That was fast.
So I got really excited for a potentially big change because I feel in my heart that it will make everything better, or at least challenge is to improve. Well, that lasted maybe all of this afternoon. I got shot down by the one who introduced the idea. Now I can't even muster the enthusiasm to enjoy this long weekend coming up. I know part of it is the pmdd, but telling me that I have to stay depressed for any more time is just heart wrenching. We need change and we need it somewhere else. Away from negative influences and away from a dying city. Let's just go away and never come back.



















