a girl obsessed

she/her // queer // anxiety disorder // single

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intro/about me

name: rose (online name)

age: 16

sexuality: queer

status: single😔💔

music: billie eilish, skz, adrianne lenker, olivia rodrigo, sabrina carpenter, katseye, radiohead, enhypen, new jeans, le sserafim, illit, stray kids, p1harmony

shows: squid game, aouad, gilmore girls, stranger things, b99, xo kitty, heartstopper, weak hero, demon slayer, tbbt

books: tig, thg, agggtm, twilight, demon slayer, heartstopper, warrior cats

characters aka me core: rory gilmore, maxine baker, kitty, robin buckley

KPOP:

ult group: stray kids!

ult bias: Felix!

groups: stray kids, enhypen, new jeans, aespa, le sserafim, illit, p1harmony, katseye (Ik they aren’t kpop don’t come for me)

biases: Felix, jungwon, Minji, giselle, yeonjin, wonhee, jongseob, megan

that’s it, enjoy my page!

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Happy birthday to meeee

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Aaaaa YSPSFAGSIL is so good! A literal masterpiece. Gosh Olivia truly is amazing.

My ranking😛

1. The cure

2. My way

3. What’s wrong with me

4. Stupid song

5. Begged

6. Drop dead

7. Less

8. Expectations

9. Maggots for brains

10. u + me = <3

11. Honeybee

12. Cigarette smoke

13. Purple

Obvs this will probs change the more I listen to the album but here is my current ranking. NOTHING WILL EVER BEAT THE CURE FOR ME THO.

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It hurts so bad because I didn’t even know the guy but I know why he did it. God it could’ve been me.

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Am I crazy for finding it satisfying to pull hair out of hairbrushes?

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Ughhh vocal rehearsal is sooo boring

[goth-queen]

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Anyone got any fanfic recs? I need smt chill to read during exam season.

Fandoms im looking for: stranger things, the inheritance games, Harry Potter, the naturals

[sanayarita]

song of the day

i think i think too much

'bout kids who don't know me

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A boy at my school died over the weekend. I didn’t know him that well but he was so sweet and kind. And it’s just so horrifying how something like that can just happen. That could’ve easily been one of my friends or someone I know. The atmosphere at school today was just so.. heartbreaking

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Just finished AGGGTM season 2 and YES HOLLY FIXED IT!!! WOOOO! It was actually so peak. “REAL MEN WEAR FLORALS WHILE TRESPASSING” MADE IT!!

It could also be that I haven’t read the books in ages (lwk wanna reread them) but I think season 2 was really good, Max’s mom is such a diva btw. I’m so happy Holly was able to fix the show, she did a really good job fixing the whole Stanley fuck up.

What do you guys think?

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Just watched obsession and omg it was so good! Nikki’s crying at the end just broke me💔. I was so ready for the most scary movie oat cause I saw all over tiktok how it scared ppl so bad but honestly it was not scary to me at all. Like it was just a bit of gore. Idk to me it wasn’t very scary but I did still like it. 10/10 movie for sure. What do u guys think?

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Honest review of Circle of Liars by Kate Francis:

This review contains spoilers. I would not recommend this book. It started out really good, I was thoroughly enjoying it. I was invested in all the characters, enjoying the humour behind some of them and I even cried over some deaths. I loved how it showed how people show their true selves in dangerous scenarios. It was going so well.. until the last chapter. The last chapter ruined everything! I didn’t think it was possible to ruin an amazing book in one chapter but somehow this novel achieved it. I think it was just very clear that the author grew too attached to her characters and didn’t want to properly kill them off, which is understandable as a writer myself, but come on you don’t have to go and ruin the entire storyline. Create an escape plan or something, don’t ‘kill’ all your characters off and then bring them back to life, it ruins the whole plot! Anyways if you plan on reading this book, just don’t read the last chapter, it’s just better that way.

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I am so overly annoyed rn.

I just read Circle of Liars by Kate Francis. Stayed up until 12:30am to finish it.

IT WAS GOING SO GOOD, I WAS ENJOYING IT SO MUCH. And then the last chapter came. What the fuck. I didn’t think it was possible to ruin such an amazing book in one chapter but this book managed it. I’m just mad atp.

Please can someone relate.

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A message to my ex bsf:

Hi. I miss you, but I don’t think we could ever be friends again, you hurt me a lot you know that? I don’t know how much of those feelings were yours and how much of them were *insert other ex bsf name*’s but I’m sorry if I ever made you feel uncomfortable or self conscious I only ever wanted to care for you and protect you. I just need to say this for closure.

Leaving this here since I can’t actually send her a message :(

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NEW NATURALS BOOK LETS GOOOOO