Love, Always

🌼18 🌼Tattoos 🌼Married 🌼TTC for 2+ years 🌼Aries 🌼Self Harm Survivor 🌼Country Girl 🌼Just a ship lost at sea, for now🌼

[lovealwaysblagg]

Happy Pride Month! I almost missed it, but it’s not too late! My name is Rex, I am genderfluid. I’m cool with whatever pronouns, I was born female, I am happily married to the love of my life (a cis male). Most days I do feel more feminine, but I go through spurts of gender dysphoria, it’s horrible and heartbreaking. Those are my masculine days. It makes me feel more comfortable to be a guy! I don’t feel out of place anymore, I don’t feel like I’m walking in someone else’s skin. Some days, I’m a normal girl, just like you. Other days, I’m a normal boy, JUST LIKE YOU. And sometimes I’m somewhere in between 😅 My family kind of knows, but not in these words exactly. Some days my mom will tell me that she feels like she has a 6th son, and others I’m her 2nd daughter. Since I don’t have an issue with pronouns, it works out. She and my dad don’t try to force me to be more feminine on my masculine days, for the most part they just consider me a tomboy, and I’m happy with that ☺️ Oh and I’m Bisexual, too! 😉 Photo is just a genderfluid flag themed wallpaper I made for pride month 😅 What’s your story?

[roosterbayb-deactivated20140128]

This is a water birth. This is so beautiful and breathtaking. Throughout the video, you can really feel the love between the couple. Baby is so cute!!! 

[procreationstation]

This could be one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen.

[saltnest-blog]

shamelessly weeping

[rarabro]

siri read a message from my mom (2017)

[harlequinesque]

i think we’ve gotten as close to a real life Howler as we can get

[discogolfmagazine]

this is literally the funniest thing Ive ever seen in my life

[splattermouth]

so uh

i just discovered a youtube channel that does entirely live action remakes of spongebob episodes to get around the fact that you cant post the actual episodes

and theres actually a lot of effort put into this?????

[postmarxed-deactivated20190429]

[beautifulboodle]

Notable addition:

[zim-archived]

this is powerful

[honeyfrecklesandcurls-deactivat]

[lovealwaysblagg]

Someday, hopefully soon 💕

[babyfever0321]

Baby Fever

I am honestly just posting this to maybe help find some relief or maybe just to get this off my chest. I’m not really sure. I’m 18 years old, and I have SERIOUS baby fever. No matter what I’m doing, I am constantly thinking of what it would be like to get a positive pregnancy test. I have the Nexplanon implant, so I know it’s not going to happen. The reason I have the implant is because back in September of 2015, I found out I was pregnant. I was scared at first, because I hadn’t really thought about a baby yet, and my boyfriend was scared as well, worried he wasn’t good enough to be a father. We talked it over and settled our nerves and finally we’re able to become a little excited about it. We went to the doctor and got an ultrasound, the doctor had said I was about 6 weeks along. This didn’t really make sense because we were estimating 8 weeks, but we went with it anyways. I went back about 2 weeks later to find out that I was at the early onset of a miscarriage. It broke my heart and it broke my boyfriend’s heart. I was going to have to give up a lot of things in order to have our baby, but it was something I had started to prepare myself for. I cried for days, but I have never felt the pain that I felt when I finally miscarried the baby. It was one of those gut wrenching, heart-ripping, terrible moments. All I wanted to do was curl up and cry, so I did. I continued to cry. That night, I told my best friend. He hadn’t been the most accepting, but him and his mother went out and bought a blanket and a beanie for the baby, and his mother had given me books on how to stay healthy. She told me I could still have it all if I wanted, but I didn’t have to take it. I felt like I needed it for some reason. I just felt drawn to it. So I took it home and it now hangs in my closet. After the miscarriage, my mom and I decided it was best if I got the implant, which at the time seemed fine because I didn’t want to go through another miscarriage. I still don’t want to go through a miscarriage, but I want to feel the happiness of being pregnant. I want to buy cute baby clothes and pacifiers and bottles. I want to watch and feel the baby grow inside of me, knowing it’s a mini-me or a mini-him. It’s not about just “Ooooh. That’s a cute baby. I want one.” It’s the emptiness I feel every time I see a baby. It’s the feeling of “Oh. My baby would’ve been almost a year and a half.” It’s the heartache of knowing that I could be one of those moms right now. There’s a stigma around having baby fever, though. 
“Just wait, you’ll have your baby when you are ready. Have faith,” say the thumpers.
“Trust me, you don’t want kids… at least not yet. Enjoy your life!! Seriously!!” say the mothers.
“You are not ready yet, financially. You keep calling me for money still,” say your parents.
“If you want a baby, then just have one!” says nobody ever. Okay except for those super optimistic people you know, but they don’t know anything about you, really.
Let’s get something straight: I have absolutely no idea why I have this feeling, and I am not going to pretend I understand why I am having this emotion! I know there will be a better time to have a baby. I know that there’s a reason people wait, and that I need to be smart and patient. However. None of this erases that feeling. I look at a baby and envy pinches me all over. I feel overjoyed and incredibly pissed at the same time. I want to kidnap that baby. No, I know better. I want my own. I want to be pregnant. I want to shop for baby clothes. I want to go through labor. I want the weirdest things! I want to hold my slightly gross baby tight against my body. I want to argue about how to put the baby in the car seat to go home. I want to wake up to screaming. I want to be scared if I am doing things right. I want to feel terrible because I turned around for just a second and my toddler bonked his/her head. I want to watch, terrified, as dad teaches her/him how to ride a bike. I want to take “first day of school” pictures on our front porch with the dog and the back pack.
I want to lead by example, but I know I won’t be the best example. I want to mess up and have my husband telling me how I should have handled things, and to go fix those things. I want to go do family pictures, color coordinate, make sure my kids eat enough breakfast, call and double check with the photographer. I want to be sixty, holding my husbands hand, watching our grandkids play in the living room, and our own kids cooking Thanksgiving dinner in the kitchen. I want more than anything to have a baby. I just don’t know why I can’t get his feeling off of my mind or out of my body. I look at my stomach and wonder why I can’t just be pregnant already. I wonder when will be the “right time” to have a baby. Will it be next year? Will it be in 2 years? 5 years? 10 years? I obviously can’t tell the future. I don’t know. I just feel like I’m the only 18 year old going through this. I understand young women are having the same feelings, and I’m more than welcome to talk to you too or to listen to advice from you, but am I the only one in this boat? Message me if you want my kik or something to be able to talk to me about it. We can exchange feelings and discuss our baby fever together.

[franslittlecringebox]

Locked out of your account?

Tumblr not willing to help you? What else is new!

So if you’re locked out because, like me, you’ve been in this flower decorated shithole for such a long time that the email you used got terminated by Microsoft and, like me, do not wish to lose the blog you’ve spent years on and “simply make a new one” like our dearest staff suggests, here’s an easy fix!

Get this swell trick–

Your account was terminated, right?

So logically speaking, the email is no longer used, right? Catching on yet? 

Yeah, just make a new email with the same exact address as the one you used on for your blog!

You’ll be able to receive the reset email no problem. Yay!

[overshadowedprojects]

@kitsiinabox ?!????!!!!!

[overshadowedprojects]

It WORKED IT WORKED, bless you!!

[kitsiinabox]

CONFIRMED THIS WORKS I GOT FERDINAND BACK YESS

[hopedeer]

@bryankonietzko I heard you too were in a pickle. 

[thebossbaby-official]

Disney Heroines + their names’ meanings

Bonus:

[thewendybird]

reblogging almost solely because almost everyone’s name is meaningful but Rapunzel’s literally just means lettuce

[luckydreaming]

Are fedoras really that bad?

YES YES THEY ARE

[onceuponakhaleesi]

voidethered:

ask-omnipony:

I don’t really believe this mumbo jumbo

I mean it’s a goddamn hat.

Right..?

The white rose, it symbolizes the unique beauty of all the women who wish not to be with a nice guy such as myse-

I wonder if this works with other kinds of hat…

Nothing ventured, nothing gained…

WHEEEN THE MOON HITS YOUR EYE LIKE A BIG PIZZA PIE THAT’S AMORREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Men of Tumblr are my favorite kind of people…

[jamesbleach]

wait, does that mean?

oh boy…….

[usedtobehmc]

Luckily, this nonsense doesn’t work on girls.

Observe…

[rootbeergoddess-deactivated2017]

IT’S GOTTEN BETTER!

[coffeeandcursewords]

This post is immaculate

[mobians-and-chaos-blog]

It can’t be true.

And it can’t possibly work on motorcycle helmets.

I must test it.

Nothing happening so far…

[strampunch]

HOLY SHIT IT WORKS

[pokemon-chick-1personalblog-blog]

What in the world?

Oh why not? This should be interesting.

Here we go!

Were all mad here in Underland!

What the hell! Never Again!

… Actually …

One more time.

[combthecombel]

Alright, I gotta try this!

Can’t be that bad!

….

…oh my god…

[verityglasses]

ask-gmodsfmrocks:

LOL

This just gets better and better

[fairytail-angel]

This is one of my favourite things to look at

[strampunch]

holy shit this stuff is back

[livia-jones]

The Gravity Falls one though

[nightowlhowell]

i wonder if it works for flower crowns?

here goes nothin-

w HAT THE

DID I JUST-

WHAT THE FUCK

[luxlightly]

“Why don’t millennials–?”

MONEY.

We have none. No money. Nobody wants to give us any.

 Whatever the rest of your question is, the answer is almost definitely “money”.

“Why don’t millennials buy diamonds?” “Why don’t millennials have houses?” “Why don’t millennials travel?” “Why don’t…”

It’s money. 

Mystery(s) solved. You’re welcome.

[mutualize]

Don't kill yourself, please.

[mutualize]

If you’re suffering from depression and are looking for a sign to not go through with ending your life, this is it. This is the sign. We care.

If you see this on your dash, reblog it. You could save a life.

[artistic-rising-demon-deactivat]

You just saved mine.

[i-remember-there-was-mist]

Today I shut my cat in the fridge.

Okay, so here’s the deal.  Tali loves the fridge.  I don’t know why, but every single time we open it, she bolts for it and jumps in.  She crawls into the back of the fridge and nestles int the smallest little corner she can.  Now naturally, my biggest fear has been that I’ll close the fridge without knowing she’s in there.  And of course, today I went to go grab my Brita filter to pour myself some water.  I wasn’t really watching the fridge, and I just opened and closed it really quickly to put the Brita back while I was looking somewhere else.  And then I looked around and realized that Tali had been in the kitchen, and now she was nowhere in sight.  So immediately, I throw open the fridge door, and there is is, hanging out in the back, content as can be.

[i-remember-there-was-mist]

Fridge cat just got weirder.  Today Tali got into the bathroom while I was showering, which of course made me a little nervous.  I didn’t want her to freak out and hurt herself or go on a scratching spree.  But evidently she loves water, so she jumped in and just splashed around for a while and got back out.  But then she kept whining to get back in, so my boyfriend put a cooler down so she could get in and out with ease, which she took great advantage of.  She’s soaking wet now, and very content.  

[i-remember-there-was-mist]

I told Tali she was famous.  She and her stuffed husky celebrated.

[theapatheticstag]

This is the kind of content I joined for

[ctrlroxy]

Can Tali and I hang out sometime

[lovealwaysblagg]

Did you get married? How was your wedding?

It's been a good while since I've been on! Oh my! To answer your question, no. I am still with Johnny, and I still love him just as much, but we have, regretfully, postponed our baby making and wedding date until we are more financially stable c:Johnny was laid off from his previous job, as were most of his coworkers, he just started his new job last Monday, and as soon as we get everything back up on our own again, we will set another date and discuss ttc again c: Thank you for asking! I hope I wasn't too late to answer you!

[lovealwaysblagg]

Thanks for answer my question!  Could you share this link to your followers?

I'm looking for mothers under 18 and have children between 12- 36 months to complete my survey.  They each gets a polaroid photo of something they posted on social media and a chance for $25 gift card!  

Note: please allow yourself 20-30 minutes to do this.  or keep the link open to go back to it.  it may not display properly on a phone :(

Thank you so much for the beautiful work that you do as mothers <3 

[poetrist]

How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

(via stability)

[borkyno-deactivated20160330]

have i told you guys about the time that i classically conditioned my kindergarten class

[borkyno-deactivated20160330]

I got like 4 anons asking about this so I guess I didn’t:

     omg. okay, so basically, I was a “gifted kid” which was code for fucken nerd ass bitch, so i would constantly just stare off into space during class while everyone else was tryna figure out what the fuck our teacher was tryna say. Anyway, I was learning about chemistry and biology outside of school(i know what a fucking nerd amirite ladies), and my dad got me a book that talked about all these famous psychological experiments.

    So chapter one was, would you have guessed it, Pavlov’s dog. I thought it my be fun to try something to that extent with my classmates. Now, keep in mind, being a nerdy ass brown kid in a school full of white ppl meant that I wasn’t exactly popular, and no one really talked to me in class or cared what I was doing.

   Everyday, at 9:45 am, our teacher would announce that it was snacktime, and everyone would fucking sprint to their cubbies to grab their lunchboxes like it was the goddamn hunger games. Kindergarten kids didn’t really have a concept of time, so i used this to my advantage. At 9:45 as my teacher would walk up to announce snacktime, I would knock on my desk really quickly three times. It was rly subtle, and I wasn’t sure that it would work.

   So after two or three weeks, I decided to have some fun. Thirty minutes after school began at like 8:30 or something, I tapped knocked on the desk. Half the class turned their heads and looked straight at the cubbies. 3 boys got up and were about to run to get their lunchbox. One girls stomach started growling REALLY loudly. The teacher had to take 5 minutes to get everyone to calm down and one kid started crying because he thought it was snacktime and he was so shocked and destroyed.

   Realizing that I had basically dog trained the whole class, I burst out laughing so hard I fell out of my chair and cut my head on the tile floor and got sent home early because I was laughing so hard they thought I had a concussion or something. When I explained what happened to my dad he left the room, but I could hear him losing it in the hallway. 

   So everytime now that I learn about classical conditioning in my Neuroscience classes, I have to fight to keep a straight face

[satantouchedmybooty-deactivated]

advice for teen ttc?

Don’t

[lilliannnxo]

That’s bullshit. I’m 19. Started ttc when I was 18. I’ve been on my own with my SO since I was 17. If you’re capable and it’s something you want. Go for it. My advice is go for it if you’re in a good place. Not everyone has the same struggles as you. The god damn stigma around teen pregnancy is bullshit.

[munster-mama]

No,What is bullshit is little girls who think the are capable of taking care of and raising children when they are still a child themselves.

You are an exception to the rule,You are out on your own and paying your own bills that is great Please have all the babies and be happy then.I wish you lots of luck on your journey to conceive.

But most times 16-17 year old girls are still at home,going to high school,and dont have a job.They should NOT be planning to have children.

And you are right there is a large stigma against teen pregnancy and moms,I dont have problem with teen moms they have to grow up fast to take care of their kids.But i do have a problem with young girls(14-17) planning to have a baby for the selfish reason just because they want to.If you cant not afford to take care of yourself and this goes for any age person,Then do not bring new life into this world.

[baby-t-makes-three-blog]

Agreed! I’m also 19, I’ll be 20 in August. My boyfriend is 21 and we’ve been together since I was 15. So I guess I’m “teen ttc”, but it’s not the same as a lot of teenagers that are wanting to have a baby. I started college and moved into my first apartment with my SO at 17, we both finished school, we own our cars, pay all of our bills, buy our own groceries, work full time jobs, we recently moved 300 miles away from our families. We’re absolutely out on our own. Obviously we can afford a child and are ready for a child financially, emotional, mentally, etc. So we I am technically a teen that’s ttc, like @growing-our-little-monster said, I’m an exception. You are an exception too. But some 16 year old in high school with no job/still living at home shouldn’t be trying to have a baby. She may mentally think she’s ready but it’s selfish for to ttc in that situation. My bestfriend/SIL had a baby at 16 (not intentially) and she wasn’t ready! She had a really really hard time! There’s is a bad stigma around teen mothers and I feel bad for that, there shouldn’t be a stigma. I support teen mothers who accidentally get pregnant and step up to the plate and raise a baby, but I wouldn’t support them INTENTIONALLY trying to get pregnant.

[lovealwaysblagg]

Just some info. AGE has nothing to do with it. MATURITY and INDEPENDENCE does. I am 16. My SO just turned 20. We have been together for 3 years. We are to be married this June. We live on our own, with no help from anyone else. He has a great job making 42,000 a year. I am a stay at home “wife”. I will be getting my GED in April, my license in May, and will start college in the Fall. I am TTC. Maybe next time, before you respond with “don’t” ask a few background questions first. AGE is nothing. MATURITY and INDEPENDENCE is everything. If I want to start a family with the man I love, I will. You go ahead and TRY to stop me.