life he dreams of: exclusive golf tours, high-end dinner reservations ─ all for the sake of discussing 'business.' It's a flimsy excuse, seen when your boss at least has the decency to be embarrased about. Yet, it doesn't stop him for pitting you together in a race that's already set.
"Let's hope Hajoon doesn't take him to the masters," you scroll through your song library, swiping indiscriminately. "There's only so much prestige I can offer."
"Your work speaks for itself, pretty," Jake chances a glance at you, comfort moulded in his lips. "You mopped the floor with him in that last presentation. It's yours,"
"Besides," he starts, country road stretching past the dust-speckled windshield. "If your boss is so horribly mistaken to choose him, I'd personally bake them a shit pie for their troubles."
You smile despite yourself, a snicker from him triggering yours as their shared volume overrides the murmured engine roar.
"You're right. About the shit-eating too but," you chuckle, phone dropped into your lap to peer through the window, watching the rustic landscape pass you by. "Things have been so hectic and I think I've placed a lot importance on this than what's good for me."
"It's good to be driven, love. It's one of your many best traits," just briefly, your eyes catch, the tenderness in his enough to turn your head away. "But this is what this weekend is about. A step back to center yourself, because regardless of what happens, you deserve to put yourself first."
He changes gears, movement second-nature beforer his hand overlaps your thigh, broadly splayed over your jeans with rosy-knuckles and firm grip. Stable, like you've always known him to be.
Your hand folds over his, a squeeze given to extend your gratitude where words fail. But he knows, knows you in all the pieces given through the six months you've known each other.
He says this trip to the mountains is a celebration of the milestone, but you know better. You're well aware he's seen you at your most exhausted, still showing up for him and others because contrary to cynic's beliefs, your loved ones come first. He's seen the frustation sear the white of your knuckles, jaw clinched at Hajoon's insults, a loser you don't dignify with a response, letting your work speak for itself. And through it all, he shows up for you. Constantly, but especially now.
The soft smile on your face doesn't waver as the car eats away at miles travelled, nearing halfway through your journey as Jake pulls into a rest-stop. Humble in size, the establishment offers a string of fast-food restaurants, petrol pumps and an old jungle gym with 'Unsafe. Do Not Enter' sign hanging off it. Before you're able to browse the convenience store to line your stomach, peaked neon lights capture your attention.
Tucked away on the outskirts of the property stands a store half the size of all others, a neon sign of the evil eye lending out a helping hand glowing in hues of violet and rouge. The windows line themselves in the same violet colour, drapes as the backdrop for meticulously placed crystals, tarot cards, singing bowls and the like. Your focus then falls to a poster plastered to the front door, adorned in gold stars over the graphic red curtain background.
Readings available. Learn your destiny here!
Something tugs at you, halts you in step to stare the store down, the lull of car passengers' dulling to nothing. You aren't a stranger to the occult, the centre of many readings your university friends' enticed you into, taking frequent trips with them to your town's crystal shop whilst running errands, only to leave with a set of your own. And when things got dark, you carried a blunt rose quartz in your bra in the hopes your dining hall crush would miraculously notice you. He did, but he wasn't your person for a whole host of reasons, reasons you never lowered your standards for ever again.
In any case, you are receptive. Open to any messages you feel aligned to and with the ticking seconds hinging on suspense, you give in.
"I'm gonna go check that store out," your thumb hikes over your shoulder, hand shielding the glare of afternoon sun. "I'll be back."
Jake's head lifts from the fuel filler neck, finding the store then your figure. He doesn't say anything, familar with your bedroom's shelf of collected crystals, incense and tarot cards, flashing you a small smile as he replies, "Take your time. I'll get us snacks."
You thank him in a wink, one sent. back to the affect of a spring in your step, wind blowing in your hair as you tug at the end of your sleeves, jitters alive and well.
The door chimes with your entrance, tranquill sounds of running water filling your ears as curiosity soaks up the shop's interior. Glass shelves lined with their bigger crystal collection: pendulums, palm stones and moldavite necklaces barricaded away. In the singular aisle waist-high is a long, dusted table with woven baskets, an assortment of smaller crystals grouped by purposes, labelled as such. Tiny string lights lace racks, an entanglement of feathered-dream catchers and veined greenery. The opposite wall, identical in decor, holds various tarot and oracle decks, all breath-taking alongside scrying tools taken straight from the Gothic age, marvelled at in quiet astonishment.
The high of getting away swindles your intentions of only getting a reading done, the mould of a rose-quartz cat, curled peacefully in sleep is craddled in your hand, never let go until you're at the till, clearing your throat for the clerk.
In their late teens, the midnight-haired clerk manages the entire interaction without a single look your way, sighing heavily when interrupted through her Kerrang! magazine flip-through. When everything's said and done, a similar feeing to pulling teeth gnaws as you ask for where the readings are done.
"Through the beads," she drawls, smacking her cherry bubblegum. She nodes behind her at the open doorway, behind the plexiglass countertop.
Fortunately, the counterspace doesn't dominate the entire space, leaving leeway for you to amble past. Her figure remains unmoved, only triggered as her chipped nail polished-fingers drag across a picture of Kellin Quinn, a sigh full of dreams echoed.
Nostalgia shapes your expression, hands separating an opening through the assortment of crystals stringed from the doorway's top frame, cuts of aquamarine, angel aura quartz and rhondonite welcoming you into the space. Notes of lavender breeze past as you step further into the sacred four walls, incense wafting in the sunlight peeking through high windows. Lush rugs and blankets fold over a nearby couch and display shelves, occult trinkets sprinkled around in a personal touch immediately relaxing you. What looks like serves as a breakroom, positions itself for readings with a lone table in its middle, short candles lit with decks spread across the constellation tablecloth.
The reader, mid-shuffle, deserts her cards at your presence, piled onto the edge of her table as she stands, tugging her turquoise shawol over her shoulders.
"Good, another traveler ─ welcome, welcome," the lady in her early fourties gestures to the vacant seat opposite her, clearing her table of dust as her infinite rings clinck together. She wears wisdom on her face, the warmth of her smile luring you in as your legs settle despite inital nerves, "Make yourself at home."
Complying, you seat quietly in the space too cosy to be disturbed, briefly scanning the room before her bracelets sound again.
"What kind of reading you looking for? I've lived long enough to give you options," she beams, rubbing her hands together. "Tarot spreads, astrology-based readings, face readings ─ whatever you're called to."
So, you pick. Called to the option you've never explored. "A face reading, please."
"You strike me more as the tarot type," she smirks, nifty hands shuffling her cat-themed deck like second nature. Which you suppose is embedded in her, her eyes never leaving yours as no card spills from the speedy movement, neatly packed away with a knock to the table. "Am I wrong?'
"Wait, let me guess ─" her eyes brim in elation, only cast aside inbrief ponder before a wrinkled index finger points your way. "Three of cups, that's your favourite card, right?"
The tattoo inked into your back heats at the chilling remark, an abrupt flush crawling up your neck as your figure seizes in fridigness. You're well aware to carry a healthy amount of suspicion going into this. Not giving away what the readers knows what you want to hear but with irrelevant your covered tattoo to the area of the reading, you can't help but blink. Wide-eyed and slowly, attempting a too-late cover-up when all the colour returns to your face.
"No need to be embarrassed. I've developed a talent for these things," she muses, pointed nails drumming into the table. "Certainly wouldn't make a living otherwise."
She chuckles, in a way that's reminscient of quiet Saturday afternoons on your aunty's back garden, swaying wherever the hammock took you as you sketched to the melodies of birds. She'd religiously keep her avain population feed through bulk-buys of the finest bird food, cracking piastachio nuts with her legs crossed as her eyes observed them, seeing the same freedom in their wings as she had, the only difference being when their bellies were full, they flocked away together while she remained alone. It's something you try not show on your face.
"You have a lot of moles," she observes, her expression void of sentiment. "Very telling for the kind of life you live,"
"It seems a bit lonely, your familal life," she notes, a blink all you muster to her truth. "Things were almost never stable financially, which you took upon yourself to manage along with everything else you did alone,"
A vacant house, parents working to make ends meet with the throat-stifle to make better of your home amounts to this, your youth saving pennies not for Barbie dolls but contributions to a microwave that warmed food twice as long. Summer and part-time jobs spent wistfully looking out windows at people your age, tanned and smiling from their boat days while the only Sun you ever see is on your breaks. A social life forgone with your head buried in books, affording yourself scholarship-funded education that when it comes time to toss your cap, you give your gown and sash to your parents for photos, their teary-eyes coupled with your wobbled smile.
"You're a smart and capable lady, destined to gain respect and nobility for those who see you for who you are. A lot of satisfaction awaits you," the reader's voice breaches your lazy mirage, watchful eyes grazing over your features. A knit sews her caramel eyebrows loosely, lines of her forehed speaking of the countless times she'd made the expression. "It's long overdue. A life spent living for others. You second guess your displays of affection because you think they don't suffice, but I see you. There's enough care given to loved ones that there's almost never the chance for them to think of paying the favour back,"
Aversion demands your eyes to direct elsewhere in the store ─ her Chinese lucky cat, arm waving to spread wealth and propserity, her snoozing black cat affectionately named Jiji on their back snoring to high heavens ─ anywhere to offload the impending feel of being seen. Plucked back through your onion-layers to the core where you lay.
"Some people depise that of you. Being so permanently in your lane and headstrong," you could roll your eyes, already pinpointing the association to Hajoon. "They may obstruct your path, but there's nothing that can come between destiny,"
Finally, a smile breaks out onto her face, chin in her palm. "There are others who adore you for those same traits and more. Have spent many moons counting their blessings your heart remains set on them."
A memory surfaces. A few, some flashes of late nights holding cherished friend's hands in yours as they recount their gratitude for your presence in their life, teary-eyed because you keep choosing them. Warmth blossoms in your chest, felt in the tips of your fingers interlocked in your lap. A memory lingers longer than the rest, three months exactly into seeing Jake where he tucks a stray hair behind your ear, slopes of his angular face bathed in moonlight while he looks at you like the stars above are in your eyes, saying:
"I want to continue choosing you," he speaks just above a whisper, not bothering with how bare he sounded. "If you'll let me."'
You gulp, hands running against the grain of your jeans.
"It's not going anywhere soon, the high on your horizon," she relays, drumming gel nails against her clear quartz palm stone. "Blessings will come in, fast and plentiful ─ think Ace of Cups and Eight of Wands,"
"In all aspects of your life," you don't miss the emphasis in her voice. How could you with the wink she does? "This is very inspiring. And a rightful change. I'm happy for you."
And she genuinely means it, smile mirroring that of a long-time friend, melting the ice freezing your rigid shoulders.
"Thank you. I really appreciate─"
Your words evaporate with the chimes of crystals together, head turning to see Jake's polite, beaming face. Brightness gleams in his eyes, fondness curving the edge of his smile at you before it falls behind you, teeth bared in a hint of awkwardness.
"Hi, sorry for interrupting. The clerk said I could come in," his eyes track back to yours. "Should I come back later?"
"No, we actually just finished," softness blends in your limbs at his presence, an outstretched hand instantly in his as he squeezes yours before you get the chance. He has the gall to wink your way like you don't have an audience, playfulness rolling your eyes right to your audience. "Thanks again for the reading. It was really insightful."
For the first time since you'd come through those same crystals, the reader lacks words. Her expression washes over in a quiet stint of merriment, lips parting with a gaze very much directed over your shoulder. At Jake who's a good sport about being oogled, closed mouth grin present while his thumb ghosts over your knuckles. The rise of your eyebrow cues her back to reality, a flush engulfing the timid bunch of her cheeks, abruptly standing to gesture your way out despite it being the same one you walked through.
"Yes, yes, of course. Come again if you ever happen upon our town," the words rush out of her a mile a minute, courteous chuckles huffing out yours and Jake's mouths. "I'm sure you've got all you're looking for though."
The rushed comment isn't missed either, lip bitten to only spill in the confinements of the car. The same sentiment's shared by Jake who casts you a quick glance, catching his laughter in a fist.
"I'll just make my payment at the front, if that's okay."
"Oh, don't worry about it," Jake interjects, pushing the bend of his lips down. "I already paid."
"Jake,"
"Give me an earful in the car," he jokes. "Better head out before it gets dark."
Well into the afternoon with the cabin still miles away, you lapse into agreement, brimming gratitude at the reader before you're following in Jake's footsteps out the doorway.
A call for your name turns your head, quiet enough for Jake's ears not to catch on as the crystal curtains close behind his figure, leaving you in the quiet hum of the reader's room, vibrational music nothing but a faint buzz.
She scurries over to you with alert eyes, stealing a look through her crystal curtains before her gaze centers back.
"I don't usually feel compelled to say these things. Especially since I can acknowledge such matters have the chance of making patrons…uncomfortable,"
You're bracing yourself to whatever may come from her mouth, something to be taken or pushed aside, curiousity getting the better of you as you lean into her hushed words.
"He was what I was talking about ─ satisfaction," she stresses, fingers pinched together. "He will make you very happy, as I'm sure you already know,"
"But," her eyes avert again, like you imagine yours did during the reading. She fiddles with the rings on her weathered fingers, metal circled around loose skin in an attempt to self-soothe. "There are other areas he will satisfy you,"
"He─his appetite," she says like she can't believe the words on her tongue. "Knows no end. His greed will take you places your mind cannot begin to conceptualize."
Your stance goes rigid, a silent part of suprise in your lips.
"I'm sorry, what?" you squint your eyes as if it'll help you hear better. "Are you…are you talking about─"
"Yes," she admits, colour rushing to her cheeks. "There are many things a face can encapsulate; we are mere pages in the book of our past, present and future. Values, destiny and personality ─ we wear our life's story on our face."
Your hands come up to drag against your cheeks, trying a grasp at comprehension.
"And his is a high sex drive…?" you utter the words slowly, unsure where the heartfelt sentiment's gone.
"He is insatible. Plays his part as doting, sweet boyfriend because those are qualities he truly posses," her throat bobs, eyes cut to the front door in a wild flare. "But he brings other qualities when called to, when the timing is right. Things that will bring forth the kind of chemistry equal to a house on fire."
Her hands brace against your tensed shoulders, bracelets jangling with the seriousness she laser-beams into your eyes. "Please darling, load up on electrolytes," her blinks come hard and fast, replicated in the rhythm of her breath. "Stretch and just pray you'll make it out alive."
Ill-manners aren't part of your social palette, real expressions hidden by the jaded niceness society peers at you through. But in the feverish and apparently delirious rant the reader has forced onto your shoulders, they tremble with the building laughter buzzing through your chest, muffled by pressed lips not really doing their part. Evident in the surprise unfolding her scrunched expression, hand coming over your mouth to wish the laughter away as you get out a quick, "Noted. Thank you again."
It doesn't come from a bad place, but when you're back outside, trekking back to the car some guilt exists with the tremble in your chest, putting a plug in it by drumming a palm to your torso.
"Everything good?" Jake asks once you're back in the car, strapping himself in. "Reading went okay?"
Where do you even begin? It did go great until he showed up and apparently rocked the reader's world, who then expressed how much he would rock your world. Agreed, Jake does a good job in the bedroom but the concept of him being an insatible beast when called upon? While plausible, the circumstances surrounding its revelation push snickers out your nose.
"Yeah, a lot of fortune's on its way. Finally," you strap yourself in too, cracking your knuckles to mask your giggles. "Lots of uhm, satisfaction too."
It's a loaded end to your answer, one you communicate in a bitten back smile Jake goes on to replicate, letting out the bit of amusement he tucked away back in the store.
"Happy to hear that, baby," he laughs, fist over his lips, licking them over when his hands extend to the steering wheel. "You deserve good fortune coming your way,"
He kisses your cheek over the console, the press sweet and delictae. A reality where it's bruising and lust-driven flashes briefly.
Hovering close to you, his voice dips in volume, eyes peered up at yours with a teasing glint. "Could've told you that for free though."
"I thought it was gonna be insighful!" you shove his shoulders, mellow laughter filling the vehicle. "It was but─"
"Just joking, pretty. I'm sure you got what you needed from the reading," sincerity shines in his eyes, accented by the peppered kisses he does against your cheek, the last one on your temple. "Let's get going, yeah?"
Your agreement blends in with you turning on the car radio, reconnecting to the aux where Geese's '3D Country' thumps through its bass intro, engine roaring to life as you get back on the road, leaving the minute rest-stop and tarot shop in the dust. You're meant to carry what resonates through her reading and that you do, the miserable grey anxiety cloud in your chest clearing knowing your hardwork at work will be rewarded. Knowing that the love you put into the universe will find itself back to you. Not because in the end, you wished to serve yourself, but because you always hoped the goodness you met others with could pour into others' lives too.
But something else lingers. The grip she had on your shoulders, the astonishment on her face when Jake joined you two, her remark about electrolytes. Priding yourself on being an open person, you welcome her perception of Jake through an impartial lens ─ there's only so much sex to have since you two started dating, a precaution exercised courtesy of your therapist. Exhausted by empty hookups and abrupt endings lacking promise, she challenged you to find human connection elsewhere. Be as vulnerable you could because dating was somehow more horrifying than being naked in front of a stranger. At least then, you spoon-fed them bits of yourself ─ all in self-interest ─ and when they ultimately left, because they got what they wanted, they didn't take your heart with them. You'd never given it to them in the first place. Dating, however, if you were after what your heart desired, entailed an honesty you had to sit with. A partner you could really be yourself with ─ all the neat and messy bits you've been perfected packing in a pretty bow ─ and through trials and tribulations, tug of wars due to your attachment style, you found your Jake. Someone who you could be yourself with, and someone who you know reflected that back to you. No charades, no secrets, just sincerity that's maybe charmed you into rose-tinted lenses.
Then again, she did say it was a matter of calling it 'upon him.'
Time would tell, eventually.
That time comes sooner than expected.
Tucked away in the mountains breathing crisp air, is the luxury cabin Jake so kindly splurged on for your weekend getaway. Upon seeing your scandalised face, the cedar and oak structure built with love and wealth in the addition of a hot tub, he ducks his head, sheepish in his grin as he says, "Guess I caught that deal on a good day."
Like the gentleman he is, he deals with all your luggage as you climb the steep-rocked driveway, head on a swivel as the mountains stretch on for miles. With spring creeping in, the moutain peaks have lost their snow blanket, sprinkled in scarce flakes that still have your breath visible before you. You inhale, letting the clear air fill your lungs then exhale, the city left behind a distant memory as Jake opens the cabin's front doors.
It's every bit of lush as its' exterior, hanging warm lights and wooden halls seemingly going on forever. It earns Jake a sidelong glance, a guilt-free shrug his answer before he catches you in his arm, pulling you close in a kiss on top of your head.
"It's ours for the weekend," he whispers, hazelnut and oak notes wafting in his presence. "Let's play house."
So, you do. Once all luggage's been put in the bedroom, suitcase left open for easy access, you tread through the halls with heated floors, into the kitchen where Jake makes a start on the store-bought tortellini. Side by side, you make the sauce, joking bumps of the hip dished between each other as your blended playlist hums in the background, serenading the sweet plate Jake's face lights up at once he's tasted the food. He commends your skills even when you have none, yet you smile. Because there's always a genuineness about him, a happiness built on something stable you allow yourself to fall back into, only proven by your suggestion to crack open a bottle of wine in the hot tub.
"Is that a new swimsuit?"
Lowering into the buzzing water, you chance a glance at Jake, a blank canvas if not for the evident bob his Adam's apple does, his spread fingers threading through the current.
"A new bikini, yes," you settle opposite him, reaching for and sipping on white wine without a break in eye-contact. "Like it?"
He's the first to break, giving you his sharp side-profile with a smile that's all knowing. The chestnut waves of his hair frame his face perfectly, falling like curtains around his eyes as they gravitate back to yours.
"Yeah, I do. A lot."
Your time is spent like this, toeing the line of flirtation and dare, enough physical space spared if not for the stifling conversation, nothingness spoken of to the build-up of whatever festers underneath the surface.
The thought had crossed your mind over dinner ─ when Jake's none the wiser, happily humming with pasta sauce dipped into his lip corner ─ the reader's words and her conviction. However cagey you may have been, Jake's always been respectful of your boundaries, never pushing when he knows the walls will fall when ready, a pattern of forthcomingness observed in the little time you've had. Yet, with a work schedule meant to kick your ass and social obligations shifting him to second priority, not much time is spared. Not enough to talk, not enough to explore…whatever things Jake supposedly brings to the table.
With the nagging prickle in mind, the night's event unfold into destiny. When your fingers have pruned, three glasses of wine polished off, you dry off to slip into one of his shirts and a pair of underwear plenty purposeful. An agenda noticed in Jake's expression as he enters back into the bedroom, patting down his face.
He doesn't make any comment, only laughs to himself before he resumes his bedtime ritual, coming back to you eventually as a starfish on the bed, your Kindle long forgotten.
His chin perches onto the arms folded onto your stomach, peering through his brows. "Feel relaxed?"
Automatically, your fingers find their way into his hair, teasing the soft strands with your fingertips. "Yeah. The wine helped."
He smiles, a brief hide of his face to conceal his mirth. "I don't know how you drink that stuff."
"You had just as much as I did!"
"I only started to enjoy it like, halfway through the second glass," he concedes, feigned exasperation coming out you in a sigh. "Definitely needed that energy drink as palette cleanser."
Ah, yes. The one with electrolytes, one he'd bought for you too. The irony is not lost on you.
"We'll get more in town tomorrow," your eyes drift to the alarm clock on the bedside table, time incorrect but the late hour evident. "What you got planned?"
He tosses his head to simulate careful pondering, bottom lip jutted under his finger. "Lots of pampering and shopping ─ only the best for my girl,"
The bunch of your cheeks turns your head sideways, body restless beneath his to a point of his body moving off yours. It doesn't take a second of contemplation, positions switching to your thighs straddling his hips, his hand fanned across your lower back as you stare down at him, watching him become more pupils than eyes.
"Anything else?"
The invitation hangs in the air, gulped down by Jake who scoffs softly, putting a hand behind his head with veins lining his arm. The loss of your gaze when circled back to him makes his lip corner lift, horribly smug.
"I've got a few ideas," he husks, his hips shifting beneath you, something other than bone brushed against your ass.
"Budge up," he coaxes, you immediately complying. "More,"
You laugh, hands braced at your sides. "Jake, I'm halfway up your chest. Not sure that's an optimal for kissing."
"Who said anything about kissing?"
He says it easily, like it doesn't make every fragment of your spine click into place. Besides the brief stiffen of your muscles, your brain starts working again to brace hands against his chest, wandering.
"You're trouble."
"Yeah? That what you think I am?" his hands, veined and cold relief against your thigh, graze in what's meant to be absent nature. You can't help but suspect purpsefulness on his own end when he kneads the flesh the closer they inch to your ass. "Did she tell you that?"
A missed heartbeat marks the blaring silence permeating his statement, splayed hands hinged on his shoulders wrestling with the material of his shirt as you rack your brain. Thinking if you should mention it.
"You could be her disciple," the joke doesn't really land like you want it, tasting more bitter on your tongue. "Yes, she did."
His hand cease agaisnt your thighs, kickstarting contemplation of whether you've spoken too much.
"So that's what that was about," he smirks, hand over his eyes like he's been caught. The stretch of his lips does little to dissipate your 'healthy skepticism.' "It's like the energy shifted when I came in."
"It kind of did," laughter puffs out, a bit breathless on your end. His hands fall back to your hips, feeling yours shift for comfort. "She got a good look at you and I walked out with a 2-for-1 deal,"
His head cocks to the side, curious. "What'd she say?"
Amusement breaks out onto your face, bitten back.
"She made some hints at you holding yourself ─ poor choices of words," you backpedal, sorting through your vocab of empathy. "She said something along the lines of, if maybe I breached the topic with you, things could be different…"
"In terms of?" he prompts, asking for clarity.
But there's a curve to his lip, a shit-eating grin held back. You're starting to have more faith in all the reader's words.
"Sex," you couldn't say the word any softer, comfortable being sexually open amongst friends but in the quiet of the mountains, with nothing but Jake beneath you, you cower into your skin. "She said you could be different."
"Hungry?"
"Insatible is the word she used, but I'm pretty sure she said hungry too," a form of reluctance pushes air out your chest, hand raised to scratch the flush building on your neck. "I, of course with every reading I get, took that with a pinch of salt because I mean, it all happened so fast and sometimes readings can be influenced by other factors like─"
"She's not wrong."
A pin could drop. It could hit the heated-hardwood floors and sound like a crashing boulder, an avalanche descending from the mountain's peak with no end in sight.
Perhaps you shouldn't be so taken aback. It's not like Jake knows everything about you six months into knowing you ─ he may know about how you like your eggs cooked and how you failed your driver's test three times before getting your license. He didn't know about the complications weaving your parental relationship and he certainly didn't know you had a spit kink. Could've guessed it, but it was never an admission on your part. Not everyone in your life - even those close to you - needed to know every part of your soul and in a relationship, things would reveal themselves in time. He didn't need to know everything to love bomb or use against you. He would never, but the cynism of your heart is hard to beat.
You don't speak. Your mouth refuses to croak out, "What do you mean?"
So, you simply watch him with a smile that's more anticipatory-curiousity with ears waiting on his next words.
"I mean, it's normal to not show all your cards at once, no?" What's meant to be a remark laced with slivered awkwardness, apparent in the gnaw he embeds into his bottom lip, also comes with the permanent fixture of a smirk. He can't hold his enjoyment back, that much is apparent to you.
"I'm sure you haven't told me everything you're into," his fingertip traces against your thigh, leaving goosebumps in their wake. "What makes you shake."
His eyes flutter up to yours, the mirth-advantage of the situation gone with the wind whistling past the bedroom french doors. He only has you in his sights, the heat rising from him edging you into dizziness.
"It never was a matter of secrecy," he makes known, possessive with his grip on your hip. You buck into his touch. "Gauging what you're comfortable with and knowing what you can take has always been a priority to me."
Tingles run like critters all over you, a twitch of the hand given before your grip solidifies against his shoulder, finger slid beneath the collar of his shirt. Your skin sizzles pressed against his.
"But if you wanna push and try something new, who am I to get in the way?"
There's something undeniably sexy about how he commands the situation, gentle with the patience of a saint, tenderness in his guidance towards what you realise you've been too scared to voice.
"Do you want to?" he asks, head ducked to meet your hung head. "See how far you can go?"
Apprenhension will always be there, bubbling in the pits of your stomach with the accompanying voice at the back of head posing more questions than answers. But you know, you've known for a long time there wasn't anything scary if Jake was beside you. The sail to your boat, the roots to your tree, your branches free to grow how ever sky high you desired.
You only had one answer, smiles to your faces as your fingers thread together, a squeeze against yours for good measure.
"Now budge up," his cheeks take on a rosy tint, satisfaction in his grin. "It's time to put my mouth to better use."
Your body runs like a motorboat's engine, feather-light brushes tickling your chest as your legs operate on auto-pilot, wild eyes peering down on Jake's. Cinnamon brown are their hue, decked in a sweetness sharp enough to gulp down the cotton ball lodged your throat, breath wethered as his hands hover hollowly on your hips, making sure you're in place.
It's only then, when your clammy hands grapple onto the elegant carve of the wooden headboard, that you remember.
"My underwear,"
You go to take them off, only for your hand to be eclipsed by Jake's, a hot brand against your skin.
"Don't," he gruffs out, eyes lingering on your core for longer than what's polite, a slow drawl to your eyes, his pupils fully blown. "Keep them on."
The lacy lilac crotchless thong, 'not' purposely packed for this trip, remains on, pushed further apart with his finger and the bite of your lip, eyes fluttering closed as you wish for yourself not to buckle. Despite his wishes, the idea of perching all your weight on him remains a legalty you'd rather not take chances with, knees embedded into the mattress all the support you give yourself for a polite hover.
His lips press against your inner thigh, possessive and hefty, contact slowly unwinding the tension-hike your shoulders have done to your earlobes, muffled moans in your mouth as he takes his sweet time with niceities. Small and measured kisses against skin you wished he'd gloss over, the press of his lips along your pelvis bone shuddering a broken breath out of you, desperate hands anchoring for the stability you're quickly losing. Cognition starts to haze over the lazy clouds populating your brain, thoughts only sharp enough to register the anticipation racing through you, the high-strung bundle of knots in your stomach dangling above a bottomless pit.
"Baby," he calls, voice thick and strained. "You're so fucking wet, I don't know what to do with myself."
Your personality is hard-wired enough for a retort. "Then get to it."
He huffs, singular and devastating to the strength you've been summoning in the warmth of your bedroom, warm air puffing against your core to make you groan. His own one follows right after as his arms abruptly bring your hips forward, a yelp short-lived as his lips brush against your glistening folds, a whimper verberating through your own lips clamped together for the sake of your dignity.
"That's the last I hear out of you besides my name." he promises, stern before he dives in.
He steals your breath with you, air pushed out your weak lungs as he tastes every crevice of you, from your slicked entrance begging for an inch of him to the top of your clit, suckling on the bundle of nerves. Nails are introduced to the headboards' craftmanship, scratched at in long draw marks that should spell out alarm, if not for the sheer bliss conjured between your legs. Jake is purposeful with every thing he does, groaning into you like it pains him for you to taste so sweet, licking up all the facet-run slick pouring from you, further echoed by your thighs until it's all you hear. Your moans and his mouth, working with gradual abandonment, hands pressing into your skin to make you melt.
"Always taste so good for me, pretty," he murmurs against you, a moment not on you a moment wasted. "Can't get enough of how you shake,"
His moan vibrates against your folds, your knee slipping beneath you to lower further onto him, ass grazing the stubble you've been actively avoiding with the cross of your legs, a high keen out your throat as he sucks on your clit.
"Jake," you whine, your head swarming with enough lust to weighh heavy on your shoulders. "Fuck, don't stop."
"Baby, I'll be here for hours," he resplies back, prying your mouth open with a soundless gasp. "Nothing's getting between me and this pretty pussy right here."
Your body curls in on itself, willing the building pleasure in your stomach to cease, senses running wild to a point where all your mind can pinpoint is the man between your thighs, eating you out like it's his last meal. Esctacy is no stranger to the time spent on your back, Jake plucking all the right chords to have you seeing stars but this feels different. He has his mouth on you like a man long deprived, securing his arms around your thighs with non-existent space, holding you down as if his last tether to Earth. It shatters you from the inside-out, blowing any far-gone perception of pleasure out the window, attaching yourself to here and now as he moans around your clit, sloppy with his tongue drags as you drip down his chin.
"You dripping all over me, baby," he has the gull to chuckle into you, tracing his tongue around your entrance in the aftermath of the warmth breath blown against you, your sanity dwindling in alarming amounts. "Tell me how good you feel. Tell me who gets you wetter than this."
"So good," you can't help but mewl, one hand slithering down to him, fingers carding through his hair for a tug. "It's only you, only you."
"Sound so good when you're desperate for me," he sucks hard on your clit just to hear you break, walls squeezed impossibly tight. "Go on, grind on me. Take what you can get."
It should make you feel small, stringed to his words like a puppet but if they align with your buried wants, who are you to say no? So, you comply, staple both hands against the headboard and grind, tentatively at first when he's allowed your thighs more space. Then, he sets the tone, pushing you a force that has your clit knocking into his nose, lace fabric dragged along to make you putty in his hands.
"There you go," Jake grins against you, a hopleess moan escaping you as he gives you a few more helpful nudges, your voice crying out at more pleasure. "Didn't you say you loved my nose? Put it to good use then."
You could cry, you're willing yourself not to, teeth so far into your bottom lip the marks may never leave. You're melting like ice-cream on the hot plain of Jake's skin, your hips sheepish but gaining momentum, humping yourself against his face as he smothers himself between your thighs.
Breaths cycle through you, deep and slow then short and fast, voice edged to the end of the Earth where you feel yourself inching dangerously close to, the sole mission of getting yourself off diminshing any decorum you so stupidly clung to. Hips moving back and forth, the structure of estasy so expansive in you, your body feels like it'll collapse with it.
In the haze of your motions, you chance a look down at Jake, finding his eyes rolling back with the look of eroticism mapped all over his flushed face, eyebrows knitting together as he laps up all the slick you can't seem to stop. The image, forever imprinted in your mind, brings you impossibly close, croaking a tortored whine high up to the sky, hips moving with enough force to make the bed creak while you chase your release.
"You're close," he pants, sparing himself a breath before tasting you on his tongue. "That's it, baby. Let go for me. Let go for Jake."
A scream unknown to you unleashes, ripped right out your chest and vibrating off the walls soaked in your moans, your body collasping in a series of long, stationary shivers. All your weight is now on Jake as your mouth dries, forehead banged against the headboard. You're too lightheaded to feel its impact, body overtaken by the sensations raving your body from the depths of its core, shaken with no way out but through.
An unknown amount of time passes, the furtherest thing from what's meant to be your mind, rattled beyond rational thought. The only thing grounding you is the the eventual slow of your breath, decelerating to normalcy as you start to feel human again. Jake is…still persistent, gradual this time but making sure he has every drop of you, your taste embedded to his tongue before you summon enough energy to lift your leg over him, body falling limp into a fetal position before you tip over onto your back.
"Was it good, sweet girl?" Despite your muffled hearing, you can hear the smugness drenched in his tone, a secondary observation of the bed shifting under his moving weight. "Got what you hoping for?"
To completely rewrite the concept of a good orgasm was not what you were hoping for, but Jake knows that win belongs to him, chuckling to himself in a dark hum licking want up your spine. You think your body is yet to recover, but signs point out an otherwise.
Breathing is what you dedicate your attentin to, body horribly feverish as your brain attempt to grapple with the overcast of your thoughts, fog dense from that. Somewhere in your daze, your body moves free of your own doing, handled with great care as Jake displays you for his viewing pleasure, an abrupt hold in your plea for oxygen as something hot slides against your cunt.
A feathered hiss shoots through bared teeth, haze blinked back through thick lashes as your view centers back to Jake. His briefs are pulled down enough for him to free his cock, tip large and flushed as it beads precome against your underwear. Yours and his clothing isn't even all the way off, the crop of his t-shirt revealing the definition of his v-line, pelvis marked by veins and a trimmed trail to what he grinds against you, underwear slick-stuck to you as he lets out a starved grunt.
"Fuck," he falls forward, arms bracketing your body as his eyes flicker down to where you meet, filthy and desperate. "This what you wanted? Me so gone for you, I'll take you anyway I can?"
"Jake," you moan, shiver wracked up your spine as his tip nudges against your clit, brief friction scrambling words in your brain. "Off. Take them off."
"What's the point when I can get you needy like this?" his chuckle comes out breathy, eyes finding yours. "You're so wrecked. I haven't even put it in yet."
"Put it in then," you strain, frustation bucking your body, a notch to the clit bowing your body off the mattress. "Please,"
"Feels good, hm baby?" His smirk is full of triumph, not an ounce of sympathy for the poor body beneath him, clawing at any inch of him. "You could come from this, I could too. Paint your pretty thong before I fill you up,"
Your walls cave in, clenching around nothing but slick as it pushes back onto Jake's cock that has a better glide, a keen at the height of your throat while arms overlap your eyes, condemned to darkness.
"Did you just get wetter?" incredulous are how his words come, a harder grind into you coming with the echo of your entrance, undeniably lined in slick. "Pretty, if you wanted me to come in you, all you had to do is ask."
Timidty flames your cheeks, claws of desires scraping at your chest to be released. "I─fuck, I want─"
"Say the word and they're off." are his last words, the decision yours to make.
One that doesn't take much contemplation.
"Please," the request comes, sounding just as desperate as your ears hate to hear. "Take them off. Come in me…please."
"I'll do right by you, pretty," he reminds you, fingers already hooked underneath their band. "Won't have to worry your head about anything. Just lay back and look pretty like you always do,"
"And when I'm done with you, you'll have everything you ever wanted."
He pushes in. Anticipated to a point where your entrance closes in on his tip immediately, a whine let out to push back against the rush at bay before you open up for him again, the glide smooth and uninterrupted as he buries himself to the hilt. Full doesn't begin to scratch the surface of how you feel, lungs pushed up to your struggling throat as your nails sink into the duvet, scratching into fabric as his tip rests against the spongy spot that has you squirming, body shying away from the sensery overload only for a smack to bounce off the cabin walls.
Your body jolts with it, a dull tingle searing through your clit marked by the palm of his hand, a croak coming out your throat, dying with a whine that shows you for what you are.
"You liked it," he has to say, more surprised than smug. "You clenched around me─fuck, you're so tight."
His teeth bury into his bottom lip, in no way deterred as his hand stables itself on your knee, spreading your legs wider.
"Look at how much I'm learning about you," his voice carries air backed by a condescending nature, his ego only affirmed as you moan to his building thrusts. "At the end of this, I might know your body better than you do,"
You keen again, sinking deeper into the molasses of pleasure he engulfs you, practiced precision of what you like most as he dedicates every thrust to that one spot, eyebrows scrunched to the building pit of your stomach.
"Just tell me what you like, pretty," he sings like a siren in your ear, hand cupped over your cheek to graze a thumb over a stray tear, licking his thumbpad clean before his hand falls back to your knee. "And I'll make it worth your while."
"Fuck me," comes out rough in your pressed voice, hand directing his to your clit. "Harder."
Seemingly impressed, he only grins with a dipped head, his last words being, "Yes, Ma'am."
It's all moans and wet squelches from then onwards, gratitude set aside for no nearby neighbours as Jake puts you through the mattress, hitting the deepest parts of you that have you singing his praisies, the only competiting sounds being the ongoing flood of slick where you meet and the creaks of the bed. The auditory input spins your head around, whines endless out of your mouth as harsh smacks of skin drum against your ears, the bundle of pleasure in your belly constantly hit with the wrath of Jake's pistons. He's taken it upon himself to comb over everything you've loved in bed, sparing every heightened sob and moan special attention as he deals you his hand, rubbing lazy circles on your clit before the smacks come. They build in intensity, low-level hip-buckles extending to full-body convulsions, letting the tears flow as the pain marries so sweet with the low-pain.
"Seems like my pillow princess likes a bit of pain," he observes, devastatingly handsome when he's cocky. He pushes hair out his face as his fingers run over the dulled simmer of your clit, your lips in a pout. "Does its' job considering how much you're clenching around me,"
"What? Can't speak?" he questions, purposely leaning in to get himself deeper, a shift amounting to the wobbly sobs you hum. "Fucked too good? Want me deeper, sweetheart?"
You're mindllessly nodding, moisture grouping your lashes together as you can only accept the fate of going after your orgasm, using all means to bring it into reality.
"You're cute when you can't speak," he muses, hiking your legs onto his shoulder one after the other. "Gotta keep your mouth filled, know how much you love that."
His degradation does something to your brain chemistry, his cock inching into places you have no words for, slick splashing back onto his cock as he pistons further, lodging himself further into you as he leans forward with his weight. Now reaching parts of you untouched, you're at a loss for your mind and what to do, arms enveloping the muscles of his back as your nails drag against the expanse.
"Might have a thing for pain too," he chuckles, biting down on his lip, a wild look in his red-rimmed eyes as his world boils to only you. "Love when you mark my back, love. Lets me know how good I've got you,"
Thighs braced against you, he hits deeper than you can keep up with, mouth ajar as it serves as a vessel for missed breaths. Your tongue runs dry, lips smacked in a half-hearted attempt but it doesn't land right. You need more. You know you need more but the mere thought scrunches your face, esctasy blooming behind closed eyes.
"What you need, bunny?" Jake's voice is jaw-droppingly sweet, a kiss pressed above the corner of your lip. "My mouth?"
"Spit," it comes out with a whimper, eyes squinting as you will your wish into existence. "In my mouth. Now."
His thrusts only misses a beat, a shaky breath echoing after your words before plunges deeper, taking your voice with you.
"You're dirty, you know that?" he muses, brows knitted like it kills him to experience such gratification. "My come isn't enough for you? Want every bit of me, huh?"
Your brain is elsewhere, a distant theory for whatever's melted between your ears, a nod coming from within you. "Want it, want it bad, Jake."
"Where's your manners, sweetheart?" he coos, laughing when you're flailing against him, thrashing around like the spoiled princess you are. "You're usually so polite for me. What happened?"
"Jake," your hand finds his jaw, finding the strength to wire him to you. "Spit. Now,"
"No." he laughs. "I'm not doing it until you beg."
An attempt is made to pry his jaw open, but to no avail, his playful headshakes meant to haunt you long after this is over.
Whenever that is.
"Jake, I need it─I," shame floods your being, not stopping the request. "Please. Just once, I only need it once, pretty please?"
His hips topple over their rhythm, stuttered against the flesh of your thighs as restraint crumples his face, a pleading breath sent to the ceiling before he locks eyes with you again.
"Do you know how pretty you sound begging for me? Shit," he curses, swatting your hand away to mirror the same gesture on yours, jaw dropped with your tongue laid out. "Here you go, since your filth comes with manners,"
The spit lands square on your tongue, a mewl so dirty from you there's no coming back, your walls closing around Jake's cock like a vice as you taste him ─ spearmint with a hint of that energy drink ─ and swallow, humming all the way down.
"Holy shit," his voice tremours with wonder, swiping the hair out your face so you have a good look at him when he says, "Get on your knees. Right now."
The euphoric mist clouding over from his spit still remains, crumpling your expression with confusion, quickly switching to surprise as Jake hauls himself off you. He pulls you along for the ride as he manhandles you into position, your body now facing the french doors of your bedroom, the wilderness all your hazy eyes see. Horror creeps up on you, your bodies in plain view in the bedroom lowlights, watching your mouth fall ajar as Jake pushes in from behind, your toes curling as he fills you.
He thrusts like he never stopped, the fast tempo making skin slaps ring in your ears, your arms moving in a slow buckle as you struggle to hold yourself upright.
It takes a miracle to movenur your arm behind you, tapping Jake's arm. "Jake,"
Your head motions to the french doors, which leave nothing to the imagination ─ your lewd actions on full display for anyone's viewing pleasure.
"The curtains," aren't drawn, you want to say, but can't choking on a moan when Jake hits deepest in you. "P-people will see,"
"They've been open this whole time. Let them," he gruffs, firming his grip on your hips. "Don't want them to know how dirty you are? How good you are at taking at cock?"
In the reflection, you lay witness to him lower down to your back, thrusting into you with no end in sight as he whispers in your ear. "It's too late, baby. We both know your dirty secret. Just be good and take it."
Your arms give in, hopeless against constructs you're trying to hold yourself to when Jake's given nothing but freedom to be you. In all the ways you've shyed away from, collasping under the brute force of everything coming at you ─ the shame, the pleasure, the hopeleness, the satisfaction ─ it all hits you at once, releasing the cry deeply buried of his name as you come.
All the cells in your body simultaneously shatter and become whole again, drifting into another realm you don't bother acknowledging, centered on the full-blown euphoria blown past your eyes, raving you whole. You cry into your arms, voice having no limits with your nonsensical babble while you try coming down from your orgasm, Jake having enough sympathy to fuck you slow until you're back together again, hunched over in a near hysterical state.
Since when were things like this? Since when did the man who brought you bliss bring you this close to deconstruction?
It'd have to be an afterthoight as Jake's palm soothes down your bent spine, heel pressing in to exaggerate your arch before he kneads the flesh of your ass, getting off on the constant whines at the mere hover of his fingers.
"You with me, baby?" tongue in cheek, he questions, still sliding in and out of it, slick dribbling down to the duvet cover. "You did so good coming for me. Ready for another?"
Your head snaps to his, mildly offended. "Another one?"
He giggles, sporting a boyish grin. "Insatible, right?" your eyes roll on on their own, head burying into your arms. "I'm just owning up to it now,"
"Besides," he starts, his hips jumpstarting to as he makes deliberate knocks into you, deep and forceful, moving you up on the bed. "Weren't you the one begging to be filled?"
"Let me grant your wish, baby," he coos, addiction laced in his voice, his hand smoothing over the curve of your ass and hip. "Let me fill you."
You agree, because there's no end to your need too.
He gets back to it. Thrusting without abandonment, fingertips indenting into your hips as he fucks the cries out of you, expression so bliss-blown in the reflection, the building pressure in your stomach starting again.
You've got enough energy in you to prop yourself up again, helped by Jake who moments before, held your hands behind your back to pound into you. The stretch pulls your searing cheeks as your teeth bare, plucked apart by your low-hanging jaw. He coos, with all the condescending nature he's masked, making his way into your ear.
"Pity I can't fill your mouth like this," he muses, his hand over the column of your throat, applying pressure that translates to the squeeze of your walls. "I'm only one man ─ I can't keep all your holes occupied,"
You groan against his hand, high keens your trademark as he plows into you without interruption. Then, you witness brillance spark across his face, the hand he had on your hip vacating to pull you closer, his tip blunting against your sweet spot to the release of your sobs. In the time you arch for a loud-mouthed cry, it's abruptly cut-off by lace material filling your mouth.
Disbelief floods you, your reflection evident as what projects to you is something you couldn't bring yourself to wrap your head around.
Your excuse of a thong stuffed square in your mouth, all the while Jake pounds into you, the picture of amusement.
"There you go," he smiles like he's struck gold, giving the courtesy of departing from your throat to have two hands on your hips. "All full now."
Disgrace tries to involve itself in the humid air starting to fog against the doors, no room to go when you're moaning into the material, the taste of him and you on your tongue, twisting your insides in the shape of a tangled web. How you don't buckle escapes you, so fixated on watching Jake behind you, enamoured by the deep bow of your spine that your eyes simply cannot pry.
Incessant attention eventually pulls him away from his view, making eye-contact with a commitment for not breaking it. His hands anchor down your hips as he drills further into you, pounding with a force engulfing all your sobs and moans into your thong, expression permnanently creased.
"Have no idea how beautiful you look, baby," he groans, met with a whimper. "God, I'm gonna fucking come if you keep─"
You clench around, feeling that familar pressure tick to single digits, holding onto the duvet cover for dear life while you can do is brace for impact.
"I'm close too, pretty," Jake sympathisizes, face expression pulled, eyes never leaving yours. "You gonna come like a good girl? Gonna watch us come?"
The response is caught in your cotton-mouth, eyes forced shut as your body takes over, deliriously nodding along as you fall back onto folded arms, willing your orgasm to swallow you whole.
"Come on, princess. Eyes on us."
Motivated by nothing but his voice, your head manages the lift to a vision permanely burned into your corneas. Jake pistioning into you, curls messy and untamaed, glowing in soft bedroom light bouncing off the deep arch of your back, senses pushed into overload as the image sends you off the edge.
White streaks across your vision, a lapse in everything known to you as you cry out, loud and long, claws sunk into the duvet for salvation. The dam breaks, the yell for mercy wreched out your throat ending with pressed gasps, mouth run dry as you coat Jake's cock, force splashing back against his abdomen and your thighs, shivering as his voice breaks through the echo chamber.
"Oh baby, you're made for me," he drawls, on his last legs as his thrusts turn erratic, high on you and your release. "So perfect, I'm gonna give you what you want. I'm gonna─hmph!"
In one last meet, you hinge desperately onto the edge of the bed, hoarse voice on its last legs as you twine into your limbs, feeling the rush of Jake fill you with an inch of your life. Your walls flutter to keep him there as his hips glue to you, figure toppling overs yours as his arms bracket your quivering torso, vision black with eyes closed to focus back on your breath, ragged and spent.
Sweat and sex lingers in the air, a sense you only access when you've gathered a small percentage of working brain cells, blinking back to reality. Your whimper bleeds into the thong as Jake gradually starts to pull out, cunt closing behind him as he leaves, a slow dribble trailed out your entrance, down to the duvet and along your cunt.
After a few moments, your body manages to lift its head, your stuffed mouth and stray hair all you see. Salvaging the last of your dignity, you pull the thong out, drenched in saliva tossed aside to smooth your hair back, slumping back in a dramatic flop.
Chuckles sound behind you, casting your eyes sideways.
"Come sit, baby," he purrs, a tender smack bruised against your ass. You buck, groaning as your body starts to prop itself up, come trailing steadfast to your entrance. "On my lap."
Your hand hovers it, a illogical attempt to keep him there.
"It's gonna leak." you croak.
"Better keep you plugged then," you turn your head, your boyfriend leaned back with his palms against the bed, expression offering you some sympathy. "Come here."
An exhale prompts your steady pace as you inch your way to Jake, shaking your head with an open smile as his half-hard cock glares in between his crossed legs. His lax posture gravitates to you, hands secured around your waist as assistance while you throw your thigh over his, one hand on his shoulder while the other splays over his length, molten stirring in you at his groan. Hovering over his tip beading precome, the come between your legs starts to halo around him, eyes locked where you feed his cock into yourself.
"Nice and easy, that's it baby," he praises, watching with dark eyes. "There you go."
A wistful sigh breezes past your lips as he fills you again, legs circling his back when he's all in, the stretch knocking on overstimulation's door. It's dampened by your endless need to consume him, obssessed with the fullness of him as you dissolve into a sack of hungry bones, chin hooked over his shoulder, holding him close.
"You're crazy." you murmur.
His chesty chuckle vibrates into you, airy. "Only about you,"
Hands on your back, one moves to soothe across the expanse of your spine, a chaste kiss pressed into your shoulder. "You good? Comfy?"
You try find the words, your nails scraping into his skin. "Feels─hmph,"
"Good?" he supplies, an edge of teasing to his tone. "Feel full?"
"Yeah," you agree anyways, accepting your fate with the burial of your mouth into your arms, ease blown through your nose.
"It's okay, sweetheart. You can grind on me," the comment draws your attention, perking at the slow grind your hips have unknowingly started. "Just want you close. C'mere."
He captures you in a slow, passionate kiss, savoured by the slow motions of your lips gliding without hurry, simply enjoying the press of each other. Skin to skin, your arms looped around his shoulders with his hands braced against your ribcage as you grind. The friction to your clit pours moans into his mouth, his grip going tighter as he kneads into your skin, drunk off every inch of you as you lose yourself in his embrace, rocking to the sounds of you together.
You stay like this for what bleeds into forever, intimacy and friction simmering from a spark to a raging fire, the pit in your stomach accompained by the helpless pry of your lips, his teeth pulling your bottom lip to make you shudder.
Your hips build in a volatile nature, grinding with a hitch amplifying the mess between your legs of legs. The fill and presence of Jake radiates esctacy right down to your fingertips, harsh tugs of his hair rewarded with drawn out moans, his lips glossed as his lips follow yours with endless need.
The burn in your thighs starts to dial back your pace, wounded whimper bypassing your lips. It's solved by an assured circle around your back, Jake's other hand wedging between your plastered bodies to find your clit, circling it in motions bringing you closer.
"M' gonna come," he whimpers, lips brushing against yours. "Gonna come, baby?"
You yelp against him, the feeling too much.
"Squeeze good around me and I'll give you another load," he coaxes, ruining you to microscopic pieces. "Come on, sweet girl. Make me proud."
Instead of an earth-shattering crash, comes a flood of relief. Bacing your hands woven into Jake's locks, you expel a pitched keen in your throat, blending into a deep exhale, body slumping with your come down. Still, your body demands to be closer. Closer to him until space ceases to exist, pressing yourself so firmly into Jake's that when your embrace threatens to tip you over, you're secured. Anchored in Jake's arms as he kisses you one last time, tasting the moan of your name on his tongue as he comes, spilling over with excess dipping down onto the soaked duvet, the material tomorrow's damage.
"You're a bit of an airhead when you're like this," Jake comments later when you blink back the lazy film coating your eyes, your face pulled back to his view. He's enamored with a dazzling smile, thumb running over the moles around your lips. "Have I fucked all the sense out your pretty head?"
"Want a break?" he muses, cooing when you nod into his palm cupping your cheek. "Okay, princess. I'll help you."
And he does, carrying your singing body back to the plush cloud of the mattress, muscles unwinding into its comfort. Your arm casts over your line of sight, a brief break from stimulation before you're restless enough to peek above the flesh, your boyfriend's sihoulette moving slowly, a lone pillow propped up beneath your feet.
Affection starts in your chest, flourishes in those silent moments where you co-exist in something so simple, your mind spared from all the games and noise coming with life. It prompts the outreach of your hand, the gentle call of his name bringing him to you at lightning speed, lips and bodies together again.
You don't know how long time ticks on, but you know you spend it with him, every inch of your skin kissed by his lips, filled by him over and over again. Your brain doesn't bother keeping up with how many times you pour over the edge, your only source of attention the man before you, giving himself to you, choosing you each and every time. In the mix, tears spill from your eyes and he kisses them away, easing the heft in your chest before that telltale feeling washes over you, drowning you in endless bliss.
Birds start to chirp when the dust settles, you starfished on the bed with a rising chest you force cycled-breaths through, exhaustion seeping deep into your bones, synched with the euphorica grin you only manage to pull with the last of your strength.
"Beautiful," you hear him say, distant on the edge of the bed. "You're so beautiful, love."
Then he comes into eyeline, crawling his way to you.
"You looked so fucking good coming all over my cock," he says, hair a mess ─ stuck to his forehead with a chest laboured enough to warrant rest. Yet, he continues, inching himself to straddle your chest with his half-hard cock nestling between your breasts, nudged to shake his body in a tremour. "Want you covered in my come. In you isn't enough."
He's a madman. You're a dating a madman because in what world is the end for him? Time is a mere concept to you, but you're sure you've been at this for hours. He's stretched you every way but loose, pumping an amount of come into you you're not sure birth control can intervene with, moaning his name over and over again.
And he's hard. Again?
That reader was so fucking right about him. So right it hurts.
"You don't have to do anything," he assures you, cock coated with yours and his come sticking to the valley of your breasts, the snug fit providing him the relief he needs. "Just let me use you."
You're exhausted. Had your fill and then some, so there should be no reason why you're like this, feeling the familar flames of arousal warm you. Nothing but greed is writing the code to your actions as you push your breasts together with your hands, fingers running over your nipples with a pained moan.
Some sick person you must be, so drunk on lust you're ruled by it, letting gluttony get the best of you as Jake collapses in praises of your name and yesyesyes', cock gliding back and forth, unhurried in a slow tempo where he can savour the feel of your flesh. Eyes weigh heavy but your selfishness keeps them open, watching Jake above you. Like this, the man who pulled everything out of you is drastically different, ruined beyond measure that he can't keep himself together. He's a mess in the best possible way, quivering body bathed in soft orange, wearing sweat on his skin with his brows scrunched. His jaw hangs, gasping for air as the sweetest whines pour out of him, so sensitive but still chasing release, a version of himself you wrestle yourself over.
It doesn't take him long to come, spent in a way he can't make his hips to buck any faster, hands gripping the duvet covers eitherside of you with the last of his strength, moved to tears as his glossy eyes find yours. So wrecked.
"Let me hear it one more time," he pleads, every bit of desperate you've been. "Pleasepleaseplease, bunny. Fuck, just need to hear you one more time."
"Jake," your voice, the last curtain call. "Come for me."
And he does. Hitting a wall hard and fast, body beautifully wound before he falls apart, head falling back with a cry to the moon as drips of come scatter against your skin, all over your chest and under your chin too. His body falls forward, so fast you're scared he'll forget you're even beneath him, only for his strength to be supported by the headboard, muscles flexing with dark shadows as he whines himself back to equilibrium. Sympathy blankets over you, your hand reassuring against his shaking thigh as your thumb caressses him to tranquility, Jake finding his breath and sense of self again in the early hours of what's been a long night.
With his head hung, he unlatches them to a view of you, exhaustion in your smile but still looking at him with every bit of love your heart's been harbouring for him. The same fondness reflects back in him, a foolish giggle half coming out of him before he moves.
Clean-up in mind, you anticipate him making his way over to the bathroom as he always does, a warm rag used to clean debris but his methods stray. Only move him inches up your torso until he's afforded enough space, lowering himself so his tongue can trace around your come-covered nipples. You whine, watching silently as he makes slow work of clean up his mess, using the excuse of giving your boobs attention with slow swirls and teasing tugs, your chest eventually covered in his saliva instead.
The last of it smears against his two fingers, fingertips on your lips parted open to taste him, tongue gliding over every crevice to lick him clean.
Only then does he collapse onto you, a huff pushing out of you with the loopy chuckles you exchange.
"I need to tip that reader on our way back," you croak, voice hoarse.
Jake's head moves with your laughter, lifting to get you in his sights. "Hey, I put in all the work here!"
"I know, I know," you respond, smitten regardless as your fingers weave into his loose curls, calm hums vibrating into your skin. "You signed up for it when you met me though."
"I'm getting the sloppiest road-head on our way back," he mumbles, yawning. "Compensation for a job well done."
"Is that what you wanted? For me to pet you and tell you did good?" It's entirely rhetorical, your question, but the light blooming into Jake's features unearths an amused snicker, enthusiastic nods sent your way. "Okay, okay. You did good, you did well, Jake. My good boy,"
Again, the last part is said as a joke. But it's received as anything but when you feel something twitch amidst the joking scratches you do under his chin, his smile too blissful to be innocent.
"Jake!" you yell, not believing this man. This myth of a man you've somehow shacked up with. "I don't know if you need a time-out or an exorcism. That's enough! Use your fucking hand."
"Doesn't feel good as you though," he pouts, trying to shuffle his way up to, denied by your outstretched hands. "You know being called that gets an reaction out of me."
You shuffle up for comfort against the pillows, Jake's body following soon after. "I did not know that, actually."
Surprise raises his brows, lip corners downturned before he shrugs, beaming a closed mouth beam at you that's hard to not fawn over. "Well, now you know,"
"More information for next round," he winks, then promptly receives a pillow to the face.
Laughter bleeds into the early hours of morning, your break in the mountains providing every bit of satisfaction, a destiny incapable of change.
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You and Cortis keep ending up in the same cities. You're in Europe? they’re there too. Asia? they’re there too. Same arenas, same cities, always just missing each other by timing. But the fans? Oh, they notice everything. It starts as jokes, threads, coincidences stacking a little too perfectly. Until one day, same arena, same time, you leave something behind and somehow it ends up with Cortis. When Seonghyeon casually flashes it on live? the fans don't just connect the dots—they decide this was never a coincidence to begin with.
Why can't you say that you want it too? I'm flyin' intercontinental with you!!
📞 idol!seonghyeon x popstar!reader, written+smau, profanity, angst, rumors, fluff, kys jokes, mental stress, burn out, ib by stateside, crack, corny jokes, sorta slowburn, yns artist profile is pinkpantheress
When you accidentally leave something backstage and when Seonghyeon picks it up, he doesn’t just keep it—he shows it off on live, calling it his ‘new & hot find.’ So what happens when fans finally figure out who it actually belongs to?
🎶 stateside by pinkpantheress
Status -> ongoing
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iro's notes: based off of stateside becus YES IM STILL OBSSESED WITH THAT SONG
sypnosis: getting paired up with nishimura riki for a project was not apart of your plan for second semester, considering he's quite literally known for simply not caring. But who knows, maybe he's willing to make an exception.
contains: suggestive jokes, cussing, mentions of drinking, he calls reader “ma” because hes sexy. featuring the following: Jake, Jungwon, Heeseung, Sunoo, Yunjin—beach day!
This is the last part of the Mr. Nonchalant series! I hope you guys enjoyed it and thank you for all the positive feedback on it :) I hope to start another smau series soon!
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𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 smut, fluff, angst, secret relationship, brothers best friend, college au, fwb vibes,
𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 you and sunghoon have been fucking behind your brother jay’s back all summer, stolen touches in the back of his truck, desperate nights in the vhs store after closing, every secret kiss tasting like guilt and cherry popsicles. but the heat between you is too loud to stay hidden, and when the truth finally explodes at the last bonfire, everything burns: jay’s trust, your friendship circle, and the fragile line between right and wrong. now the summer is ending, secrets are spilling like warm honey, and the only thing left to decide is whether this love was worth destroying everything… or if it’s the one thing worth saving. before the summer ends, nothing will ever be the same.
𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 / 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 explicit language, explicit sexual content, explicit themes (obsession, secrecy, betrayal), retro early 2000s aesthetics such as flip phones, polaroids, vhs, diners, bonfires, small town claustrophobia + pipeline leaving rituals, themes of secrecy, obsession, small-town suffocation, ritual, and inevitable leaving. nostalgia sharpened into danger, phone sex, mutual masturbation, marking, voyeuristic elements, degrading language, strong themes of obsession, jealousy, oral sex, public sex (dock, risk of being seen, high exposure tension), lots of “daddy” kink moments, i mean a lot, i’m a whore for the daddy kink guys i lowkey went crazy with it 😩😩😩, you’re warned cos it’s a lot! face fucking, tit fucking, spit play, cum play, breeding kink, missionary, riding, reverse cowgirl, against the wall, on the floor, doggy, 69ing (multiple times for each one lol), overstimulation, multiple orgasms, squirting, emotional dependency tied to sex, emotional heartbreak, messy, consuming and deeply physical content at times, can get angsty and emotional, will have you in the feels for sure. lots of fights but lots of makeups :))) lots of tears shedded, very emotional and loving feeling, intimate loveee 👩🏻❤️💋👨🏻 and brotherly sister love >>> and sisterly love >>> so so so so much love in this ugh. my heart is also full in love and i’m so in love and happy with my fiancé so if the smut seems very intimate and loved up and intense then it’s very much an outpour of everything in my heart lol. 👩🏻❤️💋👨🏻✨♾️💗
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read part one here, fic ml here
“I still have all the Polaroids of us.”
The words slip out raw, a broken, breathless confession, trembling right against his ear as your thighs tremble around his hips, every frantic bounce slowed now into wet, grinding rolls that make you feel every inch of him. Sunghoon’s half-sitting, his back pressed to the headboard, dark hair sticking to his temple, eyes locked on you with a hunger that burns molten, brown as spilled whiskey in the low light, shot through with the wild, horny gold of need. Every time you move, those eyes drag over you, drinking you in, devouring, as if he’s starved for the taste of you, his gaze so heavy it stains your skin.
His cock drives up into you, so thick and hard it feels like he’s splitting you in two, and every thrust knocks your tits into his mouth, your hoodie shoved up so his lips can drag over one nipple, sucking, biting, tongue flicking until you’re whimpering. His hands are huge and rough, gripping your waist, one slipping to fist your ass, the other dragging you down, harder, deeper, making you feel every filthy inch as your walls clench. Your own hands are in his hair and on his cheeks, fingers digging in, keeping him close, needing his mouth, needing his eyes, dragging him back every time he groans your name. Sweat slicks his abs, every muscle tightening as he fucks up into you, his hips grinding, stuttering, matching the greedy roll of your own. Your pussy is soaked, stretched tight around him, every bounce making you clench harder, dizzy with how impossibly deep he is, how full he makes you, like you were made for this. Your nipples drag over his mouth again, your chest heaving, your breath tangled up in the sticky air.
His hips stutter, chest heaving, and he drags you down hard, lost in the clutch of your pussy, his eyes so dark and blown with need you can barely breathe under the weight of it. Whatever you just whispered, your confession about the Polaroids, the soft, ruined words that barely scrape out as you grind down on him. gets swallowed up in the heat between you, your voice breaking and lost against his skin. Sunghoon groans, low and hungry, the sound almost a growl, rumbling in his chest as he buries his mouth at your collarbone, teeth scraping. It’s not really words. just a rough hum, pure possession and hunger, as if the only thing he knows at this moment is the slick grip of your cunt and the taste of your sweat. He rocks up into you, hands bruising, lips pressed to your neck, humming out something thick and wordless, a sound that makes your whole body burn: wanting, worshipping, demanding, even if he doesn’t hear a single thing you say.
You press your mouth to his, just a quick, soft, greedy kiss, your hands curling at his jaw, fingers splayed against his flushed cheeks, dragging his eyes up to meet yours. Even now, breathless and cock-drunk, you need his gaze on you, need him to know it’s you who’s taking him apart like this. Your hair’s a mess, sweat slick between your bodies, and your pussy milks him with every needy roll of your hips, but you still manage to duck in, trembling, lips brushing the heat of his neck as you whisper it again, shy, trembling, barely more than a gasp, but this time you force him to hear you. “I still have all the Polaroids of us every one where you’re fucking me, where I look like I belong to you. I look at them when I need you, when I touch myself and wish it was your hands on me. When I can’t stop thinking about you inside me. I fuck myself to them, Hoonie. I never let anyone else see. They’re just for me. For you.” For a second he’s tangled in a vivid memory, the shy girl he always had to coax, now riding him filthy, needy, still giddy and sweet even as you own him, every inch of your body a contradiction he can’t ever let go.
He goes rigid underneath you, the groan he lets out is raw, full-bodied, animal, all hunger and thunder, rolling through his chest as his hips snap up so hard you lose your rhythm, your tits bouncing wild and your head thrown back, his hands flying up to crush your hips and force you down, fuck you deeper, mark you with every rough movement. His eyes burn into you, whiskey-dark, blown wide, jaw clenched as he grumbles your name, voice breaking on a growl. His mouth curls up against your ear, and he groans, voice so thick and low it vibrates right through your chest, all teasing threat and filthy promise. “Tell me what photos, princess,” he murmurs, tongue flicking your earlobe, one hand sliding up to squeeze your breast, thumb brushing your nipple until you shiver. “Describe them for me. Every filthy one you touch yourself to. I want to hear you say it while you’re bouncing on my cock like that. Tell me how you look, how you come, what you see when you close your eyes.” His eyes are molten, glued to your face, hips thrusting up rougher now, punishing, the tease in his voice melting into pure possession, every word winding you tighter, making you feel like you’re all his, every inch, every filthy secret, his to ruin, his to keep.
Your breath hitches, laughter catching sticky and thin in your throat as you cradle his jaw, your thumbs sweeping possessively along the stubble, feeling the heat flush beneath his skin. You make him wait for it, eyes drinking in the way he looks at you, so wide, so dark, so fucking starved, while you roll your hips in syrupy, aching circles that make his cock twitch deeper inside you. “You really want to know?” you whisper, lips tracing the sharp edge of his jaw, tongue flicking over the salt of his skin, teeth scraping slow, teasing, until you feel his breath stutter. Every word comes out softer, needier, baiting him on purpose, letting each filthy memory unfurl lazy and lush in the space between you, daring him to beg for more.
His jaw flexes under your hands, eyes flicking over your face, lips parted and breath shallow, every muscle in his body strung tight, so close to snapping. His grip bruises at your hips, fingers digging in as if he could anchor you there forever, keep you locked down, helpless above him. When he finally answers, his voice is a dark, gravelly thing, shot through with raw hunger and barely leashed control, the kind of sound that lives somewhere between a growl and a prayer. “Don’t tease me, princess. You know what it does to me when you talk like that.” His thumb traces the slick between your thighs, pressing just where you need it, holding you open so you can’t move unless he lets you. “I want you to keep going, describe every single photo, every filthy thing I did to you. Tell me how you looked, how you sounded, how much you needed it. Make me see it. Make me remember how fucking desperate you were to be filled up with my cock, marked up until everyone in that town could smell me on you.” He shifts beneath you, rolling his hips so deep it knocks the air from your lungs, cock stretching you until you whimper, his breath hot against your cheek. “If you’re going to sit here and make me listen, then you’re going to give me all of it. All the dirty details, every ruined little sound you made for me, every place I made you mine. Don’t stop. I want your voice shaking for me, baby. I want you to say it so loud you forget anyone else ever existed. You belong to me. Show me. Prove it.”
Your lips ghost over his ear, your voice barely a whisper at first, but the wicked curl of your mouth gives you away, and you drag it out on purpose, every syllable honey-thick, every word pressed between a roll of your hips and the next sharp intake of his breath. “The photo on the staircase, do you remember that night?” Your nails skate along his scalp, slow and deliberate, keeping him right where you want him. “After you won the game, when I ran up just to find you, and you bent me over the steps before I could even catch my breath. You had your hand over my mouth, your other on my hip, fucking me so deep I couldn’t stay quiet, God, I tried, but I kept whining, and we could hear Jay and my parents laughing downstairs, talking about me, talking about you, not knowing what we were doing, if only they knew. When you finished, you grabbed my camera, told me not to move, and said you wanted to remember me like that.” You pause, rolling your hips down slowly, grinding your pussy onto his cock until you feel him pulse inside you, loving the way his jaw clenches, loving the way his hands start to twitch at your waist, desperate to take over.
The photo lives on your Canon, hidden deep in a strip of glossy film, the kind of secret you’d never risk backing up to your phone, only for your hands and eyes and memory. You see it every time you scroll through your late-night snapshots: you, collapsed at the foot of the staircase, knees splayed on the polished wood, thighs still trembling with aftershocks and slick with the mess he left inside you. The lighting is all soft shadows and flash-burn, the grain of the shot making your skin look impossibly raw and real, one sock slouched down your ankle, the bruises from his grip blooming dark against your hip, your hair tangled and half-covering your face, every strand stuck to your cheek with sweat and spit. Mascara is streaked under your eyes, lips bitten and swollen, chest heaving like you’d run a marathon just to get ruined for him. He’s right there in the shot, crouched close in front of you, shirtless, torso filling the foreground, every line of him sharp, predatory, all muscle and tension. His hand is locked around your jaw, thumb digging in possessive, head tilted so his mouth is parted like he’s about to brand you with words no one else would ever hear. His cum glistened down your thigh, pooling on the step below, your body framed so open and claimed that you can’t look at it without feeling it all over again. Even the focus is deliberate, your camera making sure the background is blurred to nothing, all the world falling away except for his eyes: wild, bottomless, so dark with want and desire, you know you’ll never belong anywhere else.
You keep him there, breathless, helpless, caught under you. Your fingers slip down to the hollow of his throat, tracing the sweat gathered at his collarbone, your own chest heaving. “Then there’s the diner one. That night the whole town was out for the fair, neon signs buzzing, jukebox on, everything sticky and electric.” You were meant to be on shift, apron still half-tied around your waist, but you let him drag you into his lap in the back booth anyway, skirt already bunched high on your hips, your panties stuffed somewhere under the table. He made you face the window, pressed up against the glass, and then slid into you, slow, deliberate, like he owned the whole damn place and didn’t care who saw, every inch of him daring you to make a sound. “You kept whispering for me to keep my eyes open, to watch the cars go by, to let the whole world see how pretty I look when you fuck me. Your hand was clamped over my mouth, and I snapped the picture in the window’s reflection, the camera caught your hand covering my lips, my eyes all wide and glassy, cheeks wet from trying not to moan. You’re looking right at the lens, cocky, like you knew exactly what you were doing, hair a mess, sweat on your neck. You looked so fucking hot in that moment I nearly came from just seeing your face.” You grind down again, even slower now, drawing out the friction, your pussy throbbing around him, loving the way he tries to rock up into you, only for your hand to flatten against his chest, pinning him to the bed. “I still can’t look at that one without needing you to fuck me, sometimes I make myself wait, just so it hurts more.”
You let yourself laugh, the sound airy and wicked, hips working in lazy, drawn-out circles. His hands are restless now, fingers digging into your hips, desperate to flip you, but you won’t let him. “And the one from your bed, when you fucked me until I cried,” you say, voice pitched low and thick, words trembling with memory. “The night you made me come so hard I thought I was going to pass out. You wrapped your hand around my throat, pressed me flat, your cock so deep you said you could feel my heartbeat. The photo’s blurry because I couldn’t hold the camera straight, my face was so red, my mascara streaked, your hand so tight around my neck, your other thumb rubbing circles on my clit. In the picture, your eyes are locked on me, so hungry it looks like you’d eat me alive, sweat rolling down your chest, abs flexing with every thrust. That’s my favorite, Sunghoon. Every time I look at it, I can feel you inside me all over again. Sometimes I ride my pillow, make myself come thinking about you and gripping the polaroids, wishing you’d say my name, tell me I’m yours, make me do it again and again.”
You let the words hang in the air, hips still moving in a cruel, unhurried rhythm, loving the way his whole body tenses beneath you, how he’s trembling with the need to move, to claim, to wreck you right there. “I know you want to take control,” you murmur, thumb dragging over his lip, “but you have to listen. You have to hear all of it first. Every filthy memory. Every time you ruined me for anyone else.”
You let the words hang, hips grinding in that deliberate, torturous rhythm, soaking up the way Sunghoon’s entire body coils beneath you, every muscle tensed, hands clenching and unclenching at your waist, his breath hitching every time you drag your thumb over his lip, keeping him caged and hungry. You watch him struggle to keep still, desperate to flip you, to pin you down and fuck you until the memories blur, but you don’t let him, not yet. You want him strung out and trembling, every filthy confession painting heat between you, every old ache set alight again. Your voice is barely steady, eyes shining, throat working around the words that have lived just beneath your skin for years. “There’s more,” you whisper, head tipping back, body rolling as you force yourself to admit it.
“There’s so many more, Sunghoon.” Your voice wavers, hands trembling as you trace his jaw, and you feel his lips pressing kisses along your cheek, your temple, the corner of your mouth, never quite meeting your eyes, never daring to look at you too long, as if the truth might swallow you both. “You always thought I only kept the filthy ones, but I took the softer ones too. I saved the moments where you held me gently, where you kissed me slowly. I needed those just as much. There’s Polaroids where I’m in your jersey, where you’re tucking your chin on my shoulder, the ones where I’m on your lap and we’re laughing, kissing like nothing in the world could hurt us.” Your breath shakes as you admit it, a shy little smile curling at your mouth, your thumb brushing the spot on his neck you love most. “I still hide those behind my mirror, you know. I look at them all the time. The ones where you look at me like I’m the only thing you need. I can’t let them go.”
Your laugh comes out thin and sticky, hips grinding down harder just to watch his jaw clench, his eyes going even darker. “You never knew about the box under my bed, did you? The one I locked up, the one I thought you’d find and never look at me the same again.” Your hands move to his shoulders, pinning him as you ride him, every movement a tease, a slow, filthy dare. “I kept the riskiest ones, the Polaroid you took on my camera when we fucked in the back of the bus after state finals, everyone else sleeping, the flash blinding, your hand shoved in my mouth to keep me from waking the whole team. I kept the one from the roof, too, when you fucked me against the air vent while the rain came down and someone’s party was raging in the kitchen below. I kept every single shot from your birthday, the one where you made me kneel for you in the bathroom at your parents’ place, the door half-open, your hand fisted in my hair, the look on your face all wild and mean, the kind of look that makes me ache even now. I kept the ones that never should’ve existed, the ones I thought about burning just to make the ache go away, but I never could. I wanted them too much. I wanted you too much.”
You see it in his eyes, the second he breaks, something sharp and greedy taking over. The illusion of your control shatters, and in one quick, rough movement, Sunghoon flips you onto your back, hands pinning your wrists above your head, mouth coming down hard on your throat. He snarls, the sound guttural, barely human. “You’re fucking mine,” he bites out, breath hot against your jaw, his hips slamming up into you, cock driving so deep you gasp, all the air punched from your lungs. “You kept every filthy piece of me, every secret, every memory, now you’re going to let me make new ones. You hear me? I want a whole new box of Polaroids, all of you ruined and begging for me, all of you wet and desperate, so every time you think about someone else, you remember you’re mine.” He shifts his grip, one hand fisted in your hair, the other pressing your wrists into the mattress, body caging you in, sweat dripping from his brow onto your collarbone, his chest heaving, eyes locked on yours, wild, hungry, worshipping and possessive all at once.
He fucks you rougher now, every thrust sending a jolt up your spine, your body arching into his, every nerve ending burning, every inch of your skin alive with memory and new sensation. You can’t stop shaking, the world going fuzzy at the edges, everything collapsing down to the places you touch, the heat of his hips slamming into your thighs, the sticky slap of skin on skin, your own slick pooling beneath you. Your fingers curl, leaving crescent moons in his forearms, your thighs shaking around his waist as you gasp his name, breathless, lost, the sound breaking into something almost like a sob when he drags his mouth over your nipple, teeth scraping, tongue flicking, your whole body pinned and helpless. The past and present blur together, the ache of the old Polaroids, the heat of his body above you now, every filthy confession spilling from your lips as he drives you higher, deeper, every thrust another promise that you’re his and only his.
Inside your head it’s chaos, memories flickering like film reels, flashes of your bodies tangled on rooftops, stairwells, bathroom tiles, the cold bite of air against your bare skin, the thunder of his heart against your back. You think about those Polaroids, the way your hands shook taking them, desperate to capture the mess, the flush, the way he looked at you as if he could swallow you whole. You remember hiding them, fingers trembling as you tucked them behind old postcards, between poetry books, under sweaters, anything to keep them safe. You remember lying awake on summer nights, the shoebox in your hands, the ache between your legs a secret you’d never confess, letting your fingers slide over glossy film, wishing it was him, always wishing for more.
He doesn’t give you a single breath. Hunger coils through him like smoke, jaw crooked with need, and suddenly his grip is around your wrist, dragging, commanding, spinning you over until you’re nothing but instinct and skin, shoved down hard on your knees with your spine curved into a desperate, breaking bow. Your ass lifts high, offered up and trembling, every muscle drawn tight and aching, the stretch in your back carving you open, hips cocked and begging. He handles you like something wild and precious, turning you out, displaying you, every rough motion marking you his, every second another sharp reminder that you’re here to be devoured. “Stay just like that,” he growls, voice thick and shredded, the kind of sound that makes you ache, that has your whole body clenching, desperate for more. His palm lands heavy on your lower back, his other hand sliding up to fist your hair, yanking your head back until your throat is bare, your moan echoing against the sheets. “Fuck, look at you. This is what the camera’s for, this is what you deserve. You should be on film every day, princess. Every filthy angle. Mine forever.”
You feel the air shift before you see it, the electric, pulse-jumping crackle that always comes just before Sunghoon breaks your mind open. His hands slip away for only a second, and then there’s the low whirr and click: the unmistakable flash of a Polaroid. Your eyes go wide, your breath jerking in your throat, body going stiff and even wetter at the sound. It’s so visceral it almost feels forbidden, every memory from that feverish summer rushing up, the time you told him he should get that camera, how you’d studied his hands, his eyes, the way he watched the world like he was always collecting secrets. You’d whispered to him that a Polaroid was the only thing that fit him: instant, hungry, unable to wait, addicted to the truth of the moment. He’d just smiled, and you never knew if he remembered. Now you know. Now it’s here, the flash capturing you naked and split open, cock-drunk and wild, bouncing on his lap with nothing but need between you.
You always had a Polaroid with you, stuffed in the pocket of your faded denim jacket, tucked into the waistband of your skirt, slung over your shoulder like a charm you couldn’t lose. It was more than a habit; it was a piece of your body, something that made you visible, anchored, never just a ghost in someone else’s story. Sunghoon would tease you every time, dragging you out from behind the viewfinder, nudging your camera aside to steal a kiss, his hands gentle at first, mouth soft and amused. “You hiding again, baby? Is the real world too much for you?” You’d roll your eyes, elbow him in the ribs, and tell him everyone should have a camera; should want to hold something real, make a memory solid, keep proof that they were here, together, alive. Sometimes in the hush of midnight, tangled up in sheets and secrets, you’d lie on your stomach beside him, rattling off camera recs, talking about lenses and film and how the SX-70 would suit him: “It’s instant, but old school, just like you, Sunghoon. You want things raw. No time to second guess.” You’d trace the lines of his hand, explain how certain cameras picked up shadows, how some made bodies look golden and wild, how a wide lens would suit the way he watched everything, never missing a detail. “If you want to capture something secret,” you’d murmur, fingers gliding down his chest, “you need something you can hide, something quick and quiet and hungry. Like you.”
He’d only smile at you, tongue tucked into his cheek, sometimes telling you you were a nerd, sometimes just kissing your jaw, always promising, half-mocking, half-serious, to catch you on film someday, to pin you down in a moment you couldn’t escape. You never knew if he remembered, never knew if those hours meant as much to him as they did to you. But when you hear that familiar whirr, the crack of the flash, when you feel it, see it, know it’s not just you behind the lens anymore, everything inside you twists. You realize you’ve been collected, seen, made tangible. He remembered every word, every theory you spilled in the dark. The camera is in his hand now, and the proof is you: naked, flushed, body caught mid-bounce, mouth open, sweat shining at your hairline, eyes wild and hungry as you ride him. He’s relentless, snapping photos with one hand, the other fisted in your hair, dragging your head back so he can suck a bruise onto your throat. The flash goes off, catching the wild swing of your tits, the arch of your back, the desperate roll of your hips grinding him deeper.
It felt so wrong, so dangerously wrong.
But that summer everything shifted. The air turned thick with salt and jasmine, the days stretched long and golden under a relentless sun, and suddenly you weren’t the silly kid anymore. Your body had changed, fuller breasts that strained against the thin straps of your sundress, hips that swayed when you walked barefoot across the warm wooden deck, skin glowing with a light sheen of sweat and coconut oil. You had started catching his eyes lingering, the way his gaze would drop to the soft swell of your tits when you leaned over to grab a drink, the deliberate way you arched your back just enough to push your chest forward whenever he entered the room. You would give him long, heavy eye contact across the dinner table, lips parted, cheeks flushed, silently daring him to look away first. You would angle your body toward him on purpose, crossing your legs so the hem of your tiny denim shorts rode higher, tilting your hips when you passed him in the narrow hallway so your bare thigh brushed his.
That only made the heat between your thighs burn hotter. He was your older brother’s best friend, the same Sunghoon who had known you since you were an awkward, brace faced teenager with oversized hoodies and zero idea how to talk to boys. Back then he had only ever seen you as his best friend’s little sister: immature, loud, and forever trailing behind them with innocent questions about video games and school.
The innocence was gone, burned away under that endless summer sun two years ago. What began as stolen glances across the sun drenched porch — your sundress clinging to damp skin, his eyes darkening whenever you leaned forward — had quietly ignited into charged silences, then into frantic secret touches behind your brother’s back. His fingers would graze the soft underside of your breast when he reached past you for a glass of iced lemonade, your hand “accidentally” brushing the growing bulge in his shorts every time you squeezed by him on the narrow wooden steps. Those stolen moments quickly turned into something far more dangerous: two full summers of sneaking away from everyone, fucking everywhere you could find even five minutes of privacy, in the back seat of his car parked behind the dunes, in the outdoor shower while the waves crashed nearby, against the kitchen counter at 3 a.m. when the house was finally quiet.
You had fallen hard, no labels, no promises, just an endless, aching romance that consumed you both in secret. The passion never faded; if anything, it only grew hotter, more desperate with every hidden encounter. But while you were already in far deeper, heart tangled, emotions raw, dreaming of more than just his body, Sunghoon seemed content to float on the surface, riding the thrill of the secrecy and the intense physical connection without letting it pull him under the same way. He wanted the heat, the stolen nights, the way your body responded to him so perfectly, but he kept the strings loose, never quite ready to name what this was becoming.
Now, two years later, here you are again, clawing at his chest, nails dragging down the hard ridges of his abs as he pins you against the wall, camera in one hand, the other gripping your waist hard enough to bruise. The nostalgia of those sun soaked summers still fuels every frantic touch, every moan swallowed in the dark, but the weight of all the hiding, all the unspoken want, hangs heavier than ever. The secrecy that once made everything electric now feels like a fuse burning dangerously short. It’s only a matter of time before the fire bursts out of control, before the passion and the lies can no longer stay hidden beneath the surface.
Every click of the shutter feels filthy and sacred at once, capturing the way your tits spill out of your undone top, the way your back arches so desperately for him, the slick shine of arousal already coating your thighs. God, it was such a mess, the secrecy, the risk of your brother walking in at any moment, the way this forbidden desire had completely ruined you for anyone else. You couldn’t resist him. You didn’t want to.
Your hands scrabble at his chest, clawing down the ridge of his abs, greedy to leave marks, desperate to anchor yourself in this new reality: you are the one in front of the lens, the one being collected. The camera clicks again and again, each picture a dirty love letter, every instant a mix of worship and wreckage. All that history, the teasing, the nerd talk, the way you’d insisted a camera makes everything real, comes back in filthy, glittering waves. Sunghoon groans, voice thick and low, “You always said everyone needs proof, baby. I’m gonna make sure you never forget what you look like ruined for me.” You gasp, the sound raw and true, needing it, greedy for it, knowing that every inch of you, obsessive, shy, filthy, sweet, is finally visible, immortal, his.
The obsession in you spirals out, hungry and molten, and your hips roll faster, harder, cock buried deep as Sunghoon’s hand fists your hair, yanking your head back so he can run his mouth over your throat, over the mess of sweat and tears and arousal. His other hand doesn’t bother steadying the camera; it’s trained on you, catching every bounce of your tits, every shadow that flickers over your face, the slick heat of your cunt gripping him tight. Your hands claw at his chest, nails dragging over sharp abs, licking a filthy, trembling path down, tasting sweat and sex and memory. The Polaroid snaps again, the sound as dirty as your moans, every shot immortalizing the need in your eyes, the frantic ride of your hips. He wants all of you, wants to burn the shape of your body into film, wants proof that you were ruined like this, fucked open, lost to the rhythm, all shy, obsessive media girl grown into a monster for him.
He’s addicted to capturing you, his hands unwavering even as hunger riots in his gaze, jaw flexed hard, sweat tracing golden rivers down the column of his throat. His forearm strains, holding you exactly where he wants you, one broad hand spreading you open, thumbs painting bruises into your skin, making sure the whole world could see you if he let them. His voice drops, half-rough, half-reverent, hungry and adoring all at once. “Stay just like that, pretty girl. Let me see you, so fucking gorgeous like this, all mine, every inch spread for me. You know you deserve to be the main event, the only thing anyone should want to see. Look at you. So perfect when you’re messy, when you’re wild for me. This is what beauty looks like, my filthy, sweet whore, all soft and trembling, made to be mine.”
The lens presses cold against your flushed skin, making you shiver, his eyes never leaving where your bodies almost touch. “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, baby. Nobody could ever look this good ruined. Let me keep you like this forever. Let me make art out of youc make you my masterpiece. Smile for the camera, sweetheart. Show me how pretty you are when you’re all fucked out and begging.”
You’re a mess, hair tangled, mouth open, sweat shining down your back, every muscle trembling, your hips rocking back in desperate, feral bounces, greedy for him, greedy for the camera. “Sunghoon, fuck, take it, please,” you gasp, head dropped forward, tears streaking down your cheeks, spit pooling at your lips. He groans, low and guttural, thumb digging harder into your ass, cock sliding inside you in one brutal stroke. “God, you bounce like a whore. Look at this, look at the way you fuck yourself on me. You’re going to see how filthy you are, how much you beg for it, every inch of you stretched out, mouth open, moaning my name, never getting enough.”
You’re a summer storm caught on film: hair snarled like wind-whipped vines, sweat gleaming down your spine like brine on a tide-smoothed shell, hips rolling in ravenous waves that crest and break against the hard shoreline of his thighs. Every bounce drags a prayer from your throat, a salt-bright sob that blurs the lens as Sunghoon steadies you, thumb bruising deeper, cock carving a wet constellation inside you in one long, ruinous thrust that leaves your breath hanging like thunder in August heat. “Show me,” he murmurs, voice a riptide of praise and possession, yet somewhere in the undercurrent his silence already foreshadows all the words you will never quite trade: the labels left unspoken, the promises that float like distant clouds no wind will steer home.
The flash ignites behind your eyelids, sealing this moment in a hush of electric white, your body arched, mouth open to the sky as if swallowing starlight, while his gaze tethers you to earth, greedy, adoring, already guarding the secret the two of you will keep pressed between Polaroids like dried sea-lavender: beautiful, fragile, and too illicit to name. One day those sheets of instant heaven will yellow at the edges, and the silence between exposures will feel wider than the ocean, but tonight you’re everything, storm and shore, cloud and swell, a universe devouring itself for one impossible picture.
He snaps the shutter and light explodes, your body a fever dream caught in instant white. You’re mid-bounce, thighs quivering, ass thrown high and shameless, the slick crease of you stretched tight around his cock, every muscle flexing to keep him buried as deep as you can take him. Your spine arches in a trembling bow, skin gleaming with sweat, a stray lock of damp hair stuck to your nape. Your mouth is ruined, dropped open, drool glistening on your chin, tongue peeking pink and desperate, lips swollen and red from biting.
Your eyes flutter back, lashes sticky with tears, pupils blown wide, the thinnest rim of color left, your face gone feral, cheeks flushed, jaw slack, brows knitted in delirious, writhing want. Fingers splay wild against the sheets, nails carving half-moons as you claw for leverage, hair tangled down your back, swinging with every brutal snap of his hips. Your whole body is caught in a raw, shuddering spell: opened, taken, every inch greedy, obscene, made for him.
His cock is buried so deep you can barely think, and your tits are swinging, sweat and spit smearing your chin, your tongue lolling, the picture shaking in his hand as he thrusts up into you, harder, rougher, the camera dropping to the mattress as he claims your hips, yanking you back into every stroke.
“That’s it, princess. That’s what I want,” he snarls, voice filthy, drunk on you, worshipping and punishing at once. “I want you to see what you do to me. I want you to keep this one forever, show everyone what you look like when you’re cock-drunk and ruined, bouncing on my cock, moaning my name, whimpering like you’d die if I stopped. This is your home. This is yours. Every photo is just another way to remind you who you belong to.” The Polaroid is left trembling at the edge of the sheets, image burning into existence: your body arched, tits bouncing, ass red and high, Sunghoon’s hand marking your waist, his cock splitting you open, your face a portrait of lust, eyes gone, mouth frozen in a scream, hair wild, every inch of you begging to be ruined. The memory is forever now, and the ache in your chest promises you’ll never want anything else.
The air between you is thick, skin to skin, every inch damp and trembling as you melt into him. Sunghoon’s arms are locked around you, muscles slack but holding you close like he’ll never let go, one hand petting your hair, the other tracing lazy circles down your spine, skimming over the bruises and bite marks he left, his signature written into your skin, hot and red and so, so adored. His lips find your forehead, softer than you thought possible after everything he just did to you, pressing kisses that linger, whispered promises slipping out between breaths: “Mine. You know you’re mine. You did so good for me.” His chest is slick against yours, heartbeat wild, and you barely register the flash of the camera again until the Polaroid whirs out, half-developed, catching you tangled up, the curve of your smile slack and blissed out, your thighs splayed wide, his hands gripping your hips possessively, his own gaze glazed with obsession and pride.
You roll to your side, still knotted together, and he reaches for the little stack of film scattered on the sheets, fingertips reverent, touching each image like a holy thing. He holds up onec your tongue stretched long, licking the salt-slick trail up his abs, your eyes bright, greedy, absolutely owned and he laughs, low and fucked out, “You look so fucking desperate for me, you know that?” He flips the photo over, shoving his hand between your thighs, making you gasp, and scrawls in thick, black ink: ‘Nobody tastes like you. Nobody ever will.’ On another, the one of you riding him, mid-bounce, sweat shining on your chest and hair a mess, he writes: ‘Made for my cock. Made to be filled. My best view.’ The last, your face turned down, mouth open in a silent moan, eyes locked on him, hunger and ruin mixed together, he kisses the edge of the film, leaving the faintest mark, then scribbles: ‘Mine, even when you’re smiling. Especially when you’re breaking.’
He hands you one, just for you, his favorite, the one with your lips on his jaw, the imprint of your teeth on his neck. His voice drops to a velvet whisper. “Keep this one for when you miss me. So you remember exactly how you looked taking me. How you always will.” He presses you into his chest, Polaroids stacked on his nightstand, the world shrinking to the sound of your breath, the drag of his thumb down your spine, the aftershocks of everything you did together still making you tremble, soft and small and impossibly safe in the mess of his arms. You fall asleep to the sound of him murmuring promises, his mouth hot at your ear, still kissing your skin between every whispered vow: Mine. Mine. Mine.
The room is a haze of sweat and afterglow, your body still molded against Sunghoon’s, the slick slide of his skin beneath your palms making you ache all over again. He cups your jaw, thumb stroking your cheek, his breath hot against your ear as he murmurs low, hungry praise, words that make you shiver and clench, still so open and needy around him. The Polaroids are scattered across the sheets, but you barely see them anymore; all you can think about is the heavy weight of him inside you, the pulsing throb that refuses to let go, the way your body aches for just a little more. You tip your head down, dragging your tongue over the sharp line of his abs, tasting sweat and salt, hearing his groan, a sound that vibrates all the way through you.
“Couldn’t stay away if I tried,” you whisper, voice rough with need, licking a slow, teasing stripe up his stomach. His hand fists in your hair, guiding you, possessive, desperate, and you’re climbing onto him, knees spread, sinking down over his cock with a gasp that’s half a sob. You start to ride him again, bouncing slow and deep, the slap of skin and ragged moans filling the air, his hands gripping your hips like he’ll never let you go. The rhythm builds, sticky and frantic, your mouth moving everywhere, lips on his neck, teeth grazing his collarbone, tongue pressed flat against the dips of his body, until you’re both shuddering, right on the edge, so close you can barely breathe.
Then, out of nowhere, the whole world explodes: a violent, echoing bang that shudders through the walls, rattling the door so hard the hinges shriek. The sound is brutal, shocking, an earthquake right inside your skin. You freeze mid-bounce, your whole body seizing, cunt clenching tight around Sunghoon’s cock. Your nails dig in, scoring red lines down his chest, your gasp caught between your teeth as every muscle locks with terror. His hands go iron-hard at your hips, both your heads snapping up at the same time, breath held, eyes blown wide in the half-dark as the door shakes again, another bang, louder, angrier, the metal handle jumping in its slot. The filthy pulse of the room shatters, replaced by the blood rush in your ears, the sick jolt of being caught, every heartbeat screaming with panic, need, disbelief.
Suddenly the door booms again, harder this time, making the whole wall tremble. The noise tears straight through your bodies, shock jolting you both so hard you bounce, his cock slipping out, your knees smacking the mattress, the sharp crack of your skull colliding with Sunghoon’s chin. Both of you gasp, breath stolen, eyes wide as saucers, the heat in the room sliced away by the raw bite of panic. Before you can even breathe, Jay’s voice detonates through the wood, wild and sharp as broken glass. “Sunghoon! Open the fucking door, what the fuck are you doing in there?” The syllables crack like thunder, the force of it shuddering in your bones, sending sweat rolling cold down your back. For one wild second neither of you moves, Sunghoon’s hands bruising into your waist, your own fingers splayed, both of you frozen, hearts jackhammering, mouths parted in twin, silent gasps.
The taste of your own moan is still in your mouth, trembling there, your bodies tangled and unfinished, his cock wet and twitching against your thigh. The room feels stripped bare, electric, everything exposed to the bone; the whole world reduced to frantic heartbeats and the angry voice battering the last fragile layer of secrecy left between you.
Jay has always been your shield. Your older brother is fiercely protective, the kind of love that borders on overbearing, the one who used to check under your bed for monsters when you were little, who still texts you at midnight if you’re out late, who once threatened to fight an entire soccer team because a boy made you cry in high school. He and Sunghoon have been inseparable since elementary school, the ultimate best friends, closer than brothers in every way that matters.
They finish each other’s sentences, share the same inside jokes, and have spent years building a bond so tight it feels unbreakable. Jay trusts Sunghoon with his life, and that trust has always extended to you. To him, you’re still his baby sister, the innocent girl who used to beg for piggyback rides and fall asleep on the couch during their late night gaming sessions. He has no idea that the same best friend he calls his brother has been fucking you senseless for two summers straight, that the man he laughs with over beers is the one who leaves bruises on your hips and whispers filthy promises against your neck while you bite back moans so Jay won’t hear from the next room.
The secrecy has become its own cruel thrill, but it also carves deeper every time. Jay remains blissfully oblivious, still treating Sunghoon like family and you like fragile glass, completely unaware that the two people he loves most have been lying to his face for years. Every shared meal, every casual hangout, every “we’re just chilling” text you send him whilst Sunghoon is buried balls deep inside of you is laced with the weight of what you’re hiding. And now, with Jay’s fist pounding on the door and his voice full of suspicion, that fragile illusion feels like it’s seconds away from shattering completely.
Sunghoon’s hand is on you in an instant, his grip rough and unyielding as he drags you off the bed, Polaroids spilling from your trembling hands onto the mattress, scattering at your knees. The world narrows to the crush of his chest at your back, the iron clutch of his fingers digging into your hips, the sharp bite of the bedframe pressed against your shins. He manhandles you low, urging you down, down, shoving a knee between your thighs to force you to move. The room blurs, your knees hit the floorboards, the cold biting up through your skin as he gathers the Polaroids and thrusts them into your chest, his voice a ragged whisper right in your ear, “Hide, now.”
You’re pressed forward, your breasts scraping the edge of the mattress, the heat of his body all around you, and then his palm is splayed across your lower back, pushing, guiding, until your shoulders tuck and you’re crawling, dizzy and wild, beneath the bed. The space is cramped, Polaroids clutched to your chest, Sunghoon’s strong hands on your hips as he slides you further in, your thighs parted, the sticky ache of his cum still wet between your legs. He crouches, one arm wrapped firm around your waist as he leans in, mouth hot and biting at your jaw, “Stay. Don’t make a sound.” With a final shove, he smooths your hair back, eyes meeting yours in the shadow, and for a split second, nothing exists but his breath in your ear, his body pinning you in place, the cold press of floorboards under your skin, and the feverish scatter of Polaroids pressing sharp into your ribs.
Then his mouth finds yours, hungry, biting, his kiss all teeth and tongue, he tastes of sweat and sex and the heavy, pulsing aftermath of what you just did, like he’s sealing you up for himself one last time. His hand is rough in your hair, pulling, anchoring, his voice a whisper but sharp as a threat: “Stay quiet, pretty girl. Don’t even breathe unless you want him to hear and to kill us.” He gives you one last look, a flash of possessive heat in his eyes, and then he’s gone, standing tall, his shoulders rolling loose as if nothing’s amiss, as if your whole body isn’t still trembling and split open for him under the bed. All you can feel is the thrum of blood in your ears, the taste of Sunghoon’s mouth, the ache in your cunt, and the crushing, suffocating question, what the fuck is this life, and why does it feel so good to be the secret he keeps?
You lie there, heart slamming in your chest, sweat drying sticky down your stomach, Sunghoon’s taste still flooding your mouth, the mess between your legs refusing to fade. The Polaroids dig into your palm, every glossy edge a brand, every face and tangled limb in them another secret you’re desperate to protect. You see flashes of movement through the thin slice of light at the bottom of the bed, Sunghoon pulling his shirt over those bruised, golden shoulders, scooping up your scattered clothes, his whole body an effortless mask of composure. The air is thick with panic and unfinished hunger, the sound of your own breathing too loud, the floor cold and gritty under your knees as you curl deeper into the shadow, fingers twisted in the bedsheet and every muscle aching from the wildness he left inside you.
Then the door swings open, daylight cutting a brutal line across the room, and Jay’s voice erupts again, wild and exasperated, “Dude, you had me freaking out, why’d you lock the door? Seriously, you disappeared, what the hell are you doing in here?”
Sunghoon answers with a laugh, easy and smooth, his tone so casual it makes your jaw clench with jealousy and disbelief, wishing you could appear that unfazed. “Chill, man. I passed out, guess I needed it. Just spaced. The lock got stuck, that’s all.” You hear the scuff of their shoes, Sunghoon moving like nothing’s wrong, not a hint of the chaos he left brewing in your veins, no sign of how close you both are to being caught, the evidence hidden only by luck and speed.
You freeze beneath the bed, every nerve raw, the imprint of his cock and the pulse of your own body still throbbing between your legs, his cum sticky and obvious on your thighs, the polaroids pressed tight against your chest. You can’t move, can’t even think, every sense focused on the voices above, on the impossible act Sunghoon is pulling, cool and bright and infuriating, like he could talk his way out of any disaster, while you’re a ruined, messy secret in the dark, half-naked and breathless, drowning in the fear that any second Jay will see you, that every wild thing you just did will burst into daylight, undeniable and unfixable.
The impact from Jay’s pounding has left your world shattered and scattered, the polaroids that were on the bed now thrown everywhere, a dangerous minefield of sweat-blurred memories and glossy proof, their edges jutting from under the mattress. Sunghoon’s body moves in flashes, a hand on the laundry basket, a flick of his wrist as he shoves your bra deeper into the pile, a glance down that meets your gaze just for a heartbeat, his lips quirking in a secret, hungry smile.
He’s manhandling you with every word, every gesture, controlling the chaos with a casualness that makes you ache, makes you want to scream, makes you want to crawl out from under the bed just to be touched again.
Up above, Jay storms in, shoving the door shut behind him, voice a blunt weapon. “Bro, I’m fucking pissed. Do you have any clue what people are saying about my little sister right now?” He paces, agitation in every step. “They’re saying she’s fucking that little imbecile, that little bastard! Sunghoon, There’s rumors going around that she’s sleeping with Jake—fucking Jake of all people!—they’re all running their mouths. I swear to God, you won’t believe the stuff that I’ve just heard.” Jay throws himself onto the edge of the bed, sending a shudder through the frame that jostles the Polaroids by your ear, and you have to clamp a hand over your mouth to muffle the yelp that almost escapes.
Sunghoon doesn’t even blink, doesn’t look away from the dresser where he’s busy pretending to fold laundry. “So what? You believe them? Jake’s always talking like he’s got something to prove. You know he’s all mouth, no game.” His tone is easy, calm, like he could be half-asleep, fingers loose, spine loose, the polar opposite of your frantic, freezing nerves beneath him.
Jay huffs, letting out a sound halfway between a groan and a snarl. “I heard from Jungwon that Jake said he and Y/N are, and I quote, ‘a thing’ now. He called her his ‘midnight snack.’ What does that even mean? That guy’s an absolute fungus. He’s been following her around like a lost puppy and telling everyone she’s into him.” He glances around, eyes raking over the bed, and your whole body freezes, he spots the edge of a sock, the corner of a Polaroid peeking from under the mattress, the barely-there shadow of your ankle. You go still, breath trapped in your throat, praying he doesn’t lean closer.
Sunghoon lets out a soft, knowing laugh, his voice even lower, almost intimate. “Jake couldn’t handle her if he tried. He’s all talk, all bark, you know that. Your sister deserves better than a guy who thinks a ‘midnight snack’ is a compliment. Trust me, man, if she was really seeing someone, you’d know. She’s too smart to settle for bottom-feeders.” There’s an edge to his words, a private satisfaction, and you bristle under the bed, jealousy and pride tangling with the pulse between your legs. The way he says it, so smooth, so sure, he’s defending you, but there’s a possessive darkness hidden in his smile, a secret that makes your heart race.
Jay’s brows draw together, still fuming, but he laughs, too, the sound sharp. “You’re right. I mean, if she even looked at a guy like Jake, I’d have to hold a funeral. For both of them.” He sits up, leans forward, eyes scanning the room again, and you squeeze your eyes shut, trying to shrink yourself smaller. You can feel his gaze brush over the mess on the floor, the stray shirt, the Polaroid you nearly dropped, every detail a landmine. Your heart jerks in your chest, cold and hard and panicked. If he sees you, if Jay catches so much as a shadow of your ankle or the edge of your shirt, all hell will break loose, and you know it with a sick certainty that makes your stomach twist. Jay isn’t the kind of brother to let things slide or laugh it off; he’s sharp and emotional, the kind to flip the whole room, rip the sheets off the bed, demand answers at the top of his lungs. If he finds you now, everything you’ve shared with Sunghoon, the secret Polaroids, the trembling hush of being ruined in the dark, every filthy word and hidden touch, will come splintering into daylight, ugly and loud and impossible to explain away. You can almost see it already: Jay’s face white with shock, then flushed red with rage, his voice a battering ram, hands shaking, accusations flung like knives. There would be shouting, tears, threats, Sunghoon forced into the open, maybe even thrown out, the whole fragile thing you’ve built set on fire in an instant. All you can do is hold your breath, nails biting into your palms, praying you stay invisible, praying Jay never looks close enough to destroy everything.
Sunghoon is unflappable, moving easily, stepping between Jay and danger without a hint of panic. He nudges the laundry basket a little closer to the bed, half-hiding the evidence, his eyes flickering briefly to the mattress above you. “You worry too much, man. She’s got you wrapped around her finger. Besides, you know I’d never let anything happen to her. Especially not with Jake.” He smiles, slow and sly, and you burn, half-melted with want and rage, thinking about the way he just said your name, the way he’s still covering for you while you’re hidden, bruised, throbbing beneath the bed.
You’re shaking, every muscle locked, remembering how Sunghoon pressed you down, his hands on your hips, his mouth biting at your neck, the shock of being manhandled, the sweetness of being protected, ruined, hidden away like a secret he refuses to share. Every word between them above you is a game, Sunghoon’s mastery, Jay’s suspicion, your whole world teetering between being discovered and staying lost. The floor is gritty beneath your knees, your cunt is still wet and open, your own moans echoing in your skull, every command and threat he whispered buzzing in your veins. All you can do is wait, silent, feral, desperate to be found and terrified of it, every second stretching out until you think you might come apart from the tension.
You spot it a split second too late, a glint of glossy film half-hidden in the shadow where the bed skirt lifts, the Polaroid still fresh from the camera, edges curling, the chemical scent sharp in the air. For one blinding moment, you can’t breathe. Your hand darts out instinctively, trembling, desperate, but Jay shifts at the same time, his foot landing inches from your fingers. The photograph is right there, exposed, impossible, how did you both miss it? How did you let the evidence of everything you are, everything you’ve done, slip through the cracks of your careful mess?
Your heart lurches, a gasp clawing at your throat that you choke back just in time, but the shock is so pure it almost hurts. It’s the one he just took, the one that catches you mid-bounce, hair wild, mouth open in a silent cry, your body stretched wide, ass high and slick, Sunghoon’s hands gripping your hips, his face blurred behind you, your own eyes rolled back in pure, animal need. You stare at it, helpless, feeling the world tip sideways, cold terror settling into your bones. If Jay looks down now, if he glances at the floor, even for a second, you know what he’ll see: not just sex, but your ruin, the whole story burned into glossy, undeniable proof.
Your chest cinches shut, breath snagging like a kite caught in live wire. In that fraction of a second, the room feels like a heat-soaked end-of-August field just before lightning hits, air swollen, electric, ready to split open and spill every hidden kiss you ever tucked into dusk. You can almost taste the first drop of the storm on your tongue, the way Jay’s temper will roll in like thunder, breaking open every back-road promise, every Polaroid daydream, every night that smelled of warm asphalt and bad intent. If he looks down—if he sees—the whole golden, sweat-glazed summer collapses, and all that’s left is the sound of windows shattering under wind you can’t outrun. And somehow, impossibly, Sunghoon feels it, catches the wild flash of your panic in the shadows, the way your body shrinks and your gaze locks on the floor. His eyes meet yours, a thread pulled taut and invisible in the thick air. He doesn’t flinch, doesn’t break. Instead, in one impossibly smooth motion, he steps between Jay and the evidence, letting his foot settle right over the Polaroid, the gesture so casual it could almost be accidental.
He looks down at Jay with that slow, infuriating smile, voice liquid, easy, not a tremor to betray the disaster inches from his toes. “Hey, man. You know, for a guy who worries so much, you’re terrible at looking where you’re going. You almost stepped on my lucky sock, left it right there after practice.” His laugh is soft, a little mocking, as if nothing in the world could shake him. “I swear, you’d lose your own head if it wasn’t attached. Next time you come in here, maybe knock a little quieter, unless you want to give me a heart attack. Or see something you really, really shouldn’t.”
You lie frozen under the bed, pulse hammering, the heat of Sunghoon’s body radiating safety even through the cold floorboards. Your mind reels, terror and disbelief snared tight with the kind of raw, aching gratitude that only grows each time he proves he always knows what to do, how to shield you, how to find you even in the dark, how to erase disaster with the smallest, sharpest move. He never fumbles, never hesitates; it’s like he’s mapped every possibility, your panic and your hiding places both. Above you, Jay just snorts, completely oblivious, while Sunghoon’s heel presses down harder, grinding the evidence into the carpet, sealing the secret with a force that lets you breathe, at least for now, for this trembling, golden heartbeat, you’re still safe.
Jay’s phone buzzes, a break in the storm. He curses, muttering, “I need to go make a call. If you see or hear Jake getting too close to my sister, help me kill him, I’m serious.” He slaps Sunghoon’s shoulder on the way out, and for a second you hear their laughter, the old easy bond, but Sunghoon’s eyes are dark as he glances back at the bed, the game never dropping. You listen to the door shut, the footsteps recede, and your heart refuses to slow, your body caught in the aftershocks of sex and the trembling promise that any second, it could all be revealed.
As Jay’s footsteps finally fade, the air in the room thickens with a silence that feels as electric as it is fragile. Dust motes spin through the streaks of late light slicing beneath the bed, your breath catching in the hush, heartbeat still wild, every nerve strung between panic and relief. You’re trapped in that strange afterglow of danger, a cold sweat drying at your temples, your thighs sticky, the Polaroids pressed so tight to your chest you can almost feel the ink bleeding into your skin. Every voice from above still echoes in your ears, the heat of Sunghoon’s casual control winding around you, each word he spoke a secret touch, every well-timed laugh and lie another soft graze up your legs. For a moment, all you can do is hold yourself small and silent, replaying the image of Jake in your mind and hating the taste of jealousy on your tongue, the ache of wishing Sunghoon would just name you, keep you, mark you so boldly that there would be nothing left to hide.
Then you hear him, soft steps, the quiet scrape of knees against hardwood, the hush of fabric sliding low. Sunghoon drops down to your level, his shadow shifting into the narrow slant of golden light, hands finding your ankles first, warm and sure, tugging you gently further into the darkness where only the two of you exist. He fits himself into the cramped space, face close to yours, his eyes gone dark and glassy in the thin beam that cuts across his cheekbones. His hands roam up your thighs, gentle but greedy, kneading the mess he left behind, his touch filthy and reverent in the same breath.
“That’s my good girl,” he whispers, voice a velvet scrape, half praise and half a secret taunt meant only for you. “You hid so well for me. Stayed so quiet, so sweet, almost like you like being my little secret.” He lets his lips drag over your jaw, slow and possessive, and every word is a caress and a threat, as if he’s reminding you of every time he’s tucked you away and every time he’ll do it again. His fingers slide higher, pushing the Polaroids aside to find skin, pressing a bruising kiss to the inside of your knee. “You’re mine, you know that?” he murmurs, the words curling into your marrow, his gaze sharp enough to cut.
A pulse of jealousy and want rips through you at the memory of Jake’s name, how Sunghoon deflected, how he never flinched, how you wish he’d say more, do more, claim you out loud. The ache in your chest is wild and tangled, the ache between your legs hotter still, every part of you desperate for the freedom of his hands, the comfort of being seen again after so long in the dark. He sees it, feels it, maybe, the way your body is still wound so tight it trembles and in the hush under the bed, he lets his forehead fall to yours, his breath heavy, mingling with yours.
For a long, hushed heartbeat neither of you speak; the air flutters with everything unspoken. Sunghoon lifts one trembling hand and slowly tucks a loose strand behind your ear, the backs of his fingers skimming your temple like he’s afraid you might dissolve if he presses any harder. His thumb lingers on the curve of your cheek, tracing the warmth there in silent wonder, and you both swallow, one shared, soundless gulp that feels heavier than any promise you’ve ever spoken aloud. When his hand finally drifts lower, his touch is feather-light, almost reverent, fingers brushing the inside of your thigh just to feel the way you shiver. He doesn’t push, doesn’t rush; he only cups you gently, testing the slick heat with a sigh that sounds closer to awe than hunger, as if he’s recognizing something sacred in the softness, in the ache, in the way you’re still his even after all the chaos. You find his gaze, wide and dark, and in that fragile space between breaths it feels like you’re both standing on the edge of something deeper, something tender and terrifying wondering if this hush might matter just as much as the wildfire that came before. “So messy for me,” he breathes, voice half-laughing, half-growl, his lips ghosting over yours. “Still scared?” he asks, but it sounds like a challenge, not a question. He kisses you, hungry, deep, swallowing every shiver and every unsaid thing, the pent-up ache in your chest breaking loose and blooming out into the dark.
You hardly register the way Sunghoon’s hands move, only that they’re everywhere at once, steadying your hips, guiding you up and out of the shadows, then pulling you into his lap with a grip that feels both reverent and ravenous. Your knees scrape the floor, sticky with sweat and dust, thighs trembling as you straddle him, your breath stuttering when you reach between your bodies and line him up, still so hard it hurts. The room is dusky and hot, the hush broken only by the ragged sound of your need and the wet slide as you sink down on his cock, slow and shaking, so full you can barely breathe. He stretches you open, your cunt still slick and swollen from before, the ache between your legs blooming into something feverish and wild. His fingers dig into your ass, leaving fresh marks over old bruises, the mess of his cum and yours smeared between your bodies, your head falling forward until your forehead touches his, both of you breathing each other’s panic, each other’s relief.
You start to move, the rhythm ragged and hungry, grinding down until you’re gasping, each thrust a new, dark shockwave that steals the world away. He mutters your name, low and hoarse, praise tangled with possession, a string of filth and promise that keeps you tethered only to him. The Polaroids lie scattered on the floor like fallen stars, each one a snapshot of ruin, each one proof that you belong to this: to the danger, to the secrecy, to the wild ache of being seen and claimed and hidden all at once. It’s all so deep, so messy, your bodies crashing together in a fever that feels endless, as if the summer itself has split open just for you, spilling out every mad secret you ever dared to keep. And you know, in the dark press of his hands, the bruising fullness of him inside you, that you’re past the point of no return, your fate sealed like a bad wish at midnight, a wildfire in a field of dry grass, the two of you doomed to keep burning for each other as long as the heat holds, as long as summer madness keeps swallowing the sun, one reckless, ruined fuck at a time.
Your hips grind down in a slow, vicious roll, claiming every inch of him until he’s seated to the hilt and you feel the blunt ache of him against your cervix, too deep, too perfect, exactly how you want him. Wet heat drips down his length, slicking his thighs and yours, pooling where your bodies crash together. You claw one hand into his hair, yanking his head back so you can stare into his eyes, both of you half-wild, half-wrecked, pupils blown so wide it looks like the darkness itself lives inside you. “Mine,” you hiss, voice shredded from too much silence and too much need. Your fingers tighten until he winces, and the sound is a drug, proof that you can hurt him, mark him, own him just as thoroughly as he’s owned you. He answers with a groan that’s half-pain, half-ecstasy, hands bruising your hips as if he could brand his name into your bones.
You rock harder, haze thick and shimmering, sweat and cum smeared into a slick tattoo across your bellies. Every thrust drags another gasp out of both of you, sweet and ugly and desperate, until the room feels suffocated by the scent of sex and jealousy and a love so sharp it cuts. He catches your mouth in a brutal kiss, teeth clacking, tongues tangling, your breath mingling into one ragged exhale that tastes like panic and summer peaches gone overripe. You bite his lip until copper blooms between you, and he moans against your tongue, the sound a confession: he likes the pain, needs the claim. You swallow it down, greedy, arching your back to grind deeper, to keep him exactly where you want him, trapped inside you, nowhere to run from the ruin you’re both carving into each other.
Polaroids litter the floor like broken promises, each glossy square flashing a frozen moment of you split open, him buried deep, both of you glowing with sweat and sin. They taunt you: proof, possession, danger. You dig your nails into his shoulders, leaving crescent moons that will sting for days, and he drags you closer, arms locked tight around your waist as if you might vanish if he lets go. The rhythm turns savage, bodies slamming together, mess squelching between you, until every thrust feels like tearing open a wound you can’t stop licking. It’s bliss edged with dread, pleasure poisoned by the knowledge that owning each other this hard can only end in fire. But you can’t stop, you don’t want to, because nothing else feels half this real, half this alive. In the thick, shimmering dark, you breathe him in, tasting salt and blood and something almost like fear, and you ride him deeper, harder, the word “mine” echoing in your throat and in his fists, until the only truth left in the world is the filthy, beautiful way you destroy each other.
𝐀 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑
Despite everything, the world keeps shifting, summer’s haze burning off until the light turns sharp, the air thinner, the sun a little more golden and ruthless as autumn tightens around the town. Leaves scrape the campus pavement, the first breath of cold threading through your open window. You count the weeks in chillier mornings and new routines, your body learning the ache of longing in a new language: you and Sunghoon circling each other like ghosts, every shared hallway a battlefield of stolen glances and things unsaid. You have managed—against all your own desperate instincts—to avoid him, and he has done the same, both of you keeping to the silent agreement drawn up after Jay almost caught everything in the glow of a single, disastrous night.
You still replay the aftermath in your head, what would have happened if Jay found the Polaroid, if he caught the wild, fucked up secret you and Sunghoon had written all over each other. You both knew it would burn your world down—family, friendships, every soft memory you had ever built. That fear was sharp enough to make you promise: no more risk, no more secret meetings, no more excuses for why your lips tasted like summer and sin. You told yourselves you could wait, that caution was just another kind of love. But that is a lie you choke on every morning.
It is fucking painful, gut-wrenching, to stay away from him. You miss everything: his hands greedy on your hips, his laugh at midnight when the whole world feels loose and dangerous, the heat of his chest pressed against your back. You ache for his cock, thick and perfect, the way he fills you until you are shaking, the way he bites down on your shoulder just to muffle the sounds you make. You crave his voice in your ear, his palm splayed possessively over your ribs, his mouth ghosting your collarbone as if he could mark you through sheer will.
Sometimes the need gets unbearable. You lie alone in the dark dorm room while Saerin is out, the window cracked open so the late-summer heat can crawl in like a living thing. The fan spins uselessly overhead, barely stirring the thick air. You pull out the old shoebox from under your bed, the one stuffed with Polaroids no one else will ever see. Your hands shake as you spread them across the sheets, images of you bent over in stairwells, mouth open around him, eyes glassy with tears of pleasure; you riding him on the rooftop at dawn, tits bouncing, his hands bruising your waist; you on your knees in the diner bathroom, his cock down your throat while the jukebox played outside. The glossy squares catch the weak lamplight, every frozen second screaming how completely he once owned you.
You listen to the old voice messages he sent you that summer, the ones you saved and never deleted. His voice fills the quiet room, low and rough and filthy, recorded in stolen moments when he could not touch you. “Miss your tight little pussy already… thinking about how you clenched around me last night… fuck, baby, I can still feel you dripping down my cock.” You play them on loop, volume low, earbuds in so Saerin won’t hear if she comes back early. His words sink into your skin like teeth. You touch yourself to them, fingers sliding through your own slick, circling your clit, then pushing inside while his recorded groans play again and again. You moan his name into the pillow, hips rolling desperately, chasing the memory of his weight, his stretch, his heat. The orgasm hits hard but hollow, leaving you shaking and empty, tears slipping down your cheeks because it is never enough. You come whispering “Hoonie… Hoonie...” into the humid night, but the release only sharpens the ache.
Living like this, balancing on the knife-edge of exposure, suffocating in secrecy, your body thrumming with unsatisfied need, is a kind of slow torture. Every day you press your nails into your palm and tell yourself you are doing the right thing, but you know the truth: every hour away from him is another hour spent wanting, aching, cursing the world for making it so fucking hard to love the one person who feels like home.
He has been keeping his distance too, but that only makes it worse. You catch glimpses of him across campus, shirt clinging to his shoulders after practice, sweat darkening the fabric, hair damp and pushed back, jaw sharp in the golden light. He looks so fucking sexy it hurts, every line of him screaming the man who used to pin you against walls and fuck you until you cried his name. You want to be all over him. You want to shove him into the nearest empty classroom, drop to your knees, and take him down your throat until he forgets why you are supposed to stay apart. You want his hands in your hair, his cock stretching you open, his voice breaking as he tells you how much he missed ruining you.
Instead you lie here alone, summer heat pressing down like a second skin, Polaroids scattered around you like ghosts. You’re going crazy with it—the constant throb between your legs, the way your body remembers every thrust, every bite, every filthy word he ever growled against your neck. You touch yourself again, slower this time, fingers slick and desperate, imagining it is him filling you, owning you, while the fan spins uselessly and the night outside hums with cicadas and distant laughter you are no longer part of.
You’re losing your mind in the sweetest, most heartbreaking way—crushed under the weight of a summer romance that refuses to die even as the season itself begins to end.
The memory hits you like the first blast of heat off asphalt, sharp and unrelenting, even now.
It is two weeks after the close call under the bed. The air is thick with late-summer humidity, the kind that clings to your skin and makes every breath feel heavy. You are in Sunghoon’s dorm room again, the one place that still feels like yours even though you both know it cannot stay that way. The window is cracked open, letting in the distant hum of cicadas and the low throb of music from someone’s party across the quad. The fairy lights Saerin strung up weeks ago are the only glow in the room, soft gold bleeding across his bare chest as he sits on the edge of the mattress.
You’re straddling his lap, knees sinking into the sheets, your tank top already shoved up around your ribs. His hands are everywhere, possessive, greedy, sliding up your back, cupping your breasts, thumbs brushing your nipples until they tighten under his touch. His cock is deep inside you, thick and hot, stretching you open with every slow roll of your hips. The wet sound of your bodies moving together fills the small room, slick and obscene, your breath catching every time he presses up to meet you.
Sunghoon’s forehead rests against yours, eyes half-lidded, dark and hungry. His mouth finds your throat, sucking a slow, open-mouthed kiss there, teeth grazing just enough to make you shiver. “Fuck, Y/N,” he groans against your skin, voice low and rough, “you feel so good. Always so fucking good for me.” His hands grip your ass harder, guiding you down onto him again, deeper, until you whimper and bury your face in his neck.
For a moment it feels perfect, the kind of heated, desperate intimacy you have been starving for. But then his rhythm falters. He is still beneath you, chest rising fast, and you feel the shift before he even speaks.
“We have to end this,” he says quietly, the words cutting through the haze like cold water.
You freeze, hips still pressed flush to his, his cock buried to the hilt inside you. Your heart stutters.
“Jay’s getting suspicious,” Sunghoon continues, voice tight, strained. His hands stay on your hips, holding you there even as the words land. “He asked me yesterday why I’ve been acting weird around you. He’s not stupid. One more slip and he’ll figure it out. I can’t keep doing this in secret, Y/N. I can’t keep sneaking around like we’re something dirty. I want to fuck you openly. I want to touch you in front of everyone. I want to kiss you in the middle of the quad without looking over my shoulder. I want you without fear.”
His voice cracks on the last part, raw and frustrated. He rolls his hips once, slow and deliberate, pushing deeper into you as if to emphasize the point, as if the feel of you around him is the only thing keeping him from falling apart. You gasp, nails digging into his shoulders, tears already burning at the corners of your eyes.
“I want you so fucking bad it hurts,” he murmurs, forehead pressed to yours again, breath hot against your lips. “I want to take you to the diner and pull you onto my lap in front of everyone. I want to slide my hand under your skirt while we’re sitting with the group and feel how wet you get for me. I want to stop pretending. But we can’t. Not like this. Not if it means losing everything.”
The words sink in, heavy and final. You are still rocking against him, slow and desperate, tears slipping silently down your cheeks now. Anger flares hot in your chest, anger at him for saying it, anger at the situation, anger at yourself for wanting him so much it feels like drowning.
“You’re the one who started this,” you whisper, voice trembling, slightly sharp with hurt. “You’re the one who pulled me back in. And now you’re the one ending it?” You grind down harder, almost punishing, chasing the friction even as your heart cracks open. “I hate you for this. I hate how much I still want you.”
Sunghoon groans, low and broken, hands tightening on your hips as he thrusts up into you once, twice, hard enough to make you cry out. “I know,” he breathes against your mouth, kissing you messy and desperate, tasting your tears. “I know, baby. I’m sorry. But I can’t keep hiding you. I can’t keep pretending you’re not everything to me.”
He kisses you again, deeper, slower, his cock still buried inside you, the heat between you unbearable. You are crying openly now, angry tears mixing with the overwhelming ache of pleasure and loss. Your body keeps moving, chasing him even as your heart fractures, because letting go feels impossible.
The summer heat presses in through the open window, sticky and relentless, wrapping around the two of you like a final, suffocating embrace. You come like that — tears on your cheeks, his name a broken sob on your lips — and Sunghoon follows right after, holding you tight like he never wants to let go.
But you both know he has to.
The memory fades, leaving you alone in the present, chest tight, body aching with a need that has nowhere left to go. The distance you both agreed to feels heavier than ever, and yet every glimpse of him in the hallway still sets your skin on fire. You want to be all over him. You want to crawl into his lap and never leave. You want the version of him that fucks you openly, touches you openly, claims you without fear.
Instead, you press your nails into your palm and keep walking.
Living like this — balancing on the knife-edge of exposure, suffocating in secrecy, your body thrumming with unsatisfied need — is a kind of slow torture. Every day, you press your nails into your palm and tell yourself you’re doing the right thing, but you know the truth: every hour away from him is another hour spent wanting, aching, cursing the world for making it so fucking hard to love the one person who feels like home.
The sun hangs heavy and golden, the kind of late summer light that makes everything feel like it’s melting at the edges. You and Jake are parked on the hood of his old Civic at the edge of the quarry, legs dangling over the warm metal. The lake stretches out below like spilled ink under a sky that is starting to bruise pink and orange. The air smells like cut grass and distant bonfire smoke. Cicadas scream their endless chorus, and the faint sweetness of melting ice cream drips down your fingers.
Jake’s shirt is open, the thin white cotton unbuttoned almost all the way, flapping lazily in the breeze. His chest is sun-warmed and smooth, a faint sheen of sweat catching the light across his collarbones and the lean cut of his abs. He looks stupidly good like this, hair messy from the wind, sunglasses pushed up into it, that easy half-smile that always makes the corner of his mouth twitch like he is thinking about something dirty but pretending he isn’t. He licks a slow stripe up his own ice cream cone, strawberry dripping over his knuckles, and laughs when you nudge his shoulder with yours.
“Stop staring,” he teases, voice low and warm, handing you another napkin before the cherry syrup runs down your wrist. “You’re gonna make me think you actually like me or something.”
You roll your eyes but smile, the kind of smile that feels easy with him. The two of you have always been like this, close, comfortable, the kind of friendship that slips into something flirty without ever quite crossing the line. He has been there through every late night diner shift, every dumb story, every time you needed someone who didn’t ask too many questions. Tonight it feels softer, slower, the kind of summer evening that makes you want to believe things could be simple.
You lick at your own cone, the cold sweetness cutting through the heat, and for a moment you let yourself lean into his side. His arm drapes loosely around your shoulders, thumb brushing your bare skin where your tank top strap has slipped. It is nice. Comfortable. Safe.
Then Jake clears his throat, the sound a little too careful. He sets his ice cream down on the hood, the cone already starting to melt into a pink puddle.
“Y/N,” he says, voice quieter now, serious in a way that makes your stomach dip. “I need to tell you something.”
You turn to look at him. The sun is behind him, turning the edges of his hair gold, highlighting the sharp line of his jaw and the way his eyes have gone soft and nervous all at once.
“I like you,” he says, simple and direct, no teasing left in his tone. “I’ve always had a thing for you. Since we were kids running around the same cul-de-sac, stealing bikes and eating popsicles on the curb. It’s never really gone away. I thought… that maybe this summer, before everything changes, I could finally say it. I want to get to know you more. For real. Not just as friends. I want to take you out, kiss you without wondering if I’m imagining the way you look at me sometimes.”
The words land warm and heavy. Jake is looking at you like you are the only thing in the whole damn town that matters right now. His hand slides down to rest on your knee, thumb stroking slow circles. He is beautiful in the dying light, open shirt, flushed cheeks, that gentle, hopeful smile that makes your chest ache in a different way.
For a second you let yourself imagine it. Letting go. Moving on. Letting your heart feel free instead of this constant, suffocating pull toward someone you are not supposed to want. Maybe if you tried… maybe it would stop hurting so much.
You don’t answer with words. You lean in and kiss him instead.
Jake makes a soft surprised sound against your mouth, then his hand comes up to cup the back of your neck, pulling you closer. The kiss starts sweet, strawberry-sweet, sun-warm but quickly turns deeper. You shift, swinging one leg over so you are straddling his lap on the hood of the car, the metal still radiating heat through your shorts. His hands settle on your hips, thumbs brushing under the hem of your tank top, and you rock against him, slow and experimental, feeling the way he hardens beneath you.
He groans quietly into the kiss, tongue sliding against yours, one hand sliding up your back under your shirt. It feels good. Safe. His mouth is warm and eager, his body solid and familiar. You grind down a little harder, chasing friction, trying to lose yourself in it, trying to make your heart listen.
But your heart does not listen.
It keeps drifting somewhere else, to darker eyes, to a voice that says your name like a secret, to hands that know exactly how to ruin you and put you back together in the same breath. Every roll of your hips feels like performance. Every soft sound you make feels hollow.
Jake pulls back first.
His hands are gentle on your waist, steadying you. His forehead rests against yours for a second, breath shaky, before he shakes his head slowly. When he looks at you, his eyes are bright with something that looks too much like pain.
“Y/N…” he murmurs, voice rough. “I can feel you shaking. Your heart isn’t in it.”
The words hit like cold water. You freeze on his lap. The summer breeze suddenly feels too sharp against your skin. Tears prick hot at the corners of your eyes before you can stop them. You slide off him, sitting beside him on the warm hood instead, knees drawn up, arms wrapped around yourself like that might hold everything together.
Jake does not push. He just sits there, shirt still open, ice cream long forgotten and melting between you, waiting.
You swallow hard, voice cracking when it finally comes out.
“I… I really like Sunghoon,” you whisper, the confession tasting like rust and summer fruit left too long in the sun. “I’ve liked him for years. That summer, it wasn’t just messing around. We were together, in secret but it was real. We made love everywhere, stairwells, rooftops, the backseat of Jay’s car while everyone was inside laughing. We went on so many dates and spent so much time together. A few days ago we… we almost got caught. Jay was right outside the door and I was under the bed with Polaroids of us scattered everywhere, still wet from him, still shaking. It was terrifying. And amazing. And I can’t stop thinking about him. Every time I try to move on, every time I tell myself I should, my heart just… it goes right back to him.”
Tears slip down your cheeks now, hot and quiet. Jake listens without interrupting, his jaw tight, eyes fixed on the lake like he is trying to hold himself together.
“I know it’s stupid,” you say, voice breaking. “He left before. He’s Jay’s best friend. It could ruin everything. But I can’t… I can’t pretend anymore. I really like him, Jake. I think I’m in love with him.”
The silence stretches, thick and heavy with summer heat and unsaid things. Jake’s shoulders drop. When he finally speaks, his voice is raw, cracked right down the middle.
“Fuck,” he breathes, a short, broken laugh that doesn’t reach his eyes. “That… that hurts more than I thought it would.”
He rubs a hand over his face, then looks at you — really looks at you — with eyes that are wet and honest and so full of love it makes your chest cave in.
“But I get it,” he says quietly. “I’ve seen the way you light up when his name comes up, even when you try to hide it. I’ve seen the way you look at him when you think no one’s watching. If what you have with Sunghoon is real… if it’s the kind of thing that makes you shake and cry and still want to run toward it… then you should go for it, Y/N. Follow your heart. Don’t settle for safety. Don’t settle for me just because I’m here and I’m easy.”
He reaches over and brushes a tear from your cheek with his thumb, the touch gentle, aching.
“I will always love you,” he says, voice thick. “But I love you enough to want your happiness more than I want you for myself. And if Sunghoon is the one who can make you happy — really happy, the kind that doesn’t leave you crying on car hoods — then go get him. Tell him. Stop hiding. You deserve that.”
You lean into his side, forehead against his shoulder, and he wraps an arm around you, holding you while the sun slips lower and the cicadas keep screaming like nothing in the world has changed.
The ice cream has completely melted now, pink rivers running across the hood, sticky and sweet and gone too fast, just like every perfect summer thing.
But for the first time in weeks, something in your chest feels a little lighter. Scared, yes. Terrified, actually. But lighter.
Because maybe Jake is right.
Maybe it’s time to stop hiding.
A week later the dorm room feels smaller than ever, the air thick and sticky with leftover summer heat that refuses to break even after dark. Saerin is snoring softly across the hallway, one arm flung over her head, the faint glow of her flip phone charger casting a weak blue line across the ceiling. You’re locked in, door bolted, lights off, the only illumination coming from your own flip-phone screen resting on your bare stomach. The fan in the corner hums uselessly, doing nothing to cool the fever crawling under your skin.
You scroll through the hidden album, thumb trembling as each Polaroid loads in grainy, vivid color. There’s the one from the rooftop at dawn, your back arched against the shingles, Sunghoon’s mouth between your thighs, the sky behind him bleeding soft pink and gold while his hands gripped your hips like he was afraid the wind would take you. There’s the diner booth shot, your legs spread under the table, his fingers buried deep while the jukebox played some old Yeah Yeah Yeahs song and cherry syrup dripped down your wrist. There’s the backseat of Jay’s car, fogged windows, your face pressed to the glass, mouth open in a silent cry as Sunghoon fucked you slow and deep from behind, one hand fisted in your hair, the other holding the camera so the flash caught the exact moment your eyes rolled back. Each image is summer itself, sticky skin, cicada hum, the metallic taste of want in the back of your throat and every single one makes the ache between your legs throb harder.
You’re already touching yourself, two fingers sliding through the slick mess between your thighs, circling your clit with desperate little strokes while your other hand clutches the phone tighter. The room is quiet except for the wet sound of your fingers and your own ragged breathing. You come the first time staring at the rooftop Polaroid, hips jerking, a broken whimper of his name slipping out before you can bite it back. It’s not enough, it’s never enough.
Your thumb hovers, then you open the messaging screen and type with shaking fingers. You know that Sunghoon is working an overnight shift at the VHS store, alone in the quiet aisles surrounded by old tapes.
Your pulse thuds in your throat. You sit up, knees splayed, and slide two slick fingers inside, slow, greedy, curling just so, while the other hand fumbles for the flip phone. The tiny lens catches the wet glint, the tremor of your hand; the photo comes out crooked and too intimate, every pixel obscene. A warm Polaroid rests on your thigh as you press deeper, hips pitching, breath coming in sharp, needy pulls. Heat blooms behind your eyes, your muscles clench around nothing and everything, and you watch the grainy image on the screen, then, with a soft, reckless laugh, you tap send. The message vanishes and your body unravels a little more, fingers moving faster, breath ragged, already burning for what comes next.
A minute later your phone vibrates. The photo he sends is dark and filthy, his hand wrapped tight around the slick length of him, thick and swollen, the tip catching the light so it gleams; a bead of pre cum clings to his fingers and the veins stand out like cords. His abs flex in the dim glow of the lamp, skin shining, every plane of him alive and impatient. The voice note beside it lands in your ear like a whisper against your throat: low, rough, deliberate. “See how hard I am for you,” he says, slow enough that you feel each syllable press against your skin. “I’m thinking about the way you’ll take me, quiet and greedy, how you’ll look up with those wet eyes when I make you beg.” His breath rasps once, then softer: “I want you dripping for me. I want you to know every mark I’ll leave.”
The phone barely rings once before Sunghoon’s voice crashes through the line, raw and urgent, thick with the kind of hunger that makes your stomach drop. “Y/N,” he growls, no hello, no softness, just the low scrape of his breath like he’s already stroking himself behind the VHS counter on this dead quiet overnight shift. “Fuck, I’ve been hard since your last text. Tell me you’re touching that greedy little pussy right now. I need to hear how wet you are for me, baby. Spread those legs wider and fuck yourself like you’d let me bend you over the register and ruin you if I was there.”
You moan instantly, fingers plunging deeper, the wet sounds loud and obscene through the speaker as you obey without thinking. Sunghoon’s breathing turns ragged, urgent, his voice dropping into a filthy growl between his own strokes. “That’s it, fuck, listen to how sloppy you sound. You’re so fucking desperate tonight, aren’t you? Needy little slut dripping all over your sheets just from my voice. You’re lucky it’s a quiet night at the store, no one here to hear me telling you how bad I want to choke you while I breed that tight cunt until you’re shaking and crying my name. Keep moaning for me, baby. Louder. Let me hear how badly you need my cock splitting you open.”
You press the phone harder to your ear so you can feel the vibration against your skin, his voice a low animal rasp that makes your spine go electric. “Tell me everything,” he orders, no softness, just want. You answer in ragged gasps, fingers pistoning faster, the bed creaking under the rhythm of your hips.
The Polaroids burn against your chest like brands, glossy edges sticking to sweat-slick skin as you trace one with a trembling fingertip, desperate to pull him out of the paper and into your body. “I’m looking at the one where you pinned me to your car,” you whisper, voice cracking with raw need. “I remember the way you pressed your full weight into my back, your cock so deep I could feel you all the way in my throat. I remember the burn of your thumb on my pulse, holding me down while you fucked me like you owned every inch of me.”
He laughs, a short, cruel, hungry sound that shoots straight to your cunt and makes fresh slick drip down your fingers. “Yeah? Remember how you begged me to stop being gentle, baby? How you cried and clawed at the seat and told me to ruin you, to fuck you harder until you couldn’t walk?” Your mouth falls open around a sound that’s half laugh, half broken sob, and you shove three fingers so deep the stretch borders on pain, delicious and impossible, your walls fluttering greedily around them as if they could ever be enough.
“I’m so fucking obsessed with you,” you gasp, hips jerking, thumb grinding hard on your swollen clit. “I want your cock splitting me open right now. I want you to choke me, spit in my mouth, breed me until I’m leaking you for days. Please, Sunghoon— I’m losing my mind without you inside me.”
He paints pictures with words while you answer like a metronome for him. “I’d flip you over the hood and make you watch me when I take you,” he murmurs, voice low and velvet-rough, the kind that slides under your skin and curls hot in your belly. “You’d look at me with that stupid, wet face and try to bite down the beautiful sounds that you make.” Your thumb works your clit in tight, frantic circles, timing yourself to the cadence of his breathing; every syllable from him is a stroke to your nerve endings, electric and unrelenting. “Say it,” he commands, the word dark and greedy. “Say you want me to mark you.”
You don’t hesitate. “I need you to mark me,” you breathe, voice thin as spun sugar. “I want your teeth, your name across my throat, your spit in my mouth.” He curses into the receiver and it vibrates against the mattress like a small, obscene drum. The room narrows to the press of his voice and the ache that coils through your pelvis, the rest of the world falling away to a single desperate need.
He gets mean when he wants you to break, words slick with possession. “You’re mine when you make that face,” he says, slowly, tasting the ownership. “You know how it looks when you can’t keep your hands off yourself thinking of me. Keep going. Make those wet sounds for me.” You oblige, louder now, fingers hammering, the speaker catching every slick, obscene slurp. The noise is obscene enough to make you hot with shame and thrill at once; the knowledge that your roommate might stir and hear only sharpens the sense of being exposed and owned. “Pretend I’m slamming into you from behind,” he whispers, “hard enough that your throat clenches and your knees want to give out.” You press your palm flat against the mattress and shove faster, a low keening building in your chest until you cannot form whole sentences, only broken pleas and names and filthy little promises.
His voice is deep and sultry, smoke-wrapped velvet that drags slow across every raw nerve, each word dripping with greedy heat as you fuck yourself harder. You circle your clit with two slick fingers, fast and tight, then slow it down to a torturous grind when he tells you to, edging yourself exactly how he wants, thighs trembling, hips jerking off the bed. The ache builds sharp and electric under his command, your pussy clenching around three fingers while your other hand pinches and rolls your swollen clit, every filthy syllable from him making fresh slick drip down your wrist. You’re so close it hurts, breath coming in broken gasps, body arched and desperate, completely owned by the low, possessive rumble of his voice telling you exactly how he would ruin you if he were there.
The escalation is relentless. He tells you to set the phone closer, audacious and clinical, and you wedge it between your thighs with reckless obedience so his voice is literally inside your cunt. The speaker picks up the wet, rhythmic music of your hand, a soundtrack to his control. “Say how you want me to ruin you,” he orders. “Say how you’ll take every bruise as a medal.”
Your words are sticky and unwantedly honest. “I want you to ruin me. I want you to bruise me where everyone can see.” He answers with a flood of images, counter edges, palm prints, the sting of a slap, each one carving a hotter, more urgent hollow in your stomach. Your thumb moves so hard it hurts; the delicious pain is a counterpoint to the pressure building behind your ribs. Heat racks your body into a sob, and the way his voice tightens at the edges tells you he’s close, too.
When you tell him you’re nearly there, he goes for the last brutal mile. “Scream for me,” he hisses, cruel and needy. “Scream and make it mine.” You obey, letting your voice tear out of you raw and ragged, hips pitching to meet your own hand. Memory fragments, last summer’s sheets, the greasy taste of his mouth, the way he swallowed your name, flash like film through your skull and feed the swell. Your body folds over the edge of the orgasm like a broken thing, pulsing, clamping around nothing but the fantasy of his cock, and you feel the release come like an avalanche: hot, sudden, violent. Your fingers knot in your hair, your legs tremble, and the noise you make is big and unignorable.
“Show me your clit right now,” he growls suddenly, voice cracking with raw, obsessive hunger. “Pull those pretty lips open and let the camera see how swollen and dripping you are for me. I want to watch you throb while you cum again.” You obey instantly, spreading yourself wide with trembling fingers, angling the flip phone so the grainy lens catches the slick, puffy folds and your clit standing out hard and aching. The flash of the camera goes off as you send the photo, and his reaction is immediate, a deep, guttural moan that vibrates through the speaker like thunder, thick and desperate, the sound of a man losing control. “Fuck, look at that greedy little clit, all red and begging. You’re so fucking wet it’s dripping down your ass. I can see it pulsing for me, baby. You’re mine, every swollen inch of you is mine.”
He keeps moaning, low and filthy, the wet slap of his fist growing louder as he strokes his own thick cock, the heavy length throbbing in his grip while he stares at the photo you sent. “God, I’m so hard it hurts,” he groans, voice breaking with greedy obsession. “My cock is so thick and heavy right now, veins standing out, the head all shiny and leaking pre-cum just thinking about slamming into that tight, dripping pussy. I wish it was you wrapped around me instead of my hand, Y/N. I wish I was buried balls-deep in that hot, sloppy cunt, stretching you open until you scream, fucking you so hard the bed shakes while you milk every drop out of me. I’d fill you up until it leaks down your thighs, then flip you over and do it again, because I can’t get enough of ruining you.”
Silence follows that fragility for a breath, then his voice, small and strangled, breaks it: “I’m falling apart too.” The sound of him finishing is messy and humiliating in the best way, each guttural gasp broadcast against your inner ear like summer thunder rolling low over the lake. You curl, still shaking, and press the Polaroids to your chest like small, sweaty relics of every golden afternoon you stole together. The two of you lie in the aftershock over the phone, breathing shared across distance, the line a thin, charged thread still humming with heat and the faint promise of something more. “Sleep if you can,” he murmurs, possessive and soft for a second, like the boy who once kissed your forehead at dawn and made the whole world feel possible. “Dream about who I’ll be when I get to you.” You whisper yes, mouth full of him and the sticky ache of want, and the world tilts back into its soft, sticky reality, sheets tangled like humid vines, Polaroids smeared with the faint gloss of your tears and his imagined touch, your pulse slow and still buzzing from the echo of his voice.
The dorm room is thick with late summer heat that clings to skin like honey left too long in the sun. You stand in front of the cracked mirror wearing a tiny white babydoll top that ties at the front, the thin cotton barely containing your breasts and leaving most of your midriff bare, the hem fluttering just below your ribs. Your skirt is short and flouncy, retro cherry-red with tiny white polka dots, the kind of thing that flips up with every step and shows the soft curve where thigh meets ass. Saerin is beside you in an even more dangerous outfit, a cropped baby tee in faded baby blue that says “Kiss Me” in glittery script across her chest, paired with denim cut offs so short the pockets hang lower than the hem, her long legs glistening with shimmer oil that catches the light like dew on morning grass. Both of you look like walking summer sin: bare shoulders, glossy lips, hair loose and messy from the humidity, flip-flops swapped for strappy sandals that make your legs look endless. The air smells like coconut sunscreen, cherry lip gloss, and the faint smoke from someone’s distant bonfire drifting through the open window.
The Lantern Walk is the final summer ritual everyone in town knows by heart, but its purpose is quieter and more electric than any bonfire offering. It’s the night the whole town gathers at the old quarry lake to send wishes and secrets forward on glowing paper lanterns that float across the black water like tiny floating stars. Everyone carries a lantern on a string, some simple white, some painted with glitter or scribbled messages no one else will ever read and at midnight they light them together, letting the warm glow lift into the dark sky or drift out over the lake, carrying hopes, confessions, and the last breathless promises of summer into whatever comes next. The tradition is simple and ancient in this small town: you release something, letting the lanterns carry what you cannot say out loud into the night while the massive bonfire roars behind you, casting golden light on bare shoulders and flushed cheeks. It’s equal parts goodbye and dare, the night when hands wander too far in the shadows, when eyes meet too long across the flames, when summer makes its last, hottest stand before the leaves start to turn and the lanterns disappear into the dark like fading memories.
Your makeup and hair look like the final brushstroke on a Polaroid left too long in the sun. You kept it purely simple yet electric: glossy cherry lip gloss layered thick until your lips shine like fresh candy, heavy black winged liner flicked sharp at the outer corners with a steady hand and a little liquid liner you borrowed from Saerin, cheeks dusted with peachy pink blush blended high for that fresh-from-the-lake flush. Your eyes are smoky but soft, shimmery gold on the lids, a touch of brown in the crease, mascara clumped just enough to look like you’ve been crying happy tears all night. Your hair is loose and messy in the best way: big, beachy waves created with a cheap curling iron and a spritz of sea salt spray, a few strands clipped back with tiny glitter barrettes that catch the light when you move. Saerin went even bolder, glittery baby blue eyeshadow all the way up to her brows, frosted pink lips, and her dark hair twisted into two loose space buns with strands falling out like she just rolled out of someone’s backseat. Together you look like the last perfect night of summer bottled up and poured into two girls who know exactly how dangerous they are.
Saerin catches your eye in the mirror, her glittery eyelids narrowing as she adjusts the hem of her top. “You look like trouble,” she says, voice low and knowing. “And so does he. Listen, Y/N, you and Sunghoon won’t be able to keep your hands off each other tonight. He's gonna be shirtless and your entire ass is out, so I know it. The second the fire lights up and the lanterns start floating, you two are going to forget every promise you made about staying apart. You need to tell Jay soon. Before someone else sees what I see every time you look at each other. This secret is getting too loud.”
Before you can answer, the low rumble of Jay’s truck echoes outside. You and Saerin grab your things and head down. Jay is already leaning against the driver’s side, arms crossed, looking every inch the overprotective older brother in his faded varsity jacket and backwards cap. Jake and Keeho are in the back seat, Jake sprawled with that lazy grin, Keeho drumming his fingers on the door. The second you and Saerin climb in, Jay’s eyes narrow at the two boys.
“Hands where I can see them,” he says flatly, pointing at Jake especially. “Especially you. I still remember what you called my sister last summer, ‘midnight snack.’ Try that again and I’ll make sure the only thing you’re snacking on is hospital food.” Jake raises his hands in mock surrender, laughing, while Keeho snorts and mutters something about Jay needing to relax. The truck rumbles to life, the cab filling with the familiar smell of old leather, cut grass, and cheap cologne.
The truck turns up outside the VHS store a few minutes later, the neon sign flickering faintly in the dark. Everyone exchanges confused glances. “Why are we stopping here?” Saerin asks, popping her gum.
Jay shrugs, voice casual but firm. “Sunghoon’s just closing the store now, so he’s coming with us.” The only empty seat, of course, is in the very back, right next to you.
The door opens and Sunghoon slides in. He looks devastating. His brown button down is open almost to the middle of his chest, the thin fabric clinging to his shoulders and the sharp cut of his abs from the humidity, sleeves rolled up to show the veins in his forearms. The shirt is tucked loosely into dark jeans that sit low on his hips, a silver chain glinting at his belt. His hair is messy in that perfectly careless way, falling across his forehead, and his face, sharp jaw, full lips, those dark eyes that always look like they know exactly what you taste like, is pure summer sin. He smells like the store, old plastic, faint smoke, and something warmer, something that is unmistakably him.
The truck pulls away. Conversation flows easily at first, Saerin teasing Keeho, Jake cracking jokes, Jay grumbling about everyone behaving. But in the back seat the air grows thick. Sunghoon leans in close, his breath warm against your ear, voice low enough that only you can hear.
“You look like every bad decision I want to make tonight,” he murmurs, lips brushing the shell of your ear with slow, deliberate heat, his breath warm and heavy against your skin like the last humid sigh of summer. “That tiny skirt is going to kill me, every time it flips up I can see the soft curve where your thigh meets your ass, and all I can think about is sliding my hand under it right here, feeling how wet you already are for me, how ready that greedy little pussy is to take every inch while the whole truck pretends nothing is happening.”
His voice drops even lower, velvet rough and possessive, as his fingers trace the hem of your skirt, slipping higher with teasing slowness until they brush the damp heat between your thighs. “God, you’re soaked already, dripping for me like you’ve been aching all day. I want to push these panties aside and sink two fingers deep inside you, curl them right against that spot that makes you shake, while I whisper every filthy thing I’m going to do to you once we’re alone, bend you over the first dark corner I find, fuck you slow and deep until you’re biting my shoulder to stay quiet, filling you up until my cum leaks down your thighs for the rest of the night.” His thumb circles your clit through the thin fabric with lazy, sensual pressure, making your breath hitch as the truck rumbles on, the danger and intimacy twisting together like smoke and honey under the summer stars.
Your thighs press together, the soft skin slick with heat and the faint dampness already gathering between them, but you don’t pull away. Instead you shift deliberately in the seat, angling your body toward him so the short hem of your cherry red, polka dot skirt rides higher, the flouncy fabric brushing the top of your thighs and giving him a teasing glimpse of the curve where thigh meets ass. “Then stop looking,” you whisper back, voice already breathy and edged with bratty frustration, a little spark of anger flickering through the ache because he’s the one who started this distance and now he’s staring like he wants to devour you. “Or don’t. I don’t care. I don’t know which is worse, you pretending you can keep your hands off me, or me pretending I don’t want them all over me right now.”
You lean in just enough that your bare shoulder brushes his arm, the thin white babydoll top shifting so the tie at the front loosens slightly, the swell of your breasts pressing against the cotton in a way that makes the fabric strain. Your voice drops lower, bratty and sexual, a challenge wrapped in need. “You’ve been keeping your distance all week like a good boy, but I can feel how hard you are already. If you’re going to look at me like that, at least do something about it. Slide your hand under this skirt and feel how wet I am for you… or are you still too scared Jay might notice what his best friend is doing to his little sister in the back seat?”
The words come out with a sharp little huff of anger mixed with pure want, your hips shifting again so your thigh presses deliberately against his, the heat of your skin radiating through the thin fabric as you angle your body to tempt him even more, daring him to break first while your heart races with the risky thrill of it all.
His hand slides discreetly under the hem of your short skirt, palm scorching hot against the soft, sun kissed skin of your inner thigh, fingers rough and greedy as they creep higher like they own every inch of summer-slick flesh. “Worse is not touching you,” he growls low against your ear, breath humid and heavy like the thick August air rolling off the lake, “I’ve been thinking about this pussy all shift at the store, imagining how wet and swollen you get for me, how that tight little cunt clenches and milks my fingers when I tell you you’re mine, dripping honey down my hand while the whole town sleeps.”
You bite your lip hard enough to taste cherry gloss and salt, thighs parting just enough to invite him deeper as his fingers slip under the thin, soaked fabric of your panties, stroking through your already slick, puffy folds with deliberate, filthy intent. The touch is electric and rough, two thick fingers parting your dripping lips, sliding through the messy arousal you made earlier while staring at those Polaroids, then pressing inside you with a wet, obscene sound you pray the rumble of the truck drowns out. He curls them deep and hard, stroking that swollen, sensitive spot that makes your vision blur and your breath hitch, his calloused thumb working your throbbing clit in tight, relentless circles that send sparks shooting up your spine like fireflies exploding in the humid night air.
“Fuck, you’re soaked,” he rasps, voice dark and greedy, lips brushing the shell of your ear as his fingers pump faster, deeper, the slick squelch barely masked by the engine and distant laughter. “This greedy little cunt is dripping down my wrist already, clenching around me like it’s starving for my cock. You’ve been aching for me all night, haven’t you? Touching yourself to those pictures while I was stuck at the store wishing I could bend you over the counter and fuck you raw until you’re screaming my name and creaming all over me.” His thumb presses harder on your swollen clit, rubbing rough circles while his fingers curl and thrust, stretching you open with every slick plunge, the summer heat making everything wetter, hotter, more dangerous as you fight to stay quiet in the back seat.
You angle your hips toward him, bratty and needy, skirt riding higher so the flouncy fabric brushes his wrist, giving him even more access while your breath comes in short, desperate gasps. The risk makes it filthier, Jay driving up front, Jake and Keeho laughing, completely unaware that Sunghoon’s thick fingers are buried knuckle deep in your pulsing cunt, fucking you slow and dirty while his thumb abuses your clit until your thighs tremble and your pussy flutters greedily around him. “That’s it, baby,” he whispers, voice rough with lust, “keep that pretty pussy nice and quiet for me… or don’t. Let me feel how bad you need to cum all over my hand like the naughty little slut you are for me.”
“Shh, baby,” he whispers, lips brushing the shell of your neck with hot, humid breath that smells like summer smoke and mint gum, his voice a low, velvet growl that vibrates straight down your spine and pools molten between your thighs. “Keep quiet for me… unless you want Jay to turn around and see how well his best friend is taking care of his little sister — two thick fingers buried knuckle-deep in that dripping, greedy cunt, stretching you open while my thumb rubs your swollen clit until you’re shaking and creaming all over my hand like the naughty little slut you are for me.” His fingers never stop their slow, filthy rhythm, pumping deep and curling hard against that sensitive spot inside you with every slick thrust, thumb circling your throbbing clit in tight, relentless strokes that send white-hot sparks shooting up your spine and make your pussy clench greedily around him, slick coating his hand and dripping shamelessly onto the warm leather seat beneath you.
You are so close already, hips twitching helplessly as the summer night presses in thick and humid through the cracked window, the distant crackle of the approaching bonfire mixing with the wet, obscene sounds of his fingers fucking into your soaked cunt. Jay’s eyes flick to the rearview mirror, narrowing slightly, his protective-brother radar twitching. “You okay back there, Y/N? You sound a little… off.”
You swallow hard, voice shaky and breathless but trying desperately to sound normal while Sunghoon’s fingers curl deeper, thumb pressing harder on your pulsing clit with a wicked little twist that makes your walls flutter and fresh slick gush around his knuckles. “Yeah… just tired. Long day.”
Sunghoon’s fingers keep working you with filthy precision, curling and thrusting slow and deep while his thumb rubs tight, relentless circles that have your thighs trembling and your breath catching in soft, bitten-off whimpers. A wicked little smile curls on his lips as he leans back like nothing is happening, the summer night thick with heat and danger and the wet, secret rhythm of his hand between your thighs, his fingers slick and shiny with your arousal as he pushes you closer and closer to the edge.
Saerin catches your reflection in the overhead mirror, her glittery eyes widening for half a second before she winks slowly and filthy, then makes a show of dramatically fanning herself with her hand. “Whew, it’s getting real hot back there,” she says loudly, voice dripping with fake innocence as she pops her gum and shoots you a cheeky little smirk in the mirror. “Must be all that summer heat… or maybe someone’s just really excited for the lanterns tonight.” She laughs, light and teasing, while you fight to keep your face neutral, pussy clenching hard around Sunghoon’s fingers as another wave of slick drips down his hand.
The truck doors slam shut one by one, the sound swallowed by the roar of the bonfire and the low thump of old boomboxes spilling The Killers and The Cranberries into the humid night air. You step out on shaky legs, the short cherry-red skirt flipping teasingly against your thighs, the thin white babydoll top clinging to your skin from the heat and the lingering slickness between your legs. Sunghoon’s fingers have left you soaked and throbbing, and every step makes your pussy ache with the memory of how deep he curled them inside you. You force a bright, tipsy smile as you link arms with Saerin, already feeling the first warm buzz of the cheap vodka someone handed you the second you arrived. The quarry lake is lit like the town decided to set summer on fire one last time, paper lanterns swaying overhead on long strings, orange and pink bleeding into the black water like melted candy, the massive bonfire roaring in the center, casting golden light across bare shoulders, glossy lips, and flushed cheeks.
Saerin giggles, already a little drunk, her cropped baby blue “Kiss Me” top riding up as she spins you both toward the fire. “Come on, let’s dance like we own the night,” she says, pulling you into the thick of bodies. You let the music take you, the beat low and dirty, hips rolling slow and seductive as you slut drop low to the ground, ass popping back up with a teasing wiggle that makes your short skirt flip dangerously high. Saerin presses close behind you, her hands sliding over your waist, then boldly cupping your tits through the thin babydoll top, squeezing playfully as she grinds her hips against your ass. You laugh, drunk and giddy, arching back into her touch while your own hands roam, rubbing your ass against her, then turning to press your tits against hers in a heated, playful grind that has half the guys nearby staring openly.
Jake and Keeho slide in seamlessly, turning the four of you into a sweaty, laughing throuple of dancing bodies, Jake’s hands on your hips from the front, Keeho behind Saerin, all of you moving together in a haze of summer heat, bare skin, and too much vodka. You egg them on, voice breathy and naughty. “Hands lower, boys… don’t be shy tonight,” as Jake’s palms slide down to squeeze your ass and Keeho’s fingers brush the underside of Saerin’s tits, the air thick with sexual tension and the metallic taste of want.
Across the fire, you spot Wonyoung leaning in close to Sunghoon by the truck bed, her hand resting on his open black button down, fingers tracing the fresh hickeys you left on his collarbone two weeks ago when you “accidentally” ran into each other at the laundromat. She laughs at something he says, tilting her head so her hair falls over one shoulder, the intimate way their bodies angle toward each other, close enough that her breasts brush his arm, makes jealousy twist hot and sharp in your stomach.
Sunghoon looks devastating in the firelight, the open shirt clinging to his chest and abs, silver chain glinting, dark eyes flicking toward you every few seconds even as he talks to her. You feel it like teeth on your throat, his stare heavy and possessive, watching every roll of your hips, every time Jake’s hands squeeze your ass or Saerin’s fingers tease your tits. The jealousy burns, but it only makes you dance dirtier, dropping lower, grinding harder against Jake while you lock eyes with Sunghoon across the flames, a bratty, seductive challenge in your gaze as you mouth “miss me?” and let your skirt flip up just enough to show the curve of your ass.
You keep giggling with Saerin, drunk and giddy, the vodka making everything feel loose and golden. At one point you spin into her arms, faces inches apart, lips brushing in a near-kiss that’s all teasing heat and summer recklessness, her gloss sticky against yours, both of you laughing breathlessly as the boys cheer and press closer, turning the dance into something even filthier. Jake’s hands slide up your sides, thumbs brushing the underside of your breasts through the thin top, while Keeho grinds against Saerin from behind, the four of you lost in your own sweaty, sexual little world. The summer night wraps around you like warm honey, lanterns floating overhead, bonfire crackling, bare skin glistening with sweat and shimmer oil but your eyes keep finding Sunghoon, jealousy and want twisting together until your pussy throbs with the memory of his fingers inside you just minutes ago.
Sunghoon stands by the truck bed, cigarette burning down to his fingers, eyes dark and locked on you the entire time. He doesn’t move toward Wonyoung, barely acknowledges her flirtation beyond a polite nod, his stare heavy and obsessive as he watches you dance, watches Jake’s hands on your ass, Saerin’s fingers teasing your tits, the way you slut drop and grind like you’re daring him to come claim what’s his. The jealousy in his gaze is palpable, a slow burn that makes his jaw tighten and his free hand flex at his side, but he stays put, smoking slowly, letting the tension build like the heat between your thighs. You feel it like a physical touch, his eyes devouring every roll of your hips, every teasing flip of your skirt, every near-kiss with Saerin, and it only makes you dance filthier, wetter, more desperate, the summer night humming with the promise that tonight everything is finally going to burn.
You spot Sunghoon cutting through the crowd, dark eyes locked on you like a predator who’s finally done waiting, and the heat between your thighs flares so sharply it makes you dizzy. You turn to Jake, Keeho, and Saerin with a breathless little laugh, voice already husky with want. “I’ll be right back,” you say, the words light but your body already angled toward him, skirt swishing high on your thighs as you slip away from the firelight. Sunghoon sees it, his stare flicking to the boys then back to you, a slow, possessive smirk curling his lips as he follows without a word, both of you knowing exactly what’s about to happen.
The old dock creaks under your sandals as you slip away from the fire, the water lapping quiet and black against the weathered pilings, the distant roar of the bonfire and laughter fading into a low hum. Lanterns drift overhead like slow-moving stars, casting soft orange pink glows that dance across the lake’s surface, but the shadows here are deeper, thicker, perfect for hiding what you both know you shouldn’t do. You lean against a piling, heart still racing from the dance, skirt riding high on your thighs, the thin white babydoll top clinging to your sweat damp skin, when Sunghoon finds you.
He doesn’t speak. He spins you against the rough wood, mouth crashing onto yours in a heavy, heated kiss, tongues clashing wet and filthy as moans spill between you. “I missed you, Daddy,” you whimper against his lips, hands fisting in his open black button down while he lifts you effortlessly, your legs wrapping tight around his waist, heels digging into his back. He groans deep and greedy, one hand gripping your ass under the short skirt, the other tangled in your hair as he walks you backward until your back hits the piling harder.
“Fuck, baby, say it again,” he growls, grinding his thick, hard cock against your soaked panties, tongue fucking into your mouth while you rock desperately against him, moaning “Daddy, Daddy, mmm— please, I need you inside me right now.”
His hands roam greedy and rough, yanking the tie of your babydoll top open so your tits spill free into the humid night air. He ducks his head immediately, mouth latching onto one nipple with wet, hungry suction, sucking hard while his tongue swirls and flicks the sensitive peak, teeth grazing just enough to make you arch and cry out. “These pretty tits,” he groans against your skin, voice muffled and filthy, switching to the other nipple to suck it deep into his mouth, tongue lapping greedily as he squeezes the soft flesh with one hand. “Been thinking about sucking on them all night, marking them up so everyone knows who they belong to.” You moan louder, fingers tangling in his hair, pulling him closer as he sucks and bites, leaving wet, red marks around your nipples while his cock grinds harder against your dripping cunt through the thin fabric, the risk of voices and lanterns just beyond the trees making everything hotter, wetter, more dangerous.
He keeps sucking your tits like he’s starving, alternating between hard pulls and slow, teasing licks, his free hand shoving your skirt higher and ripping your panties aside so he can rub the thick head of his cock through your soaked folds. “So fucking wet for Daddy already,” he rasps, biting down on your nipple until you whimper, then soothing it with his tongue. “This greedy little pussy is dripping down my cock just from me sucking on these perfect tits. You want me to fuck you right here, don’t you? Want Daddy to fill you up while the whole town is twenty feet away.”
You nod frantically, legs tightening around his waist, moaning “Yes, Daddy, please— fuck me, ruin me, I need your cock so bad,” as he keeps lavishing your tits with wet, obsessive attention, sucking hard enough to leave bruises while the head of his cock nudges your entrance, teasing you open.
The dock groans under you as he finally pushes in, slow and deep, stretching your tight, dripping cunt around his thick cock while his mouth stays latched to your tits, sucking and biting like he can’t get enough. “That’s it, baby,” he groans around your nipple, voice vibrating through your chest. “Take every inch for Daddy. This pussy was made for me, so fucking tight and wet, clenching around me like you never want me to pull out.”
You cry out softly, head falling back against the piling as he starts to fuck you with long, greedy strokes, hips snapping harder each time, the wet slap of skin echoing softly with the lapping water while fireworks explode overhead in bright bursts of color. He keeps sucking your tits the whole time, switching between them, leaving them shiny with spit and marked with his teeth, growling “Mine, all fucking mine” between every filthy thrust, the risk and obsession making the pleasure burn hotter, deeper, until you’re shaking in his arms, moaning “Daddy, Daddy, mmm, harder, please” like the desperate, needy girl you are for him.
He doesn’t speak. He spins you against the rough wood, mouth on your neck before either of you can breathe, teeth grazing the sensitive skin as his hands shove your skirt up around your waist in one greedy motion. His jeans are barely shoved down, cock thick and hard as he hooks one of your legs over his hip, the other shaking on tiptoe while he lines himself up and pushes inside you in one slow, deep thrust that stretches you open so perfectly you have to bite his shoulder to stay quiet. The risk is insane, the bonfire light flickering just beyond the trees, voices carrying on the night air, anyone could walk down the dock and see you like this, skirt rucked up, panties shoved aside, taking every inch of him while fireworks start exploding overhead in bright bursts of color.
He fucks you slow and deep, forehead pressed to yours, eyes locked on your face like he needs to memorize every flutter of your lashes, every bitten lip, every broken whimper you try to swallow. “Look at me, baby,” he whispers, voice rough and obsessive, hips rolling in filthy, deliberate circles that grind his cock against that perfect spot inside you. “Let me see you fall apart for me one more time before we tell him. I want to watch those pretty eyes go glassy while I fill this greedy little cunt.” His hand slides between your bodies, thumb rubbing tight, relentless circles on your swollen clit while he fucks you harder, deeper, the wet sound of your slick pussy taking him echoing softly with every thrust.
You’re a mess of need and risk, your leg hooked high over his hip, the other trembling on tiptoe as he drives into you with long, greedy strokes that make your tits bounce inside the thin babydoll top. He yanks the tie open with his teeth, mouth latching onto one nipple, sucking hard while his cock pistons deep, the fireworks exploding overhead in bright bursts that light up the obscene sight of you impaled on him. “So fucking tight,” he groans against your breast, teeth grazing the sensitive peak. “This pussy was made for me. Clench around me, baby, milk my cock like the desperate little slut you are. I want to feel you cum all over me before anyone sees what I do to you.”
The danger makes everything sharper, the possibility of footsteps on the dock, Jay’s voice calling your name, the lanterns floating past like silent witnesses. Sunghoon fucks you harder, one hand gripping your ass to hold you open, the other between your legs rubbing your clit with rough, possessive strokes while his cock slams deep, the head dragging against your cervix with every thrust. “You’re mine,” he growls, voice dark and obsessive, forehead still pressed to yours so you can’t look away. “This cunt is mine. Say it while you cum, tell me who owns this dripping pussy while I fill you up.”
You cum biting his shoulder to stay quiet, a muffled scream vibrating against his skin as your pussy clamps down around him, pulsing and gushing slick down his cock and thighs. He follows right after with a low, broken groan, hips stuttering as he fills you with hot, thick ropes of cum, pumping deep until it leaks out around his cock and drips down your thigh in warm, sticky trails. The fireworks explode overhead in bright bursts of gold and red, the light catching the fresh Polaroid he just took of you mid orgasm, mouth open, eyes glassy, his hand still between your legs, fingers shiny with your release.
He tucks the Polaroid into your bra like a promise, lips brushing your ear as he slowly pulls out, cum still leaking from your used pussy. “Keep that safe for me,” he whispers, voice rough with possession and something softer, almost tender. “So you remember who you belong to when we finally stop hiding.” You stand there on shaky legs, skirt still rucked up, his cum dripping down your inner thighs, the summer night wrapping around you like a secret that’s about to burn everything down.
The risk lingers in the air like smoke from the bonfire, every distant laugh and firework crack making your heart race faster. Sunghoon straightens your skirt with careful hands, but his eyes are still dark and greedy, thumb brushing one last time over your sensitive clit through the fabric before he steps back. “Tonight,” he murmurs, voice low and promising, “we tell him. No more hiding. I want the whole town to know this pussy is mine.”
You nod, breathless and aching, the taste of him still on your tongue, his cum warm and sticky between your legs as you both slip back toward the fire, the lanterns floating overhead like silent witnesses to the filthy, desperate promise you just sealed on the old dock.
He softly turns you around so you’re facing him, hands gentle on your waist as he pulls you close, the rough wood of the piling at your back now replaced by the solid warmth of his chest. His mouth finds yours in slow, soft kisses that quickly deepen, tongues sliding together with wet, hungry intimacy, every brush of lips tasting like summer smoke and the salt of skin. He sits down on the edge of the dock, guiding you onto his lap so you straddle him, your short skirt rucked up around your hips, panties shoved aside as you sink down onto his thick, hard cock in one smooth, greedy motion. The stretch is perfect, filling you so deep you moan into his mouth, heavy and broken, hips already rolling as you start bouncing on him slow and sensual, the wet slap of your ass meeting his thighs echoing softly with the lapping water.
You ride him with deep, rolling bounces, pussy clenching tight around every thick inch as you take him to the hilt again and again, moaning against his lips. “I’m falling for you,” you whisper between kisses, voice trembling with pleasure and truth, “I can’t hide it anymore… I can’t keep away. We need to tell him.”
Sunghoon nods, forehead pressed to yours, eyes dark and glassy with lust and something deeper, his hands gripping your ass to help you bounce harder, cock dragging against that perfect spot inside you with every drop. “Yes, baby,” he groans, voice rough and heated, hips thrusting up to meet you, “we tell him tonight. No more hiding how much I want you, no more hiding how much I need you.” The sex turns heavier, more erotic, your tits bouncing freely in the open babydoll top as you ride him faster, moaning loud and needy while he sucks marks into your neck, hands squeezing your ass, fingers digging in as he fucks up into you with deep, possessive strokes.
He keeps bouncing you on his cock, the wet, filthy sound of your slick pussy taking every inch filling the night air, your moans turning into desperate little cries of “Hoon, Hoon, mmm, I love you, I’m so in love with you.”
Sunghoon groans deep, eyes locked on yours, one hand sliding up to cup your face as he kisses you hungrily, tongues clashing wet and messy. “I love you more, baby girl,” he rasps against your lips, voice thick with emotion and lust, hips snapping up harder so his cock hits deep with every bounce. “My perfect girl, so tight and wet for me, taking my cock so good while you tell me you love me.”
You keep on moaning it, “I love you, Daddy,” over and over, riding him with loving, heated rolls of your hips, pussy fluttering around him as the pleasure builds thick and sweet, the summer night wrapping around you like a secret finally breaking open.
He reaches for the small Polaroid camera, snapping a quick, tender shot just as he kisses your forehead softly, your doe eyes looking up at him with pure, glassy adoration while you’re still bouncing slowly on his cock. The flash catches the intimate moment, his lips pressed gently to your skin, your face soft and loving, tits flushed and bouncing, his cock buried deep inside you. He tucks the developing photo into your bra like a promise, then pulls you back into a hungry kiss, tongues sliding deep as you both moan into each other’s mouths. “I’m so in love with you, baby,” he groans, hips thrusting up to meet your bounces, cock dragging perfectly inside your dripping cunt.
“I love you more, Daddy,” you moan back, riding him harder, faster, the wet slap of skin and your shared, loving whimpers filling the dock as fireworks explode overhead in bright bursts, lighting up the raw, erotic, intimate moment of finally saying it out loud while he fucks you deep and slow under the summer stars.
You keep moaning “I love you, Daddy,” between heavy, heated kisses, legs wrapped tight around his waist as you bounce on his thick cock, the pleasure and love twisting together until you both come undone, you clenching and gushing around him with a broken cry, him filling you with hot, pulsing cum while whispering “My baby girl, I love you so much” against your lips, the two of you tangled and trembling, hearts finally open in the humid night air.
Afterward, still flushed and breathing hard, you slip back toward the fire holding hands, fingers laced openly, no more hiding in the shadows. The summer night feels electric, lanterns drifting overhead like dying stars, the bonfire crackling loud enough to mask the pounding of your heart. Saerin spots you first, her glittery eyes widening as she takes in your joined hands, a slow, knowing smile spreading across her face. Jake and Keeho exchange glances, eyebrows raised, while Jay stands near the flames, Red Solo cup in hand, laughing at something Keeho just said.
You try to speak, the words “we need to tell you something” forming on your tongue, but the summer heat is relentless, thick, humid air pressing in like a second skin, making every breath feel heavy and sticky. The bonfire roars louder, sparks flying up into the night, and Wonyoung’s laugh cuts through the group from somewhere nearby, her hand brushing Sunghoon’s shoulder as she leans in to say something that makes him nod politely. The distraction pulls at the edges of the moment, the words dying in your throat as Jake, already drunk and high, sways into the center with a loud, sloppy laugh. “Group hug, everyone! Last summer, let’s make it count!” he shouts, throwing his arms wide and pulling the whole circle tighter before you can get a single word out. Saerin giggles and leans in, Keeho drapes an arm over Jay’s shoulders, and suddenly you’re all crushed together in a messy, sweaty tangle, bodies pressed close, laughter bubbling, the heat and noise and vodka making it impossible to speak, impossible to break the moment with the truth that’s been burning inside you all night. Sunghoon’s hand stays laced with yours, hidden but steady, the only thing grounding you as the group hug swallows every chance you had to finally say it out loud.
The group hug happens near the edge of the fire, lanterns drifting overhead like dying stars, the bonfire crackling loud enough to mask the pounding of your heart. You, Saerin, Jake, Keeho, Jay, and Sunghoon all pressed together in a sweaty, laughing tangle of arms and shoulders, the summer night thick with smoke and the metallic taste of cheap vodka on everyone’s breath. Your hand locks tighter with Sunghoon’s in the chaos, fingers lacing tight, hidden between your bodies, a secret anchor in the middle of the noise. He squeezes back, thumb brushing your knuckles, and for one stolen second it feels like the whole world is finally tilting toward something real.
Jay pulls back first, clapping Sunghoon on the shoulder with that easy brotherly grin. “You both okay?” he asks, eyes flicking between you and Sunghoon, voice casual but laced with that protective edge he’s never quite shaken. “You’ve been weird all night and unusually quiet, plus you both disappeared. Is something’s up?”
You open your mouth to answer, throat tight, when the Polaroid slips from Sunghoon’s back pocket during the shift of bodies. It flutters to the ground between you all, landing face up in the firelight like a verdict.
The photo is unmistakable: you and Sunghoon mid-kiss on the old dock, your legs wrapped around his waist, skirt rucked up, his hand between your thighs, mouths fused in something raw and desperate. The flash caught the exact moment your eyes were half closed in pleasure, his forehead pressed to yours like he was trying to climb inside your soul.
Silence crashes down harder than the fireworks exploding overhead. Jay’s face cycles through every stage in slow motion, confusion narrowing his eyes, realization widening them, then pure, ballistic rage twisting his features into something feral. “What the fuck,” he spits, voice low at first, then exploding. “What the actual fuck is this?”
You step forward, voice shaking but clear, tears already burning at the corners of your eyes. “Jay, I didn’t want you to find out this way. We were gonna tell you. Tonight. I chose this. I chose him. I’m not your little sister anymore. I’m someone who loves someone.”
Jay’s eyes fill with something raw and hurt, but the anger wins, turning his face red and wild. “How long?” he demands, voice cracking like thunder. “How fucking long has this been going on behind my back?”
You swallow hard, honest and trembling. “Since two summers ago. It started then and it never really stopped. We tried to end it. We tried so many times but I love him, Jay. I’m so in love with him.”
Sunghoon steps up beside you, voice steady but tight with guilt. “It’s true. I tried to stay away too, I knew it was wrong but I couldn’t stay away even if I tried. I love her so much, more than anything else.”
The words detonate. Jay’s fist flies before anyone can react, cracking hard across Sunghoon’s jaw with a sickening sound that cuts through the music and laughter. Sunghoon staggers but comes back swinging, the two of them crashing into each other in a blur of fists and shouts, years of brotherhood fracturing in real time. “You fucked my little sister?!” Jay roars, landing another hit to Sunghoon’s ribs while Sunghoon grabs his shirt and shoves him back, both of them snarling like wounded animals. “Behind my back? After everything?”
You’re screaming, tears streaming down your face as you try to push between them, hands grabbing at arms and shoulders. “Stop! Please stop!” But they’re too far gone, the fight wild and messy, blood on knuckles, shirts torn, the whole group frozen in shock around you. Saerin pulls you back, arms around your waist, while Jake and Keeho try to separate the boys, the bonfire roaring behind them like it’s feeding on the chaos.
The revelation explodes into pure ballistic anger, the summer night turning ugly and raw as Jay lands one last punch before the others finally drag them apart. You stand there shaking, tears pouring, the Polaroid still lying on the ground between all of you like a smoking gun. Jay looks at you with eyes full of betrayal and heartbreak, whispering. “you grew up… and I missed it,” before he turns and storms off into the dark, leaving you alone in the middle of the firelight, chest heaving, the weight of everything finally crashing down as the lanterns keep floating away like they never saw a thing.
You sink to your knees in the dirt, Polaroid clutched in your trembling fingers, the summer night suddenly feeling cold and endless around you, the boy you love and the brother you adore both slipping through your hands in the same brutal moment. Saerin drops beside you, arms wrapping tight, but the loneliness is already carving deep, the ache of loving in secret finally tearing everything apart under the indifferent glow of the bonfire and the drifting lanterns.
The days after the bonfire bleed into a slow, suffocating haze, the summer that once felt endless now cracking at the edges like old Polaroids left too long in the sun. You wake every morning to the same heavy silence, Jay’s door always stays closed, his footsteps avoiding you whenever you’re there, the sound of his truck leaving before dawn and returning after dark. He hasn’t spoken to you since that night.
Not a word. Not even when your mother sat you both down at the dining table, travelling the entire way when she had realised her babies weren’t on good terms, her eyes red from crying, asking what happened between her children that made the air in their own home feel like winter in July. Jay just stared at the wall, jaw tight, and said “ask her,” before walking out. Your father tried too, voice low and exhausted, but the fracture ran too deep, Jay’s protective love had turned into something cold and unrecognizable, every shared meal now a battlefield of avoided eyes and slammed cabinets. You catch him looking at you sometimes, hurt and anger swirling together, but he turns away the second you open your mouth, leaving you alone with the guilt that tastes like rust and cherry syrup.
The brotherhood between Jay and Sunghoon is shattered beyond repair, the two of them clashing like summer storms that refuse to pass. At the gym they used to train at together, Jay corners Sunghoon after practice, fists flying before anyone can stop them, one punch landing hard enough to split Sunghoon’s lip, blood mixing with sweat as Sunghoon shoves him back and lands a hit to Jay’s ribs. “You were supposed to be my brother,” Jay snarls, voice cracking with betrayal, while Sunghoon wipes blood from his mouth and answers low and raw, “I am. But I love her more than I can explain.”
They fight again in the parking lot outside the diner, Jay slamming Sunghoon against the truck hood, yelling about how he trusted him with everything, how Sunghoon was the one person who was never supposed to touch his little sister. Sunghoon doesn’t swing back every time, sometimes he just takes it, eyes dark with guilt, whispering “I tried to stay away” before Jay walks off shaking, the friendship that once felt unbreakable now reduced to bruises and silence. The rest of the group feels it too, Mark tries to mediate and ends up caught in the middle when Jay snaps at him for even mentioning Sunghoon’s name; Keeho cracks nervous jokes that fall flat; Jake just sketches in the corner, eyes sad, the whole circle fractured into awkward halves that can’t even sit at the same table without tension crackling like static.
You and Sunghoon keep distance like a mutual wound, the love you finally admitted to each other now poisoned by the wreckage it caused. He texts sometimes, short, aching messages like “I miss you” or “are you okay?” — but you can’t bring yourself to answer more than a single word, the guilt too heavy, the fear that loving him openly has already cost you your brother. You see him across campus, button downs flapping in the breeze, that same devastating face that once made your heart race now making it ache with loneliness.
At night you scroll the Polaroids on your phone until your eyes burn, fingers tracing the images of his hands on your body, his mouth on your throat, remembering how he called you his “baby girl” while he filled you so deep you saw stars. The depression settles in thick and gray, the summer that once felt golden now fading into muted colors. You spend hours alone in your room, curled under the sheets, crying until your throat is raw because you finally had him, finally said “I love you,” and it still wasn’t enough to keep everything from breaking. The ache is physical, a constant throb between your legs mixed with the sharper pain in your chest, knowing he’s out there carrying the same heartbreak, both of you loving each other from a distance that feels like drowning.
The friend group is shattered too, the easy laughter replaced by careful silences and sideways glances. Saerin tries to hold everything together, dragging you out for late night drives with the windows down and old mixtapes playing, but even she gets quiet when Jay’s name comes up, her usual teasing replaced by soft, worried hugs. Jake and Keeho drift awkwardly between sides, Jake still texts you silly memes but never mentions the bonfire, Keeho cracks jokes that fall flat when the group tries to hang out and Jay refuses to show. Wonyoung’s flirting with Sunghoon at the lake that night now feels like a distant knife twist; you heard she asked him out again and he turned her down gently, but the rumor still circulates, making your stomach twist with fresh jealousy and guilt. Revelations keep spilling, Jungwon accidentally lets slip that Jay cried in the locker room the day after the fight, admitting he felt like he failed as a big brother; Heeseung shows you a sketch he drew of the group before everything broke, the lines already starting to blur like the friendships themselves. Every new piece of information carves deeper, the summer ending not with golden closure but with everything you loved fracturing into sharp, painful shards.
You end up alone most nights, sitting on the roof of the dorm with the old box of Polaroids open beside you, the cicadas screaming like they’re mourning the season too. The depression wraps around you like humid air that never lifts, you cry until your eyes swell, angry at yourself for wanting Sunghoon so much it cost you Jay, angry at Jay for making love feel like betrayal, angry at the summer for ending before you could fix any of it.
The heartbreak is constant, a dull ache that flares into sharp, shattering pain whenever you see Sunghoon’s truck pass by or hear his laugh from across the quad. You know he’s hurting too, the distance he’s keeping is out of respect for Jay, but it feels like punishment, like the universe is forcing you both to pay for finally admitting you’re in love. The friend group tries to pretend everything is normal, but the cracks show in every canceled plan, every text left on read, every awkward silence when someone almost says Sunghoon’s name. You fall asleep most nights with tears on your cheeks, the Polaroids clutched to your chest like the only proof that any of it was real, the summer that once felt infinite now slipping away in muted golds and grays, leaving you more alone than you’ve ever been.
Your parents walk on eggshells, your mother’s eyes red from late night talks with Jay behind closed doors, your father sighing heavily every time he sees you sitting alone at the kitchen table. Jay hasn’t spoken to you in days, he leaves notes on the fridge instead of talking, avoids eye contact when you pass in the hallway, the brother who once ruffled your hair and called you his favorite person now treating you like a stranger who broke his trust.
The fractured relationship feels like a living wound, every unanswered text and slammed door carving deeper until you’re raw and bleeding with guilt and anger and the terrible, aching love you still feel for both of them. You know Sunghoon is carrying the same weight, the brotherhood he lost, the girl he finally admitted he loves, the summer that ended with everything in ruins. The depression settles in so deep some days you can barely get out of bed, the loneliness a vast, golden field with no one left to run through it with you, the heartbreak so complete it feels like the sun itself is setting on every good thing you ever had.
The four of you end up at the old diner because Saerin orchestrated every step like a glittery puppet master who decided the summer couldn’t end without one last messy, honest collision. She had texted the group chat earlier with a casual “last night milkshake run before everything changes???” and somehow made it impossible to say no, guilt tripping Jay with “you owe me for covering your ass last year,” dragging Jake and Keeho with promises of free fries, and pulling you and Sunghoon along with that knowing little wink she gave you in the mirror before you left the dorm. Now here you are, the neon sign buzzing pink and green through the fogged windows, the jukebox humming low with some old jazz track, the air thick with grease, cherry syrup, and the heavy, humid weight of everything unsaid. Saerin slides into the booth first, patting the seat beside her with a bright, innocent smile that doesn’t fool anyone, forcing the rest of you to fill in around the scarred Formica table like pieces in a game she’s already won.
Jay sits across from you and Sunghoon like a storm barely contained, arms crossed over his broad chest, the faded varsity jacket stretching tight across shoulders that have always carried too much. His jaw is set in that stern, unyielding line you know too well, the sharp cut of it catching the pink neon glow from the sign outside, making the faint stubble along his jaw look even more dangerous in the dim light. His eyes, dark, intense, the same protective fire that once made you feel safest in the world, flick between you and Sunghoon with a quiet, heavy authority that fills the whole booth. The red vinyl creaks under his weight as he leans forward slightly, every inch of him radiating the kind of stern, older-brother presence that demands the truth without needing to raise his voice. He looks like the boy who used to carry you on his shoulders through summer crowds, now grown into the man whose silence alone can make the air feel heavier than the humid night pressing against the windows.
Saerin orders cherry ices for everyone like it’s a peace offering, the tall glasses sweating beads of condensation that drip down the sides and pool on the scarred Formica table. The neon sign outside flickers pink and green through the fogged windows, casting everything in that familiar sticky glow of summers that feel like they’re slipping away too fast.
Saerin leans forward first, her glittery nails tapping the rim of her glass, eyes soft but determined. “We’re not leaving until this is sorted,” she says quietly, voice cutting through the low hum of the diner like a gentle command. “No more silence and no more pretending. You three love each other too much to let one night ruin everything. So talk, let it all out. Now.” Jake nods beside her, unusually quiet, his usual lazy grin replaced by something steadier, more serious, as he gives you a small, encouraging look across the table. The air feels thick with unsaid things, the cherry syrup in the icees tasting too sweet against the heavy tension, but Saerin’s presence holds the moment together, her hand reaching out to squeeze yours under the table like a silent promise that she won’t let it fall apart again.
Jay exhales through his nose, eyes flicking between you and Sunghoon, the hurt still raw in the set of his shoulders. “I saw it that first summer,” he admits, voice low and rough, the words scraping out like they’ve been lodged in his throat for years. “The way Sunghoon looked at you when he thought no one was watching. The way you smiled back. I told myself it was nothing. Because the alternative was losing both of you. You guys were so blatantly obvious but I kept lying to myself, convincing myself that I was just being paranoid. My best friend and my little sister… sneaking around like I was the enemy.” His gaze drops to the table, fingers tightening around his glass until the knuckles whiten. “It hurts. It still hurts. Like I failed at the one thing I was supposed to do, keep you safe. I wish you both felt comfortable enough to tell me instead of hiding behind my back.”
Sunghoon doesn’t defend himself with charm this time. He sits straighter, eyes steady on Jay, voice flat and aching with honesty. “I tried to stay away. I tried for years. Every time I saw her, I told myself she was off limits. But she’s the only thing that ever felt like home. Not this town, not the games, not any other girl, not even the group. Just her.” His hand finds yours under the table, fingers lacing tight, warm and sure, and for the first time you don’t pull away. The touch is intimate, heated, his thumb brushing your knuckles in slow, sensual circles that send sparks up your arm, his dark eyes flicking to yours with that same possessive hunger that makes your breath catch even now, even in the middle of this mess. You squeeze back, the connection electric and tender all at once, a silent promise that whatever comes next, you’re in it together.
You look at Jay across the table, your voice trembling but clear, hot tears already gathering at the corners of your eyes and threatening to spill over. The guilt sits so heavy in your chest it feels like it might crush you, the shame of every secret, every lie, every stolen moment suddenly rushing up your throat until you can barely breathe.
“I didn’t want you to find out this way,” you whisper, voice cracking. “We were going to tell you and be honest about everything, I swear we were. I’m so sorry, Jay, for how you found out and for how I’ve been lying to you for the last few years. I'm so sorry for hiding it from you. For lying. For making you feel like you were the last person who mattered when you’ve always been the first.”
You swallow hard, tears slipping down your cheeks as the words pour out, raw and honest. “It has nothing to do with you not being my safe space. You’ve always been the person I feel safest with, you’re my safe place, the one I feel the safest with. No one makes me feel more protected or more loved than you do. It was never about not trusting you, it was about me. I felt so ashamed. I knew it was wrong, your best friend, your little sister and I was terrified of how disappointed you’d be in me. I was scared you’d look at me differently, like I’d ruined everything good between us. So I hid. I lied. Not because I didn’t love you enough but because I loved you too much to watch you look at me like I betrayed you. And now I did exactly that anyway.”
Your voice breaks completely on the last words, fresh tears falling faster as you reach across the table, not quite touching him but desperate for him to understand. “I still see you as my big brother. The one who’s always been my safe place. This… the love that I have with Sunghoon, it doesn’t change how much I need you, how I’ll always be your little sister. It never could. I just… I was so ashamed of wanting something I thought I wasn’t supposed to have. It was all me, Jay. Not you. Never you.”
The neon glow from the sign outside paints your tear-streaked face in soft pinks and greens, the cherry ices slowly melting into sticky pink puddles on the table, mirroring the messy, aching tangle of love and guilt and regret sitting heavy between all of you.
You look at Jay with tears slipping freely down your cheeks, voice small and trembling with all the love you’ve carried for him since you were little. “You’ll always be my big brother, Jay. Forever. No matter who I love, no matter how grown up you think I am… I’m still your little sister and I’ll always need you. I still remember when I was six and you were eight, you used to carry me on your back all the way home from the park because my legs got tired. You’d let me put stickers on your cheeks and call you ‘Nono’ in that silly baby voice, and you never once told me to stop. You taught me how to ride a bike, held my hand during thunderstorms, and made me peanut butter sandwiches with the crusts cut off exactly the way I liked. Those memories are still my safest place. You’ve always been my protector, my favorite person, my Nono. Nothing is ever going to change that.”
A soft, shaky smile breaks through your tears as you reach across the table, your fingers brushing his. “I know I hurt you. I know I lied and hid things and made you feel like you weren’t enough… but please, Nono… will you forgive me?” The old nickname slips out so naturally, wrapped in all the tenderness and love of the little girl who once thought her big brother hung the moon, now grown but still looking at him with the same wide, hopeful eyes. The diner lights catch the wetness on your lashes, turning everything soft and golden around the two of you, the weight of years of sibling love hanging gently in the air between you.
Jay is silent for a long moment, eyes moving from your joined hands to your face, then to Sunghoon’s. The anger is still there, raw and tense, but something softer flickers underneath, exhaustion, love, the weight of years of looking out for you. “Does Sunghoon make you happy?” he asks finally, voice rough, the question landing like a quiet thunderclap.
You nod, tears slipping down your cheeks, voice small but honest. “Yes. He does. More than I can explain.”
Jay exhales again, longer this time, shoulders dropping as the fight drains out of him. “I can’t get used to this so quickly,” he says, the words honest and pained, eyes glistening as he looks at you both. “It’s going to take time. A lot of time. But… I’m sorry I reacted like that. I was scared. Scared of losing you. Scared of not protecting you the way I always have.” He reaches across the table, hesitating for a second before his hand covers yours and Sunghoon’s joined ones, the touch awkward but genuine, a small bridge over the fracture. “You’re my favorite people,” he murmurs, voice cracking. “Both of you. I can’t bear to get in the way of your happiness. Just… don’t make me watch you break again. Either of you.”
You nod slowly, tears streaming down your cheeks as the weight of everything you just said settles between you. Without another word, you slide out of the booth and run straight into Jay’s arms. He stands up immediately, catching you against his chest in a tight, protective embrace that feels like coming home. His strong arms wrap around you completely, one hand cradling the back of your head while the other rubs slow, soothing circles on your back, the same way he used to when you were little and had a nightmare. You bury your face in his shoulder, breathing in the familiar scent of his jacket and the faint trace of summer sweat, your body shaking with quiet sobs of relief and guilt and love all at once.
“I’ve got you,” Jay murmurs into your hair, voice thick and rough with emotion, holding you even closer. “You’re still my little sister. Always will be.” He presses a soft, brotherly kiss to the top of your head, the gesture so tender and familiar it makes fresh tears fall. Over your shoulder, he meets Sunghoon’s eyes and gives a small, solemn nod, a quiet acceptance, not quite warm yet, but real. Sunghoon nods back, the tension in his shoulders finally easing as he watches the two of you, his own eyes soft with relief. The three of you stand there for a long moment in the soft neon glow of the diner, the fractured pieces of your little world finally beginning to settle. Saerin and Jake stay quiet, smiling gently from the booth, the heavy summer air around you feeling lighter for the first time in days. Jay is okay with this. Not perfect, not instant, but okay, and that small peace is enough to breathe again.
You stay wrapped in your brother’s arms a little longer, heart full and aching in the best way, knowing that even as everything changes, some things, the love between you and Jay, will never break. Then the doubt hits you like a wave. You pull back just enough to look up at him, eyes still wet, voice small and cracking. “I don’t even know if me and Sunghoon can be together.”
The words land heavy. Jay’s brows pull together. “What?”
Saerin’s playful smile fades. Jake stops mid sip of his icee. Sunghoon’s hand tightens around yours, confusion flashing across his face. You swallow hard, tears spilling again as the words tumble out, shaky and honest. “I’ve always felt like a secret. The younger sister, the one who was never good enough to be seen with you in public, never good enough to hold your hand where people could see. Like I was something to hide because it was wrong or shameful or not enough. Can that just change overnight? Can we really go from sneaking around to this… like it never hurt me in the first place?”
The table goes quiet. Saerin reaches over and gently squeezes your arm, her voice soft but firm. “Hey, you were never shameful. Not for a second. I get why Sunghoon hid it at first, the fear of blowing everything up but that doesn’t make it right. You deserved to be loved out loud. You still do. And it’s okay to feel scared that it won’t just magically fix itself.”
Sunghoon’s face crumples with regret. He looks at Jay first, eyes steady even though his voice is thick. “I’m sorry, man. I’m so fucking sorry for hiding her. For making you feel betrayed by the one person you trusted most. I was scared too, but that doesn’t excuse it. You’re my brother. I hurt you and I’ll carry that forever.” Then he turns to you, voice softer, breaking a little. “And I’m sorry to you, baby. I made you feel like a secret when you should’ve felt like the most important thing in my life. I was wrong. I hid you because I was terrified of losing everything… but I ended up making you feel small. I never want you to feel that way again.”
He stands and pulls Jay into a tight, fierce hug, the kind that says years of brotherhood and one night of pain all at once. “I’m forever sorry for how I hurt you,” Sunghoon says quietly against his shoulder. Jay hugs him back, stiff at first, then tighter, a silent acceptance passing between them.
Sunghoon pulls away and turns to you. He cups your face gently, thumbs wiping away your tears with such tenderness it makes your chest ache. He leans in and presses a long, soft kiss to your forehead. “My love,” he whispers against your skin, voice warm and steady, “come to the rooftop with me?”
You nod, a small, teary smile breaking through as you slip your hand into his. He brings your joined hands to his lips and kisses your palm sweetly, eyes never leaving yours. The touch is so intimate, so gentle, that fresh tears slip down your cheeks, not from sadness this time, but from the overwhelming feeling of being truly seen.
Saerin gives you both an encouraging little smile. Jay watches quietly, something soft and complicated in his expression, but he doesn’t stop you. Sunghoon leads you up to the rooftop, hand warm and sure around yours, the summer night air cool against your flushed skin as you head toward the rooftop together, ready, finally, to talk in the open under the stars.
The rooftop is quiet except for the soft hum of fairy lights strung between the vents and the low crackle of an old mixtape playing from Sunghoon’s portable speaker, a song playing that you both love, all slow guitars and nostalgic longing. The sky is just beginning to turn pink at the edges, the town stretching out below like a faded postcard you’re both about to leave behind. You stand at the edge with him, his hand warm and steady in yours, the summer breeze brushing your skin like a final gentle sigh before autumn arrives.
Sunghoon turns to you, eyes soft but serious in the growing dawn light. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out the original box of Polaroids from that very first summer, the one you thought was lost forever. It’s tied with the same ribbon you burned at the bonfire, the edges slightly singed but still intact. He holds it like it’s something sacred. Your breath catches as he slowly lowers himself onto one knee right there on the rooftop, not with a ring, but with that worn box resting in his open palms.
He looks up at you, voice rough and thick with emotion. “I’m not asking for forever right now,” he says quietly, the words carrying the weight of every hidden moment, every tear, every fight. “I’m asking for the rest of this summer… and every summer after that, until you get sick of me. Be mine. Be my girl, my girlfriend. Out loud. No more hiding. No more secrets. Just you and me, the way we were always supposed to be.”
You feel your chest tighten, tears already gathering as he opens the box. Inside, nestled among all the old photos of stolen kisses and secret nights, is one new Polaroid, the two of you at the lake the night you first told each other “I love you.” Foreheads pressed together, his hand cupping your cheek, both of you smiling like the world had finally clicked into place. The image is slightly crooked, taken in a hurry, but it captures everything: the fear, the joy, the beginning of something real.
Your hands tremble as you reach out and touch the edge of the box. “Sunghoon…” Your voice cracks, thick with everything you’ve carried, the shame, the love, the guilt, the hope. “I spent so long feeling like I was something to hide. Like loving me meant risking everything. And I hated it. I hated feeling like the secret younger sister who wasn’t good enough to be seen.”
He stays on one knee, listening, eyes never leaving yours. The fairy lights glow softly behind him, the mixtape playing a gentle acoustic song that feels like it was written for this exact moment.
You continue, tears slipping freely now. “But looking at this… at us… I don’t want to be a secret anymore. I want to hold your hand where everyone can see. I want to kiss you in the diner without looking over my shoulder. I want summers with you that don’t end in heartbreak.” Your voice wavers, but it grows stronger. “So yes. Yes to this summer. Yes to every summer after. Yes to being yours out loud.”
Sunghoon’s eyes shine with unshed tears as he rises slowly. He sets the box carefully on the ledge, then pulls you into his arms, kissing you so hard and deep that the world tilts. You kiss him back with your whole body, hands fisting in his shirt, heart pounding against his chest, every ounce of love and relief pouring into the kiss until the box nearly slips off the roof. He catches it with one hand without breaking the kiss, laughing softly into your mouth.
When you finally pull back for air, foreheads still pressed together, he whispers against your lips, “Thank you for saying yes. Thank you for trusting me again.” His thumb brushes your cheek, wiping away tears. “I promise I’ll never make you feel like a secret. Not ever again. You’re my girl. My love. Out loud. Forever starting right now.”
You laugh through your tears, giddy and overwhelmed, burying your face in his neck as the first rays of sunrise paint the sky gold. “I love you,” you murmur, voice muffled against his skin. “I love you so much it scares me sometimes. But I’m not scared anymore. Not with you.”
He holds you tighter, one hand stroking your back, the other still cradling the box of memories. The mixtape plays on, the fairy lights twinkle, and the town below wakes up slowly, unaware that on this rooftop two people have finally stopped hiding.
The summer isn’t over yet. But for the first time, it feels like the beginning of something that might last far beyond it.
You stand on the rooftop with Sunghoon as the sky slowly turns the softest shade of pink, the last stubborn fireflies blinking out like they know the summer is saying goodbye. The fairy lights strung between the vents glow warm and golden, and the old mixtape hums low behind you, the same songs that played during late-night bike rides, sticky popsicle fingers, and stolen kisses under moth bright streetlamps. Everything feels temporary tonight: the heavy headed sunflowers bowing in the fields below, the final ember of a firework fading to ash somewhere over the lake, the cicadas finally falling silent as if someone gently closed a door on the season. Even the faint coconut scent of sunscreen on your skin feels like it’s already evaporating, slipping away with the dying light.
But you know better now. You feel it in the way Sunghoon’s hand stays laced with yours, warm and sure, no longer hiding. Summer has always been full of small miracles that look like endings, yet refuse to die. The bent sunflower only stocks the soil with seeds for next year. The firework smoke clings to your clothes and shows up weeks later when you pull that hoodie from the closet. The cicada’s silence is just a promise buried underground, counting the months until the next hot morning. And you and Sunghoon, you’re the same.
You were temporary once, just a season of late-night drives with the windows down, salt-slick skin drying in the warm breeze, laughter spilling across the boardwalk, and fingers sticky from half melted cherry popsicles that tasted like every stolen kiss. But every single moment planted something deeper that refused to die when the sun slipped away. The way Sunghoon looked at you that first summer when he thought no one was watching, the quiet hunger in his eyes that made your heart race even then. The way you whispered “I love you” against his mouth at the lake, foreheads pressed together, the world finally clicking into place like it had been waiting for that exact breath. Those things don’t vanish when September cools the air or when the cicadas fall silent. They settle into your bones like smoke on fabric, clinging long after the bonfires are ash, waiting for the next spark — in the steam of hot cocoa on winter mornings, in the hush before spring rain, in the quiet of any room where your eyes meet across the table. You were never just summer hiding in the shadows. You’re the whole year now — every season, every light, every quiet promise that this love was never meant to end when the leaves turn. It simply changed shape, tucked itself into hidden pockets of your heart, and grew roots that reach far beyond the golden months, irreversible and entirely yours.
You turn to him, heart so full it aches, the pink sky painting his face in the softest light. “I was so scared,” you whisper, voice trembling but honest. “Scared that loving you meant I’d always be the secret. The little sister who wasn’t good enough to be seen. But standing here, with you holding my hand where the whole town could see if they looked up… I finally understand. We’re not just a summer fling. We’re the seeds. We’re the smoke that travels home. We’re the cicadas waiting underground.”
Sunghoon’s eyes soften, dark and full of that same quiet persistence. He pulls you closer, forehead resting against yours as the mixtape plays a gentle acoustic song that feels written for this exact moment. “You were never just a secret to me,” he murmurs, thumb brushing your cheek. “You were my whole world hiding in plain sight. I was terrified of losing Jay, of losing everything but mostly I was terrified of losing you. I hid us because I was weak. But I’m not hiding anymore. I want every summer after this one. I want the winters too, hot cocoa mornings where I kiss you with cold lips. I want the spring rain where we stay in bed and remember how we felt on that rooftop. I want all of it with you.”
You laugh softly through fresh tears, the sound light and giddy as you lean into him, arms wrapping around his waist. The town stretches out below like a faded postcard you’re about to leave behind, but for the first time it doesn’t feel like an ending. It feels like the beginning of something that refuses to die when the leaves turn. “I love you,” you whisper against his chest, the words tasting like cherry popsicles and salt air and every stolen moment that led you here. “I love you so much it scares me, but I’m not scared of us anymore. I’m gonna love you through every season. I want to carry this summer forward.”
He kisses the top of your head, then your forehead, then your lips — slow, deep, and full of promise. “You’re mine in every way,” he says against your mouth, voice rough with emotion. “Mine in the daylight, mine when the cicadas come back next year, my girl when the snow falls and when the sunflowers bloom again.”
The fairy lights twinkle softly overhead as the sun finally slips lower, painting the rooftop in rose and gold. You stay wrapped in each other, hearts beating in sync, the mixtape still playing like it knows this moment is the one worth remembering. Summer might be ending, but the seeds are already sown. The smoke still clings. The cicadas are only sleeping. And the love between you and Sunghoon, sun-hot, salt-sweet, and utterly irreversible, is already growing roots that will carry you through every season to come.
You rest your head on his shoulder, smiling as the first stars appear, knowing that no matter how short the days become, this feeling will never fade. It will simply change shape, tuck itself into hidden pockets, and wait for the next spark, forever yours, forever his, forever summer.
You come down, the whole group waiting eagerly. Jay leaning against the counter with a beer, Saerin perched on the island swinging her legs, Jake and Keeho arguing over who gets the last Pop Tart. You don’t hide, you walk hand in hand towards them and slide your arms around his neck, and kiss him right there in front of everyone, slow, deep, and unashamed, tasting the faint sweetness of cherry on his lips. When you pull back just enough to speak, your voice is clear and steady, full of all the love you’ve been holding back for so long.
“He’s mine,” you say softly, but loud enough for them all to hear, your fingers threading through the hair at the nape of his neck. “In every season. Not just summer. Not just when we’re hiding. He’s mine in the fall when the leaves turn, in the winter when it snows, in the spring when everything starts again. Sunghoon is mine, and I’m not hiding it anymore.”
Sunghoon’s eyes shine with pure, unguarded joy as he wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you flush against him. He kisses your forehead, then your lips again, quick and sweet, before resting his cheek against yours. “I’m the luckiest man alive,” he says, voice warm and a little rough with emotion, loud enough for the whole kitchen to hear. “I love my girlfriend so much. My girlfriend in every season. Summer, fall, winter, spring — doesn’t matter. She’s mine, and I get to love her out loud now. I’m never letting go.”
The group erupts in cheers and teasing whistles. Saerin claps and whoops dramatically, Jake pumps his fist with a grin, and Keeho lets out a loud “Finally!” Even Jay — standing there with his beer — cracks a small, genuine smile, the corners of his eyes crinkling as he shakes his head, muttering, “Yeah, yeah… don’t make me regret this, let alone you,” but the fondness in his voice is unmistakable.
You laugh brightly against Sunghoon’s chest, heart so full it feels like it might burst, the summer sun streaming in like it’s celebrating with you. For the first time, everything feels right, no secrets, no shame, just love out loud in every season, with the people you care about most right there to witness it. Sunghoon presses another soft kiss to your temple and whispers against your skin, “My girlfriend. Every single day.” And you know, deep down, that this is only the beginning.
Saerin smiles softly, squeezing your shoulder as she leans in, her voice light but warm. “See? Hearts out. That’s all we needed.” Jake chuckles quietly, raising his icee like a toast, while Keeho nods, the group settling into a fragile but real quiet. Jay doesn’t let go of you right away. Instead he pulls you both into a clumsy, awkward hug across the table, one arm around your shoulders, the other around Sunghoon’s, the three of you pressed close in the red vinyl booth, the smell of cherry syrup and old diner grease mixing with the faint salt of unshed tears. It’s not perfect. It’s not fixed. But it’s a step forward, raw and honest, the summer night outside the window still humming with cicadas and the distant crackle of the bonfire, the lanterns still floating somewhere in the dark like quiet hopes finally allowed to breathe.
Sunghoon’s eyes meet yours over Jay’s shoulder, heated and sensual even in the middle of the emotion, dark, possessive, full of the same want that started all of this. His thumb brushes your knuckles again, slow and intimate, a silent promise that the love is still there, still burning, even as the world tries to pull you apart. You squeeze back, heart full and aching, the three of you tangled together in the soft neon glow, the fractured pieces of your little world starting, just barely, to mend.
When Jay steps outside for a smoke, the diner door barely clicks shut before Sunghoon’s hand finds yours under the table. His grip is firm, warm, and possessive, thumb stroking slow circles over your knuckles as he leans in close, lips brushing the shell of your ear. “Come with me,” he murmurs, voice low and velvet-rough, sending heat straight between your thighs. “I need to taste my girl right now. Been dying to bury my tongue in that pretty pussy ever since I watched you cry in your brother’s arms. I want to show you how much I love you without hiding anymore.”
You barely have time to breathe before he stands, pulling you up with him. His arm slides around your waist, strong and sure, and he lifts you effortlessly, carrying you bridal style toward the back hallway like you weigh nothing. Your legs dangle, skirt riding high on your thighs as he walks, his mouth pressing hot, open mouthed kisses along your neck and jaw. “I love you,” he whispers between kisses, voice thick with need and tenderness. “I love you so fucking much it hurts. I’m done pretending I don’t want to touch you every second of the day. Done hiding how wet you make me just by existing.”
He kicks the bathroom door open with his foot, steps inside, and locks it behind you with a decisive click that sounds like freedom. Setting you gently on the edge of the sink, he cages you in with his body, forehead resting against yours as his hands slide up your thighs, pushing your skirt higher. “No more secrets,” he breathes, kissing you slow and deep, tongue sliding against yours with filthy, loving strokes. “This pussy is mine now, in daylight, where everyone can know. I’m going to eat you until you’re shaking and crying my name, baby girl. Until you understand how completely I belong to you.”
His mouth trails down your neck, sucking soft marks into your skin as his fingers tease the edge of your soaked panties. “I can’t believe this is real,” he groans, voice husky and reverent. “I can’t believe I get to love you openly. I love you. I love this tight little cunt that gets so wet for me. I love the way you moan when I tell you you’re mine. I’m never letting you go again.” He kisses you harder, deeper, one hand cupping your face while the other slips between your legs, stroking through your slick folds with slow, sensual pressure that makes your hips roll against his palm.
You’re already panting, clinging to his shoulders as he pulls back just enough to look into your eyes, dark gaze burning with wild hunger and tender devotion. “I love you,” he says again, softer this time, pressing his forehead to yours. “I love you so much I’m going to drop to my knees and worship this pussy like it deserves. No hiding. No shame. Just me loving every dripping inch of you.” With one last heated kiss that leaves you dizzy, he sinks down to his knees between your spread thighs, hands spreading you open as he leans in, ready to make good on every filthy, loving promise.
Sunghoon doesn’t waste a second once the bathroom door clicks shut. He spins you around, lifts you onto the cool porcelain sink with strong hands, and drops to his knees between your spread thighs like a man coming home after weeks of starving. His dark eyes look up at you, burning with hunger and something deeper, as he pushes your short skirt up to your waist and yanks your soaked panties to the side. “I’ve been dying for this pussy,” he growls softly, voice thick with need, before he leans in and drags his tongue slowly through your slick folds, tasting every inch of you like he wants to memorize the flavor.
He eats you out with slow, reverent strokes at first, tongue flat and broad as it licks from your entrance up to your swollen clit, savoring the way you tremble. His hands grip your thighs, spreading you wider so he can bury his face deeper, nose pressing against your clit while his tongue fucks into your dripping hole with wet, obscene sounds. “Fuck, you taste so good,” he moans against your pussy, the vibration shooting straight through you. “So wet for me already. This pretty little cunt missed Daddy’s mouth, didn’t it?”
You can’t hold back anymore. The second Sunghoon drops to his knees, you fist both hands in his hair and yank his face into your dripping cunt, grinding down hard against his mouth with raw, desperate hunger. He attacks you like a man starved for weeks — tongue broad and greedy, lapping messily through your soaked folds, sucking noisily at your swollen clit like he’s trying to drink you dry. Wet, filthy sounds fill the bathroom as he devours you, nose buried against your clit, chin already shiny with your slick while he moans like tasting you is the only thing keeping him alive.
His tongue plunges deep inside you, fucking your tight hole with frantic, starving strokes before he pulls back to suck your clit into his hot mouth with brutal suction. You ride his face like you’re possessed, hips rolling wildly, smothering him with your wet pussy as slick drips down his chin and onto the sink. He’s insatiable — licking, sucking, slurping every drop like a man dying of thirst, hands gripping your ass so hard his fingers dig into the soft flesh, spreading you wider so he can bury his face even deeper.
You’re shaking, thighs clamped around his head, completely lost in how ferociously he eats you out. “Daddy,” you moan brokenly, the word slipping out as pleasure spikes sharp and hot through your body. He growls against your cunt at the sound, the vibration making your eyes roll back while he sucks your clit harder, tongue flicking fast and relentless like he wants to ruin you with his mouth. You grind down harder, fucking his face with feverish rolls of your hips, loving how sloppy and desperate he is for you, how he moans and whimpers into your pussy like he can’t get enough.
“Daddy—fuck,” you gasp again, voice cracking as he shoves two thick fingers inside you without warning, curling them viciously against that perfect spot while his mouth stays latched to your clit, sucking with obscene, hungry pulls. The pleasure is insane, overwhelming, your whole body trembling violently as he eats you like a starving animal, tongue and fingers working you mercilessly, slick pouring down his wrist and chin. You’re so close it hurts, hips stuttering, grinding frantically against his face as he devours every inch of your dripping, throbbing cunt.
You whimper, one hand flying to his hair, the other clamped tight over your mouth to muffle the moans that keep spilling out. Sunghoon grows more feverish, sucking your clit into his mouth with filthy, rhythmic pulls while two thick fingers slide deep inside you, curling hard against that spot that makes your vision blur. He fucks you with his fingers and mouth in perfect sync, tongue flicking fast and relentless over your clit as your hips buck against his face, slick coating his chin and dripping down to the sink.
“I love you,” he rasps between long, hungry licks, eyes locked on yours from below, dark and possessive. “I love this pussy. I love how you taste when you’re dripping for me. I love the way you shake when I suck on your clit like this.” His confession is filthy and tender at the same time, each word punctuated by another slow drag of his tongue or a deep thrust of his fingers. He eats you like he’s apologizing for every day he stayed away, like he’s making a vow right here on his knees.
The pressure builds fast and overwhelming. Sunghoon sucks harder on your clit, fingers pumping faster, curling deeper, the wet squelching sounds echoing in the small bathroom. Your thighs start to shake violently around his head as he moans into your cunt, the vibration pushing you closer to the edge. “Cum for me, baby girl,” he groans, voice muffled and desperate. “Let me taste how much you love me too.”
You come with a third broken cry of “Daddy!” — hips jerking wildly against his mouth as your pussy clenches and gushes hard all over his tongue and fingers. Sunghoon doesn’t stop. He keeps sucking and licking through your orgasm like a man possessed, drinking every drop of your release with greedy, filthy moans, prolonging the pleasure until you’re shaking and sobbing above him, completely ruined by how starved and relentless he is for your pussy.
You come hard, back arching off the mirror, hand pressed tight over your mouth to stifle the broken cry that tears from your throat. Your pussy clenches and gushes around his fingers, slick flooding his tongue as he keeps licking you through it, slow and greedy, drinking every drop like he’s never tasted anything sweeter. Tears slip down your cheeks from the intensity, your body trembling uncontrollably while he continues gentle laps at your oversensitive clit, drawing out the pleasure until you’re whimpering softly.
He doesn’t stop even after your orgasm begins to fade. His tongue slows into long, sensual strokes, cleaning you up with tender devotion, occasionally pressing soft kisses to your swollen folds and inner thighs. “I’m never hiding again,” he murmurs against your skin, voice husky and raw. “You’re mine. In daylight. In front of everyone. I love you so fucking much it hurts.”
You look down at him through teary lashes, chest heaving, the bathroom light catching the wetness on his lips and chin. Sunghoon rises slowly, kissing up your body until his mouth finds yours in a deep, messy kiss that tastes like your own arousal and pure, desperate love. His hands cup your face gently, thumbs wiping away your tears as he rests his forehead against yours.
“This doesn’t feel like sneaking anymore,” you whisper against his lips, voice shaky and emotional. “It feels like being chosen.”
Sunghoon smiles softly, eyes dark and full of promise, pressing one last lingering kiss to your swollen, sensitive pussy before pulling your panties back into place with careful hands. “That’s because you are chosen, baby girl. Every single day from now on.”
You’re still trembling on the sink, thighs shaking around his head, when Sunghoon rises slowly, lips shiny with your release, eyes dark and soft at the same time. The second he’s standing between your legs, you grab his face with both hands, pulling him into a messy, desperate kiss that tastes like you and pure, overwhelming love. Your heart feels too big for your chest, giddy bubbles of joy mixing with the tears still slipping down your cheeks.
“I love you,” you whisper against his mouth, voice giddy and breathless, a bright, teary laugh breaking free as you kiss him again and again. “God, Sunghoon, I love you so much it’s stupid. I can’t believe this is real either. I can’t believe I get to say it out loud now, in the middle of a diner bathroom, with my brother right outside.” You giggle softly, the sound light and happy even through the tears, your fingers threading through his hair as you pepper his face with quick, loving kisses, his cheeks, his jaw, the corner of his mouth.
You pull back just enough to look at him, eyes sparkling with giddy joy and deep, aching tenderness. “I love you,” you say again, softer this time, forehead resting against his. “I love how you kiss me like I’m the only thing that matters. I love how greedy you are for me. I love that you dropped to your knees like I’m something sacred even when we’re hiding in a bathroom. I love you for choosing me even when it hurt everyone. I’m so happy right now I feel like I’m floating.”
Your legs wrap tighter around his waist, pulling him closer so you can feel the hard line of his cock pressing against your still-sensitive core. You rock against him slowly, teasing, your voice dropping into something breathy and playful. “I love you, Daddy,” you murmur, lips brushing his ear, a shy but giddy smile tugging at your mouth. “I love being yours in daylight. I love knowing we don’t have to hide anymore. I love that you ate me like you were making a vow… and I want to spend the rest of this summer — and every summer after — letting you keep that promise.”
You kiss him again, deep and slow and full of sunshine, your hands sliding down to cup his face as happy tears keep falling. “I love you,” you whisper one more time, voice giddy and glowing. “I love you, I love you, I love you. Thank you for choosing me too.”
You squeeze his hand as the two of you step out of the bathroom and head toward the bar where only Jay and Saerin remain. Saerin leans against the wooden counter with a bright, mischievous grin, looking effortlessly sexy in her cropped baby blue “Kiss Me” top and tiny denim cut offs. She dramatically poses with a cherry iced straw between her teeth like it’s a cigarette, one hip cocked, glittery eyeshadow catching the string lights as she pretends to blow a kiss to no one in particular. Jay stands beside her, arms crossed, but his burning dark eyes are locked on Saerin with an intensity he clearly thinks is subtle. His gaze traces the long line of her shimmer oiled legs, lingers on the way her top rides up when she laughs, and flicks back to her glossy lips around the straw. He isn’t being obvious but he thinks he is, the quiet hunger in his stare is unmistakable.
You and Sunghoon exchange a small, knowing smile as you approach, fingers still laced together. Sunghoon’s thumb brushes sweetly over your knuckles. When you reach them, you squeeze his hand gently and look at Jay with a soft, giddy smile. “Hey, I think I’m gonna head home with Saerin now,” you say, voice light but warm.
Before Jay can respond, Saerin nudges him with her elbow, her grin turning playful and knowing. Jay exhales a long sigh, rubbing the back of his neck as his eyes flick between you, Sunghoon, and Saerin. Finally, he speaks, voice gruff but sincere. “You know what, you might as well come back with me and Sunghoon to the apartment. Spend the night with him. Seeing as you two are a serious couple now and clearly very much in love, you shouldn’t have to spend any nights apart .”
Your face lights up with a bright, giddy smile, joy bubbling up so fast you can’t contain it. “I’d really love that,” you say softly, cheeks warm as you turn to Sunghoon. He lifts your joined hands and presses a tender kiss to your knuckles, dark eyes full of quiet affection.
Sunghoon leans in close, lips brushing your ear as he whispers something just for you, voice low and intimate. “Good. Because I’ve been thinking about taking my girl home to my bed all night.”
You shiver happily at his words, squeezing his hand tighter as the four of you start walking toward the apartment together. The summer night suddenly feels warmer, brighter, and full of new possibilities. Jay walks a little ahead with Saerin, still stealing those not-so-subtle glances at her, while you stay tucked against Sunghoon’s side, heart full and glowing with the simple, perfect joy of not having to hide anymore.
After a few steps, Jay slows down and glances back at the two of you. He lets out a long, tired groan, rubbing a hand over his face.
“Please don’t make me listen to anything tonight,” he mutters, voice low and resigned. “I’m serious. I’m gonna need ear plugs or something. Don’t scar me for life, okay?”
Saerin bursts out laughing beside him, nudging his shoulder again. You can’t help the giddy little smile that spreads across your face as you lean closer into Sunghoon, cheeks warm with both embarrassment and happiness. Sunghoon just chuckles softly, pressing a quick kiss to the side of your head.
“Got it,” he says lightly, though the mischievous glint in his eyes tells you he’s not making any promises. “We’ll try to behave.”
The four of you keep walking, the summer night wrapping around you like a warm blanket, the tension finally easing into something softer, warmer, and full of quiet new beginnings.
The three of you walk back to the shared apartment in a quiet, tentative peace. Jay gives you both a long look at the door before muttering, “I’m crashing in my room. Just… keep it down or don’t. Whatever, not like you guys will listen me anyway.” He disappears down the hall without another word, leaving the weight of acceptance hanging in the air. Sunghoon takes your hand openly, leading you straight to his bedroom with no more sneaking, no more locked doors or muffled sounds. For the first time, you don’t have to hide. The summer night air still clings to your skin as he closes the door behind you, but this time the click feels like freedom instead of secrecy. You are spending the night with your boyfriend, in his bed, while your brother is just down the hall, and no one is pretending anymore.
Sunghoon pulls you into his arms the second the door shuts, kissing you slow and deep, hands sliding under your skirt to squeeze your ass. “All night,” he murmurs against your lips, voice already rough with need. “I get to fuck you all night and you don’t have to be quiet. I want to hear every moan, every ‘Daddy,’ every time you tell me how much you love my cock.” He walks you backward until your knees hit the edge of his bed, then gently pushes you down onto the soft sheets. His eyes are dark and hungry as he strips off his shirt, revealing the lean, toned body you’ve missed so much. “Tonight I’m going to take my time with you, baby girl. No rushing. No hiding. Just me loving every inch of this pretty pussy until the sun comes up.”
You watch him push his jeans and boxers down, his massive cock springing free, thick, long, and already leaking at the tip. The sight makes your mouth water instantly. Sunghoon smirks, stroking himself slowly as he climbs onto the bed. “Get on your back, head hanging off the edge for me.” You obey instantly, scooting until your head dangles off the side of the mattress, throat perfectly aligned. He stands above you, towering, his heavy cock hovering over your face. “Open that pretty mouth, baby. Daddy’s going to fuck your throat tonight.”
You part your lips eagerly, tongue sliding out as he taps the thick head against your tongue. The sheer size of him always takes your breath away, veiny, heavy, stretching your jaw wide the second he pushes past your lips. You moan around the girth, the sound vibrating down his length as he slowly feeds you more, inch after thick inch sliding over your tongue until the head bumps the back of your throat. “Fuck, look at you,” he groans, voice low and filthy. “Taking Daddy’s big cock so well. Your mouth feels like heave, so warm, so wet, so fucking tight.”
He starts slow at first, rocking his hips gently, letting you adjust to the massive stretch. But hunger quickly takes over. His hands grip the sides of your head, holding you steady as he pushes deeper, the thick shaft bulging visibly in your throat with every thrust. You gag wetly around him, drool spilling from the corners of your stretched lips and running down your face in messy trails. The obscene slurping sounds fill the room, loud, wet, filthy, as you suck him greedily, hollowing your cheeks and swirling your tongue along the underside while he fucks your face with deep, controlled strokes.
“Shit, baby girl, listen to that sloppy mouth,” he growls, voice thick with lust as he thrusts harder, balls slapping against your forehead with every push. “You’re drooling all over Daddy’s cock like a desperate little whore. Look how wide your throat is stretching for me, taking every thick inch like you were born for it.” You moan loudly around him, the vibration making his hips stutter as you suck harder, bobbing your head as much as the position allows, slurping noisily every time he pulls back. Spit drips down your chin and neck in shiny strands, the wet glucking sounds growing louder and messier the deeper he goes.
He leans forward slightly, one hand reaching down to rub your swollen clit through your panties while he continues fucking your throat. “That’s it, choke on it. Take Daddy’s massive cock all the way down. I love how you gag for me, how your throat squeezes so fucking tight every time I hit the back.” Your eyes water, tears slipping down your temples as you relax your throat and let him slide even deeper, the fat head pushing past the tight ring until your nose presses against his pelvis. The stretch burns so good, your jaw aching deliciously around his thickness while you swallow around him, milking his cock with your throat.
Sunghoon’s dirty talk grows rougher, more possessive, hips snapping faster as he uses your mouth. “Fuck, you’re such a perfect little cocksucker. My good girl, letting me ruin this pretty throat while your brother’s down the hall. No more hiding how much you love choking on Daddy’s big dick.” You whimper loudly around him, sucking harder, tongue working frantically along the thick vein underneath as more spit bubbles from your lips. The lewd, sloppy sounds of your throat getting fucked echo through the room, wet gags, desperate slurps, and your muffled, horny moans mixing together in the most obscene symphony.
He finally pulls out with a wet pop, strings of spit connecting your swollen lips to his glistening cock. You gasp for air, chest heaving, face a mess of tears and drool, but your eyes are glassy with pure lust. Sunghoon strokes his massive, spit-slick cock slowly, looking down at you with dark, adoring hunger. “You’re so fucking beautiful like this,” he murmurs, voice softer for a moment. “My baby girl, taking me so well. I love you.” Then his tone drops back into filthy territory as he taps the heavy head against your tongue again. “Now open wide. Daddy’s not done using this perfect throat yet.”
You moan eagerly, tongue out, ready for more as he slides back into your mouth, the thick length stretching you wide once again. The night is only just beginning, and for the first time you don’t have to hold back a single sound.
He slides back into your mouth with one smooth thrust, the thick head forcing its way past the tight ring of your throat again. You gag hard around the massive girth, eyes watering instantly as he holds himself deep, letting your throat convulse and milk him. “That’s it,” he groans, voice dark and filthy, one hand wrapping loosely around your throat so he can feel the bulge of his cock moving inside you. “Feel that? Feel how deep Daddy’s cock is stretching your little throat? Fuck, you look so pretty choking on me.”
Sunghoon starts fucking your face with slow, deliberate strokes, pulling out until just the head rests on your tongue before slamming back in, balls slapping wetly against your forehead. Thick strings of spit drip from your stretched lips, running down your cheeks and into your hair as he uses your mouth like a toy. He spits directly onto his cock before pushing back in, the extra slick making the slide even wetter and filthier. “Spit dripping all over you like a messy little slut,” he growls, thumb pressing lightly against the front of your throat to feel every thrust. “Look at you — tears, drool, taking every inch like you were made for Daddy’s cock.”
Your hands fly up to grip his thighs, nails digging in as he picks up speed, fucking your throat harder, deeper, the obscene glucking and gagging sounds filling the room. He leans over you, one hand braced on the bed, the other still loosely choking your neck as he watches his thick shaft disappear between your swollen lips over and over. “Such a good girl for me,” he pants, voice rough with lust. “Letting me ruin this pretty throat while your brother is right down the hall. You love it, don’t you? Love being Daddy’s secret little cocksleeve.”
He pulls out suddenly, strings of thick spit connecting your gasping mouth to his glistening cock. Before you can catch your breath he slaps the heavy length against your cheek, smearing your own saliva across your face. “Open,” he commands, and the second you do he spits directly into your open mouth, watching with dark satisfaction as you swallow it down without hesitation. “Good girl. Now take it again.” He pushes back in immediately, fucking your throat with short, brutal thrusts that make your eyes roll back, the bulge in your neck visible with every snap of his hips.
The choking sensation from his hand and his cock combined sends sparks through your whole body. You moan and gag around him, the vibrations making Sunghoon curse under his breath as he fucks your face faster, spit flying everywhere, dripping down your neck and onto the sheets. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum down this tight throat if you keep sucking me like that,” he growls, fingers tightening just enough around your neck to make your head spin deliciously. “You want that, baby? Want Daddy to fill your stomach while you choke and cry for me?”
He keeps pounding into your mouth, relentless and deep, the wet, sloppy sounds growing louder and more obscene with every thrust. Your throat burns in the best way, jaw aching, tears streaming down your temples, but you’ve never felt more owned, more loved, more completely his. Sunghoon’s eyes stay locked on your face the entire time, watching every gag, every tear, every desperate swallow with raw, possessive adoration.
Sunghoon’s hips stutter hard as he buries his cock to the hilt down your throat one final time. “Fuck— I’m cumming, baby,” he groans, voice breaking with raw need. Thick, hot ropes of cum shoot straight into your stomach, pulse after heavy pulse, so much that you feel your belly swell slightly from how full he’s making you. You choke and swallow around him desperately, tears streaming, but he doesn’t pull out until every last drop is drained deep inside you. When he finally slides his massive cock from your ruined throat, long strings of spit and cum connect your swollen lips to the glistening head.
He strokes himself slowly over your face, milking the last spurts of cum onto your tongue and chin. “Look at you,” he growls, voice dark and satisfied. “My perfect little whore covered in Daddy’s cum. Chin dripping like the messy cumslut you are.” Thick white streaks paint your chin and lips, some sliding down your neck in slow, obscene trails. You moan softly, tongue darting out to catch what you can, eyes glassy with lust as you stare up at him.
Sunghoon taps the heavy head of his cock against your cum-covered chin, smearing his release across your skin. “That’s right, baby girl. Wear Daddy’s cum like a good whore. I love seeing you like this — throat fucked raw, face painted, belly full of my load.” He leans down and spits into your open mouth again, watching you swallow it greedily along with the rest of his cum. “Swallow every drop. I want you carrying me inside you all night.”
You whimper, completely lost in the filthy, overwhelming feeling of being used and marked. “More,” you beg hoarsely, voice wrecked from the throat-fucking. “Please, Daddy, I want you to breed me. Fill me up until I’m leaking your cum for days.” The breeding kink hits you hard, the thought of him pumping load after load deep into your pussy, claiming you completely, makes fresh slick drip down your thighs.
Sunghoon’s eyes darken with pure possession as he pulls you up from the edge of the bed and flips you onto your back. He spreads your legs wide, staring down at your dripping, needy cunt with hungry eyes. “Don’t worry, baby. Daddy’s going to breed this tight little pussy all night. I’m going to fill you so full of cum you’ll be dripping me for the rest of the summer. My good little breeding whore.” He rubs the thick head of his still-hard cock through your folds, teasing your entrance as more of his earlier load drips from your chin onto your chest.
You stare up at him with glassy, cock-drunk eyes, chin and lips absolutely covered in thick ropes of his cum, some still dripping slowly down your neck and onto your chest. “Fuck, Daddy… look at all this cum,” you whimper hoarsely, voice completely wrecked from how deep he fucked your throat. You scoop some of the warm load off your chin with two fingers and push it into your mouth, sucking them clean with an obscene moan. “Mmm, I love being your little cum whore. I love how much you give me… how heavy and thick it is. I want to be covered in it every day. I want you to paint my face, my tits, my tongue until I’m dripping with Daddy’s load like the greedy slut I am for you.”
You spread your legs wider on the bed, fingers trailing through the mess on your skin as you look up at him with pure, shameless need. “Please keep breeding me tonight,” you beg, voice breathy and desperate. “I want every drop deep in my pussy. Fill me until I’m overflowing, until your cum is leaking out of me for hours. I’m your cumslut, Daddy, use me, breed me, ruin me. I love being full of you. I love being your dirty little whore who lives for every single drop you give me.”
Sunghoon flips you onto your back and climbs over you, his massive cock still hard and glistening with spit and cum. He straddles your chest, knees planted on either side of your ribs, and looks down at you with dark, hungry eyes. “Push your tits together for Daddy,” he orders, voice low and rough. You obey instantly, cupping your breasts and squeezing them together, creating a soft, warm valley for him. He groans at the sight, sliding his thick, heavy cock between your tits, the head already leaking fresh precum onto your skin.
Sunghoon straddles your chest, knees planted firmly on either side of your ribs, his massive cock heavy and throbbing as he stares down at you with raw hunger. He grips the base of his thick shaft and slaps it against your tits, the heavy meaty sound echoing in the room as precum smears across your skin. “Push them together for Daddy,” he growls, voice low and commanding. You obey instantly, cupping your soft breasts and squeezing them tightly around his cock, creating a perfect, warm, plush valley. The sight of his veiny, girthy length disappearing between your tits makes him groan deep in his chest. He spits directly onto the head of his cock and into the cleavage, watching the thick saliva drip down and slick everything up before he starts thrusting.
He repositions himself and leans forward, mouth descending on your tits with ravenous hunger. His lips wrap around one nipple, sucking hard and greedy, tongue flicking and swirling as he moans against your flesh. He switches to the other, sucking deep pulls that make your back arch, teeth grazing just enough to send sparks of pleasure-pain straight to your clit. “These perfect tits,” he growls between wet sucks, “so soft and full for me.” His mouth is filthy and desperate, sucking and licking like he can’t get enough, leaving your nipples shiny and swollen.
Sunghoon sits back up, gripping the base of his massive cock and slapping the heavy length against your tits a few times, the wet sound echoing in the room. He lines himself up and slowly pushes forward, sliding the thick shaft between your squeezed breasts. The heat and softness of your tits envelop him completely, the head of his cock peeking out at the top with every thrust. “Fuck, baby,” he groans, voice thick with lust. “Your tits feel so good wrapped around my cock. So warm and soft… look how they swallow me up.”
He starts thrusting slowly at first, hips rolling as he fucks your tits with long, deliberate strokes. His hands cover yours, pressing your breasts even tighter around his thick length, the friction delicious and obscene. Precum leaks steadily from the tip, slicking the valley between your tits and making every slide smoother and wetter. “That’s it, push them together harder,” he growls. “I want to feel these pretty tits milking my cock.”
He begins slow but deliberate, rolling his hips so his massive cock slides smoothly between your squeezed tits, the fat head bumping against your chin with every forward stroke. The friction is obscene, your soft, warm flesh enveloping every thick inch, your nipples hard and brushing against his shaft as he moves. Spit and precum mix together, making the slide wetter and filthier with every thrust. Sunghoon’s hands cover yours, pressing your tits even tighter around him, forcing your breasts to bulge around his girth. “Fuck, look at that,” he groans, eyes fixed on the way your tits swallow his cock. “Your pretty tits were made for Daddy’s big dick. So soft… so fucking tight around me.”
The pace quickly turns feverish and relentless. Sunghoon fucks your tits harder, hips snapping with raw need, the wet slap of skin against skin growing louder and more obscene. His heavy balls slap rhythmically against the underside of your breasts as he drives his cock up and down between them, the head repeatedly bumping your lips and chin, leaving sticky trails of precum and spit across your face. He leans forward, mouth claiming yours in a messy, spit-filled kiss, tongues sliding together while he continues thrusting between your tits. When he pulls back, a thick string of saliva connects your lips as he spits directly into your open mouth again. “Swallow it, baby girl. Be a good little titfuck whore for me.”
He grows even more intense, fucking your tits with deep, punishing strokes, his cock gliding through the slick valley faster and harder. Your breasts bounce and jiggle wildly with every thrust, nipples dragging against his veiny shaft, sending sparks of pleasure through both of you. Sunghoon’s breathing turns ragged, eyes dark with possession as he watches his massive cock disappear and reappear between your soft, plush tits. “That’s it, squeeze them tighter,” he growls, voice breaking. “Milk Daddy’s cock with these perfect tits. I’m gonna paint them so fucking pretty.”
You moan loudly beneath him, completely lost in the filthy sensation. Sunghoon leans down again, sucking hard on one of your nipples while still thrusting between your tits, teeth grazing the sensitive peak as his cock slides faster through the spit-slicked cleavage. The combination of his mouth on your breast and his thick cock fucking your tits pushes you closer to the edge. He pulls back just enough to spit on his cock again, watching the saliva drip down before slamming back between your breasts with renewed hunger. “Gonna cum all over these tits,” he pants, hips stuttering. “Gonna cover my pretty whore in so much cum you’ll be dripping with me for days.”
The pace quickly turns rapid. Sunghoon’s hips snap faster, thrusting up and down between your tits with raw need, the wet slap of skin against skin filling the room. His massive cock looks even bigger nestled between your soft breasts, the head bumping your chin with every upward stroke. “Look at you,” he pants, eyes locked on the sight. “My good little titfuck slut. Taking Daddy’s big cock between these perfect tits like the whore you are.”
He leans forward slightly, one hand bracing on the headboard as he fucks your tits harder, faster, the bed creaking beneath you. Your breasts bounce and jiggle with every powerful thrust, nipples still hard and sensitive from his mouth. “Fuck, they’re so soft… so fucking warm,” he groans, voice breaking. “I could cum all over these tits right now and paint you like my personal cumslut.”
You moan loudly, the feeling of his thick, veiny cock sliding between your tits driving you insane with lust. Sunghoon’s balls slap against the underside of your breasts with every downward thrust, the rhythm relentless and filthy. “Squeeze them tighter for me, baby girl,” he demands, breath ragged. “I want to feel every inch of these tits wrapped around my cock while I use them.”
His thrusts grow erratic, hips stuttering as pleasure builds fast and overwhelming. He stares down at you with pure possession, watching his massive cock disappear and reappear between your soft, plush tits. “Gonna cum soon,” he warns, voice hoarse. “Gonna cover these pretty tits in so much cum you’ll be dripping with me for days.”
With a deep, broken groan, Sunghoon fucks your tits through his orgasm, thick ropes of hot cum shooting across your chest, your neck, and your chin. He keeps thrusting slowly between your cum-covered tits, milking every last drop as he marks you completely, breathing hard and looking down at you with dark, satisfied eyes.
Sunghoon pulls back from your tits with a wet sound, his massive cock glistening with spit and precum, chest heaving as he stares down at you like a man possessed. “Enough,” he growls, voice thick and feral. “I need to breed you. I need to stuff that tight little pussy full of my cum until you’re dripping with it.” He flips you onto your back in one smooth motion, spreading your legs wide and hooking them over his elbows as he settles between your thighs in missionary. The head of his thick cock nudges your soaked entrance, teasing your fluttering hole before he pushes in with one deep, relentless thrust. You cry out as he stretches you open, the massive girth splitting you apart, bottoming out so deep you feel him in your stomach.
You sob out sharply, back arching hard as he stretches you open, the massive girth splitting you apart and bottoming out so deep you feel him pressing against your cervix. “Oh fuck, Daddy— you’re so big for my tight pussy. Mmm— Daddy fills me up so well,” you moan loudly, hips already rolling up to meet him, pussy clenching greedily around his thickness. “Fill me up, I need all of it.”
He sets a brutal pace immediately, hips snapping forward with wild, possessive strokes that make the bed creak beneath you. “Fuck, this pussy was made for breeding,” he groans, eyes locked on where his cock disappears inside you. “So tight, so wet, sucking me in like it wants my babies. I’m gonna fuck a baby into you tonight, baby girl. Fill you up until you’re swollen with my cum.” Every thrust is deep and punishing, the fat head kissing your cervix on every downward stroke, his heavy balls slapping against your ass as he pounds into you. You’re moaning uncontrollably, nails digging into his back, legs shaking around him as he fucks you like he’s trying to imprint himself inside your womb.
You fuck back just as hard, lifting your hips to slam up into every thrust, legs trembling around his arms as you take him deeper. “Yes, Daddy— breed me,” you gasp, voice breaking into desperate moans. “I want your babies, stuff me full, please— I’m so wet for you, Daddy.” Every powerful thrust makes your tits bounce, your nails digging into his back as you meet him thrust for thrust, pussy fluttering and gushing around his thick cock.
Sunghoon leans down, forehead pressed to yours, breath hot against your lips as he drives into you harder. “Feel that? Feel how deep I am? That’s where my cum belongs, right against your cervix, pumping you full until it takes.” His hand slides between your bodies, thumb rubbing tight circles on your swollen clit while he fucks you with long, powerful strokes. The wet, filthy sound of your pussy taking his massive cock fills the room, slick dripping down your ass and onto the sheets. You’re lost in it, crying out his name, begging for more as he breeds you with raw, animalistic need. “Gonna knock you up, baby. Gonna watch your belly grow with my baby while I keep fucking you every night.”
You’re sobbing with pleasure, rolling your hips desperately to grind your clit against his thumb, legs shaking violently as you chase every inch. “Right there— oh god, Daddy, don’t stop,” you cry out, voice high and needy. “I’m gonna cum— breed me while I cum on your cock, please!”
He slows for a moment, grinding deep and rolling his hips so his cock stirs inside you, pressing against every sensitive spot. “I love you like this,” he rasps, voice breaking with emotion and lust. “Legs spread, pussy dripping, taking every inch while I breed you. You’re mine. All mine.” Then the pace turns feral again, hips slamming into you, bed banging against the wall, his cock bullying its way into your deepest parts with every thrust. You’re sobbing with pleasure, pussy clenching greedily around him, desperate to milk him dry, desperate to be filled and bred like the whore he’s turning you into.
The breeding talk pushes you closer to the edge. Sunghoon’s eyes are wild, dark with pure possession as he fucks you harder, sweat dripping down his chest onto your skin. “Say it,” he demands, voice rough. “Tell Daddy you want his babies. Tell me you want me to stuff this pussy full until you’re leaking for days.”
You moan it brokenly, over and over. “Yes, Daddy, breed me, put a baby in me, fill me up!” Your voice cracking as another orgasm crashes through you, pussy spasming and gushing around his thick cock while he keeps pounding through it, chasing his own release.
He suddenly pulls out, flips you onto your hands and knees, and slams back inside you from behind in one brutal thrust. The new angle lets him go even deeper, the head of his cock kissing your cervix with every savage snap of his hips. “This is how I’m breeding you tonight,” he growls, one hand fisting your hair, the other gripping your hip hard enough to bruise. “Ass up, face down, taking every drop like the perfect little breeding slut you are.” He fucks you with wild, animalistic strokes, the sound of skin slapping skin echoing loudly, his heavy balls slapping against your clit as he drives toward his release.
You push back onto him immediately, ass bouncing against his pelvis as you fuck yourself on his massive cock. “Yes— fuck me harder, Daddy,” you moan loudly, voice wrecked and desperate. “Breed me like this, stuff my pussy full, make me take every drop!”
Sunghoon’s thrusts turn erratic and desperate, hips stuttering as he buries himself as deep as possible. “Fuck— I’m cumming,” he snarls, voice breaking. “Take it all, baby. Take every fucking drop.” His cock pulses violently inside you, flooding your womb with thick, hot ropes of cum, pulse after heavy pulse, so much that you feel your belly swell slightly from how full he’s making you.
You slam your hips back to meet him, pussy clenching rhythmically around his pulsing cock as you beg, “Cum inside me, fill me up, breed me, give me your babies, I want it all!” He floods you with thick, hot ropes of cum, pulse after heavy pulse, so much that you feel your belly swell slightly from how full he’s making you. You keep fucking back through his orgasm, milking every last spurt deep inside you, moaning and whimpering as you take every drop like the perfect breeding whore you are for him.
He keeps grinding deep, milking every last spurt into your spasming pussy, making sure not a single drop escapes. When he finally stills, buried to the hilt, he collapses over your back, lips pressed to your shoulder as he whispers, “That’s my good girl… so full of Daddy’s cum. My perfect breeding whore.”
You’re still trembling beneath him, pussy fluttering around his spent cock, a giddy, satisfied smile on your face as you whisper back, “I love you… keep me full like this all night.”
Sunghoon pulls out of you slowly, his thick cock glistening with your combined release, and flips you gently onto your back again. This time there’s no rush, no feral urgency, just deep, aching tenderness as he settles between your spread thighs. He leans down, capturing one of your sensitive nipples between his lips and sucking softly, reverently, tongue swirling around the stiff peak while his heavy cock rests against your soaked folds. “I love you,” he murmurs against your breast, voice low and warm, the words vibrating straight through your chest. You moan softly, arching into his mouth, fingers threading through his hair as you rock your hips, rubbing your slick pussy along the thick length of him.
He switches to your other nipple, sucking a little harder, cheeks hollowing as he lavishes attention on your tits while the fat head of his cock nudges your entrance. You reach down between your bodies, guiding him inside you with a shaky breath. He sinks in slowly, inch by thick inch, stretching you open in the most perfect, delicious way. “Fuck… I love you,” you whisper, eyes fluttering shut as he bottoms out, buried to the hilt. The feeling is overwhelming, full, connected, loved. Sunghoon groans against your breast, the sound deep and heartfelt, and starts to move with slow, rolling thrusts that make his cock drag perfectly against every sensitive spot inside you.
You wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper as he continues sucking on your tits, alternating between gentle licks and deeper pulls that send sparks straight to your clit. Every time he thrusts, his hips roll in a smooth rhythm, his cock bouncing deliciously inside you, the head kissing your cervix with each unhurried stroke. “I love you so much,” he breathes against your nipple, releasing it with a wet pop before moving to the other one. “I love being inside you like this… no hiding, just us.” You moan his name softly, hips rising to meet every thrust, your walls fluttering around his thick length as you lose yourself in the slow, sensual bounce of his cock.
The pace stays deep and intimate, his mouth never leaving your tits for long, sucking, licking, gently biting the soft flesh while he fucks you with long, loving strokes. You cup the back of his head, holding him to your chest as you whisper between moans, “I love you, I love feeling you so deep, I love how you fill me up.” Your bodies move together in perfect sync, skin sliding against sweat-slick skin, the wet sounds of him sliding in and out of your dripping pussy mixing with your shared, breathy “I love you’s” Every thrust makes his cock bounce inside you, hitting that sweet spot over and over until your toes curl and your back arches off the bed.
Sunghoon lifts his head just enough to look into your eyes, lips shiny from sucking on your tits, gaze soft and burning at the same time. “You’re everything to me,” he whispers, thrusting a little deeper, a little slower, letting you feel every thick inch. “I love you. I love this pussy. I love the way you take me so perfectly.” You pull him down into a slow, deep kiss, tongues sliding lazily together while your hips keep rolling up to meet his, fucking him back with the same tender desperation. Your tits press against his chest, nipples still sensitive and tingling from his mouth, every movement sending fresh waves of pleasure through both of you.
He keeps the rhythm steady and intimate, cock bouncing deliciously inside your tight heat as he returns his mouth to your breasts, sucking one nipple deep while his hand gently kneads the other. “I love you,” you moan again, voice trembling with emotion and pleasure. “I love how you make love to me, I love feeling so full of you.” Your fingers dig into his shoulders, nails leaving light marks as you rock with him, pussy clenching rhythmically around his cock like you never want him to leave. The room fills with soft, wet sounds, skin on skin, quiet moans, whispered declarations of love, everything slow, deep, and overwhelmingly intimate.
Sunghoon’s thrusts grow just a fraction deeper, his cock dragging perfectly along your walls with every smooth bounce, the head nudging that sensitive spot inside you until you’re whimpering beneath him. He releases your nipple with a gentle kiss, moving to your other breast to suck and lave it with the same loving attention while he murmurs against your skin, “I love you… I’m never letting you go.” You’re trembling now, pleasure coiling tight and sweet in your belly, your hips rising to meet every thrust, fucking him back with slow, sensual rolls that make his cock bounce even more deliciously inside you.
You cup his face, pulling him up so you can look into his eyes while he continues thrusting deep and steady, cock buried to the hilt with every loving stroke. “I love you,” you whisper, voice breaking with emotion as another wave of pleasure washes over you. “I love you so much, make love to me all night.” Sunghoon kisses you deeply, hips never stopping their slow, perfect rhythm, his thick cock bouncing inside your dripping pussy as the two of you lose yourselves in each other, tender, filthy, and completely in love.
Sunghoon pulls out of you with a wet, obscene sound, his thick cock glistening with your slick and his cum. Before you can even catch your breath, he flips you onto your stomach and yanks your hips up, positioning you on all fours with your ass high in the air. His hands grip your waist hard, fingers digging into your soft flesh as he lines up the fat head of his cock with your dripping, swollen pussy. “On your knees, baby girl,” he growls, voice dark and possessive. “Ass up for Daddy. I’m not done breeding this cunt yet.” You moan eagerly, arching your back and pushing your ass back toward him, desperate to feel him stretch you again.
He slams into you in one brutal thrust, burying every thick inch to the hilt. The new angle makes him feel impossibly deeper, the head of his massive cock pressing right against your cervix. You cry out sharply, fingers clutching the sheets as your pussy clenches greedily around him. “Fuck— Daddy!” you moan, voice breaking. Sunghoon groans low in his throat, hands sliding up your back before gripping your hips again, pulling you back onto his cock as he starts fucking you with deep, possessive strokes. “That’s it,” he rasps, voice rough with lust. “Take every fucking inch. This pussy is mine to breed. Mine to fill.”
His pace is relentless and animalistic, hips snapping forward hard enough to make your ass ripple with every thrust. The wet slap of skin on skin echoes loudly in the room as he pounds into you from behind, his heavy balls slapping against your clit with every deep plunge. You push back to meet him, fucking yourself on his massive cock, moaning shamelessly as he stretches you wide open. “Harder, Daddy— please,” you beg, voice high and needy. “Fuck me deeper… I want you so deep it hurts.” Sunghoon growls in response, one hand fisting your hair and yanking your head back while the other grips your hip bruisingly tight, using the leverage to drive into you even harder.
“Such a greedy little whore,” he snarls, leaning over your back so his chest presses against you, lips brushing your ear. “Pushing your ass back like you can’t get enough of Daddy’s cock. You love being fucked like this, don’t you? On all fours, taking every thick inch while I breed you.” His words send fresh heat flooding through you. You moan loudly, rocking back onto him desperately, your tits swaying heavily beneath you with every powerful thrust. The angle lets him hit that perfect spot inside you over and over, making your legs shake and your pussy flutter wildly around his girth.
Sunghoon’s grip tightens as he fucks you faster, deeper, the head of his cock kissing your cervix with every savage stroke. “Gonna fill this pussy again,” he growls possessively, teeth grazing your shoulder. “Gonna pump so much cum into you that it leaks out for days. You’re going to walk around with my load dripping down your thighs, reminding you who owns this cunt.” You sob with pleasure, pushing back harder, meeting every brutal thrust as your walls squeeze him rhythmically. “Yes— breed me, Daddy,” you cry out, voice wrecked. “Fill me up, make me yours. I want your cum so deep.”
He reaches around and finds your swollen clit, rubbing tight, possessive circles while he continues pounding into you from behind. The dual sensation makes your eyes roll back, moans turning into broken, desperate whimpers as you fuck back onto his cock with everything you have. “I love you,” you gasp between moans, the words spilling out raw and needy. “I love how you fuck me, I love being your breeding whore. Don’t stop— please don’t stop.” Sunghoon groans loudly, hips stuttering as he drives into you even harder, the wet, filthy sounds of your pussy taking his massive cock growing louder and sloppier.
His thrusts turn erratic and deep, the head of his cock bullying your cervix with every snap of his hips. You’re shaking violently now, pussy clenching and fluttering around him as another orgasm builds fast and overwhelming. “Cum for me,” he demands, voice rough and possessive. “Cum on Daddy’s cock while I breed you. Milk every drop out of me.” You cry out his name, pushing back desperately as the pleasure crashes over you, your walls spasming hard around his thick length, gushing slick down his balls and thighs while he keeps fucking you through it.
Sunghoon follows right after with a deep, broken groan, slamming into you one final time and holding himself buried to the hilt. Thick, hot ropes of cum flood your womb, pulse after heavy pulse, filling you so full you can feel your belly swell slightly from the sheer amount. He grinds deep, making sure every drop stays inside you, his hands gripping your hips possessively as he empties himself completely. “That’s my good girl,” he pants against your back, voice soft but still dripping with ownership. “So full of Daddy’s cum, my perfect little breeding slut.”
You’re still panting on all fours, pussy leaking his cum, when Sunghoon pulls out with a wet sound and flips you onto your back again. His eyes are dark and mischievous as he stands, pulling you up with him. “Round three, baby girl,” he murmurs, voice low and teasing. “But this time, let’s play a little game.” He backs you up until your shoulders hit the wall, caging you in with his body. “Pretend I’m the big bad stranger who just broke into your room at night. And you’re the innocent little thing who’s too turned on to scream for help.”
You bite your lip, a giddy, naughty giggle bubbling out of you as the roleplay clicks. “Oh no… mister, please don’t hurt me,” you whisper in a sweet, breathy voice, eyes sparkling with mischief even as your thighs press together. Sunghoon’s grin turns wicked. He grabs your thighs, lifts you effortlessly, and pins you against the wall, your legs wrapping around his waist. His thick cock nudges your cum slick entrance before he thrusts up hard, burying himself to the hilt in one smooth stroke. You cry out, back arching against the wall as he fills you completely. “Fuck— you’re so big,” you moan, playing along but unable to hide the giddy laugh that slips out.
He starts fucking you against the wall with deep, powerful thrusts, the wet slap of skin echoing loudly. “Shh, little girl,” he growls playfully, hips snapping up into you. “Don’t want your brother hearing how much you like getting fucked by a stranger, do you?”
You giggle breathlessly, nails digging into his shoulders as you rock down to meet every thrust, pussy clenching around his massive cock. “I can’t help it… it feels too good,” you whine, voice high and naughty, legs tightening around him. “Please don’t stop, I’m such a bad girl for liking this.”
Sunghoon laughs low and husky, bouncing you on his cock against the wall, the force making your tits jiggle with every upward thrust. “Such a naughty little slut,” he teases, mouth latching onto your neck to suck a mark. “Taking a stranger’s cock so deep while your brother’s right down the hall.”
You’re giggling and moaning at the same time, the roleplay mixing with pure joy as you grind down on him, fucking him back desperately. “I love it, I love your cock, mister,” you gasp, voice breaking into another giddy laugh. “Don’t pull out, fill me up again.”
Before the giggles can settle, Sunghoon’s eyes darken with something filthy and commanding. He grips your hips hard, flips you off him, and manhandles you onto all fours on the floor like you weigh nothing. His large hands spread your knees wider, ass high, back arched perfectly for him. “Stay just like that, princess,” he growls, voice dropping into that dangerous stranger roleplay again. “Don’t move until I tell you.” You whimper, pushing your ass back toward him instinctively, pussy dripping and clenching with anticipation. He kneels behind you, one hand fisting your hair to yank your head up while the other delivers a sharp, stinging spank to your ass that makes you cry out.
Without warning he shoves you forward, pressing your chest and cheek against the bedroom wall so you’re trapped between the cool surface and his hot body. “That’s better,” he murmurs darkly, lining his massive cock up with your soaked entrance. “Look at you — bent over like a desperate little bimbo waiting to be used.” He slams into you in one brutal thrust, burying every thick inch to the hilt. You moan loudly, palms sliding against the wall as he starts fucking you hard from behind, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing through the room.
“Fuck— mister, please,” you gasp, playing along with the roleplay even as your voice cracks with pleasure. “You’re so big, I shouldn’t be letting a stranger fuck me like this.” Sunghoon laughs low and mean, one hand wrapping around your throat from behind while the other spanks your ass again, harder this time.
“Too late, princess. You’re already dripping all over my cock like a brainless little slut. Can’t even pretend you don’t want it.” He pounds into you relentlessly, hips snapping forward with savage force, his thick cock stretching you wide and hitting so deep you feel it in your stomach.
You push back against him desperately, fucking yourself onto his cock while he keeps you pinned to the wall. “I’m such a bad girl,” you moan, voice high and breathy, tears of overwhelming pleasure slipping down your cheeks. “Fucking a stranger in my own room, my brother’s right down the hall and I’m letting you ruin me.”
Sunghoon groans, spitting directly onto your tongue when you open your mouth on a gasp, then choking you lightly as he fucks you even harder. “That’s right, you dumb little bimbo. Taking a stranger’s cock like the cheap whore you are. Look how your pussy swallows me, greedy, sloppy, made for breeding.”
The roleplay turns wilder as he rails you against the wall, one hand spanking your ass red while the other keeps a firm grip on your throat. “Say it louder,” he demands, voice rough and filthy. “Tell mister how much you love being used like a stupid cumdump.” You sob with pleasure, pushing your ass back to meet every brutal thrust, pussy clenching rhythmically around his massive length. “I love it— I love being your dumb bimbo whore, mister! Fuck me harder, please— ruin my tight little pussy!”
He suddenly spins you around, lifts one of your legs high against his hip, and drives back into you face-to-face, your back slamming against the wall. The new angle lets him go impossibly deeper, his cock bullying your cervix with every savage snap of his hips. “Look at that pretty bimbo face,” he taunts, spitting into your open mouth again before claiming your lips in a messy, aggressive kiss. “All fucked out and drooling while a stranger breeds you against the wall. You’re such a filthy little slut for me.” You moan into his mouth, legs shaking, nails digging into his shoulders as you take every brutal inch, completely lost in the wild, naughty roleplay and the overwhelming pleasure of being fucked so possessively.
Your whole body trembles against the wall, thighs quivering violently around his waist as another orgasm threatens to rip through you. Every savage thrust of his thick cock forces broken, desperate sounds from your throat, “Mister, please… harder, please—” — your voice cracking higher with each word while fresh tears slip down your flushed cheeks. Your pussy spasms and flutters uncontrollably around his massive length, slick dripping messily down his balls and onto the floor with every punishing snap of his hips. Sunghoon’s hand cracks sharply across your ass again and again, the stinging heat blooming bright red across your skin as he spits directly onto your tongue when you open your mouth on a gasp, forcing you to swallow it with a whimpering moan.
He keeps pounding into you without mercy, the wet, filthy slap of skin against skin echoing loudly in the room as he owns every inch of your body. One hand fists your hair to yank your head back, exposing your throat so he can spit on it again before choking you lightly, the pressure just enough to make your vision blur with overwhelming pleasure. “Look at you,” he growls, voice dark and mocking, “crying and drooling for a stranger’s cock like the pathetic little bimbo you are. Your brother’s right down the hall and you’re letting me ruin this tight cunt against the wall.” You sob with every brutal thrust, pushing your hips back desperately to take him deeper, your pussy clenching greedily around him as if it never wants him to leave.
The roleplay and raw sensation crash over you until you feel completely undone, wanted, used, and strangely, deeply loved all at once. Your nails rake down his back, legs shaking so hard they can barely stay wrapped around him, every nerve ending singing as he fucks you harder against the wall. Sunghoon’s mouth finds your neck, biting down just enough to mark you while he continues spanking your ass and spitting filthy praise and degradation into your ear. You’re a trembling, moaning mess, voice breaking on every “mister, please” and “harder,” tears streaming freely as the pleasure borders on too much, yet you still beg for more, completely surrendered to the stranger who broke in and decided to ruin the innocent girl who was too turned on to stop him.
Your pussy spasms violently around his cock as the orgasm finally crashes through you, walls clamping down hard and gushing slick all over him while you cry out against the wall, body shaking uncontrollably in his arms. Sunghoon doesn’t slow down, he keeps pounding through your climax, spanking you harder, spitting into your open mouth, owning every trembling inch of you like the stranger who claimed what wasn’t his. You’ve never felt more wanted, more used, and somehow, in the middle of all the filth and roleplay, more loved than in this exact moment — pinned, ruined, and utterly his.
Sunghoon keeps you pinned against the wall, one of your legs hooked high over his hip as he fucks into you with deep, punishing strokes. His thick cock stretches you wide with every brutal thrust, the head slamming against your cervix while his hips snap forward relentlessly. “That’s it, princess,” he growls against your ear, voice dark and filthy. “Take every inch of this stranger’s cock like the desperate little bimbo you are. Your brother’s right down the hall and you’re letting me ruin your tight cunt against the wall.” You moan loudly, nails digging into his shoulders, pushing your hips down to meet every savage thrust as fresh slick drips down his balls. He spits into your open mouth again, watching you swallow it greedily before choking you lightly with one hand while the other spanks your ass hard, the sting blooming hot across your skin.
You’re shaking, pussy clenching rhythmically around his massive length as he rails you against the wall, the wet slap of skin on skin growing louder and more obscene. “Mister— fuck, you’re so deep,” you whimper, voice high and broken, playing the role even as tears of overwhelming pleasure slip down your cheeks. “I shouldn’t want this… but your cock feels too good. Don’t stop, breed me, please, fill your dumb little slut up.”
Sunghoon groans, fucking you harder, his hand coming down in another sharp spank that makes your ass jiggle. “Greedy bimbo whore,” he taunts, spitting on your tongue once more. “Can’t even pretend you don’t love being used like this. Your pussy is sucking me in so fucking tight, made for stranger cock, isn’t it?”
Suddenly your leg slips from his grip, balance lost in the heat of it all. Sunghoon’s footing falters and the two of you tumble backward onto the floor in a messy, laughing heap. You land straddling him, his thick cock still buried deep inside your dripping pussy, the impact driving him even further into you. A surprised giggle bursts out of you, mixing with a moan as you feel him throb against your walls. “Oh my god,” you laugh breathlessly, hands braced on his chest, hips already starting to roll instinctively. “Look what you did, mister… Now I’m on top of a stranger’s cock like a naughty little slut.”
You don’t stop moving. Instead you start riding him right there on the bedroom floor, slow and filthy circles that make his cock bounce deliciously inside you. “Fuck— you feel even bigger like this,” you moan, voice giggly and naughty, leaning forward so your tits brush his chest. “My brother’s gonna hear me getting fucked and I don’t even care… I’m such a bad girl for you.” Sunghoon groans, hands gripping your ass hard as he thrusts up to meet you, the wet sounds of your pussy taking every thick inch filling the room. You ride him faster, giggling breathlessly between moans, completely lost in the naughty roleplay and the overwhelming pleasure of having him so deep while the summer night presses against the windows.
Without missing a beat, you sit up, hands on his chest, and start riding him slowly on the bedroom floor. “Oops,” you giggle, biting your lip as you roll your hips in a naughty little circle. “Look what you made me do, mister stranger.”
Sunghoon groans, hands gripping your waist, eyes dark with lust and affection as he watches you bounce on his cock. “Fuck, you’re so cute when you’re being bad,” he murmurs, thumbs stroking your skin. You ride him faster, tits bouncing, pussy taking every thick inch with wet, filthy sounds.
“I can’t help it, your cock feels too good,” you moan, voice giggly and breathy. “I’m such a naughty girl for riding a stranger like this.”
You lean forward, hands braced on his chest, fucking yourself on his cock with playful, desperate rolls of your hips. Sunghoon’s hands slide up to squeeze your tits, thumbs flicking your nipples as he thrusts up to meet you. “Ride me harder, baby,” he growls, voice mixing playfulness with raw need. “Show me how much you love getting fucked on the floor.” You giggle again, the sound turning into a moan as you bounce faster, pussy clenching around him. “I do, I love it so much, Daddy, I mean, mister,” you correct yourself with a naughty little laugh, riding him with giggly, filthy enthusiasm.
The roleplay melts into pure, loving heat as you ride him on the floor, both of you laughing breathlessly between moans. Sunghoon sits up suddenly, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you close so your chests press together. “I love you,” he whispers against your lips, voice tender even as he thrusts up into you. “My naughty, giggly, perfect girl.” You kiss him deeply, still bouncing on his cock, heart full and pussy dripping as the summer night wraps around your messy, loving, giggly round three.
You dig your nails into Sunghoon’s biceps as he fucks you against the wall, the thick, hard muscles flexing and bulging under your fingertips with every powerful thrust. God, they’re so big, so perfectly sculpted and strong, veins standing out against the smooth skin as he holds you up like you weigh nothing. You moan loudly, completely turned on by how massive and sexy they look, how they tense and ripple when he drives his cock deeper into you. Leaning forward, you sink your teeth into the curve of his shoulder, sucking hard enough to leave dark, possessive marks blooming across the muscle, then drag your tongue over the fresh hickeys while your nails rake down his biceps again, leaving red lines that only make you wetter. “Fuck, your arms are so hot,” you gasp between moans, voice breathy and desperate. “I love how big they are, I want to cum all over them, mark them up with my slick while you keep fucking me like this. Please, Daddy, let me make a mess on these sexy arms.”
You keep biting and sucking, leaving a trail of love bites and scratches across his shoulders and biceps, completely obsessed with how strong and beautiful they feel under your mouth and hands while he rails you senseless against the wall.
Sunghoon keeps pounding up into you, his thick biceps flexing hard under your nails as you dig in deeper, marking him up with desperate scratches and bites while your orgasm crashes through you like a summer storm. Your pussy spasms violently around his cock, and suddenly you’re squirting hard, hot, clear fluid gushing all over his flexing biceps and shoulders, dripping down the defined muscles in shiny rivulets as you cry out his name. “Fuck— look at that,” he groans, voice wrecked with lust and awe, still thrusting deep as he watches you soak his arms. You don’t even think, you lean forward, tongue dragging slowly over his cum and squirt covered biceps, licking every drop off the hard muscle with filthy, loving strokes, tasting yourself mixed with his sweat before you crash your mouth onto his in a messy, desperate kiss.
He moans into it, tongue sliding against yours, both of you trembling and laughing breathlessly as the kiss turns softer, deeper, full of pure love. “I’m so in love with you,” you whisper against his lips, eyes glassy and glowing, no more hiding, no more sham, just the two of you making love like the whole summer is burning inside your chests, sun-hot, salt-sweet and completely irreversible, hearts wide open under the fading pink sky. “I’m crazy for you, every season, every day, forever.”
Sunghoon kisses you harder, still buried deep inside you, whispering “My girl, my everything, my summer dream,” like a vow, the two of you tangled and glowing, the summer night wrapping around you like it knows this love was always meant to last far beyond the heat.
𝐀 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑
Summer had settled into your bones in a way that no season ever had before, golden and endless, like light that refused to dim. It wasn’t fleeting, not something you had to chase or mourn before it slipped away; it stayed, warm against your skin, alive in the air you breathed, in the way the world seemed softer, fuller, brighter. The days stretched long and honeyed, carrying laughter that lingered even after the sun dipped low, and you realised, slowly, that this kind of warmth was not meant to leave you. Summer was yours now—yours in every quiet moment, every burst of heat, every memory that refused to fade—and somehow, impossibly, so was Sunghoon.
He felt like summer in every sense that mattered, like the kind of warmth you never questioned, only leaned into. His lips carried that soft, cherry-sweet heat, always just a little too tempting, his smile easy and sunlit, the kind that made everything around him feel brighter without trying. There was something effortless in the way he moved, all quiet confidence and golden ease, like long afternoons stretched across bare skin, like laughter caught in warm air. His voice settled over you the same way summer evenings did—low, smooth, familiar—wrapping around you until you forgot what it felt like to be cold. Even the way he looked at you held that same steady warmth, something constant, something that stayed. Being with him felt like standing in sunlight that never burned out, like finding a season that didn’t end, and realising you never wanted to leave it.
A year later, the summer air still tastes like salt and sunscreen when you step onto the familiar rooftop, but everything else has changed shape without losing its heat. You’re no longer the girl who hid in the shadows. Sunghoon’s hand rests possessively on the small of your back as you both lean against the same ledge where he once knelt with that singed-ribbon box of Polaroids. The town below sparkles with early evening lights, but your eyes keep drifting to him, the way the fading sun catches the sharp line of his jaw, the faint white scars of old hickeys you left on his biceps last night, now faded to soft silver memories.
He catches you staring and smiles, slow and knowing, before pulling you into a deep kiss that still feels like the first time and the thousandth all at once. His tongue slides against yours with lazy hunger, one hand cupping your face while the other slips under your sundress to squeeze the curve of your ass. “Still can’t believe you’re mine out loud,” he murmurs against your lips, voice rough with that same feverish want that never cooled. You laugh softly into his mouth, nipping his bottom lip. “Believe it. I’m not hiding anymore. Not from anyone. My beautiful girl deserves to be showed off.”
Your parents knew the whole time.
The night you and Sunghoon finally told them everything, your mother only smiled that soft, knowing smile and pulled you both into a hug that smelled like lavender and home-cooked meals. “We saw the way you looked at each other since that very first summer, when you were 6 and 8!” she said quietly, brushing hair from your face. “We were just waiting for you two to stop being scared.”
Your father clapped Sunghoon on the shoulder, eyes a little misty. “Took you long enough, son. But we’re glad you finally got it right.” There was no anger, only quiet relief and the kind of love that had always been there, the same love that now shows up in Sunday dinners where Sunghoon sits beside you openly, fingers laced on the table, and your parents pretend not to notice when his thumb traces circles on your thigh under the cloth. They love you both fiercely, without condition, and that acceptance feels like the warmest kind of sunlight.
Jay loves you both now, too, in his own gruff, protective way.
He still groans dramatically whenever he catches you and Sunghoon kissing in the kitchen, but there’s a smile behind it. “Get a room,” he mutters, but the words have lost their bite. He and Saerin have been circling each other for months, stolen glances turning into late night talks on the same rooftop, her glittery laugh mixing with his quieter one. Everyone can see it: the way Jay’s eyes soften when she teases him, the way she blushes when he brings her favorite cherry icee without asking. The group is whole again, cracks turned into stronger seams.
It started with small things no one else noticed at first. Saerin would show up at the apartment with cherry ices “just because,” and Jay would pretend to roll his eyes while secretly saving the straw she used. She’d tease him about his overprotective big brother glare, and he’d grumble something about her glittery tops being a public safety hazard, but his eyes would linger a second too long on the way the baby blue fabric rode up when she laughed. The group watched it unfold like a movie they’d all seen coming: stolen glances across bonfires, Saerin stealing Jay’s varsity jacket on chilly nights and him letting her keep it without complaint, late night texts that turned into early-morning drives where they’d sit on the hood of his truck and talk until the sky turned pink again.
One humid August evening, after everyone else had gone home from the lake, Jay finally stopped pretending. Saerin was dancing barefoot in the shallow water, her denim cut offs soaked, glitter eyeshadow smudged from the heat, looking like summer sin and trouble wrapped in one sparkling package. Jay watched her for a long moment, jaw tight, then walked straight into the water fully clothed. He caught her wrist, pulled her close, and kissed her like he’d been holding his breath for a year. Saerin laughed into the kiss at first, that bright, glittery sound, before melting against him, arms wrapping around his neck as the water lapped at their legs. When they pulled apart, foreheads touching, she whispered, “Took you long enough.” Jay just groaned, cheeks flushed, and kissed her again, softer this time, like he was afraid she might disappear if he let go.
Their relationship is still new, still a little shy around the edges, but it’s real in all the ways that matter. Jay is protective and steady, the kind of boyfriend who remembers she likes extra cherries in her icee and who texts her when he knows she’s driving home late. Saerin brings chaos and light into his life, dragging him to midnight diner runs, making him wear matching glitter temporary tattoos “for the aesthetic,” and teasing him until he cracks that rare, full smile that makes his eyes crinkle. They fight sometimes, Jay’s overprotectiveness clashing with Saerin’s free-spirited energy but they always make up with quiet talks on the same rooftop where everything started, her head on his shoulder, his arm around her waist like he’s finally allowed to hold on.
You catch them in soft moments that make your heart ache with happiness for them. Saerin wearing Jay’s oversized hoodie while they cook breakfast together, him standing behind her with his chin on her head, both of them swaying to whatever song is playing. Jay letting her paint his nails black with glitter because “it matches her vibe,” even though he complains the whole time. The way he looks at her when he thinks no one’s watching, the same burning intensity from the bonfire night, but now it’s softer, warmer, like he’s finally let himself want something for himself.
Jay has grown too. He no longer sees you as just his little sister who needs protecting, he sees you as a woman who chose love loudly, and that choice helped him learn to do the same. He still gives Sunghoon the occasional warning glare, but it’s mostly for show now. The four of you have fallen into an easy rhythm: double dates at the diner, late night drives with all the windows down, Saerin and you giggling in the backseat while Jay and Sunghoon pretend to be annoyed in the front.
One quiet night on the rooftop, the same fairy lights still strung between the vents, Jay pulls Saerin close under the stars and says, voice low and honest, “I spent so long thinking I had to protect everyone. Turns out the best thing I could do was let the people I love choose their own happiness.” Saerin smiles up at him, glitter still sparkling on her cheeks even at midnight, and kisses him slowly and sweetly. “Took you long enough to figure that out, my baby.”
You watch them from across the roof, Sunghoon’s arm around your shoulders, and feel the full circle of it all. The summer that once threatened to break everything has bloomed into something stronger, friendships mended, love spoken out loud, and two more hearts learning how to stop hiding. The cicadas are quiet now, but you know they’re only sleeping underground, counting the months until next year’s heat. Just like all of you, carrying the seeds of last summer forward, ready to bloom again when the sun returns.
And in the meantime, there’s hot cocoa on winter mornings, spring rain kisses on the same rooftop, and the quiet certainty that some loves, once they stop hiding, simply refuse to end.
You and Sunghoon are endlessly, feverishly in love.
Tonight he takes you to bed like he’s worshipping and ruining you at the same time. He lays you down slowly, mouth tracing every inch of skin he once had to kiss in secret, the inside of your wrist, the dip of your waist, the soft skin just below your breast. “I missed this,” he whispers, sucking a fresh mark onto your collarbone while his cock slides deep inside you in one smooth thrust.
You giggle breathlessly, legs wrapping around his waist as you arch into him, the sound light and giddy even as pleasure sparks through every nerve. “You fuck me every night and every day,” you tease between moans, rolling your hips up to take him deeper, “and you still act like you’re starving for me.”
Sunghoon laughs softly against your skin, the sound warm and adoring, before he starts moving in slow, deep rolls that make his cock drag perfectly inside you. “I always miss this,” he murmurs, lips brushing your nipple before he sucks it gently into his mouth, tongue swirling with reverent hunger. “I always miss you. I know I fuck you every day but It’s still not enough. I wish I was inside you 24/7, baby girl. You’re always home with me.” You giggle again, the sound turning into a soft moan as you thread your fingers through his hair, pulling him closer while your hips rock up to meet every thrust.
“You’re such a sap,” you whisper, but your voice is full of love, eyes shining as you watch him worship you like you’re the only thing that has ever mattered.
He keeps the rhythm slow and sensual, cock bouncing deep inside you with every gentle grind, mouth moving from one breast to the other, sucking and licking like he’s memorizing the taste of your skin all over again. You love him for this, for the way he can be so filthy and so tender at the same time, for how he makes you feel both ruined and cherished. “I love how gentle you are with me even when you’re fucking me senseless,” you moan, giggling softly as another wave of pleasure makes your toes curl. “You’re so patient, so careful with my heart even when you’re rough with my body. You always put me first, always make sure I feel safe and loved before anything else.”
Sunghoon lifts his head, eyes dark and full of devotion as he thrusts a little deeper, grinding against that perfect spot inside you. “You make it easy to be gentle,” he whispers, kissing the corner of your mouth. “You’re the strongest, kindest person I know. You forgave me when I didn’t deserve it. You chose me even when it hurt the people you love most. You’re brave in ways I’ll never be.”
You giggle through a moan, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him down for a slow, messy kiss, your bodies moving together in perfect rhythm. “I love how loyal you are,” you breathe against his lips. “How you fight for the people you care about. How you’re steady when everything else feels chaotic. You’re the kind of man who loves with his whole heart, quietly, fiercely, completely.”
He keeps worshipping you with every slow thrust, cock filling you so perfectly while his mouth returns to your breasts, sucking gently on one nipple as his hand kneads the other. You’re giggling and moaning at the same time, the sound bright and joyful even as pleasure coils tighter in your belly. “I love how you make me laugh even when we’re like this,” you confess, voice breathy. “You’re playful and sweet and still so damn sexy. You make me feel beautiful and wanted every single day. You’re my safe place and my wildest adventure all at once.”
Sunghoon groans softly, hips rolling deeper, the slow bounce of his cock inside you making your eyes flutter. “You’re my home,” he whispers, kissing between your breasts. “My favorite person in every season. I love you more than I know how to say.”
You come with a soft, giggly moan, pussy fluttering around him as waves of pleasure wash over you, your arms tight around his shoulders. Sunghoon follows right after, burying himself deep and filling you with slow, pulsing spurts of cum while he whispers “I love you” against your skin over and over. You stay tangled together afterward, both of you laughing breathlessly, hearts beating in sync under the soft summer moonlight streaming through the window. No more hiding. No more secrets. Just the two of you, endlessly, feverishly, irreversibly in love, making love like the whole year belongs to you.
The summer may be ending, but the love between you burns hotter and brighter than ever, carrying you forward into every season still to come.
Sunghoon moves inside you with slow, reverent rolls of his hips, his thick cock stretching you open in that perfect, aching way while his mouth worships your breasts. He sucks gently on one nipple, then the other, tongue swirling with tender hunger as if every inch of your body is something sacred he’s been starving for. You love him for this, for the way he can be so devastatingly filthy and so heartbreakingly gentle at the same time. He is the kind of man who notices everything: the way your breath catches when he hits that spot deep inside you, the tiny tremble in your thighs, the exact moment you need him to slow down or go harder. He is patient and attentive, the steady anchor who never rushes you, never takes without giving back tenfold. His loyalty runs bone-deep; once he chooses you, he chooses you completely, fiercely, without reservation. As your lover he makes you feel both ruined and rebuilt in the same breath, protective without being controlling, passionate without being selfish. He is the man who carries your heart with the same careful hands that pin you down and fuck you senseless.
You love how steady he is in a world that once felt chaotic. Sunghoon is the quiet strength that shows up without needing applause, the one who remembers how you like your coffee, who checks the weather before you go out, who holds you through every doubt without ever making you feel small. He has a quiet confidence that never tips into arrogance, a playfulness that makes even the heaviest moments lighter, and a depth of emotion he only lets you see. As a man he is loyal to his core, the type who will fight for the people he loves but never raises his voice unless it’s absolutely necessary. As your lover he is insatiable yet endlessly giving — always making sure your pleasure comes first, always whispering how beautiful you are even when you’re a sweaty, moaning mess beneath him. He makes you feel safe enough to be wild, cherished enough to let go completely.
Most of all you love the way he loves you, wholly, loudly now, without shame or hesitation. He is the man who once hid you out of fear and now claims you in front of the entire world with the same steady hands that once trembled when he touched you in secret. He is gentle when you need tenderness and rough when you crave ruin, always reading you like his favorite book. In every slow grind of his cock deep inside you, in every reverent kiss he presses to your skin, you feel the depth of who he is: a man who learned from his mistakes, who grew up beside you, who chooses you every single day with the same fierce devotion he once tried to bury. You are crazy for him, for his heart, for his hands, for the way he makes love feel like both worship and home. And in this moment, with him buried deep inside you, the summer heat still lingering on your skin, you know this love is no longer a season. It is every season. It is forever.
You come with his name on your lips and his mouth on your neck, pussy clenching around him as he fills you again, hot and deep, whispering “I love my girlfriend” like a prayer against your skin. Afterward you lie tangled together, sweat cooling, his thumb tracing the same familiar bruise on your hip he’s left a hundred times before. You hide your face in his neck out of habit, even while your legs are still wrapped around him, and he laughs softly, kissing your temple. “No more hiding, remember?”
You moan, legs wrapping around him, hips rolling up to meet every slow, grinding stroke. “I love you,” you breathe, nails dragging down his back. “I love you so much, I’m never gonna hide again.” He fucks you deeper, slower, eyes locked on yours as he tells you every filthy sweet thing he’s thought about all year, how empty he felt without you, how he still wakes up reaching for you in the middle of the night. The Polaroid camera sits on the nightstand like a quiet witness. Every few minutes he pauses mid thrust, cock buried deep inside you, and reaches for it. The flash blooms soft and sudden across your joined bodies, your flushed cheeks, his hand possessive between your legs, the way your bodies fit together like they were carved for this exact moment. He sets the camera down, then keeps moving, slow and deep, grinding against that spot that makes your toes curl.
Later, when you’re both trembling and breathless, he’ll pick up each new photo and turn it over. In his messy, familiar handwriting he writes a single line only the two of you will ever understand. “First summer we didn’t have to hide.” Another reads “The night I finally got to moan your name out loud.” A third: “The morning after I woke up and you were still in my bed.” Each Polaroid becomes a private scripture, a tiny rectangle of glossy proof that this love is no longer hidden in shadows or stolen in backseats. The stack on his nightstand grows thicker every week, a living archive of every place he’s kissed you since the hiding ended: against the kitchen counter at 3 a.m., in the passenger seat of his truck with the windows fogged, on this very bed with the fairy lights still twinkling from the rooftop.
You love the ritual as much as the sex itself. There’s something sacred in the way he captures you mid-moan, lips parted, eyes glassy, his cock disappearing inside you while the flash freezes the moment forever. He never stages it. He waits until the pleasure makes your face go soft and wild, then clicks. Later, when the photos develop, you both lie tangled in the sheets and read the backs together, laughing softly or growing quiet with emotion. Some sentences are filthy.“The night I fucked you so deep you cried my name loud enough for the whole building to hear.” Others are achingly tender. “The first time I kissed you in front of your brother and didn’t feel like I was stealing something.” Every new Polaroid is another page in the book you’re writing together, proof that this love is real, loud, and lasting.
The camera has become part of your language. Sometimes he’ll be buried inside you, slow-grinding while he whispers how much he missed you, and you’ll reach over, grab the camera yourself, and snap a photo of his face, eyes half-lidded, lips parted, the exact second pleasure makes him look almost reverent. He’ll laugh, low and warm, then fuck you a little harder just because he can, because there’s no one left to hide from. The Polaroids pile up like love letters you don’t have to mail, tangible proof that the boy who once hid you in the dark now wants the whole world to see how completely he belongs to you, and how completely you belong to him.
Tonight, after he’s filled you again and you’re both glowing and sticky and laughing softly, he reaches for the camera one last time. The flash catches the two of you tangled together, your leg hooked over his hip, his hand splayed possessively over your lower stomach where you can still feel him leaking out of you, your faces close and smiling like the world finally makes sense. He turns the photo over immediately and writes in his messy scrawl: “The first night we made love like the whole year belonged to us.”
You take the Polaroid from his fingers, press a kiss to the corner of it, then tuck it beside the others on the nightstand. Outside, the summer cicadas have gone quiet, but you know they’re only sleeping underground, counting the months until they sing again. Just like your love, no longer a single burning season, but something that has learned how to live through every season, loud and unafraid, captured forever in small rectangles of light.
The lessons live quietly in your bones now, settled deep like roots that have finally found soil after years of shallow dirt.
You learned you’re allowed to want things loudly. That love doesn’t have to be whispered in dark corners or stolen in the backseat of a car to be real. That protecting your brother never meant erasing yourself, that choosing Sunghoon didn’t mean betraying Jay, it only meant growing into the version of you that could hold both loves without breaking. Sunghoon learned to stop running. He learned that fear of abandonment doesn’t have to dictate how big he lets himself love.
Jay learned to let his little sister grow up, to loosen the grip he’d kept since you were small enough to ride on his shoulders. And together, the three of you learned that summer doesn’t have to end when the leaves turn. It simply changes shape, folds itself into the steam rising from winter cocoa, hides in the hush before spring rain, waits patiently in the quiet of any room where your eyes meet across the table and the world feels suddenly, impossibly soft.
You still take Polaroids.
Every new one gets a date scribbled on the back in Sunghoon’s messy handwriting, followed by a single sentence only the two of you will ever understand. The stack on his nightstand grows thicker every month, a living archive of light and skin and courage. You flip through them sometimes when the apartment is quiet, fingers tracing the glossy edges, and each image pulls you back into the exact second it was taken, the flush on your cheeks, the possessive curve of his hand on your hip, the way your bodies fit together like they had been waiting their whole lives for permission to be seen.
Tonight the mixtape plays low in the background, the same worn cassette that survived every hidden summer. Sunghoon pulls you closer beneath the sheets, his chest warm against your back, one arm draped heavy and sure over your waist. You turn in his hold and press a slow kiss to the fresh mark you left on his shoulder earlier, the skin still slightly tender from your teeth. The taste of salt and him lingers on your lips as you whisper against the bruise, “I love you in every season.”
He smiles, eyes soft and burning at the same time, the kind of look that still makes your stomach flutter like it did the very first summer he noticed you. His thumb brushes your cheek, catching a stray tear you didn’t realize had fallen, and he answers in that low, steady voice that has become your safest place. “My girl. Every single day.”
Later that night, back in his room with the window open to the warm breeze, Sunghoon reaches for the Polaroid camera one last time. The flash blooms soft and golden across your bodies as you lie tangled in the sheets, skin still flushed and glowing, his hand resting possessively on your bare hip while you smile up at him with sleepy, lovesick eyes. The image captures everything: the faint bite marks on your collarbone, the way your hair spills across the pillow like spilled summer honey, the quiet bliss in both your faces that says the hiding is finally over.
He develops it slowly, the chemicals turning the white square into color right before your eyes. When it’s ready, he turns it over and writes on the back in his familiar messy handwriting, the words deliberate and tender: “You in summer bliss — my girl, every single summer.”
Then he does something that makes your heart clench with overwhelming love. He lifts the fresh Polaroid to his lips and kisses it gently, right over your smiling face, as if sealing the memory with his mouth. The kiss leaves the faintest trace of his breath on the glossy surface. Without a word, he slides the photo into the clear pocket on the back of his phone case, so that every time he checks the time or answers a call, he’ll see you there, sundrenched, blissed out, and entirely his.
He sets the phone down on the nightstand, then pulls you closer, skin to skin, the summer breeze drifting through the open window like a final, lingering caress. The Polaroid rests against his palm whenever he holds the phone, a small, constant reminder that this love is no longer a single burning season. It’s the whole year. It’s every season. It’s you and him, out loud, forever.
And so the summer does not end. It simply refuses to.
The summer heat still lingers on your skin like a promise that refuses to fade, even as the nights grow cooler and the cicadas fall quiet. It lives in the way Sunghoon kisses the same spots he once had to hide, in the way you no longer flinch when someone sees you holding his hand in public, in the quiet certainty that this love was never just a season. It was the beginning of every season after. And for the first time, you believe it with your whole heart.
The road trip begins on a golden late-summer morning, the kind where the air still carries the memory of cicadas even though their song has quieted. You and Sunghoon are the first ones outside the apartment, the old SUV packed with duffel bags, snacks, and the battered Polaroid camera that now lives permanently in the glove compartment. The second Sunghoon steps out the front door with the last cooler, you run to him, laughing, and launch yourself into his arms. He catches you easily, hands sliding under your thighs as your legs wrap tight around his waist. You kiss him right there in the driveway deep, unhurried, tongues sliding slow and sweet while the morning sun warms your skin. “Good morning, my baby,” he murmurs against your lips, smiling so wide it crinkles the corners of his eyes. You giggle into the kiss, fingers threading through his hair, heart so full it feels like the whole summer is blooming again inside your chest.
Jay walks out a moment later, keys dangling from his fingers, and doesn’t even blink at the sight of his best friend holding his little sister like she weighs nothing. He just shakes his head with a fond, resigned smile and heads straight for Saerin, who’s leaning against the car in tiny denim shorts and one of his old hoodies. He pulls her in without a word, one hand cupping the back of her neck as he greets her with a hungry, lingering kiss that makes her laugh softly into his mouth. You and Sunghoon break apart just enough to watch, grinning like idiots, the four of you wrapped in the easy, messy warmth of new beginnings.
While the boys load the last bags into the trunk, Jay and Sunghoon fall into their old rhythm like the fracture never happened. Jay tosses Sunghoon the cooler and they banter about who gets to drive first, shoulders bumping in that familiar brotherly way. “You’re still riding shotgun only because I feel sorry for you,” Jay mutters, but there’s no bite, just the quiet relief of two men who have chosen forgiveness over pride. Sunghoon laughs, clapping him on the back. “Shut up and admit you missed me driving.” The easy teasing feels like healing, like the summer that once broke them is now stitching them back together with every duffel bag tossed and every sarcastic remark exchanged.
You and Saerin are in your own world in the backseat once everyone piles in. The boys take the front, Jay driving, Sunghoon riding shotgun with the windows cracked so the warm breeze rushes through. You and Saerin sit close in the back, legs tangled, giggling over shared earbuds and old gossip. She leans her head on your shoulder, painting your nails a bright cherry red while you braid a tiny section of her hair, the two of you trading soft, intimate touches and whispered secrets. The car fills with laughter and the low hum of the radio playing nostalgic summer tracks, the breeze carrying the scent of cut grass and distant ocean.
The flirting is constant and shameless. Sunghoon keeps turning around in his seat to steal glances at you, his hand reaching back to squeeze your knee whenever Jay isn’t looking. You blow him kisses and mouth, “I love you” when the boys are arguing over directions. In the front, Jay’s hand keeps drifting back to Saerin’s thigh when he thinks no one notices, his thumb tracing slow circles that make her bite her lip and blush. The sexual tension simmers beneath the easy conversation, stolen looks, teasing remarks, the kind of comfortable heat that comes from knowing everyone in the car has finally stopped hiding.
When you finally pull up to the beach house at dusk, the sky painted in that same rose gold that once lit your very first stolen kisses, Sunghoon is out of the car before it even stops rolling. He rounds the hood, pulls you out with strong, gentle hands, and presses you against the warm metal of the car door. His mouth finds yours instantly, deep, hungry, and so full of love you no longer have to hide. You melt into him completely, legs wrapping tight around his waist as he lifts you effortlessly, your arms looping around his neck. The kiss is slow and consuming, tongues sliding together with lazy sweetness, and you can’t stop the soft, happy giggle that bubbles up between your lips.
Jay and Saerin are right behind you, already tangled in their own kiss against the side of the car, slower and softer but no less hungry. Jay’s hand cups Saerin’s face like she’s something precious he’s finally allowed to keep. When they pull apart, Jay looks over at you and Sunghoon with a small, genuine smile, no anger, no tension, just quiet acceptance and the warmth of a brother who has learned to let his little sister be happy.
The four of you unload the car laughing, bags bumping against legs, the beach house glowing with string lights someone left on. You and Sunghoon take the room with the big window overlooking the water. Jay and Saerin claim the one down the hall. No one makes jokes about keeping it down. No one has to. The doors stay unlocked. The walls are thin, but the love behind them is loud and proud and finally, beautifully free.
“My girl,” he whispers against your mouth, smiling so wide it makes your chest ache with pure joy. “My forever.” You kiss every inch of his face in return, soft, reverent presses to his cheek, his forehead, the tip of his chin, the sensitive spot just below his ear, then down the strong column of his neck.
“My baby,” you murmur between each kiss, your voice soft and full, spilling over with something that feels too big to hold inside you. The words land against his skin like warmth itself, each one pressed into him slowly, deliberately, his cheek, his temple, the corner of his mouth where his smile lingers, then lower, to the curve of his jaw and the sensitive hollow beneath his ear where his breath catches just slightly under your touch. “My baby, my baby, my sweet, precious baby,” you say it again and again, not because you need to, but because you can’t seem to stop, because loving him feels like something that has to be spoken, tasted, felt in every possible way.
He laughs then, low and soft, the sound warm and intimate, vibrating through his chest where you’re pressed against him, and you feel it more than you hear it, feel it echo into you, settling somewhere deep and steady. His hold tightens instinctively, one hand spreading wide across your back like he needs to keep you exactly where you are, the other firm beneath your thighs, grounding you, holding you up with a strength that feels so certain it makes your chest ache. Your legs stay wrapped around his waist, locked there without thought, your body fitting into his like it was always meant to, every inch of you aligned with him, chest to chest, heartbeat to heartbeat, your breaths slipping into the same quiet rhythm as he walks.
You can feel everything, every shift of his muscles beneath your hands, the warmth of his skin through the thin layers between you, the steady rise and fall of his breathing, the quiet strength in the way he carries you as if it costs him nothing, as if he could do this forever. Your fingers curl lightly into the fabric at his shoulders, your mouth still wandering over him, slower now, softer, lingering in places just to feel the way he reacts, the small exhale when your lips brush his neck, the subtle tightening of his grip when you press closer, the way he tilts his head just slightly as if giving you more of him without even thinking.
The summer air wraps around you both, warm and slow, brushing against your skin like a soft memory, but it pales in comparison to the heat of him, to the way he holds you like you are something precious, something chosen, something he would never risk letting go of. There’s no hesitation in him, no distance, no restraint, only this open, unguarded closeness that feels almost overwhelming in its quiet intensity. Being in his arms feels like stepping into something that has been building for a long time, something inevitable and certain, where every fleeting moment has settled into something lasting. And the way he looks at you when you finally pull back, lips still parted, eyes soft and shining, it says everything you’re feeling without needing a single word.
The beach house is beautiful, all pale wood and wide windows that let in the last rose gold light, string lights already twinkling softly along the porch like stars that decided to come down and stay. Sunghoon doesn’t put you down. He carries you straight through the living room, past Jay and Saerin who are already tangled together on the couch, and down the short hallway to your room. The space is perfect: a big bed with crisp white sheets, a ceiling fan turning lazily overhead, and glass doors that open onto a private little deck overlooking the ocean. He kicks the door shut behind you with his foot, still holding you like you’re the most precious thing he’s ever carried, and lays you down on the bed with such care it makes your eyes sting.
But he doesn’t let go. He climbs over you, kissing you again, slower this time, deeper, full of all the months you spent hiding. You keep kissing his face between breaths, whispering “my baby” against his cheek, his jaw, his forehead, your hands gently caressing every inch of him you can reach. “My baby,” you breathe, voice thick with emotion.
“I love you so much, I get to love you out loud now.” He groans softly, the sound vibrating against your lips, and rolls his hips against yours in a slow, sensual grind, his cock already hard and pressing insistently between your legs. “I love you,” he whispers back, voice husky and reverent. “I love my girlfriend. I love waking up next to you. I love hearing you moan my name without having to be quiet. I love that I get to keep you like this, every night, every morning, every season.”
You’re both laughing softly between kisses, the sound turning breathy and needy as he grinds against you again, the friction delicious and teasing. Down the hall, you can already hear Jay and Saerin, Saerin’s bright, giggly moans mixing with Jay’s deeper, rougher groans. The sounds are loud and unashamed, like they’re having their own competition of who can be louder. You giggle against Sunghoon’s neck, nipping at his skin. “They’re winning,” you whisper, playful and turned on all at once.
Sunghoon chuckles, low and warm, and rolls his hips harder, letting you feel every thick inch of him through your clothes. “Then we’ll just have to try harder, baby girl,” he murmurs, kissing you deeply again, tongue sliding against yours as his hands slide under your dress to caress your bare thighs. “I want to hear my girlfriend moan for me all night. Loud enough that the whole beach house knows exactly how much I love you.”
You wrap your legs tighter around him, pulling him closer, your hands roaming over his back and shoulders with soft, loving touches. Every kiss you press to his face, his cheek, his forehead, the corner of his mouth — is slow and full of worship. “My baby,” you whisper again and again, voice trembling with emotion and desire, “my sweet, beautiful baby, I love you so much it still feels like a dream.” He answers with another deep, sensual grind, his mouth finding yours once more in a kiss that tastes like summer and forever, the two of you lost in each other, tender, sensual, and so deeply in love that the rest of the world fades away.
Down the hall, Jay and Saerin grow even louder, but all you can hear is Sunghoon’s soft laugh against your lips and the quiet, perfect truth beating between your hearts; you’re no longer something quiet or hidden, no longer a feeling tucked away in shadows or softened into something smaller just to survive. Loving him feels like stepping into summer at its brightest, windows thrown open, sunlight pouring in without permission, warmth settling everywhere it can reach. There’s no need to lower your voice, no need to fold yourselves into something easier for the world to accept; this love stretches wide and unapologetic, loud in the way laughter carries through open air, in the way heat lingers on skin long after the sun has set.
You love him out loud now, the way summer exists out loud, bold, undeniable, impossible to ignore. Every glance, every touch, every word spoken between you moves freely, no longer careful or contained, but expansive, alive, real. And just like summer refuses to dim itself for anyone, what lives between you refuses to be hidden again, burning steady and bright, something that was always meant to be seen.
That night, as the ocean whispers against the shore and the last summer breeze drifts through the open window, you lie tangled with Sunghoon in the big bed, his cock buried deep inside you in slow, worshipful strokes. He kisses every mark he’s ever left on your skin, whispering “I love you” between each thrust like a prayer. You moan softly into his neck, legs wrapped around him, hearts beating in perfect sync. Across the hall, you can faintly hear Saerin’s giggles turning into breathy moans, Jay’s low voice murmuring something tender. The sound makes you smile against Sunghoon’s shoulder.
No more hiding. No more shame. Just four hearts learning how to love loudly in every season, the summer that once threatened to end them now blooming into something that will carry you through every season still to come. The road trip isn’t an ending. It’s the beginning of the rest of your lives, sun hot, salt sweet, and utterly irreversible.
The summer does not end in your hearts.
It simply refuses to.
It lingers in the way the last light of dusk clings to the horizon like a lover who cannot bear to say goodbye, stretching rose gold fingers across the sky long after the sun has slipped beneath the waves. It lives in the stubborn sweetness of overripe peaches left too long in the sun, their juice running sticky and golden down your wrist, in the way the breeze still carries the faint memory of sunscreen and salt even as the nights grow cooler. You and Sunghoon are that same stubborn summer, not a fleeting spark that burns bright and dies, but the slow, relentless bloom of sunflowers that bow their heavy heads only to scatter seeds into the soil for next year’s harvest. Your love is the firework smoke that refuses to dissipate, clinging to the fabric of your clothes and showing up weeks later when you least expect it, warm and faintly sweet against your skin in the middle of winter. It is the cicada’s silence, not an ending, but a patient promise buried underground, counting the months until the heat returns and the song begins again.
Between noon bright hushes and dusk’s lilac exhales you discovered a quieter arithmetic: devotion need not skulk in eclipse to stay true. Guarding your brother’s tender pulse was never the same as editing your own; loving Sunghoon simply stretched the map of your heart until it could compass two constellations without tearing. He, in turn, stopped sprinting from the superstition that every sunrise must be followed by a goodbye, while Jay learned that letting his little sister stride into her horizon did not untether her from home. Together you all uncovered summer’s final secret: it doesn’t perish when leaves bronze and tumble; it just shape shifts, steaming up winter cocoa, breathing in the hush before April rain, settling like downy light in any room where glances lock and the whole spinning world softens to a slow, honey warm heartbeat.
Your friendship with Saerin still feels like high summer, late night hair braids, glitter nail polish, secrets traded without a hint of shame but you can name it plainly now: she’s the girl who reminds you it’s okay to laugh too loud. Your bond with Jay is simpler: he's a steady heat at noon, the kind of brother-sun who keeps watch while you figure out how brightly you want to shine. And your love for Sunghoon? It’s the whole season, no longer hidden. Hands interlaced in public, kisses given without flinching, your bodies relaxed into the everyday rhythm of knowing exactly where they belong, together, in sun or shade.
Let the daylight slip shorter and the shoreline pack away its bright umbrellas; let the ice cream truck jingle off into some distant cul-de-sac and the cicadas close their choir. None of it feels like an ending now. The two of you have already tucked whole constellations of summer into each other’s pockets, tiny, heat glossed seeds you’ll keep rediscovering. They’ll rise as steam from shared cocoa when winter presses its chill against the windows; they’ll bead like new green on tree limbs when spring sighs open; they’ll flicker in the quiet of any hallway where your eyes meet and say home. Seasons will come and bow and clear the stage, yet the sun you built together keeps burning, gentle and fearless, inside every ordinary day. What once bloomed in secret now grows in plain sight, a warm, salt-sweet forever you carry forward hand in hand, unashamed, unstoppable, and entirely yours.
Love unfurls between you the way July light spills across an unshaded porch, lavish, liquid, leaving no corner untouched, and every breath together feels like the slow rising hum of cicadas announcing that nothing precious has to whisper anymore. It’s sunrise tasted on salt-sugared lips, beach glass catching fire in the tide, freckles blooming where his laughter lands; it’s heat-mirage certainty that the road runs on forever, even when autumn waits just beyond the bend. You learn that passion doesn’t end before the season ends, the sun may slip west, but its afterglow clings to wheat fields and windowpanes the way devotion clings to skin, haunting every shadow with remembered warmth.
Winter will hush the trees, and spring will kiss them awake, yet the heartbeat of high noon thrums beneath every ring of wood, proof that incandescent days can live on inside quieter months. So you and Sunghoon keep naming constellations in sweat-glossed midnight, pressing promises into each other’s palms like wildflowers flattened between dog-eared pages, certain the petals will hold their color. In the story you choose to inhabit, summer is not a chapter but the whole binding, an endless, sun-soaked margin where love writes itself in bright, defiant ink, and both the season and the boy are yours, were always yours, will be yours, forever.
Before the summer ends, remember this simple, blazing truth: summer was always yours, it will always be yours, and it has always been yours. The season may slip toward dusk, but its heat lives on in every shared glance, every tender kiss, every laugh that feels too big for the sky. You carry those sunlit hours inside you the way sand clings to bare feet, proof that the shoreline never really lets go. So when the days grow shorter and the cicadas hush, don’t call it an ending; call it a promise tucked beneath your ribs, ready to flare warm whenever you need it. Summer belongs to you, to both of you, in every calendar’s turning page.
The last Polaroid of the summer is taken on the beach at dusk, when the sky has melted into that perfect rose gold that once lit your very first stolen kisses. You’re sitting in Sunghoon’s lap on a faded towel, your little white bikini top pushed down just enough and the matching bottoms pulled aside, his swim trunks shoved low on his hips so he can stay buried deep inside you. The ocean whispers against the shore behind you as he holds the camera at arm’s length with one hand, the other splayed possessively across your ass, keeping you flush against him while you rock slowly, gently, taking every thick inch with quiet, blissful rolls of your hips.
Your foreheads rest together, noses brushing, mouths meeting in the softest, most affectionate kiss, slow, lingering, full of reverence and love, lips moving like they have all the time in the world and no more need to hide. The flash blooms soft and golden, freezing the moment forever: your flushed cheeks, his hand on your skin, the way your bodies fit together like they were always meant to. When the photo slides out, still developing in the warm evening light, Sunghoon turns it over in his hands. In his familiar messy handwriting he writes on the back, simple and true:
𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒
He lifts the fresh Polaroid to his lips and kisses it gently, right over your smiling face, as if sealing the memory with his mouth. Then he tucks it carefully into the pocket of his swim trunks, right against his heart, and pulls you closer, still buried deep inside you, the two of you wrapped in the last golden light of a summer that was always yours.
𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐑’𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄:
this story was always about learning that love doesn’t have to stay hidden to be real. it’s about growing up enough to choose what you want out loud, even when it’s messy or scary or hurts the people you love most. it’s about how summer doesn’t actually end — it just changes shape, slips into quieter seasons, and waits for the next spark. sunghoon and yn taught me that some loves start in secret but deserve to live in daylight, that protecting someone doesn’t mean erasing yourself, and that the bravest thing you can do is let yourself be seen. i wanted this to feel like summer—not just something fleeting, but something you carry with you, something that lingers even when the season changes. i really hope when you read this, you feel that warmth, that softness, that sense of something lasting. i hope it makes you think about the people you love, the versions of yourself you’ve grown into, and the way some connections just… stay, no matter what.
i’m so so happy to share this with youuu. if it made you feel anything — happy, sad, warm, horny, hopeful — please interact, comment, reblog, share, send asks… whatever feels right. your love for this little summer story means the world to me. thank you for waiting and for still being here. before the summer ends, but the love we grew in it never does. ♡
❛ roommate!제이크 𝑥 f!reader ❜
smau + written, heavily inspired by xo kitty, college au, slow build, enemies to friends to lovers, fluff, lowk crack, cursing, adult jokes, forced proximity if you squint
synopsis: after moving to kiss boarding school in seoul, korea for your boyfriend, you meet many friends and decided to play matchmaker for them. however, a specific boy who just so happens to be you and your current boyfriend’s roommate hates your guts.
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“who are you texting?” daniela asked in a sing-song voice, taking a bite out of her donut as she looked up at you.
“you’re nosey.” you chuckled, shutting your phone off after sending your last text and putting it screen down on the table. “just jake, he wants to meet tonight to work on our chem project.” you shrugged, picking up your chopsticks before stirring your bowl of spicy noodles.
“you still haven’t gotten caught at the boys’ dorms?” daniela whispered, causing you to shake your head ‘no’ in response, “but.. how? one of the other girls got caught already.”
“for one, sunoo was doing a really good job hiding me for a good portion of the semester.. two, i already spoke to the office about potentially switching dorms, but they didn’t have any open spaces left and everything was completely filled up.” you explained, blowing the steaming noodles before stuffing them into your mouth.
“so they just let you stay? some strict school we have..” yunjin stared at your noodles, then took a sip of her black coffee before looking up at you, “sudden topic change.. have you ever figured out what the root of that one dream was?”
you choked, feeling the spice begin to spread in your throat as you coughed uncontrollably. “i- cough i don’t cough cough why do you ask?”
“because, you two have been having some weird dynamic lately it almost looks.. sexual? intimate..? no, sexual.”
“sexual’s one way to put it..” daniela raised a brow, glancing at yunjin before taking another bite of her donut, “i think.”
“the dream is part of the reason why i’m also struggling to face him right now. it didn’t seem like a big deal to me at the time but.. now that i’ve been noticing these weird reactions from him, i’m starting to feel like something’s there.” you sighed, finishing the last of your noodles, “i still get nauseous thinking about it.”
“maybe you’re nauseous because you’re eating spicy noodles at seven in the morning, y/n.” yunjin mentions, taking another sip of her coffee. “do you think you’ll bring it up to sunoo anytime soon?”
“i get nauseous thinking about him too.”
“let’s relax, focus on finals, then panic over boys, alright?” daniela redirected, “your grades are crazy important this semester, especially since you just transferred.”
“you’re right, i need to get a grip.”
“professor yoon said we have to do this part first, then this part, sounds easy enough, right?” you shrugged, holding a sheet of paper with the outline of the project. “if we get this done tonight, we only have to worry about our other finals.”
“i think we got it, i’ll do this part, and you do that one, cool?” jake asked, already picking up his pencil to start writing in his notebook.
the two of you sat on the floor in your quiet dorm, papers scattered all over the rug and coffee table of the main living room part of it. this was a serious study session for the both of you, especially because of the events from a couple weeks prior.
it was dead silent for about two hours into the project, neither of you heard any noises besides the scratching of the pencil and paper, pages flipping, and deep sighs.
you felt your eyes begin to fall in the middle of writing, causing you to lightly slap yourself awake and take a deep breath. jake noticed this, to which he decided to close his books and put down his pencil.
“alright, break time,” jake spoke softly, stretching out his arms, “do you want something to eat?”
“uh,” you rubbed your eyes, stretching your arms as well before yawning, “yeah, that’d be nice.”
jake nodded and stood from his spot before making his way towards the kitchen, checking the fridge, cabinets, and drawers for any spare ingredients he could use to make you two a late night meal.
you trailed and ended up in the kitchen as well, sitting on a stool by the island counter and watching him roam around the kitchen.
god, what’s happening.. why are you staring at him so much?!
you couldn’t help but allow your eyes to follow him as he paced around the kitchen, scanning every detail on him; the way the hood of his grey zip-up sweater was resting on his head, his hair falling over his eyes, his tired, yet alert behavior, you observed all of it.
jake hummed, grabbing some instant rice, eggs, and a few loose vegetables he found in the fridge, “egg fried rice okay with you?” he asked, already cracking the eggs into a bowl.
“yeah, that’s fine.” you nodded, watching him slice things, mix things, and pour random stuff in the pan. “do you need help?”
“i’d rather not have people in the kitchen while i’m cooking honestly, but thanks.” he replied, not even lifting his head to look at you. “about what happened on the bus..”
“don’t sweat it,” you lightly chuckled, “it’s not serious, don’t worry.. but, i am really sorry about sabrina.”
“it’s not your fault, i was being immature and super butthurt over it.” jake shrugged, pouring the fried rice into two bowls, “you were just trying to help, and i was acting like a crazy person, which was completely uncalled for.”
silence fell between the two of you, allowing the both of you to eat your meals in peace.
you felt jake’s eyes on you as you ate, but you didn’t take the opportunity to look back at him. “is there something on my face or..?”
“n-no, sorry.” jake stuttered, turning his head quick enough to almost give him whiplash. “so, uh, how’s your finals going? i hear you’re struggling a bit with korean literature.” he chuckled.
“yunjin tell you that?”
“more like she told jay then jay told me.”
you hummed in response, nodding slowly as you continued to eat. “can we talk about camp?”
“yeah, how was your night with sunoo? he told me a bit of it.”
“it was great, actually, we watched the stars and talked. he asked me to be his girlfriend again, but i’m still thinking about it.” you shrugged, “so.. sabrina..”
“i thought i told you everything?”
“you spared details, jake.”
the two of you got caught up in the conversation, completely forgetting about why the both of you were even together in the first place.
it was weird, you know? the both of you have this off and on dynamic where you both hate each other one second, then you’re attached at the hip the next.
it was toxic, but neither of you seemed bothered by it.
“wow.. that’s.. awkward.” you giggled, taking your last bite. “then what?”
“then she walked out, that was kinda it.” jake shrugged, taking his last bite as well. “it’s whatever, i’m not sulking about it anymore.”
you took both of the bowls, getting up and walking towards the sink to wash them.
“wait, no, let me do it.” jake offered, trailing behind you and attempting to take the dish away from you.
you laughed, placing the dish in the sink before taking a step back, feeling his chest press against your back, which caused you to turn towards him. you tilted your head up to make eye contact, and he was already looking down at you.
jake’s hair fell over his eyes, his hoodie drooped loosely around his neck, the faint smell of his cologne is present — everything was starting to set the mood, and you weren’t exactly sure what that mood was.
he continued to look down at you, his lips parted as if he was about to say something, but no words were coming out. you felt your faces inch closer and your eyes start to close, feeling the space between you get smaller and smaller..
“JAKE!” a voice yelled from the front door.
you scrambled away from him, pretending to look for something in the fridge as jake quickly started on dishes. luckily, the both of you separated and did your own things before anybody actually entered the door — that would’ve been real awkward.
sunoo and jiung entered the dorm with bags of groceries, raising a brow at the sight of the both of you.
sunoo glanced at the both of you, “so nobody argued tonight?”
“nope! no arguing at all.” you nodded, grabbing a water bottle from the fridge before escaping to your room. “good night, guys!”
your door slammed shut behind you, leaving jake stranded in the kitchen with sunoo and jiung.
“did anything weird happen while we were gone?” jiung asked, earning a silent head shake from jake, causing jiung’s suspicions to grow. “hm, alright then.”
n ⋮⟢ in honor of olivia rodrigo’s drop dead dropping today, i made the title that..
(pls lmk if there are errors, haven’t proofread..)
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