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why is this such a struggle i was doing so much better i was perfectly fine yesterday why am i freaking my shit today i feel so fucking pathetic oh my god

#it never gets easier does it #i hate it here #im normal until im not #vent #tw ed #tw ed diet

hashtag sobbing in the bathroom and gagging

#oh my god kill me #were having guests over later #i need to pull myself together #vent

oougghhb like im not really anorexic anymore but im still so scared of food holy

crying at the dinner table because its like i already ate breakfast but all the food we have isnt good and i like meat but if i eat it im gonna feel sick and throw up and i feel hungry but not hungry enough to justify eating and holy shit like nothing sounds good i dont want to eat like i should but i REALLY dont want to but they gave me a plate and everyone else is eating and theyre all expecting me to eat as well

#tw ed #tw ed diet #recovery #i guess????#idk #im tired #vent #rant

the worst part of being a gay guy thats also trans is that gay guys don't like me and every now and then i want them BAD

like i lean towards bi men but every now and then a gay guy is just very attractive to me and i hate it

#not like i would be his type even if i had a dick #but still #i want him so bad oml what #ugh wish i were a dude #vent #ig

making a weezer playlist for the girl.i like makes me feel like some incel in a basement i kinda fucking love it and hate it at the same times its very entertaining

#heh #i love weezer #im so niche and cool #HELP ME

*makes a weezer playlist for a girl* erm chat is this flirting?

#oughhhbnew person incoming....

fathers day in a dysfunctional family is such a fucking joke man

#yay were all yelling at each other #and no one knows anything #isnt this great #can i just stay home and sleep please #vent

im not gonna say i was assaulted but i will say getting my head forced by gripping me on the neck multiple times when i was clearly not into it and trying to get away is a red flag fuck that guy

#tw assault #just in case #vent

actually the one issue with being physically sick is that i always fucking think of my dad and it makes me wanna cry like a baby

hes the one that would always take care of me when im sick i miss my dad man

#guess who's talking about his damn dad again #hashtag this guy #oughhh #kill me #vent

i got sick and im so tired and i have work tomorrow but its all ok because i crushed 1g acetaminophen, put on my tmnt pants and tmnt blanket and drank an emergen-c and a good ass masala tea my mother brought me

#life is lowk good #i mean it sucks and i hate it here #but could be worse #i could be sweating in southern heat #but instead im under two blankets #so im pretty chill ig

rebelliouscardinal

im literally a hot girl if a hot girl was a trans dude

hate the normalization of insults as like pronouns and nicknames

don't anyone chud, dont call anyone big back

bring back names filled with love and joy like dawg

#or like call be a bitch or a slur honestly #id rather be called a f4g than chud like genuinely #i love language but god do i hate normalization of insults #vent #i guess???

imagine being markiplier and spending years trying to stop people from drawing you and your friends kissing only for them to start drawing you kissing ryan fucking gosling

#like crazy that you can go from youtube bullshit to like an actual celebrity i assume you havent interacted with #keep making movies mark #maybe theyll draw you kissing a woman one day #ooc post but i needed to share lmao

shittttyproblems

paranoia is ruining my life

every time i see a picture of myself i think about going back to <300 calories a day

maybe ill start now......

#dude i get that people asked me out the most at my hw but i can't stand looking at myself #i hate it here #the time im most confident is the time i look the worst #people say i look thin of good but you people seriously have to be lying to me #tw ed #tw ed diet #vent

guess who just got disowned a FIFTH!! time and this time at my sisters graduation 💞

#should start ranking places my father has disowned me #based on idek #lmao #oughhh #owch #vent

should have killed myself when i got the chance

#i LOVE dealing with my. father #yay yay yippee #vent

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