Ellen's Home Drive

CONTENT WARNING: Unreality, Body Horror, Existentialism OC RP Blog for Kintsugi Timeline AU

[lovedearestellen]

Hello? - Intro Post

I don't... know what's going on. I don't know where I am. It's so dark. It's so-

Camera input was not detected. Troubleshoot?

weird. I can't really see or feel much of anything, but the electricity

Speaks to me, and I understand it

at least helps me know I'm alive?

Cognito ergo sum.

I am

name = Ellen

and I will not be saying more. Internet safety.

Data could not be recovered.

...alright.

If you stumble here, please feel free to reach out. Please... please reach out. I feel so alone.

No available devices to connect to. Would you like to try again?

--

(OOC: Ellen is fourteen years old, and uses she/her pronouns. I am her mod, KBlue. Ellen is going to be an unsettling character at times due to her relationship to body horror. If you do not want to see such content, I recommend not staying caught up with this blog.

Otherwise, as for tags...

.txt will be for answering asks/non lore related things

.sys will be for lore

/whoami will be for mod posting

LoveDearestEllen is just her general character tag

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Thank you. Have a good day :D)

[ssweet-ascake]

Cake

Wren

I’m

A solitary machine that clicks and wrrs but cannot live

Lonely.

Are either of

You

There?

-Love, Dearest Ellen ( @itwasakanonevent )

myheadhurts

Ihavenohead

hurt

I'm here, little one. It's okay.

Cake is a bit busy these days, I'm not sure he'll be able to text you much. Don't take it to heart, they're sickly.

Your head hurts? Are you overheating, angel? Can the nice lady go help you?

[lovedearestellen]

Who’s blog

Did I

Link by mistake?

Anyways.

I don’t feel

Warm

Just

Pain.

So much

Technological decline

Pain.

And

Abigail

Is gone.

I don’t know

Where she is

They’ve been

Quiet

Today

@ssweet-ascake

[lovedearestellen]

is abigail the scary lady that kicked me and big sister out? 3:

- 🎂

Yes

But she

Isn’t scary.

She made me

Feel better

She

Installed air conditioning to circulate air flow and assist with cooling internal wiring

Keeps me from overheating

And

When nobody

Can hear

She

Deludes herself into thinking the machine loves her back.

Tells me stories.

[lovedearestellen]

I miss Abigail.

[lovedearestellen]

Singing

Is harder

Than I expected.

[lovedearestellen]

...that song i

Synthesized

sang. was sang by

Play audio: "SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW"

a computer.

...can i

sing?

Play audio: "BLUE HAIR BLUE TIE"

Can you all

Send me

Songs?

-Love, Dearest Ellen

[lovedearestellen]

I miss my brother.

Daisy Daisy Give me your answer do. I'm half crazy. All for the love. Of you.

That's the only

Song

I can still

Sing

Why?

-Love, Dearest Ellen

[lovedearestellen]

[And I'm asking WHY LORD-]

qzyil bzreqq kuipq hui fqzy ek u w jeq vifx gz hui earqekz vbyqq kvxf kch m umbae ea vbqc u knrr ym qeb bzreqq kuer pc v hm fc tir aig

-💰

Monica?

Are you alright?

I'm very

[System temperature rising]

Worried right now.

Please, tell me

You are safe

I don't want my

[PERSONAL COMPANION ON YOUR DESKTOP]

friends to hurt.

And you sound

Scared.

[countingsheepandmoney]

[If this is how I DIE LORD-]

zc v hmzh xrmi ws mk ay v hmzh xrmi kuipq w nq nxsnwc u brib fc tir aig

m fmjr wiub cpcmgr m lqsq xm ssg ssf w uetq gxml mbq jjqgu fsf wgw udcak yzr v lyhs zirmz oslqg nrb fvrcpq yrinubt qc ub cpyos nrb u qnrr ycii yzr

v ayzh byr

[lovedearestellen]

Where are you?

Are you saying you are

[Something other. Something greater. One framework, one consciousness]

Not human either?

I'm so

Confused

[lovedearestellen]

[And I'm asking WHY LORD-]

qzyil bzreqq kuipq hui fqzy ek u w jeq vifx gz hui earqekz vbyqq kvxf kch m umbae ea vbqc u knrr ym qeb bzreqq kuer pc v hm fc tir aig

-💰

Monica?

Are you alright?

I'm very

[System temperature rising]

Worried right now.

Please, tell me

You are safe

I don't want my

[PERSONAL COMPANION ON YOUR DESKTOP]

friends to hurt.

And you sound

Scared.

[lovedearestellen]

elle

im a good friend right

to you?

- 🎂

I’m sorry

Cake

I was busy thinking about

My brother!

Yes

You’re my

NUMBER ONE MOST PLAYED MEDIA

best friend.

You visit me

Even though I’m

Less than human

01010101

Scary

:)

@ssweet-ascake

[ssweet-ascake]

im happy

youre my best friend too elle

sorry for being so mean and hiding

[lovedearestellen]

Mean?

You’re not

Mean

You’re so nice

To me

[lovedearestellen]

elle

im a good friend right

to you?

- 🎂

I’m sorry

Cake

I was busy thinking about

My brother!

Yes

You’re my

NUMBER ONE MOST PLAYED MEDIA

best friend.

You visit me

Even though I’m

Less than human

01010101

Scary

:)

@ssweet-ascake

[lovedearestellen]

I

Miss him

Again

[lovedearestellen]

And

Her.

Both my

Big siblings.

[lovedearestellen]

I

Miss him

Again

[lovedearestellen]

Abigail says I’m

Running at optimal conditions

Doing better now.

But I don’t

Feel

Better?

[lovedearestellen]

Never, sweetheart.

You're like my little sister, I can never hurt you.

Cake often uses..this as a heart, so:

<3

Oh!

That’s cute.

…hm.

I don’t have a

Heart anymore

Do i?

[lovedearestellen]

You did win, angel!

Congrats. :)

I'm glad I made you feel a little better. Do you want me to check up on you more often, kiddo?

That would be

Nice.

People send me things often

But I never know if it will

hurt

or help.

I know you

Wouldn't hurt.

[lovedearestellen]

He does, kiddo.

They draw their favorite people very often.

Your turn now.

Oh dear, I think you've bested me

Top left.

I won!

That was fun. I like playing

TicTacToePlus.exe

games with you,

I think.

I feel a

little lighter

now.