RUSSIAN HARDASS.

indie roleplay blog for sergei from the mlm game blind men

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He wishes his Japanese was better in times like these—stuck in a big city with work to do, yet at this point he feels like he’s drowning. When he approaches a group of women and speaks with a thick, Russian accent they simply laugh and turn him away. Not exactly the most helpful experience. “Could you help me please?” He turns to the man walking by, his face twisting into a grimace. “I’m having a hard time reading these signs. Is this the right way to Glitch Coffee & Roasters?” Tokyo is a beautiful place but Sergei is definitely out of his element. 

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like this for a small starter with the handsome yet grouchy russian man. 

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aureolle‌:

    “Yeah? ….Feel like changin’ that?”

“...Yes.” A pause. “I think?” 

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aureolle‌:

    “Simply put? Sex.”

“Hm.”

“I’ve never had ‘casual’ sex.” 

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aureolle‌:

    “’Re we bein’ horny now? This th’ right time ta ask fer a dickin’?”

“I think what I said wasn’t what I think it means.  What’s a ‘dickin’?” 

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friendly reminder that unless sergei is actively trying to hide it, he has a fairly thick russian accent! 

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failfix‌:

      “  i’m  not  –  it’s  not  about  betrayal,  sergei.  ”  he’s  tempted  to  pull  away  from  sergei’s  touch,  but  keegan’s  always,  always  been  weak  to  that  touch,  and  he  finds  himself  leaning  closer  to  sergei’s  warmth  instead,  despite  himself.  “  they’ve  already  tried  to  have  you  killed  more  than  once.  you  would  be  more  vulnerable  there  than  you  would  be  here,  surrounded  by  loyal  men  who  would  protect  you.  ” 

      when  did  he  start  worrying  about  other  people  like  this  ?  he  laces  their  fingers  together,  pulls  sergei  in  a  little  closer.  “  i  don’t  give  a  shit  what  sphinx  thinks.  sphinx  has  no  say  in  this  matter.  if  you  will  go  either  way,  then  so  shall  i.  you  can’t  get  away  from  me  so  easily,  sergei  volkov.  ”

Sergei wants to say that he doesn’t need protecting—but really, he knows he’s going to have to live the rest of his life on edge. This will make things worse, ultimately, but he has a duty to fulfill. “I know; I know. I’m sorry.” He closes his eyes and forces the tears to not fall. He may never be able to see his mother again, but even being close to his childhood home would feel meaningful. 

When Keegan pulls him a little closer Sergei grunts a little in surprise. “Since when did you get to be so bold, kotyonok?” There’s a ghost of a smile on his lips as he closes the gap between them and kisses him. “Thank you. For supporting this foolish, foolish endeavor. I love you.”  

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failfix‌:

      “  someone  else  ?  do  you  really  think  that  of  me  ?  ”  he  doesn’t  even  want  to  look  sergei  in  the  face  right  now.  the  idea  –  the  very  thought  –  no  one  else  holds  his  interest  the  same  way  sergei  does.  well,  that’s  not  entirely  true.  he  can’t  stop  thinking  about  his  uncle  and  mantis  –  he’d  dreamed  of  being  a  supervillain  in  his  own  right,  but  .  .  .  the  dream  was  not  complete  without  his  uncle’s  approval. 

      “  i  have  never  wanted  someone  the  way  i  want  you.  you  are  not  the  problem.  ”  and  damn  if  keegan  doesn’t  hate  to  admit  that  he’s  wrong,  he’s  the  source  of  what’s  going  wrong.  “  it’s  me;  i’m  the  problem.  fuck.  ”

      he  rubs  at  his  forehead,  blows  out  a  harsh  breath.  “  this  has  been  my  dream  for  half  my  life,  and  it’s  missing  the  one  person  i  could  not  picture  it  without. ”

“Keegan—” He takes in air sharply. He did not expect that response. In fact, he doesn’t know what he was expecting, but it wasn’t that. Sergei rubs his own forehead for a moment, wondering what exactly was the best thing to say “I’m sorry.” Until they find bodies, he knows Keegan will never accept the fact that Sphinx is dead. 

“I was being insensitive.” Sergei reaches out and touches the scars on the side of Keegan’s face. He runs his fingers across them before trailing along his jawline. “What can I do? To help ease your pain?” Sergei has always been the type of man to fix things, but he’s afraid that this is something he cannot fix with brute force alone. “I would do anything for you, Keegan.” 

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Sergei flusters a little—it’s one thing to admit he was masturbating, but to go into detail? He smiles faintly and runs his fingers through Keegan’s hair. “I was imagining us under the stars, in the middle of nowhere, just you and me. The crisp fall air—it would be a little cold, but I think that just makes it more fun. All the more reason to press against each other, to be close to one another.” Perhaps what he imagines is too sentimental, but even a man like Sergei has softer thoughts. In fact, he has them quite a lot about Keegan, not that he’s entirely comfortable with admitting that.

Keegan’s moans keep him grounded in the moment. If it weren’t for the noise his lover was making, he’d get lost in another daydream about him. The startled sound makes Sergei laugh. “You are my little kotyonok, making those little sounds.” When Keegan grinds their hips together he lets out a low, possessive growl. “You’d better start helping me take off your clothes, or else I’ll cut them off, and I know you’ll complain if I ruin another one of your uniforms.” His hands are trembling ever so slightly as he begins to unbutton Keegan’s uniform.  “Christ, I want you so fucking much. Are you even real? You’re so goddamn beautiful, Keegan.” 

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sinbore‌:

    “Well, I sure haven’t seen you ‘round before. Come ‘ere often?” Hands rest on the back of a bench. His legs crossed, a flirtatious smile on his lips. “Need any help findin’ anythin’, maybe? Or someone?”  / @lovedefect​ asked for NOAH.

He’s just doing some intelligence work—simple stuff. Walk in, get a feel for the place & the people, and walk out. He doesn’t expect to be flirted with. Then again, he doesn’t know what he was supposed to be expecting. Russian accent is thick when he speaks. “I’ve never been here before.” Sometimes it’s easiest to be honest. “I’m new to the area. Just looking for a fun time.” 

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      “  i’m  quite  sure  both  of  those  things  are  strenuous  activity,  yes.  ”  keegan  knows  the  bastard  knows  exactly  what  he’s  doing,  sprawled  out  in  his  full  glory  like  that,  with  that  stupid  smug  smirk  on  his  face.  and  it  pisses  keegan  off  to  know  it’s  working,  coupled  with  the  filthy  words  falling  from  his  lover’s  lips.  “  you  are  very  tempting,  as  always,  my  darling.  so  very  tempting.  i  still  won’t  be  riding  you  until  you’re  at  least  not  looking  like  you’ve  been  hit  by  a  truck.  ”

“How disappointing.” Sergei sighs dramatically before batting his eyelashes at Keegan. “But I know that look, kotyonok   You want me, whether you want to admit it or not.” He runs his fingers along his torso in an attempt to tempt. It’s probably not working, but it’s worth a try. “I suppose I could settle for getting myself off while you watch. How does that sound, hm? Or would even a raising of my heart rate concern you, Doctor?” 

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from @failfix​  “Did you touch yourself without me?”

“I did. Couldn’t get my mind off of you.” Sergei murmurs, gently taking Keegan’s hands and kissing both of them. “But—it’s not like I let myself come.” It’s torturous, in a way, how Keegan is always on his mind no matter what he does. This has never happened to him before. He’s had lovers before, but when he was working he rarely thought about them. Now, with Keegan, he thinks about him all the time.

It’s sweet.

It might just get him killed one day.

“I like to save myself for you.” He presses a line of kisses to Keegan’s throat and only stops to sink his teeth into the sensitive flesh. It’s low enough so that no one will notice when Keegan is fully dressed. Sergei isn’t stupid. He’s not going to play with fire and risk having Sphinx feed him to sharks. “I want you, Keegan. More than anything or anyone in the world.” He lifts Keegan up by the hips and carries him over to the bed, sets him down and straddles him.

“Solnyshko, I want to spoil you.” Sergei smirks and presses a kiss to Keegan’s lips. “Why don’t you let your guard down for me, hm? I promise to make it worth your while.” 

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DIRTY Punishments and Rewards

“Did you touch yourself without me?”

“Did you leave the plug/vibe in all day like I told you to?”

“Were you a good boy/girl/pet all day?”

“Hold still while I tie you up and you can have a reward.”

“Don’t you think I deserve a reward for behaving?”

“I’ve been bad… You should punish me.”

“You can spank me if you think I’ve been bad.”

“I think someone deserves a spanking.”

“Should it be the cane or the crop tonight?”

“What do you think your punishment should be?”

“That’s a good boy/girl/pet. You can cum now.”

“Show me how a good boy/girl/pet begs.”

“Put on a show for daddy/mommy/master/mistress.”

“Prove that you deserve my cock/pussy.”

“Prove that you deserve my tongue.”

“Prove that you deserve to use the toys.”

“Not good enough. Guess you’ll have to wait a little longer.”

“Get on your knees and crawl to me.”

“Did I say you could cum?”

“Did I say you could touch?”

“Would you like the blindfold or the handcuffs this time?”

“This is your special treat for being good. (Flavor) syrup or whipped cream?”

“Bad boys/girls/pets don’t get to cum.”

“You were bad. I have to teach you not to do that again.”

“You need to learn your place.”

“Good boy/girl/pet. Keep going just like that.”

[melamemea]

secret relationship .

painful

“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ”

“ i don’t think i can keep this up much longer. ”

“ i’m getting tired of hiding…”

“ it sucks that i can’t kiss you in public. ”

“ how much longer do i have to keep swallowing my desires for you. ”

“ are you sure we will — ? ”

“ do you think we’ll ever… be a couple-couple ? ”

“ sometimes i’m just scared that you’re just using me. ”

“ it’s starting to dawn on me that… the reason you might not want to come out about this is because you don’t really love me—”

“ is this a joke to you?”

“ i deleted all our texts. ”

“ i can’t keep pictures of us on my phone, are you crazy? ”

“ if anyone sees us i won’t know what to do. ”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here… ”

provoked

“ aren’t we suppose to be a thing ? why are you flirting then ?”

“ sometimes it feels like i am the only one doing an effort here —”

“ you sure seem to be good at ignoring the fact that we’re together. ”

“ okay no — i can’t handle the way they keep staring at you. ”

“ if they don’t stop hitting you up i’ll end up hitting them down. ”

“ don’t you see any pride in the marks i left on you ? ”

“ is this a joke to you — ?!”

“ stop that — we’re in public. ”

“ no, not until we get home. ”

“ you know i can’t do this out here — stop it!”

“ could TRY to show that you’re a little worried about this ???”

steamy

“ d—-don’t make me moan, i don’t want anyone to catch us… ”

“ everyone is downstairs… ~ take your pants off ”

“ shhh…. ~ it’ll be fine baby, no one will hear us ”

“ so what ? ~ if they see us coming out together we’ll figure something out…”

“ i’m gonna leave so many hickeys on you… show everyone that you’re taken… ”

“ i missed your scent…”

“ it feels so good — being close to again… ”

“ i’ve been thinking — about this the entire day… ”

“ ~ sit back and let me spoil you… you went an entire day without touching me… ”

“ kiss me… and don’t let me go ”

“ you’re like a forbidden fruit when i can’t touch you ~ kind of sexy ”

innocent

“ i can’t wait to show you off to the entire world… ”

“ we’ll be the cutest couple in existence, someday ”

“ when we come out i’m going to drown you kisses every day ”

“ ~ if we carve our initials in a tree no one will know ”

“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ”

“ one day… we’ll be able to kiss like everyone else ”

“ i long for the day i get to hug you in the open ”

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from @failfix​  “ Your lips say one thing, your eyes say something else. ”

“I’ll say it again—I still love you. No matter how distant you get.” Maybe Sergei has felt a little unwanted lately; maybe Sergei has felt as if he can’t do anything to help Keegan. Mantis & Sphinx’s disappearances. . .well. Sergei was quite sure they were dead, but if it gave Keegan hope, even if it was false, he’d still keep looking. “I’m just. . .fuck, I’m lonely Keegan.” 

Their romance had been a whirlwind at first—but what did they say? Good things can’t last forever? “It’s like I don’t even exist to you anymore. Is there. . .someone else that’s caught your eye? If there is, I won’t be angry, but. I’d like to know.” He scratches at his cheek and frowns. He feels. . .vulnerable. Out of place. “I’ll always be your number two. Even if you no longer have feelings for me.”

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from @failfix​  “i hate to break it to you, but you’re not supposed to do any strenuous physical activity for the next couple weeks, and if i have to personally make sure you don’t every waking hour of the day then i’m fully prepared to do that.”

“Yeah?” Sergei’s had one too many blunts to really take Keegan seriously. “Would you riding me until you climax at least three times be considered ‘strenuous activity’?” He uses his fingers to make air quotes. “What about me fingering you until you cry? I’d only be using, what, two—maybe three fingers if you really wanted it?” He stretches across the bed—he knows his naked form, even in his banged up state, will be tempting to Keegan. “It’s just a few fractured ribs, dearest. We could still have fun, twinkie. Stop being such a killjoy.” 

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from @failfix​  “ You dare come here and — demand such a thing? ”

“It’s a demand out of necessity.” He’s quiet, can’t quite manage to meet Keegan’s infuriated gaze. “My mom is sick, Keegan. I’m not demanding to go back to Russia for laughs.” He rubs his prosthetic arm, scowling. “She won’t even want to be taken care of by a traitor, but at the very least I can set up a carer for her. Make sure to minimize her suffering. She’s too stubborn to go to a home. She’ll die at home. She always planned to, after she retired.”

“Please, Keegan, don’t see this as a betrayal.” He takes his lover’s hands, finally meets his gaze. “ Моё любимое место - рядом с тобой.” Kisses his forehead. His lips. His chin. “I promise I’ll come back. Hell, you can even go with me if you want. . .if Sphinx would allow it, that is.” He gives Keegan’s hands a gentle squeeze. “But I am going with or without your approval.”